After cleaning himself up in the bathroom, Coty returns to my limp form sprawled across the mattress, holding a couple of towels and tries to hand me one.
âHere. Your hairâs dripping everywhere.â
âThe whole bed is wet.â
âWhere are your spare sheets? Iâll switch them.â
I wave him off, muttering, âDonât have any.â Iâm lucky to have this one decent set. âForget it, Iâve always wanted a water bed anyway.â
He throws his head back in a laugh, moving to search for his shorts. âGet dressed and weâll go over to my place. My bed is nice and dry. Unless youâre up for changing that?â
I can just make out his bouncing eyebrows and now Iâm the one laughing. I roll over to my back, wanting to dry off. The water from the showerâs been replaced with sweat, but my hair is still drenched and is in fact soaking everything. Iâve slept in worse conditions though. A little wet spot wonât keep me from my bed.
Wrapping the towel around my hair, I watch Coty hold up his discarded shorts and wring out the excess water before hanging them on the shower rod and doing the same with my swimsuit.
âSorry to break it to you, but Iâm not going anywhere. My legs donât work.â Probably. I point to the heavy towel holding my hair. âI canât lift my head.â Definitely. âPlus, itâs too far.â Eh.
âIs that so?â he says, coming out of the bathroom. âThen I guess itâs a good thing I donât have any clothes anyway.â
âGood, itâs settled. Weâll stay here. Naked.â Forever.
What? No. That canât happen, not only for sanitary reasons but this is a one-night thing. Tomorrow heâs back to my incredibly hotâfully dressedâneighbor again.
I look Coty over, the moonlight kissing his bare body as he moves through the dark to my tiny kitchen, almost filling the entire thing with his figure.
Glasses of water in hand, he returns to bed. To my bed. To me.
Tonight.
âWhat do your tattoos mean?â
Coty sets down our drinks, then joins me, lying on his side with his head propped on his hand.
He points to the birds on his chest. âThese are sparrows.â
I reach out a finger, tracing the wings.
âWhy those?â
Iâm outlining the matured flowers below the sparrows with my fingertip when he blows out a breath and moves to his back.
Taking my hand, he rests it on his stomach. âThey symbolize loyalty.â He turns his head toward mine.
âLoyal? To family?â My eyebrows crease and he nods.
âAmong other things. Sparrows mate for life.â I drop my gaze to the intricate birds. âThe roses, people sometimes associate them with love, too, but they also represent passion.â
Thatâs a lot of love-talk so I focus on the last bit, asking, âWhat are you passionate about?â Iâm pretty sure I know the things Cotyâs passionate about but thereâs something else, something heâs holding back. His eyes search mine before he speaks.
âRiding. Working. My familyâthe guys mostly. I want to learn more about agriculture. Andâ¦â
And?
âAnd one day I want to settle down with a wife, and hopefully have kids after that.â He finally breaks his stare, glancing away. âLoyalty isnât an option for me, itâs a given. Iâm loyal to those I love and ask for the same in return. I got these tattoos to remind not only myself, but those around me, of whatâs really important.â
The one remaining piece, my remaining piece, hovers dangerously close to finishing the puzzle of this arrangement. Itâs statements like this that pull my mind away from everything Iâve ever thought, everything Iâve ever assumed. Coty is different from anyone I couldâve planned for, so even though I want to tell Coty heâs nothing like his father, I donât. Self-preservation occasionally wins out, and this being one of those times makes me grateful. Heâs already won everything else; my mind has to remain what Iâve always needed it to beâmine.
He faces me again, his gaze penetrating. âI donât want you doing this with anyone else.â His words come out a plea and I nod before he can finish.
âOkay,â I whisper.
âOkay? That easy?â
I blow out a breath of my own and roll over onto my stomach again, hiding most of my face. The towel falls off in the process but whatever. âI mean itâll be hard, donât get me wrong, but Iâll try not to talk tattoos with anyone else while you and I areâ¦discussing body ink.â
The bed shifts suddenly, then Cotyâs there, hovering directly above me. I bite back a smile.
