Katrin hummed to herself, then played the same tune on her harp before marking it down on the sheet of paper before her. While she hummed the next few notes, Shavala came into the room and greeted her.
âBack to trying to write a song?â the elven woman asked.
âNow that my fingers arenât constantly frozen, I figured I should. I just canât think of the lyrics. Iâve finally got two decent melodies, but theyâre not good enough to stand by themselves. I need to put words to them, and I just canât come up with any.â
âWhat sort of songs?â
âOne sounds almost heroic, the other is sort of sad. I tried to write something about Fergus for the sad one, but what can I say? He died when a tree branch hit his head after the snow beasts broke our spear trap. I canât put that in a song. He deserves better.â
Shavala bit her lower lip as she thought. âWhy not write about his life rather than his death?â
Katrin considered that. The leader of the Jolâs Brook refugees had been a decent person and a hard worker, a man who was just trying to get by in a situation that kept growing steadily worse. He wasnât some great hero out of legend, but then, he didnât have to be. He was what the refugees had needed at the time. Maybe she could work with that somehowâa requiem rather than a lament. He deserved to be memorialized. She just hoped he wouldnât mind if she was the person to do it.
âIâll try that,â she said. âWhat have you been up to?â
âI went to see the horses.â
âHow are they doing?â
âSocks and Dot want to leave. Theyâre tired of being in the same place for so long. The others are happy enoughâtheyâve got plenty to eat, the stable is warmer than outdoors, and the stable boys are exercising them every day.â
Katrin nodded. âI wonder if Sarette has a horse.â
âAre you thinking of giving her Duchess?â
âThatâs why we brought herâin case we needed another,â Katrin said. Duchess had been her own mount for the ride from Circle Bay to Tyrsall. Theyâd sold the other extra animals from that trip, but Katrin had kept her as a spare, though she herself usually rode Flower, the mule Corec had bought for her the day after theyâd met. âThough I suppose, even if Saretteâs already got a horse, Nedley still needs one.â
âEither way, Iâm sure Duchess will be happy. Sheâs been feeling left out.â
Katrin laughed. âI thought you could talk to animals but they couldnât talk back to you?â
âYou can learn a lot from their body language. Horses are very expressive if you know what to look for.â Shavala glanced out the window to check the position of the sun. âIsnât it time for you to go downstairs?â
âI donât know if itâs worth the bother. Yesterday, I only made six coppers for the whole afternoon.â
âYou get a free room, too,â Shavala pointed out.
âI suppose, but itâs still not much.â Despite her words, Katrin gathered up her harp and her flute.
There werenât many inns in Snow Crown, and they were mostly frequented by outside visitors and traders rather than locals. The stormborn themselves rarely left the mountains, so they seldom had need for temporary accommodations. This particular inn was small, and Katrin and her friends took up half the rooms. While the music had attracted others to come inside, business had been slow.
âMaybe if you ask him again, heâll let you play in the evenings,â Shavala said.
The innkeeper did good business at night, mostly among Snow Crownâs tiny community of foreigners, but he didnât allow music after the sun went down. He made more money selling food than ale, so he focused on moving patrons in and out rather than having them linger around for hours.
The city had plenty of taverns that allowed minstrels to play, but the customers were almost all stormborn. Katrin had visited two different places, but with the looks of surprise sheâd received from everyone in the room, she hadnât felt comfortable asking for work. The stormborn preferred their music to be in their own language, which she didnât speak, and sheâd only learned a few of their songs so far.
âNo, itâs not worth it,â she said. âWeâll be gone in a day or two, and Iâll do better once we get back to Tyrsall. I donât know about the trip to Cordaea though. Maybe I should stay in Tyrsall while everyone else goes.â
âWhat? Why wouldnât you come with us?â
âI wonât be able to work there at all. Bobo says they donât even speak trade tongue; itâll be like here but worse.â
âThe others wonât care about that,â Shavala said. âWeâll just pay for our rooms the normal way.â
Katrin sighed. âI just feel so useless compared to everyone else. What am I contributing?â It was the first time sheâd spoken out about the concerns that had been building up in her mind over the past few months.
âWhat do you mean?â
âIâm not like you or the others. Youâve got your bow and your magic, Treya can hit a man hard enough to knock him out, Ellerie casts spells. And now thereâs SaretteâCorec and Boktar already trust her to fight alongside them. What do I do? Iâm no help in a fight.â
âYouâve helped before. You stopped two of the snow beasts.â
âI sang to them and made them fall asleep. Itâs not the same thing. You hit them with lightning.â
Shavala stared into the distance. âI wish I hadnât. Itâs good that we can defend ourselves, but being able to kill someone⦠It shouldnât have been necessary. Why do you feel like this now? When you killed that man in Circle Bay, you were sad for days.â
âI donât know. Seeing Sarette jump into the fight like that⦠Sheâs the sort of person Corec should be recruiting, not me. He cast the binding spell for her on purpose, but for me, it was an accident.â
âIt was an accident for the rest of us too, but he still spends most of his time with you.â
âThatâs different,â Katrin said, allowing herself to smile. âIâm not worried about my relationship with him; I just feel like Iâm not contributing enough. If I stay in Tyrsall while youâre gone, I could support myself, plus make enough money to get us started in Four Roads or wherever we end up.â
Shavala frowned. âWe could be away for half a year, maybe more. You canât stay by yourself for that long.â
Katrin hadnât considered how long the trip would take. Circle Bay might be better than Tyrsall if she didnât want to be alone, but she wasnât ready to see her brother and uncle again yet. âWell, maybe Iâll go, but I wish I could do more to help. My singing didnât work on the red-eyes.â
âThe red-eyes shouldnât be a problem now that Treya knows how to deal with them.â
âSee? Thatâs what Iâm talking about. She can do things I never knew were possible. You all can, except for me. All I can do is sing.â
âDo you remember what Yelena said about wardens and their bondmates? One personâs strength compensates for anotherâs weakness.â
âBut I donât have a strength.â
Shavala shrugged. âSometimes you sing to get us free rooms, sometimes you make snow beasts fall asleep, sometimes you cook or gather firewood. Not everything has to be about magic or killing.â
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The royal guards bowed as Rusol approached. He ignored them, passing through the archway that led to the palaceâs inner quarters, followed by Yassi, Kolvi, and Samir. Kolvi peeled away wordlessly when they passed the corridor leading to her apartment, and soon they reached another pair of guards outside the royal familyâs quarters.
