I packed everything I could fit into my little car. Clothes. A TV. My five-year-old laptop that desperately needed replacing. Sheets and blankets. The two barely living houseplants I neglected on a regular basis. My gun that I was definitely not giving back to the guy downstairs. It all got shoved into the trunk or the back seat, until the car was laden down with everything I cared about.
I wouldnât bother with my bulky furniture. Most of it had been picked up off the side of the road anyway and was in dire need of being sent to the dump.
In my half-empty apartment, my fingers hovered over the three square Polaroid photos Iâd taken of my injuries. Theyâd been shot the morning after it had happened and showed the worst of what Caleb and his friends had done to me. I hadnât done it for the police. I knew there was no going to them.
Iâd taken them for myself.
So Iâd have a constant reminder of what happened when you let your guard down.
Part of me wanted to rip them up and throw them out, but a bigger part knew it was a lesson I needed to remember. So they got shoved into the final box too.
On my last trip down the stairs, I gave the middle finger to my landlordâs closed door. He could get rid of the rest of my stuff. I wasnât coming back for it.
I drove into Providence, excitement licking through me with every turn I made. Bliss had gone bug-eyed when Iâd told her the plan. Sheâd tried to convince me to let her help, but she was not the right person for the job. I was essentially breaking and entering, and she would have been a bundle of nerves on the seat beside me, worrying that we were breaking the law.
This sort of thing made me feel alive though. I lived for the thrill of it, and the prospect of wiping the smug look off Vaughnâs face was enough to have me bouncing on my seat with excitement.
Maybe Iâd still end up on Blissâs couch when he kicked me out and barred the doors. But at least Iâd have a new story to tell my grandkids one day. Or Blissâs grandkids. I wasnât sure kids would ever be in the cards for me. I refused to have a baby the way my mom had. If any baby was in my future, I first needed a stable relationship. My chances of that happening, after not one decent boyfriend in the past fifteen years, seemed slim.
Iâd be fine though. I had great friends. A job I loved. Hopefully a big-ass house to lounge around in. I wanted to clap my hands in glee.
I parked my car a few houses down from Bartâs aging mansion and settled in to watch. There was a truck sitting to the left of the house with OâMalleyâs Handyman Services printed on the side, but it was too late for a tradesman to still be there.
The only other vehicle was a sleek black motorcycle parked on the circular drive, right up close to the door.
Judging from the helmet Vaughn had carried when weâd met at the hotel restaurant, the bike was his. So, if I just waited for it to leaveâ¦
Iâd just about drifted off to sleep when the front door opened, startling me awake. I sat forward eagerly, grin spreading wide across my face. I pulled my phone up, opened up my camera app, and then zoomed all the way in on Vaughn.
The image went grainy, but it was enough to see the general direction his fingers moved over the lock pad. âSeven, three, sevenâ¦â I chuckled, pretty sure the last number had been a three too. âThank you, Bart, for not having a fingerprint or eye scanner. That would have been a real pain. Now if your son could just skedaddleâ¦â
Like he could hear me, Vaughn tucked his wallet in a saddlebag and lifted his arms to tug on his jacket.
I refused to notice the flash of abs I got when his T-shirt rose.
The jacket settled around his shoulders, and he pulled the helmet on too, masking his face.
âGood,â I muttered, before Iâd even thought about why. I was so damn distracted by the chiseled jaw and the dark stubble and the deep-brown eyes I was forgetting Vaughn was now the enemy.
A stupidly sexy enemy.
Finally, he got on the bike and zoomed out of the driveway. I slunk right down in the driverâs seat, barely peeking over the dashboard, and thankful my short legs allowed it.
âGo time.â I turned on the car and drove straight into the driveway like I owned it. Since I sort of did, according to Bartâs will. I hummed the Mission Impossible theme song as I darted to the door in the darkness and punched in the number combination I thought Iâd seen Vaughn use.
The door popped open on the first go. I felt like calling Vincent and telling him. Heâd be proud.
I walked tentatively inside, eyeing everything in the grand entranceway with awe. The ceiling had to be twenty feet high with ornately carved cornices and a huge chandelier dangling from the center. The black-and-white checkered tiles seemed like they went on for miles. My apartment could indeed fit in this space. Maybe twice over.
Family photos hung on the walls, in amongst expensive art. I wandered it like I was at a gallery, too taken in by it all to hurry, even though for all I knew, Vaughn had just ducked out to the store to get a bottle of milk and would be back at any minute.
I paused on a photo of Vaughn in a classic black suit and bow tie, a blond woman in a pure-white wedding dress wrapped around him. My mouth dropped open. âAll that talk of pussy licking, and youâre married? Shame on you, Vaugh Weston. Shame. Does she know youâre a cheating, lying, house-stealing, scumbag?â
I turned the photo down, not wanting to see his wifeâs smiling, open face after Iâd pictured her man with his head between my thighs. Irritation prickled at me. Fuck Vaughn for putting those ideas out there when he had a ball and chain and was doomed to lick only this womanâs vag for the rest of eternity.
Lucky bitch.
