I sit up, startled.
Shit.
Oh fuck⦠I exhale and answer in a rush. âHello.â
âApril,â his deep voice purrs down the line.
âI was expecting this call. Iâll talk to Bart and let him know.â
âLet him know what?â
âThat you donât want me working in your office. I understand.â I close my eyes in frustration. Trust him to make this personal. âThanks for letting me know.â
He pauses. âThatâs not why I called. I have no problem working with you.â
Huh?
âWhy do you still have my number?â he asks.
âWhat do you mean?â
âWhy didnât you delete my number?â
âLike you did mine, you mean?â
âYes.â
âBecause I donât need to delete numbers to stop myself from calling people, Sebastian. I have a little bit more self-control than that.â
He stays quiet, processing my words. After a while, he replies, âI see.â
We both stay silent on the phone, as if waiting for the other person to say something.
I have so much I want to say to him and so much anger inside of me, but if I have to work with him, I need to get this off my chest.
âSebastian,â I pause as I try to get my wording right. âI know that it doesnât matter now, and I know it has no relevance to where we are⦠and I donât even know why I feel like I really have to say this, but Iâm sorry thatâ¦â
âWhat, April?â
âThat you thought that I was with your son.â
He stays silent.
âBrandon and I were never together, Sebastian. I had no idea that he even had a crush on me until he kissed me on your front doorstep. I was as horrified as you wereââ
âYou and I werenât together,â he cuts me off.
âIn my eyes, we were.â I feel myself getting emotional. What is it about this fucking man that turns me into a sap? âI couldnât have been with anyone else because I was too wrapped up in you.â
Silence again.
I shake my head, annoyed that I just said that out loud.
âAnyway, whatever. I donât care anymore. I moved on years ago, but I just wanted you to know that.â
âIâm not proud of the way I handled that night, April,â he whispers.
I close my eyes, just listening to his deep voice. It brings back so many memories.
âI lost my temper,â he says softly. âI just⦠I couldnât deal with it, and I needed you gone.â
âIs that your apology?â
He stays silent.
âBecause calling someone a lying whore deserves an apology,â I say. âAnd Iâve never lied to youânot onceâand you and I both know that Iâm not a whore.â
âWhy did you work there then?â
I feel my anger rising. âBecause I walked in on my husband having sex with another woman, Sebastian!â I bark. âAnd I left him with nothing but the clothes on my back.â Angry tears well in my eyes. âAnd you have no fucking idea how it feels to be so broke that you canât afford food and rent. So, donât you fucking dare judge me, you entitled asshole. Why donât you ask yourself why itâs okay for you to pay for sex? Why do you think girls work at those places, Sebastian? You think theyâre there for your magical dick alone?â
âCalm down.â
âI will not calm down!â I cry. âItâs rich bastards like you who make girls like me feel cheap.â I shake my head. âStick your pathetic apology up your ass.â
âApril.â
I hit the end call button and jump out of bed with purpose, pacing back and forth. Iâm too angry to lie still.
Fuck him and his judgement. He can go to Hell.
Sebastian Garcia is still an asshole.
âWe got a problem,â Max says as he rushes into my office.
I glance up from my computer. âWhat now?â
âTheodore is a mess.â
I roll my eyes in disgust. I already know what heâs going to say before he opens his mouth. The Prime Minister is an asshole. âWhy?â
âHeâs still high from last night. Just spilled his coffee all over his shirt and thinks itâs hilarious.â
âWhat the fuck?â I glance at my watch. âHeâs supposed to be doing a press conference in half an hour.â
âI know. The press is setting up outside number 10 as we speak.â
âFuckâs sake,â I hiss. âIâm sick of his shit. When the hell is he going to get over his midlife crisis and do some fucking work?â
Max drags his hand down his face. âHis cocaine problem is seriously out of control.â He shrugs. âHow long much longer can we cover for him?â
I scratch my head in frustration. âI donât know.â I shuffle some papers. âHe was reporting on the boarder restrictions, yes?â I ask.
âYes, you wrote the speech for him last week. Looks like youâll have to deliver it for him, too.â
âI donât want to deal with the media. This is not what I am assigned to do.â I bring up the report on my computer.
âNobody else can deliver it to the media without it looking suspicious.â
âIt is fucking suspicious.â I stand. âLetâs go. Where is he?â
âIn the library. Marcela is looking after him in the tearoom.â
I march down the corridor and into the elevator. I take the lift up to the library and walk through to the tearoom to find Theodore spinning on his chair. Heâs laughing like a child, obviously as high as a kite.
âTheo,â I say.
