Chapter 274: 267: Miss Wen Finally Confesses, Xie Shang Loses Control (Second Update) Chapter 274: 267: Miss Wen Finally Confesses, Xie Shang Loses Control (Second Update) Wen Changling held two sweet potatoes in her hands, which were still a bit hot; she didnât mind the dirt and used her sleeve to hold them, âXie Shang, want a sweet potato?â
âNo, thanks.â
Xie Shang didnât have the habit of eating again after a meal.
Wen Changling could eat at any time, with no schedule at all. Her hand was slightly burned by the hot potato skin, so she pinched her cool ear with her hot fingers to cool it down.
âGive it to me, Iâll peel it for you.â
Wen Changling handed the sweet potato to Xie Shang and moved a long stool over, sitting together at the kitchen doorstep, next to an old charcoal brazier framed with wood and iron.
Wen Changling rested her feet on the edge of the brazier, warming herself while waiting to eat, âDid you retract the online news?â
âMhm.â
Xie Shangâs skin was pale, and his fingers quickly got dirty from the wood ash on the sweet potato skin.
âDid it cost money?â
âIt did.â
Wen Changling wanted to ask how much it cost.
Xie Shang brought the peeled sweet potato closer to her mouth, âBlow on it before eating.â
âOh.â
Wen Changling puffed her cheeks and blew on the sweet potato to cool it. She ate three in total (the small ones) and forgot all about the money.
Tonight, Wen Changling had planned to sleep on her own, but she felt she needed to explain, as the online rumors were too unpleasant; she went over to Xie Shangâs place again. The door wasnât locked; Xie Shang was showering. While waiting for him, she noticed an unusually shaped perfume bottle in the cabinet; under the light, it looked like a polished, irregular, multifaceted piece of obsidian.
After his shower, Xie Shang came out dressed in pajamas, his hair half-dry.
Wen Changling stood by the cabinet, âCan I take a look at that perfume bottle?â
Xie Shang went to get it.
âIs this obsidian?â
âThe outside of the bottle is, but the part that touches the liquid is lead crystal glass.â
Wen Changling was a science student â she didnât understand art design but thought the black bottle had a heavy feel and perfectly matched her aesthetic taste.
No wonder so many people spent money collecting Noon Ferryâs perfume bottles.
âWhatâs the name of this perfume? I didnât see it on Noon Ferryâs official website.â
âItâs unnamed,â Xie Shang said, âI made it for myself; it isnât a Noon Ferry product.â The cap was a bit uncomfortable to remove.
He opened the lid and handed the bottle to Wen Changling to play with, âWait here for me.â
He took a piece of clothing and went out.
Wen Changling sprayed a bit of the perfume on her wrist and waited a few seconds before smelling it. It was rather unisex, light, and unique â the top note sharp, with a slightly bitter base note.
She felt letters at the bottom of the bottle.
Xie Shang brought over some medicine.
âKaiyun prescribed medicine for seven days, to be taken twice a day.â
Wen Changling put the perfume back on the table. This perfume was strange; despite its faint smell, it completely covered the scent of the herbal medicine, dominating subtly yet assertively.
No wonder people called Xie Shang a wizard in the world of perfumes.
Wen Changling pinched her nose and drank the herbal medicine in one gulp, just like in the morning, Xie Shang had prepared a pastry that reduced bitterness. The pastry, different from the morningâs, was sweet but not greasy â just the way Changling liked it.
âThis afternoon I went to the hospital to see Dr. Jhiang, and I ran into Jiang Chengxue in the parking lot. The reporters wrote nonsense; I have nothing to do with him, and we barely spoke.â
Xie Shang hummed in acknowledgment.
âWhy donât you ask?â It was trending, and yet he was so calm.
âYouâd tell me if you thought it necessary, right?â
Wen Changling nodded.
âIf you didnât want to say, even if I asked, you wouldnât tell me, so I didnât ask.â
Xie Shang was incredibly tolerant of her and knew her well.
Wen Changling broke off half of a bean paste-filled pastry and fed it to Xie Shang, with a very docile expression, asking a very âpreposterousâ hypothetical, âIf I really had an affair, what would you do?â
Without hesitation, Xie Shang said, âKill that man.â
âAnd me?â
The first thought in Xie Shangâs mind was dangerous and dark, even a bit dirty, showing no respect for her, âChangling, donât make such assumptions.â
During the time he and Wen Changling were separated, Gu Yihuan had advised him to let go, suggesting Changling might have moved on. He did consider that possibility, only to realize his own moral threshold was lower than he thought. He couldnât let someone else have Wen Changling, nor could he bear it, so it wasnât as simple as being a third party.
Just by hypothesizing, Wen Changling already felt the restrained explosive power in Xie Shangâs eyes, so she changed the subject, âAre the three letters at the bottom of the bottle âWen Changlingâ?â
âYeah, I made it while we were dating.â
If this perfume were named, âWen Changlingâ would be the most suitable name.
