Everything inside me wanted to kill the man whoâd dared to lay a finger on my woman. He was right there, tied up at my feet, staring up at me with piss-stained pants and pathetic, begging eyes.
But he wasnât mine to finish.
I knew what it meant, to take out the person whoâd hurt you. There was a closure in it. One that brought peace you couldnât get in any other way.
She needed that.
My little Pix.
I wouldnât take it from her, even if this motherfucker deserved to die a thousand fucking times in a thousand different ways.
I knelt and stared Rebelâs rapist in the eye. âYour time will come. And when it does, Iâll be standing right behind her, proud as fucking hell. You underestimated her, friend. You think youâre scared now? Just wait.â
I meant every fucking word.
But if I hung around here any longer, my base desires that screamed to take out a knife and run it across his throat might get the better of me. I strode around the front of the house and leaned on an overpriced car, while I stared at the front door, waiting for Rebel to reemerge with Kian and Vaughn. Sheâd closed the door when sheâd gone back in, and the fucking thing needed a code to open. One I didnât know.
I pulled out a smoke and lit it up, needing the fucking thing to calm the nerves that mounted with every passing minute.
It was taking too long.
I strode to the gate where weâd entered and eyed the solid silver padlock that hadnât been there earlier. I racked my brain for a single logical reason they would have locked everyone in and came up with nothing.
From the corner of my eye, I spotted the bucket of phones, stashed away, half hidden behind a garden bed. The rising sense of dread intensified. No one on that side of the fence had any way of leaving or even calling out for help. The whole thing screamed red flag.
I should have said something. Should have put a stop to this crazy before it got to this point. But it was too late for regrets now.
I rifled through the bucket, taking out my phone, as well as Kianâs and Vaughnâs. I picked up my pacing again and called Rebel, but it went straight to voicemail, her chirpy, sassy greeting and directions to leave a message familiar.
Normally it made me smile. I loved every fucking thing about her, from her voice to her body, to the way she made me feel whenever we were in the same room.
I hated how I felt right now, without her at my side.
I stubbed out the half-smoked cigarette. âFuck this.â
I stormed back over to my hog-tied friend and yanked the gag out of his mouth. âCode for the front door and Iâll tell her to show you mercy.â
He rattled off a simple four-digit code quicker than you could blink.
âSweet. Thanks. Lied about the mercy by the way. See ya.â
I shoved his gag back in, cutting off the pathetic manâs howl of despair.
It was easy enough to get back into the house with the code. I stormed through the doorway, not giving a shit anymore about who saw me or tried to stop me. Until I got to Rebel, let them fucking try.
The house was quiet, no sign of my girl or her purse. So why the hell wasnât she answering her damn phone? I knew she hadnât given it up at the gates.
I jerked open glass sliding doors and reentered the party like a man on a mission. I knocked into people as I passed. One guy told me to fuck off but was silenced by the glare I shot him.
I was just itching for a fight. Burning to use up some of this adrenaline and frustration on someone.
From my six-five vantage point, I spotted the bright yellow of Vaughnâs Robin cape and Kianâs face full of Joker makeup.
I shoved my way over to them, heartbeat picking up with every step.
Sheâd be with them.
She had to be.
I just couldnât see her âcause she was really fucking short, and Kian and Vaughn towered over her.
My body didnât believe my brain.
I was running before I even realized it, shoving people out of the way.
I grabbed Vaughn by the shoulder, spinning him around, searching the space between him and Kian for my girl.
âWhereâsââ Kian and I said in unison, before the music cut out and a chorus of boos drowned us out.
Hugh stood up on a table, clapping and telling the crowd to settle down. âShut up, all of you. Youâll be glad you did when you hear what I have to say.â
The look on his face was one not entirely unfamiliar to me.
Iâd seen it on men before.
Men who did bad things for bad reasons.
He waved for everyone to settle down. âNow that weâre all here, and the gates have been locked, itâs time to get the party started!â
Another cheer went up from the men around us.
Hugh was clearly loving every minute, because his grin was ear to ear. âThereâs drinks in the coolers. Food on the table. And every slut here has been signed away by a man as free use. So take full advantage, boys! Enjoy!â
âWhat the fuck does that mean?â I asked Kian.
He glanced over at me. âNo idea.â
But the other men all seemed to know.
A scream came from somewhere behind me, and I spun around to watch two men chase a woman through the yard. A third man caught her around the waist and pushed her onto the ground. A circle immediately formed around them, men leering and cheering at the two grappling on the grass, him yanking her skirt up while trying to get his pants off all at once.
All around us, other circles formed, each one full of men watching while others attacked the small number of women in attendance. Even if they werenât the ones with a woman pinned beneath them, they had their cocks out, stroking themselves excitedly, watching the attacks take place.
Bile churned in my stomach. âWhat the hell is this?â I asked in horror.
Kian shook his head. âIâve no idea, but we need to help them.â He lurched in the direction of the nearest woman.
Vaughn grabbed his arm. âThree versus a hundred, Kian,â he hissed. âWe canât save them all. We need to concentrate on Rebel.â
Everything inside me hated that. But the thought Rebel was here somewhere took priority over everything else. As much as I didnât want to admit it, Vaughn was right.
The random guy next to me, who was casually sipping his beer, glanced over at us. âSave them? This is a primal party.â
âWhat is that?â I choked out.
âHow sex used to be, back in the day, you know? When men were actually men and there was none of this woke bullshit. See a woman you want? You fucking take her.â
âRape her, you mean?â I could barely hold myself together.
He shrugged. âThey like it. They all got signed over when they came in. Donât stress, they canât go crying to the cops. Weâre all in costume anyway, what are they gonna say? Batman fucked my tight little cunt?â He laughed like it was hilarious.