âHey!â he laughs. âGarcia. Get a chair. Spin with me.â
âWhere is Leona?â
âWho?â
Max and I exchange looks. This isnât fucking good at all. âLeona. Your wife.â
âWho fucking cares?â he scoffs. âIn Italy, spending my money, I expect.â
âWhy donât you go and join her? You need a vacation.â
âIâm having a holiday without my wife.â He tips the chair and falls spectacularly onto the floor.
Max and I scramble to pull him to his feet. âIâm calling Leona,â I say.
He dusts himself off. âShe left me.â He stumbles back and side steps. âSaid she doesnât love me anymore.â
I exhale heavily and plant my hands on my hips. Fuck, this explains a lot.
I help him back into his seat, and he tries to spin it again. I stop it with my hand. âStop.â
âCome on.â He claps his hands and tries to stand again. âLetâs go. Itâs Tuesday, and weâve got a press conference.â
I push him back down into his chair. âYouâre not going anywhere.â I crouch down so that we are at eye level. âTheo, listen to me. Iâm booking you into a private facility. You need to go to rehab.â
âWhat?â he explodes. âI donât need to go to fucking rehab, Garcia. What the hell are you talking about?â
âIf the press gets a hold of this, your career is going to come to abrupt end.â
âIâm not going anywhere,â he growls. âYou donât control everything around here.â
âIâm trying to protect you.â
âLike fuck you are. You want my job.â He snatches his arm from my grip. âI donât need your help.â He tilts and tips the chair, once again, and goes sprawling onto the floor.
Jesus. I take out my phone and call Warren from security.
âCan I have four security guards to the tearoom in the library, please?â
âSure thing.â
âWhat do you need security for?â Theo growls.
I exhale heavily. Fuck this, I donât need this shit. âNothing to worry about, Theo.â
Two minutes later, the security guards walk in. âYes, sir?â
I gesture to Theodore. âKeep him up here until he sobers up. Do not let him downstairs under any circumstances. He needs to sleep it off.â
Their eyes go to Theo who laughs out loud. âIâm not going to bed. Iâm going to party.â
I watch Theodore. Heâs off his head. âIâm going to get some intervention. Heâll be fine. Iâll be back after the press release.â
âYes, sir.â
I march out of the tearoom and back into the elevator.
âIâm going to have to book him into rehab before the press find out about this. How are we hitting the campaign trail with a coked-up Prime Minister?â
âHeâs a train wreck waiting to happen,â Max mutters under his breath.
I pinch the bridge of my nose. âDonât I know it.â
I return to my office, collect my speech, and then I head down to the press release. I take my place at the podium in front of the reporters.
âHello,â I say as I shuffle through my papers.
âWhere is Prime Minister Holsworthy?â someone asks.
âHeâs unable to make it today. He has a prior engagement.â
âHe was scheduled to take this meeting,â the male voice replies.
I glance over to who asked the question. Fuck, Gerhard. The sniffer dog of all sniffer dogs. Reporter of the fucking year or some shit. If thereâs a story,
guaranteed, heâll uncover it.
âTheodore sends his apologies. He had an important call from an overseas colleague he had to take,â I lie.
Gerhardâs eyes hold mine, and I know he doesnât buy my story for one moment.
I fall into my role and address the press, anyway. âThank you for coming. We are here to talk about the proposed boarder control changes.â I turn the page of my dossier. âAs usual, please hold all questions until the end.â
My intercom buzzes. âSebastian?â
âYes, Rebecca,â I reply, typing on my computer.
âBart is here.â
I hit enter. That means here.sheâs
âSend them in.â I rearrange my tie and run my fingers through my hair. Thereâs a knock at the door. âCome in.â
The door opens and Bart comes into view, smiling broadly. âHello, Sebastian.â
âHi.â I stand, and my eyes drift past him to April. Sheâs wearing a fitted navy dress. Her blonde hair is down in soft curls, tucked behind one ear.
Her eyes find mine, and she gives me a soft smile.
My stomach twists.
âHi.â She smiles awkwardly.
âHello.â I put my hands into my pockets and try to hide the star struck look on my face.
Dear fucking God, sheâs beautiful.
I gesture to the chairs in a fluster. âPlease take a seat,â I tell them.
They both sit down, and April crosses her legs. I glance down and see the muscle in her thighs. I snap my eyes up to her face.
Stop it.
I shuffle the papers on my desk to distract myself. This damn woman turns me into a horny teenager.
âWhatâs the problem?â Bart asks as he unpacks his laptop.
I glance up at him.
Youâre my problem. Get out so I can fuck April on my desk.
I get a vision of her lying naked on my desk, her legs open. Sheâs all pink and wet andâ¦
My cock throbs, and I hesitate, trying to remember what I am supposed to be talking about.
Focus, fool.
