Vaughn Weston dropped his invisible mic and strode on into the wedding like he knew theyâd be waiting for us to arrive. I stared, dumbstruck, as he strode up the short aisle and embraced an older man who thumped him on the back and hugged him close.
âBelly!â Mom came down the aisle to meet me in a slinky white gown, but wobbled a little, teetering toward the chairs set up for any attending guests.
I caught her arm, straightening her before she could go careening into them. âWhoa.â I took in her bloodshot eyes. âAre you drunk?â
She shook her head vigorously. âNo! Not at all. Havenât had a drop.â
I wasnât sure that was true, her words were slightly slurred. But she was sober enough for me to tell her off. âThatâs Bartâs son?â
Miranda glanced over her shoulder at the two men embracing, and then looked back at me to shrug. âI guess so! I havenât met him. He lives in California.â
I clutched her arm. âYou told me he was cute in a nerdy way!â
âHe was in the photo Bart showed me. Maybe it was old?â
Christ Al-fucking-mighty. âIt must have been from a land before time if you thought that man over there was just cute and dorky.â
There was no way Vaughn Weston had ever been either of those things. While Iâd had a very embarrassing, awkward teenage years stage, I doubted Vaughn had ever had braces and acne. Heâd probably been the bad boy smoking pot behind school buildings and fucking the head cheerleader behind her all-American boyfriendâs back.
âCome meet Bart before the judge gets here, okay?â Mom tugged me up the aisle, but she could barely walk a straight line, zigzagging until I grabbed her arm and did the guiding myself.
âOkay,â I whispered to her. âSo weâre doing this drunk.â
âI swear, Iâm not, Bel.â She shook her head a few times and then forced a smile for her fiancé. âHey there, handsome. I want you to meet my daughter.â
Bart stumbled forward, only to be caught by Vaughn whoâd lost his casual smirk and had replaced it with a frown of deep concern.
âHi. Reb-b-el,â Bart stammered, like his tongue was too thick for his mouth.
âTheyâre smashed,â Vaughn said quietly to me. âThatâs my mom and her husband over there. She said theyâve been like this since they got here.â
âFuck,â I muttered and nodded to Vaughnâs mom and stepdad when they introduced themselves as Riva and Karmichael.
They perched on seats in the front row, watching on with worried expressions.
âThey canât get married like this,â Vaughn said softly. âWeâre going to have to tell the judge.â
âNo!â Bart bellowed, lurching forward to clutch my motherâs hand. âWeâre fine. Iâm marrying her, no matter what anyone says.â
âExactly what he said,â Mom agreed. âThis is our wedding. Weâre not leaving until weâre married.â
I frowned, but then an older woman entered the room, her big voice booming. âReady to get hitched? Is everyone here?â
Vaughn looked at me, and I shrugged.
âThereâs no doubt in my mind she wanted to do this. Did your dad say anything to you?â
âWe arenât exactly sitting around, drinking tea, and hashing out our feelings with Dr. Phil, but I doubt Dad would have proposed if he didnât want to marry her.â
I sighed. âThen I guess weâre letting them do this?â
âGuess so.â
Mom kissed my cheek. âLove you, Belly. And I love him. This is good. I promise. Weâre fine. We havenât been drinking.â
I left her at the altar, clutching Bartâs hands. I sat on her side of the room, the only guest because I was the only family she had. While Vaughn sat next to his mom and stepdad.
The judge cleared her throat. âDear friends and family of Miranda and Bart. Weâre gathered here today to share their loveâ¦â
I was sure whatever the judge was saying was lovely, but as the minutes ticked by, my worry amped up.
Something was horribly wrong. Mom swayed, fingers clutched into Bartâs to keep her steady, but he wasnât faring much better. His eyes were half-mast, his responses to the judge slurred.
âOh,â Mom groaned, doubling over suddenly, clutching her stomach.
Despite it being the middle of her wedding, I lurched to my feet to grab her. âWhat is it? Are you okay?â
She straightened with effort and weakly pushed me away. âIâm fine. Itâs nothing. Keep going. Do the vows. I want to say I do.â
The judge glanced at me with a question in her eyes, but I just nodded at her. I didnât know what else to do. I practically hovered over my chair, just waiting for the moment Iâd need to sprint to my motherâs side again.