âThereâs that sass. I knew it was here somewhere.â Coty drops his mouth to my shoulder, kissing to the other side, his cool breath making me shiver along the way. âDo you have any idea what this back does to me?â
Slow kisses start their descent down my spine and judging from the hard-on pressing into me, I have a pretty good idea. Feeling his lips rise back to my neck, I arch into him, and he sinks his teeth into my flesh.
Coty groans, sucking away the pain, while his hardness teases my readily wet entrance. Leaning on one arm, he reaches over to the bedside table to grab another condom as I toss the towel away completely. He rips the wrapper open and makes quick work of rolling the rubber on.
âJumping to conclusions, are we?â I tease.
Coty sits back and bends my leg to the side, spreading me wide open. I hear him inhale sharply before cursing under his breath. Pressing against my back again, he nips my ear as his erection rubs my seam in time with my breathing.
âAre you saying you donât want this?â My moaning is the only response he gets. âWhat was that?â he asks, picking up the pace.
âMaybe,â I pant.
Coty pushes his tip just past my opening and pauses. Unable to control myself, I lift, trying to slide him in further, but his hands frame my hips, keeping me still. The sheet twists in my hold.
He leans in close again, his lips settling on the shell of my ear. âAre you going to do this,â he pushes in fully, causing us both to curse, and freezes, âwith anyone else?â
I have to focus intently on his words because common sense flew out one of my open windows and I donât expect it back anytime soon. Not with Cotyâs body coaxing answers from me.
Heâs questioning me while soaking my body in kerosene and flicking sparks in my direction, only his question holds more than heâs saying. Heâs asking for loyaltyâthe very thing he prides himself on, the quality heâs inked on his body for lifeâbut I canât give him everything he wants, even if thatâs what I might want, too.
Unfortunately, the fire is catching and Iâm out of time. I answer with the first clear thought that pops in my head.
âI only want you.â
Click. Right into place, the final puzzle piece falls.
The words are out before I can consider the consequences. Fortunately, Cotyâs lips are on mine the next second, instantly drowning out any further thought. He kisses with reckless abandon and I greedily plead for more.
Caught up in making love with our mouths, his hands are still keeping me in place, so I swivel my hips to remind him what he startedâwhat heâs going to finish. I grind small circles on him and his head drops to my shoulder.
âDamn, babe. What are you doing to me?â
âSame thing youâve been doing to me since we met, driving you fucking crazy.â
His head snaps up. âGood. Give me your worst.â Finally, finally, he starts to move, pulling almost completely out before pushing back in. âThis is mine.â Snaking a hand around to my front to circle my clit, his name spills from my mouth with ease. âAnd this is yours.â The thrust he delivers along with his declaration sends shivers up my spine despite the sweat gathering there.
A part of me bristles at his claims. The bigger part of me, and not just the part rapidly approaching climax, knows what he said is trueâitâs just taken me longer to accept it. Heâs been weaving his way into my life from the first day, whether Iâve allowed it or not. Slipping past barriers, both physical and emotional, Cotyâs accomplished something nobody else has by making me feel wanted. He treats me like the prize I never believed I was. Heâs discovered the treasure I long stopped searching for. With his continued patience, maybe one day Iâll see what he sees, but for now Iâm cautiously following his lead.
Knowing this and admitting it to him are two different things though, so I grip the back of his neck, bringing him close as he continues to pump, saying, âProve it.â
And Coty, not one to back down, does just that.
* * *
âAngela.â
I turn to see Amity propped against the door. Finished with the car I was drying, I walk over and toss the towels in the washer.
âWhatâs up?â
âDid you call Joe last night?â
âWhat?â I sputter.
âJoeâ¦did you call him last night? He said you did.â
Well, he lied. âNo, it wasnât me.â
And I never would. Thereâs also the small fact that I was tied up with Coty all night. My cheeks heat at the reminder, so I busy myself with laundry.
When I see Amity still hovering, I turn around, bracing my hands on the dryer and cock an eyebrow, feigning boredom.
She simply shakes her head. âThatâs fucked up.â
I donât bite.
âHe was with his family. With his wife. You got him in trouble.â
I shrug, spreading my hands out in front of me. âI donât know what to tell you. I didnât call Joe last night. Or any night. If his wife is mad, it has nothing to do with me.â
Amity stands from the doorway and steps closer, pausing. âWhateverâs going on here, keep it here. Donât involve his family in your drama.â Her eyes cut a path across my body, making her disgust clear.