âTheodore is having a few problems, and I need to get him into a private facility,â I finally say.
âWhat kind of problems?â
âSubstance abuse.â
Bart pinches the bridge of his nose. âAre you kidding me?â
âI wish I was. Heâs turning up to work high.â
Bart closes his eyes. âFor how long?â
âA few weeks. Itâs been escalating, and I donât know how much longer I can cover it up. The staff are beginning to notice.â
âFor fuckâs sake,â Bart snaps. âWhy havenât I been told about this earlier? Isnât my job here for crisis management?â
âIt isnât a crisis,â I glare at him. This man pushes my buttons sometimes. âI do not need you to tell me your position, Bart. Iâm telling you now.â
âIâm just sayingââ
âDonât,â I bark, cutting him off.
My eyes float over to April who is watching me from across the desk.
I canât deny that thereâs an electric current between us.
She moves to the left, and a little hint of her lace bra peeks through the material of her dress. I clench my jaw so that I donât look down.
How the hell could any man not want to look down?
âHow bad is it?â Bart asks.
âBad,â I reply. âI donât know what Iâm going to do with him. Campaigning starts on Monday, and I have a Prime Minister with a major drug problem.â
âFuck.â
April picks up her pen and places the tip in her mouth as she listens. My eyes drop to her lips. I feel the long, deep throb inside my pants as I imagine myself in her mouth, looking up at me.
The woman drives me to distraction. How the hell am I supposed to do any work around here?Fuck this.
You hate her, remember?
I get back to what Iâm supposed to be doing: working.
âIâm not sure what weâre going to do or how we are going to address his absence, but I need you to find him a facility and get him checked in to get help. Hopefully then, in a week or two, heâll be back to his best, and we can move along.â I shuffle the papers on my desk. I donât want to be distracted by April for one more second.
Damn, this woman is fucking driving me mad. I need to get up before I begin to stare at her.
âThatâll be all for now. Iâve got another meeting I have to attend. Sorry.â I stand and walk to my door, opening it in a rush. April frowns as she looks at me, and I glare back at her.
Thatâs right, get out of my office, you temptress. I know what youâre doing, and itâs not going to work.
I got two hoursâ worth of sleep last night. Images of that damn forbidden fruit, April Bennet, were running naked through my mind.
âWhatâs wrong with you today?â Spencer asks.
âNothing.â
âThen why do you look like someone has stuck something up your ass?â
â Get off my fucking case.â
âListen here, you little bitch,â Spencer says. âIâve got enough fucking hormonal women busting my balls at home. I donât need to put up with a moody prick like you at breakfast.â
âWill you two shut the fuck up?â Julian sighs as he reads his paper.
I roll my eyes at Spencer. âOh, youâve got it so hard. A beautiful woman you love whoâs pregnant with your fourth baby,â I mutter dryly before I sip my coffee.
âI have, actually,â Spencer says. âCharlotte is either trying to fuck me to death or sheâs so hormonal that she wants to kill me. Either way, Iâm a dead man walking, Sebastian.â
I smile because Spencerâs dramatics always cheer me up.
âThere is nothing wrong with me, so leave me alone,â I tell him.
Masters looks over his paper. âWhen is your blind date with that friend of your sister?â
âDonât even mention it. Iâm not going.â
âThatâs not what I heard,â Spencer says. âI saw Marcy this week, and she said that your sister has already set it up.â
âOh, for Christâs sake,â I exhale heavily. âIâm not in the mood for fucking blind dates. I donât have time for this shit when everything is going wrong.â
âLike what?â
âIâm about to catch on fire. The temperature in my office is rising, and that woman is driving me crazy,â I say.
Spencer frowns. âWhat woman?â
I stare at them for a moment, knowing that I may as well fill them in now.
I exhale heavily. âThereâs this girl.â
Masters chuckles. âI knew it. There a woman involved here. You are never in a bad mood.âis
âJust shut the fuck up, Masters,â I snap. âItâs a long story.â
âWeâve got time.â
âRemember that bad coffee woman that I met in the Escape Club that was seeing Buddy at the same time as me?â
âYeah.â
âThe woman that I had the fight with at the auction the other night is her.â
They exchange looks. âThe hot blonde one?â
âYes, and guess who turned up at my office this week as a member of my new legal team.â
Their eyes widen.
I throw my hands up in the air in disgust. âSo, now I have a woman working in my office who was the best sex of my life, and I canât act on it. Plus, she hates my guts, and here I am walking around with a fucking semi on the whole time.â
They both stare at me for a moment before bursting into laughter.
âNot. Funny,â I growl.
âIn other words, youâre fucked,â Masters chuckles.
âCompletely.â
âWhat are you going to do?â Spencer asks.