âXie Shang,â there was still a faint bitter note in the air; Wen Changling wrapped her hand around Xie Shangâs waist â on such a cold day, the warmth of his chest was still hot, âDid I make you suffer a lot before?â
Her rare pang of conscience had struck.
The scenario she had prepared for Xie Shang was love without return, filled with agony.
âDonât look back,â Xie Shang felt he had become insatiably greedy lately, and he bent down, pleading with Wen Changling, âFrom now on, will you try to love me?â
Before they got back together, he told himself it was okay not to be loved as long as he loved Miss Wen well. Just a few days had passed, and he already wanted to be loved.
His greed could never be satisfied.
âDo you think I donât love you?â
Wen Changling looked up at Xie Shang, âIf I didnât love you, why would I be with you now?â
Her questions tonight were all hard to answer.
Xie Shang was silent.
Wen Changling couldnât help but reflect on her past actions towards Xie Shang. She admitted that there was indeed a time when she was playing with him, âXingxing, do you feel very insecure? You donât have confidence in me.â
Xie Shang corrected, âI donât have confidence in myself.â
Wen Changling didnât speak sweet nothings, didnât express love openly, had an independent personality, wasnât clingy, and didnât check in on him.
Xie Shang felt very anxious about gaining and losing. He also overheard the conversation of those two ladies at the ski resort, and he related to the main character being discussed, feeling insecure, worried about being abandoned.
After all, the steel-made Miss Wen had a âprevious record.â
âI see.â
Wen Changling was very familiar with Xie Shangâs place, she knew her way around, and she took out a piece of Chinese honeycomb from the drawer, along with various incense lighting tools.
She could now light incense quite skillfully.
She opened the furnace, lit the Chinese honeycomb, then hugged Xie Shang and waited. She waited until emotions overwhelmed her, until the love-laden thoughts started churning and roiling in her mind.
She stood on tiptoe, kissed Xie Shang meticulously, capturing his lips, going deeper, almost wishing she could swallow him. The sound of their kissing was entangling, filled with the desire to pull one completely in.
Blinded by desire, she looked at him through a misty haze, âDo you know what Iâm thinking about right now?â
From the moment she started kissing him.
Xie Shang had a strong reaction.
âXingxing, my daily thoughts are of you.â
Xie Shang had also smelled the incense, and the corners of his eyes began to redden, âChinese honeycomb can cause people to see illusions, to see whatever they want to see.â He breathed into her ear, âChangling, is it an illusion?â
Wen Changling bit the mole on his collarbone hard, âDoes it hurt?â
He laughed, âIt hurts.â
The other name for Chinese honeycomb is loverâs incense.
He was almost entirely pressed against Wen Changling, wishing he could get even closer, âCan you say what you said just now one more time?â
Wen Changling pushed him away, intending to sleep.
The past few nights, Xie Shang had been taking care of the sick Wen Changling. Tonight, Xie Shang was particularly...
excessive.
Wen Changling was sweating profusely.
âYouâre so annoying, isnât it enough?!â
Wen Changling didnât like heating with air conditioning in winter, finding it stuffy and dry, feeling like there was not enough oxygen.
Yet tonight, Xie Shang had turned on the air conditioning, setting the temperature very high; the blanket was only covering up to their waists, and because of their movements, it was almost falling to the floor.
The mischief deep in his bones was fully released, âSay it once more, the words I want to hear.â He couldnât help but constantly seek confirmation, wishing to hear her affirmation aloud.
âThen beg me.â
He wrapped his arms around her waist, not letting her escape, âBeg you.â
Wen Changling kicked him, refusing to say it.
âI want to sleep now.â
Xie Shang gripped her leg, nearly leaving marks, âYouâre cheating.â
âWhoâs cheating now?â Sometimes Wen Changling acted quite coy, âItâs you!â
She didnât know how many times she had said she wanted to sleep.
âChangling.â
Xie Shang perseveringly asked, âDo you love me?â
So annoying.
Wen Changling pursed her lips and made no sound.
Xie Shang hadnât taken off her socks, pure white, casting shadows under the light, moving roughly, endlessly.
âDo you love me?â
âDo you love me?â
Wen Changling closed her eyes, âLove.â
Her single word of love could destroy all of Xie Shangâs rationality.
He became even more excessive.
Miss Wen thought to herself: Heâs really so annoying.
He lifted her body, positioning her with her back to him, showing his true natureâunrestrained brutality, primal conquest, and the repeated declarations of deep love whispered into her ear.
Between men and women, there are significant differences in physical strength and the desire for control. The times Wen Changling could have the upper hand were due to Xie Shangâs indulgence, his âobedience.â If he chose not to be obedient, she would have no power to resist.