I push into her face. âMaybe it was your call that tipped his wife off.â
Her nostrils flare. âJoe told me all about you. How you ask to stay after and tease him constantly. I guess you got sick of waiting for him to finally take you seriously. But you should really watch that, desperate doesnât look good on you.â
Just as I open my mouth, I hear my name, making both our heads snap to the end of the hall. Joeâs bulky form lingers there.
âCarâs coming your way. Get out there before you miss it.â His eyes cut to Amity and she looks down before slipping past.
The dryers kick on, so I grab two towels and rush outside. Iâm not sure what the hell that was about but I do know I didnât call Joe. Aside from the fact that I would never want to talk to him outside of the wash, I donât even have his number. Anytime heâs called meâthat I know ofâhis number never came up. He usually doesnât even leave messages. Then it hits me. Last night. Joe did leave a message. Something about a present. I missed the call but a number did come up that time so I texted him. Shit. I texted him. It wasnât a call but still, I did contact him. Even though it was harmless, Joe obviously ran with it and spun the story to Amity and who knows who elseâhis wife, too, apparently. But, why?
Accepting the hefty tip, I spot him barreling toward me. Great.
âWhy arenât you wearing your new shirt?â
âBecause Iâm a grown woman and I donât wear baby clothes.â
His eyes drop to my shell toes and make their way back up to my face, stopping on my low-cut armpits. I doubled-up on bras today, so I know thereâs nothing exciting happening there. Heâs just being an asshole to be an asshole.
âI see.â He doesnât, but he wishes he did. âIâll be sure to let the boss know your feelings on the required uniforms.â
If Joe doesnât have to squeeze into a toddler sized shirtâgag!âthen why should the female employees be forced to? People still need to get their cars washed, regardless of what size shirt the Hot Spotsâ girls are wearing. Detailing pulls way more money than our side does and I swear those halfwits donât even change out of their sloppy gaming clothes.
âDid you tell Amity I called you?â
Joe struggles to hide his surprise. âShe shouldnât have said anything. Sheâs on borrowed time here as it is, but I wanted to talk to you about that anyway.â I lift my chin, waiting. âYou canât call me at my house. I have a family thatâs separate from work life and Iâd like to keep it that way.â
âYou know I didnât call you though.â
âText. Same thing. The point is you canât hound me while Iâm with my family.â
âI texted you once, Joe, after you called me.â
âTalking about gifts and wanting to see me.â He raises his eyebrows.
What the hell? âNo, thatâs not how it went down.â At. All.
âDo you think my wife read it like that?â He waits and my stomach tightens. Joeâs right, my words taken out of context donât sound so innocent even if they were.
âMaybe I should have a chat with the boss instead. Iâm sure I have much more interesting topics to discuss than t-shirts.â
Joe crosses his arms over his chest. âAnd what proof do you have?â
I scramble to name something, but come up blank. Joe was careful to never leave his number, and the one time he did, I deleted it and his message before he could even say âbyeâ. I could try citing the time he grabbed me when I stayed late to wash windows but Iâm not even sure the cameras in the bay run after closing time.
At my fallen expression, Joeâs face splits into a knowing smile. âThatâs what I thought. Donât rock the boat and you wonât have anything to worry about. I left something in your locker by the way.â He nods behind me, before leaving me there to wonder what the hell just happened. No, seriously, what was that?
Joe just threatened me but gave me a gift, too? Talk about a double-edged sword. Neither is suitable for workplace behavior and I have the book on business ethics to prove it.
My hands shake as I grab a fresh set of towels, grateful Iâve at least regained movement of my body that was temporarily paralyzed. I have to quit. Thereâs no other choice at this point. Joeâs pushed too far and my back is against the wall with nowhere else to go. Securing another job before I push back, or fold, is my main goal now. Iâm so close to starting that class Robert lined up that I canât jeopardize the opportunity by not having the income to pay my part.
I vow to stop by Cotyâs after work to job hunt some more, then move to dry the Cadillac rolling off the conveyor belt.
One thingâs for sure, whateverâs awaiting me in my locker is going straight into the garbage.
Screw Joeâs warning.