âNothing.â I rearrange the napkin on my lap. âIâm going to ignore April Bennet and pretend that she doesnât exist.â
The bar is bustling, and I take another sip of my Margarita.
âHow does he look, anyway?â Penelope asks.
âGood,â I sigh. I canât think of a man more gorgeous than Sebastian Garcia.
I hate that he is.
âToo bad heâs an asshole,â Penelope shrugs.
âDonât I know it. You know, itâs like Iâm being tested. Iâm thrown into a job where I have no idea what Iâm doing, and itâs with the biggest asshole on the planet who is an absolute god in bed.â I sip my drink. âAnd the worst part is that I know he still wants me.â
âHow?â
âThe way he looks at me. The way his eyes drop to my lips when I speak.â I stare into space, remembering the heat of his gaze. âEverything about him screams Have sex with me, April Bennet!
God, do I want to.â
My phone beeps with a text from Duke
Nightcap?
I flick my phone off and turn it over so I canât see the screen. âIâm going to have to deal with this.â
âWhat the hell is wrong with you? Duke is the hottest guy Iâve ever seen!â Penelope cries. âAre you crazy?â
âI know heâs gorgeous. I know he should be everything I want, but itâs justâ¦â I pause as I try to articulate my thoughts. I canât because they just donât make sense; not even to me. âI do know that I love him as a friend but thatâs it. Duke deserves better.â
Penelope watches me for a moment with assessing eyes. âI know whatâs wrong with Duke,â she says.
âWhatâs that?â I sip my drink.
âHeâs not Sebastian Garcia.â
âThat has nothing to do with it.â
âAll Iâm saying is that if Garcia still floats your boat after being the biggest asshole on Earth, and you still think about him six years laterâ¦,â she scoffs. âAnd, may I add, you have a gorgeous man in front of you right nowââshe gestures to my phoneââwho you donât even want to message back, then I think we have a problem.â
I tip my head back and drain my glass.
We have a fucking problem, all right.
We walk down the corridor toward Sebastianâs office, and I run my hands over my hips. Do I look okay?
What the hell is wrong with me? Something ridiculous is going on in my brain.
I even wore new underwear today, as if he is going to see it.
Check yourself, April. You hate this guy. Get it through your thick head.
What part of âSebastian Garcia is no good for youâ donât you understand?
We walk up to the door. âCome in!â Sebastian calls.
My stomach flutters at the sound of his voice.
Damn you, whatâs going on with my hormones⦠behave.
Sebastian stands behind his desk. His eyes drop to my feet and back up before he gives me a slow, sexy smile, as if forgetting that Bart is in the room with us.
âHello.â
âHello,â I reply casually as if I donât have a care in the world.
Bartâs phone rings. âHello.â He frowns as he listens. âAre you okay? Damn it. All right, Iâm on my way.â He hangs up the call and turns to Sebastian. âMy wife has just had a car accident around the corner.â
âOh no,â I say.
âItâs nothing serious, although Iâm going to duck out and see if sheâs okay. Iâll be back in ten minutes. Sorry about this.â Bart turns his attention to me. âApril can just start running through the progress weâve made on the facilities for Theodore.â
âThatâs fine, I hope everything is okay?â
âSheâs assured me sheâs fine. April will take over.â
âIâm sure she will,â Sebastian says, a trace of amusement across his face. He seems happy that we are going to be left alone.
Great.
Bart takes off in a rush, and I sit down nervously. Sebastian drops into his seat and sits back.
I flick through my papers and get out my computer. âWhat would you like to know?â I ask, faking confidence.
âYou really want to know?â
âYes.â
Sebastianâs eyes hold mine. âIâd like to know if youâve thought about me.â
âWhat?â
âHave you thought about me, April?â
âI donât think thatâs an appropriate question, Mr. Garcia.â
âCall me Sebastian.â
I donât know whatâs going on here, but I do know that this is going to end badly if Iâm alone with him.
When I say badly, I mean with me under his desk, sucking his dick, because that seems to be all I can think about lately.
I stand in a rush. âI think I should go outside and wait for Bart to return. Iâll see you when he gets back.â I turn and walk toward the door.
A hand comes over my shoulder and stops the door from opening. I can feel Sebastianâs breath on the back of my neck. Goosebumps scatter up my spine.
âTurn around, April.â
Oh fuckâ¦I close my eyes. This isnât good.
âTurn around,â he commands.
I turn back toward him, and he steps forward, forcing my back up against the door. His face is only millimeters from mine. âI think about you all day,â he whispers. âI dream about you all fucking night.â
Our eyes are locked, the air between us is electric.
âWhat do you want, Sebastian?â I whisper.
âI want you to kiss me.â