I stomped up the grand staircase that seemed to be a staple in houses around here. Blissâs place had one too, and so had her dadâs. I supposed you had to get up the stairs somehow when you had a house this size. Might as well make a statement out of it.
At the top, I clutched my dying potted plant in one arm and looked both ways. âHouses that are big enough to have north and south wings should be illegal. Who needs so many rooms?â
But then I thought about the fact this house could be mine and decided that maybe I did. It was better than my shoebox of an apartment anyway.
I opened the door closest to the stairs and found what had to be the main suite. The bed was neatly made with soft cream sheets and bedspread, and above it on the wall was a ginormous framed photo of my mom and Bart. She smiled into the camera in a way Iâd never seen her smile before.
She was absolutely beaming. The perfect picture of happiness, showing off her engagement ring for the camera.
A lump rose in my throat, and I shut the door quickly, all of it too fresh and raw to deal with. There was so much sadness to come. The official will reading. Funerals. A whole damn life without her. I didnât want to think about any of it.
It was a lot easier to focus on this little feud with Vaughn and stealing his house.
My house.
Same, same.
I hurried down the hall to the next bedroom. âOh, boy.â
It had to be Vaughnâs room. It was done up in deep navy blue, from the walls with their white trims to the silky bedspread. It was neat and tidy, apart from a duffel bag stashed in the corner, overflowing with clothes, and a glass on the bedside table with an inch of bourbon still in the bottom.
I bit my lip, looking at it. Had the man been drunk since it had happened? He was out riding right now. Iâd slap him upside the head if he was driving drunk. I had no patience for that shit.
Not that he was my man to do that with, but it didnât matter. It didnât fly with anyone.
If Iâd been a bigger person, I would have walked out of the room and left Vaughn to his privacy.
I wasnât. I was tiny in stature, and I guess that carried over to my morals too. At least when it came to snooping through Vaughnâs bedroom.
The walls were lined with white shelves, each one laden down with rows and rows of trophies. I pressed up on my toes to read the plaques. âSenior Boys State Champion. Fifty-meter Freestyle record holder.â I moved on to the copious number of ribbons pinned to a huge corkboard. They were predominantly blue for first place, but there were plenty of second and third too. In every event from butterfly to backstroke to relays. âSo, the man swims. Explains the bod.â
Like the true snoop I was, I rummaged through his closet, which was stacked with expensive suits and shirts and shoes, though most of them had a fine layer of dust on the shoulders so I suspected they didnât get worn much. The crumpled shirts and jeans in his duffel bag seemed to be his everyday attire. His en suite was just as opulent as the room attached, with marble sinks and shower. Of course, I opened all the drawers, rolling my eyes when there was little inside other than deodorant and a handful of condoms that had expired years ago. âProbably havenât needed them for a while since youâre banging that gorgeous, tall, blond wife of yours, huh?â I muttered. âWhich, for the record, I am not at all jealous about.â
I frowned at myself in the mirror, no idea why Iâd felt the need to add that.
I shifted my plant onto my hip. âTime to go find myself a room, Planty McPlantface. One with lots of sun for you. Or do you need shade? Shit, I can never remember. Plant Protective Services really needs to take you away from me.â
I wondered at what point you checked yourself in for therapy. Was it the point where you talked to your plants as you wandered around a house youâd broken into? A shrink might actually be overdue.
Nevertheless, I closed Vaughnâs bedroom door then deliberately walked the very far end of the hall, wanting my room to be well away from his. It was the sunny end of the house, with light streaming in from a big open window, and I put my plant buddy down on a hall table in a nice, warm patch of sunlight. âStand guard while I check this out. Shoutâ¦orâ¦I donât know, germinate, if anyone comes.â
I really needed to get a life, but nerves and excitement were making me giddy.
I opened the door to the last bedroom and gasped at how beautiful it was inside. Clearly a guest bedroom, with a big king-size bed and decorated in all neutral tones. But it was full of natural light and absolutely massive. I gazed around and couldnât help myself. I did a little spin with my arms open wide, like I was freaking Julie Andrews in The Sound of Music.
It was my perfect bedroom. A calm, collected, tidy space where my chaotic ADHD brain felt at ease. I could so easily see myself coming here after a night of noise and craziness at Psychos, and just being at peace with being alone.
Iâd never had anything like it. Every other house Iâd ever lived in had been a hodgepodge of secondhand furniture that didnât match, noisy neighbors, and roommates with their own brands of crazy. I flopped onto the bed and had a sudden feeling of âhomeâ for the first time ever. Maybe it was just the fact that this house was mine. Something that could be stable.
If Vaughn would let it be.
Iâd come here to try my luck, but half thinking Iâd be slinking back to Blissâs house to sleep on her couch by the end of the night. But in that moment, I knew Iâd fight to keep it. Tooth and nail if I had to. This house might mean nothing to him, but a true home was all Iâd ever wanted. Here, it was so close I could almost taste it.
I needed to go get all my things and drag them in here so I could hole up and prepare to fight when Vaughn got home. But the extra-large Coke Iâd drunk in the car while eating a greasy burger and fries was making demands on my bladder. I hadnât even checked out the bathroom yet.