I couldnât even get a word out.
Iâd seen some messed-up shit in my time. Iâd seen men do evil things. This was maybe the worst.
Kian stared over at the woman on the ground screaming. âDoes she fucking look like she likes it?â He turned around and slammed his palms against Vaughnâs chest. âDid you fucking know about this? That this is what you were signing Rebel up for when you brought her here?â
Vaughn shoved him back, his face equally distraught. âAre you insane? Of course I fucking didnât!â
I spun around in circles, desperately searching the yard for Rebel. I checked the face of every woman in every circle, desperately wanting to save them all but knowing I was outnumbered a hundred to one.
A bellowing scream of frustration and fear burst from my lungs when I couldnât find the one woman I would take on a hundred men for. I wouldnât have even given it a second thought.
âSheâs not here.â Vaughn came to the same conclusion I did.
âShe has to be!â Kian shouted at him. âShe wouldnât just leave.â He turned to me. âYou were supposed to have her back!â
âI fucking did!â I roared. âShe came back for you two!â
âI havenât seen her since we first got here.â Kian palmed the back of his neck, eyes wild.
How was that possible? She hadnât been in the house. And she hadnât been out the front. âShe never came back out at all?â
He shook his head slowly.
The fear was choking. If one man here had laid a fucking finger on her I was going to burn them all alive. Every single sick fuck here.
âHave you called her?â Vaughn asked, pulling his phone from my hand and checking the screen.
âIt goes straight to voicemail.â I shoved Kianâs phone back at him. âCheck your phone.â
He looked down but then shook his head tightly. âNothing.â
She wouldnât have just left. I knew it in my gut. She was here. Somewhere. The fact I couldnât get to her was killing me.
Kian paused. âI can find her on SnapChat. She added me last week. If her location is on, itâll show me where she is.â
I didnât even know what the hell that was, but I didnât care.
Because something else had just occurred to me. âI donât see Caleb.â
Vaughn scanned the party the same way I had. âI donât see him either.â
âHeâs not here,â I realized with a start. âIf he were, it would have been him up there, making that announcement. Did you see the way Hugh got off on it? You think Caleb wouldnât have wanted that power?â
âRebel isnât here,â Kian announced. âSheâsâ¦fuck, back at home? How?â
Relief flooded me. âSheâs home?â
Vaughn turned the screen around and flashed it at me. âIf sheâs with her phone, she is.â
I slumped, the relief as soothing as balm on ragged, torn skin.
âThank fuck for that,â Vaughn blew out a breath and ran his thumbs over his phone as the three of us strode to the exit. âIâm calling nine-one-one to get the cops out here.â
We got to the locked gate, and I shook my head in disgust, knowing now it was to keep the women in. To keep them from escaping this fucking house of horrors. I slammed one booted foot against the eight-foot fence, taking out all my anger on it, and took the momentary second of joy when it popped the lock straight off the gate.
The three of us strode across the lawn to Vaughnâs car. Kian watching his phone the entire time.
âHow on earth did she get back home so quick?â
âUber, maybe?â Vaughn replied, his pace practically a jog in his impatience to get out of there. He looked vaguely green in the light of a streetlamp. âI donât fucking care, Iâm just glad sheâs not still here. You guys have to know that I knew nothing about this. I would never come to something like this if Iâd known. This is so fucking messed up.â His fingers shook as he ran them through his hair.
You couldnât fake that level of anguish.
He truly hadnât known.
I was still pissed with him though. Heâd put her in danger.
But maybe I had too. Iâd gone along with all of this.
Iâd let her go back into the house without me.
Iâd done exactly what sheâd told me to do, like a good fucking puppy.
I shouldnât have let her. It was my fault as much as his.
We were halfway across the lawn when Kian suddenly stopped, his gaze pinned on the open garage door.
And the empty space beyond it.
âWhat if she didnât take an Uber?â Kian asked, his voice as cold and dead as the Halloween decorations around us.
I stared at the empty car space, a new fear rising and swamping me. âWe saw him drive in here. His car should be here.â
âCall him.â My voice was cold. Dead.
Vaughn hit a phone number on his phone, and a moment later, Calebâs laughter came down the line. âVaughn! Old friend. Are you enjoying the party?â
He didnât even need to say a word. The smugness in his tone told us everything we needed to know.
He had her.
âIf youâve so much as laid a finger on her, Caleb, I swear to Godââ Vaughn clenched his fingers around his phone so hard I was surprised the screen didnât crack.
âYouâll what, Vaughn?â Caleb scoffed. âRun off to California again?â
Vaughn said nothing.
Calebâs chuckle was nothing short of menacing. âRelax. Weâre just having a little private party. You want to talk to her? Cry for them, baby. I bet they like it too.â
Rebelâs scream came down the line.
I was going to vomit.
âWeâve called the cops,â Vaughn choked out.
The pain in his face was a mirror image of mine, I was sure of it. That scream⦠Iâd never be able to forget it.
Caleb clucked his tongue. âWaste of time. Already paid them off to turn a blind eye tonight.â
Vaughn looked to me, then Kian. âWeâre coming, Roach. Hang on.â
âGreat!â Caleb crowed. âJust in time for you to watch me fuck her some more then. You know she screams when you take her hard and fast? Oh, of course you do, she lives with you. You probably fuck her tight cunt like that all the time, donât you? Your other friends too? I knew youâd all like my parties. Youâre my kind of men.â
The noise that escaped my mouth as we ran for Vaughnâs car was a howl made of outrage and agony. Everything inside me hurt, like someone was squeezing every organ until I was nothing but mush. I couldnât run fast enough. Couldnât breathe. Couldnât fucking help her.
He had her.
And it was all my fault.
Again.