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Karanveer's POV
I was currently in the hospital outside the general ward completing all the formalities for Naina. She was in there getting stitched up again because I hit her hard on the wall and it reopened her wounds. She fell unconscious as she lost a lot of blood.
All she is suffering because of me, my stupid rage, my insecurity and fear of loosing her to that ass head Nakul.
I saw the formalities paper asking my relation to her.
Husband. Am I really her husband or a monster just like her father?
I did the same behavior with her... didn't I ?
Maybe I can't become the man she wants.
I should leave her.
If I can't control my emotions towards her and I end up hurting her, it's better if I leave her.
She said herself that she wishes to die than being with me...so be it so.
I'll divorce her then. I can't become a monster.
But she needs to know my feelings. I'll tell her that I love her...but then I'll have to leave her.
Naina's POV
I woke up and found myself in the hospital. I was wearing the hospital gown...guess my dress was soaked in blood.
My palm was paining hard. I realized it was the blood drip attached to me. I was feeling weak too, I wasn't able to open my eyes properly.
Lights were piercing my sight like a needle does to a cloth.
Where is he? I found no one beside me. Mom, dad... Veer...where are all of them?
I gestured a nurse to call my guardian and she told me he was at the reception.
Probably he'll come in a few minutes.
My stitches would've opened up in few days for restitch. But what he did was wrong and I am not forgiving him soon.
How can he control me like that? It's my choice to talk to anyone I like. He can't forbid my meetings.
Possession is good, but over-protection is obsessive.
I'm his damn wife, he needs to trust me. I am not going to cheat on him or leave the man whom I love.
Yes...I do love him and he needs to know. We need to trust each other.
We can't be blinded with a mere stupid misunderstanding...he could do anything he wants too but needs to make a decision after hearing me.
He is not alone in this relationship, it's mine too. Both of us'.
I need to talk to him and clear this thing.
Karanveer's POV
A nurse told me that she was awake and said she wants to meet me.
Will I be able to look at her now?
I stood at the entrance of the ward not willing to go inside. I saw her weak, blood drip attached to her, because of me.
She gestured me to come towards her but I stood beside her bed. I can't touch her, what if I hurt her again?
She was still lying on the bed with a weak smirk on her face.
"Can you come close, my neck hurts. You're too tall for me."
I sat carefully beside her not to hurt her more.
"Help me to sit."
No... I'll give pain to you.
She put her hand forward for me to grab it. I held her slowly and pulled her other shoulder carefully making her sit on the bed.
My eyes were constantly down in shame. I can't see her like this.
"Why are you acting so weird ?"
I can't do this anymore...I need to tell her.
"I am sorry for hurting you."
"Slap yourself Karan."
Is she okay? What is saying to me?
"What?"
"Are you deaf? Slap yourself Karan."
"Why should I slap myself?"
"Because I can't right now. So slap. Now!"
She said showing her drip connected hands dramatically. She's right...I'm worthy of her slap, her hatred.
I slapped myself hard, absorbing the pain like I gave the same to her.
"God...I didn't mean that hard."
She cupped my face with her weak hands and patted them lightly. I saw anxiety in her eyes for me.
That concern and fear of loosing me...do I deserve this from her?
"It's okay if you hate me Naina..."
"I am very angry with you."
I was still hesitant to look at her, but she made me look in her eyes.
"What is up with you? Why aren't you looking at me?"
"I can't do that. I feel guilty...
"Yes you are and you should be... promise me you won't do this again to me."
I can't. I don't trust myself.
"I think we should..."
"We should tell everyone the truth about our marriage."
Wait what? What is she up to?
"I want us to tell everyone the truth. That's how we could trust each other."
"No...we can't.."
"Why?"
"It could compromise my shares and my position in the office. I won't be able to claim that position."
"So your shares are important than us?"
"There is no us anymore."
She gave me a puzzled look and I sensed she was irritated now.
"What do you mean Karan?"
"I want us to divorce."
She left my face and was aghast. Any girl would be. I need to distance her.
"Why do you want this Veer?"
"I can't hurt you...I want you to leave me."
"Just like your mother did to you."
Her weak eyes were flashing fire. She got on my nerve now. How dare she compare herself with my mother. She thinks I need her sympathy.
"I need a divorce that's it."
"What if I don't want to Veer?"
"Why don't you want to Naina?'
"Because I love you idiot!"
What...how can she love a person like me?
Wait...she loves me!
"Naina you're not in your senses..."
"No. Now I am in my senses. Now I am fully awake."
A lone tear escaped her eyes and glisten her terror not weakness.
"This is not your relationship. It's ours. I want to be with you if you like it or not. And dare you leave me, I'll kill you."
"Naina you're doing a mistake."
"No you did it all ready!"
I saw her BP monitor. It was making louder sound and pacing speed in numerals.
She is really angry even in a vulnerable position. Maybe I should've told this later.
Or maybe I'm doing a mistake.
"Naina..."
Before I could complete she sealed my lips with hers.
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