There were doors on the left of the room, but they were ajar, and an empty walk-in closet with a small dressing area lay beyond them. A dressing area in a guest bedroom. This house was seriously something else.
But that made the door on the right of the room up for grabs, and I had my fingers crossed for another en suite.
I opened the door.
A scream ripped from my mouth, my reflexes taking in the scene before my brain did.
A huge, very naked man exploded up out of the bathtub with a blood-curdling scream of his own.
And for a very long moment, we both stood there, both of us screaming, neither of us moving.
Except, without any permission from me, my gaze swept over his big body.
Holy, freaking, fuck.
The man was stacked. Muscles for days. Tattoos all over. And his dickâ¦
Iâd never seen one more beautiful. Even soft, it was something to be proud of. I couldnât even imagine what it would look like hard. Christ on a cracker.
He yanked a pair of headphones off and used them to cover the junk I was so rudely staring at.
âWho the hell are you?â we both yelled at the same time.
He got out of the bathtub and came at me.
I screamed and stumbled back again, fear coursing through me at the huge naked man approaching me. To my horror, I found myself frozen in terror, cringing away from him. âPlease donât hurt me.â
He froze, arm stretched out. âIâm just going to get that towel, okay? Iâm not going to hurt you. Iâm not in the habit of hurting bite-size women, even if they are breaking into my house.â
I goggled at him. âYour house? Isnât this Bart Westonâs place?â
He took a towel from the rack and wrapped it around his narrow waist, tucking it in at the end. âHe livesâ¦shit, lived⦠here too. I worked for him. Maintenance. Driving. Cleaning. Whatever needs doing. But Iâve no idea why Iâm explaining that to you, when I know for a fact you do not live here, and so I should probably call the police. If youâre here to steal shitââ
I shook my head rapidly, straightening now the man was at least partially covered and seemingly not about to attack me with his giant man salami. âI swear, Iâm not. Iâm Rebel. Mirandaâs daughter?â
Some of the tension seeped out of his shoulders. âOh, damn. You are too. I should have realized. You look like her. You could be sisters. If she wasâ¦â He cringed.
âStill alive?â
âYeah. Tactless. Sorry. I really liked your mom. She was good for Bart. Made him really happy.â
My heart squeezed. âI wish Iâd gotten to meet him properly. I donât know why she didnât tell me about him sooner.â
âThey were a bit of a whirlwind, and very wrapped up in their own little love nest. Donât take it personally. Vaughn didnât know about it either until they decided to get married. Not many people did.â He ran his hand through the short lengths of his reddish-brown hair. âIâm really sorry about what happened to them. Bart was so good to me. I donât even know what Iâm going to do without this job and this house. Iâve lived here off and on my entire life. Itâs always been home. I love everything about it.â
I could understand that. Iâd fallen in love with the house the moment Iâd laid eyes on it, too. âWhy are you leaving then?â
He sighed. âVaughnâs getting rid of it.â
My heart lit up. There was a chance there, and I was going to take it. âI own half the property. Bart left half of everything to me. I donât want to sell it.â
The man leaned on the bathroom wall and crossed his arms over his broad chest. It popped his pecs, and I had a vague desire to lean in and lick the water droplets from them.
âNo shit?â His eyes narrowed. âSo you want toâ¦what, exactly?â
âLive in it. Buy Vaughn out, if thatâs what needs to happen.â
âGood luck with that. Iâm sure heâs already contesting the will.â
âHe is. And maybe heâll win, maybe he wonât. I donât know. But I donât want him trying to sell this place until Iâve had a chance to fight for it. Thatâs where you come in.â
The manâs eyebrows shot up. âMe? What do I have to do with it?â
âIâm moving inâ¦unbeknownst to Vaughn.â
A smile lifted the corner of his mouth. âSeriously? Like one of those environmentalists who tie themselves to trees so they canât be cut down?â
âMy dying houseplant is already out in the hall, and my car is filled with everything I own.â
He chuckled. âSo you just waited âtil he left and started bringing your shit in? Freaking ballsy.â
I grinned. âHeâs gonna be pissed when he gets home, right? Any chance heâll find me cute or adorable?â
The guy chuckled. âOh, so pissed. Youâre cute as fuck, and totally his type, but his anger is going to obliterate all of that.â
I wanted to question him on me being Vaughnâs type when he was clearly married to a leggy blonde. Pretty much the exact opposite of me. But that wasnât the most pressing issue. This man could pick me up and throw me out the door like I weighed nothing more than a matchstick. I needed him on my side. âHelp me with Vaughn,â I begged. âDonât let him throw me out. If we work together, maybe we can keep the house, and your job.â
He eyed me, that small smirk never leaving his mouth. Eventually, he stuck his hand out in my direction again. âIâm Kian.â
Slowly, I took his hand, letting his big fingers engulf mine. Fuck, he was big. Everywhere. âNice to meet you, Kian. Do we have a deal?â
He laughed, the sound deep and sexy. âOh, we have a deal, little demon. We most definitely have a deal.â