Jada
âYou,â he says.
My belly drops down past my knees. âYou think it was me?â
He comes closer, stuffing the rolled-up red envelope into his pocket. He fixes me with his villain gaze, wild and wounded. âI know it was you.â
I study his face. He seems so sure. âHah,â I say.
âAre you denying it?â His rumble connects to something deep inside me. âBecause donât bother.â
Did somebody tell him? Did he break somebody? âWhoever told you thatâ¦â I narrow my eyes. âWho told you that?â
He raises his villain brows.
Yup, I just confirmed it like a fool. âArenât you so clever,â I whisper. âYou think youâre clever?â
âI do think Iâm clever.â His eyes burn into mine, kicking up my pulse. Heâs on fire, this man. Dangerous.
I say, âYouâd better not tell anybody.â
He smiles, lips full, dark whiskers shimmering in the hallway light.
âOh my god! You canât be bothered to do any actual helpful work, but youâre happy to do the most messed-up thing possible?â
âI find the most messed-up thing possible tends to be the most pleasurable, as a rule.â
âI canât even with you,â I whisper.
His eyes sparkle. I should hate him.
I go up on my tiptoes, getting right into his face. Itâs supposed to be threatening, but it turns out anything but. âYouâre an asshole.â
âOh, I know.â His breath is a feather on my lips.
I grab his shirt, move in closer. I should let him go, but my knuckles brush against the hard planes of his chest. Iâm mesmerized by this small bit of contact through the fabric of his shirt. Itâs a physical sensation, coursing through my body, and my brain canât form the command to let go.
Quite the oppositeâmy fists tighten.
âI mean it. Youâd better not tell,â I whisper into his maddeningly perfect face, a face so perfect that the stupidest styling canât mess it up. Even with the glasses. Even with the hair. He transcends all of that.
He grins. âWhat would Don Juan the Entitled Delivery Driver do? What would Don Juan the Entitled Delivery Driver want in exchange for his silence?â
âExcuse me?â I ask in disbelief.
He draws his finger down the side of my cheek, leaving a slow trail of sparkling sensation as he slowly turns my world upside down.
Heâs wrong and outrageous and I want him like fire.
He gives a wicked smileânot his fake one, not his lopsided dimple one, but his glittering oneâthe one thatâs pure dark heat that spears through my core. âIf you want to keep your job and your precious family, itâll cost you a kiss.â
The breath goes out of me. âYouâre blackmailing me into doing sexual favors for you?â
âIsnât it awesome? How many demerits do you have? One? Two?â
My pulse whooshes. âYou wouldnât.â
âItâs already happening.â
âDo you have no self-respect? Are you just like, hey, Iâm a thoroughly corrupted, power-drunk Lothario who enjoys sexually blackmailing people who are simply trying to keep their jobs, and Iâm good with that?â
âFlatter me all you want. Those are my terms.â
I suck in a breath and close my fists harder over his ridiculous shirt. Itâs like an out-of-body experience, but not the ghost kind. If anything, Iâm too much in my body, too much in my skin.
âIâll take your evil bargain,â I hiss, pulse racing. âYour twisted demand.â
And then I go up on my tiptoes and I press my lips to his. Theyâre soft and warm, and I push into him, moving against his body like heâs got the gravitational force of a moon.
He rumbles into the kiss. The rumble has a direct line to my pelvis where it melts things into a cauldron of want.
He presses his hand to the center of my chest and pushes me roughly against the wall.
âSeriously the worst,â I gasp in the split second before he covers my lips with his.
Iâm kissing him for real now. Iâm pulling him to me, disintegrating under his touch.
I feel like Iâm falling, spinning. He snakes a tongue into my mouth, and I groan, kissing him harderâgreedy and frantic.
But then some faint voice inside meâsome voice of self-preservationâsounds the alarm. What weâre doing here, itâs practically prostitution! So wrong.
I push him away. âThatâll be all,â I say.
We stare at each other, panting. Thereâs this strange look on his face. For a moment I think heâs as affected as I am.
âThatâll be all?â he says. âIâm not so sure. I think you liked your entitled delivery driver.â
âPlease. And if you think it will ever, ever happen again, youâre cracked in the headâcracked. And youâd better keep up your end of the deal,â I warn.
He gives me one last villain smile and then he heads back down the hall, ducking back into the design department, leaving me trembling with unfulfilled excitement. That was so outrageous, what just happened.
But so, so, so hot.
Not a good person, not a good person, I chant in my mind as I head back after him.
Also, who told him? Or did he figure it out?
Jack is sitting in his cubicle looking all sparkly. If he was as wowed by the kiss as I was, heâs fully recovered himself. He probably kisses women all the time. He probably has so many notches on his bedpost, itâs lost structural integrity. Maybe he has blackmail deals with half of them.
I frown, hating that.
My phone lights up as soon as I settle into my cubicle. Itâs a text from Renata even though sheâs one row away.