On Bartâs side, Vaughn seemed ready to do the same. âDad. I think you should stop. Itâs okay, we can do this another day.â
Bart shook his head limply. âNo. Iâm marrying her today. Iâve never loved anyone the way I love her. I want her to be my wife.â
I cringed, glancing over at Riva, but she didnât seem bothered by her exâs words. She had her fingers clutched tight in Karmichaelâs hands, both of them watching on with love and concern for their friend.
âOkay,â the judge said softly. âBartholomew James Weston, do you take Miranda Leigh Kemp to be your lawful wedded wife? In sickness and in health, âtil death do you part?â
âYes,â Bart lisped, barely audible, like his earlier demands had drained him of energy.
The judge bit her lip but turned to my mother. âSame question of you, Miranda.â
I appreciated her cutting through the red tape and getting to the point. I wanted to take my mother back to the hotel and call a doctor. This was more than drunk. Theyâd taken something, and neither of them were doing well on it.
âI do.â
âBy the power vested in me, I now pronounce you husband and wife. You may kiss your bride.â
Bartâs lips didnât come close to my motherâs mouth. Like sheâd been holding on just to say her vows, her eyes rolled back, and her knees came out from beneath her.
âMom!â I dove for her, colliding with Vaughn whoâd tried to catch her too.
Neither of us were quick enough to get to her, and she fell to the floor, an awkward tangle of arms, legs, and wedding dress.
Even through her makeup, the gray tinge of her skin shocked me. It had only been minutes since sheâd met me at the door, wobbly but pink in the cheeks.
Now, she looked dead.
Very freaking dead.
I shoved my fingers against her neck, desperately searching for a sign she was still with me. âI canât find a pulse!â
âMiranda!â Bart stumbled forward, but Karmichael managed to catch him.
âOh my,â Riva cried, hand over her mouth. âWhat is going on? Iâm calling nine-one-one.â She stood to make the call, while her husband steered Bart to a seat, then knelt to help Vaughn and me.
âHelp me get her flat on the floor,â Vaughn barked at the older man.
I rocked back on my heels, watching in horror as the two men shifted my motherâs lifeless body off the stairs and onto the flat tiled floor. âIs she okay? Is she breathing?â Iâd never had to check for someoneâs pulse before. I wanted to believe that it had been there and I just couldnât find it.
Vaughn put his ear to her mouth but shook his head. âFuck. Nothing. We need to start CPR.â
He linked his fingers together, one hand on top of the other, and put the heels to my motherâs chest.
He leaned down on her so hard her ribs audibly cracked.
âOh my God, no,â I cried. âMom, please. Please. Wake up.â
Vaughn kept going, rhythmically pumping her chest while foam frothed at her lips.
I clutched her hand, tears streaming down my face. I squeezed her fingers, desperately hoping for even the tiniest of movements. Just something that would assure me she was still there.
âThe ambulance is here!â Vaughnâs mom shouted. âMake way!â
But I couldnât move.
I clutched her hand, willing her to live, even when the paramedic gently moved Vaughn aside and took over.
Vaughn sat back on his knees, eyes wide with shock, staring at the officer while he tried to find a pulse.
The man frowned. âNo pulse. How long has she been down for?â
âFifteen minutes,â the judge supplied.
Fifteen minutes? How had it been only fifteen minutes when it felt like a lifetime?
The man shook his head and then checked his watch. âTime of death, twelve forty-seven.â
âWhat? No!â I lurched forward, pressing my own hands to my motherâs chest.
But instantly, I knew the paramedic was right. It was her eyes. Where theyâd once held pride, and love, mischief, and affection for me, now they stared aimlessly.
She was gone. A deathly silence fell over the room as we all stared in shock at the body on the floor.
âBart!â Karmichaelâs shout caught all of us by surprise.
Bartâs body fell to the floor beside my motherâs, as poetic as Romeo and Juliet.
None of us had noticed him quietly slip away, sitting on the chair. But I didnât need to check his pulse to know he was gone too. The paramedic launched into a frantic round of CPR, but Vaughn knew it as well as I did. He let out a roar of anguish that I felt right down to my toes.
âWhat is happening?â Vaughnâs mom clutched her husbandâs arm. âThey were a bit offâ¦butâ¦not this.â
Police swarmed in, and any response was lost in a sea of stomping boots and police radios.
It didnât matter anyway.
They were gone, and there was nothing bringing them back.