Rusol paused there and looked back at Samir. âItâll likely be weeks before we hear anything, but Iâd appreciate it if you remained in Telfort while we wait.â
âYes, Your Highness,â his old friend said with a bow. He usually remembered to follow protocol when others were watching.
âHave a pleasant evening, Yassi,â Rusol said to Samirâs sister, while giving her a look of warning. Sheâd been acting stranger than usual on their trip to Northtower. If she wasnât careful, Samir might grow suspicious.
She stared at him expressionlessly with those dark eyes of hers until he passed through the double doors to his familyâs private domain.
His manservant was there waiting for him. âYour Highness,â the man said with a bow. âWelcome back. Would you like me to have the cooks make up a meal for you? Or perhaps youâd prefer a bath? Fresh clothing?â
âDraw a bath for me, but first, Iâd like to see my father. Where is he?â
âHis study, Your Highness.â
âIâll go speak with him now. Start that bath, and see to it that someone is supervising the servants unloading our things from the carriage.â
âYes, Your Highness.â
The man left the room, and Rusol proceeded to his fatherâs study, surprised to find his mother Sharraâhis fatherâs concubineâthere as well.
âMother, Father, Iâve returned from Fort Northtower.â
âSo I can see,â King Marten said. âWhat did you find out? Is Leonis dead? Is he the one that killed Rikard?â
Rusol sprawled on one of the chairs facing his fatherâs desk. âI doubt he was directly involved, but he may have known about it. Heâs more dangerous than I thought, though. He claims to be Torwin Larse.â
Marten leaned forward in his chair. âTorwin Larse? Which one? Our family hasnât used that name in over two hundred years.â
âTorwin the First.â
Sharra drew in a sharp breath.
Marten barked a laugh. âWhat sort of game is he playing?â
âHe seems to believe it himself.â
âA madman, then?â
âYes, but not necessarily about this. Thereâs something you should knowâin the dream where I learned about wardens, some of the visions suggested they could live for a long time.â
âSixteen hundred years long?â his father said doubtfully.
âI donât know, but would it be that crazy? Grandmother told me that some demonborn lines have a long lifespan.â
âNot hers, unfortunately. I wouldnât mind some motherly wisdom right about now. Why didnât you tell me this before?â
âBecause everything about the dream seemed so ludicrous, and Rikard didnât believe me about any of it to begin with. Later, after he⦠I just never brought it up again.â
âYour brother should have believed you,â Sharra said, frowning. âIt wasnât fair how he treated you.â
âThatâs in the past now,â Marten told her firmly. He turned back to Rusol. âYou think Leonis is telling the truth?â
âI wouldnât say that; I just donât think we can discount the possibility.â
âBut you still think heâs a madman?â
âHe believes thereâs a ritual that will give Pallisur control over all the sources of magic, not just divine.â
âI donât understand,â Marten said.
âThink about what it would mean if wizards could only cast spells if theyâd received a blessing from Pallisur, like a priest.â
âThereâd be fewer wizards,â Sharra put in.
Rusol nodded. Heâd had plenty of time to think about the ramifications during the journey back to Telfort.
âIt sounds like nonsense,â Marten said, âbut even if it were true, it would only strengthen Larso. We donât depend on magic. Matagor and Terevas do.â
âThat depends on who Pallisur chooses to receive those blessings,â Rusol said. âIt would make the Church stronger, at our expense.â
âA good point,â Marten replied with a scowl. âI donât have enough control over the Church yet as it is. Cardinal Aldrich might not be able to overcome the conditioning Iâve placed on him, but heâs still clamoring to bring more of the blessed priests back to the city, if for no other reason than to have more healers here. But if I allow too many, they may realize what Iâve done to the unblessed priests.â
âWhy do you allow them so much power?â Sharra said. âYouâre the king, Marten. If the priests wonât do as you say, they should suffer the consequences.â
Marten shook his head. âIâve told you before, it doesnât work like that. A kingdom, or even a small city, canât run on one manâs whims alone. Itâs a balancing act. The king, the dukes and barons, the army, the knights, the merchants and guilds, the Church. Every element of society wields its own sort of power, no matter how small that might be. What would happen if the lamplighters all refused to work tonight? It would be chaos. Granted, it would be a small and short-lived chaos, because they hold very little power, but itâs still power of a sort. My job is to balance them all against each other so that I have final say on the important issues.â
Sharra rolled her eyes when Marten wasnât looking.
Rusol wasnât interested in hearing his parents argue about the subject again. To head them off, he said, âIt wouldnât just be wizards, either. Leonis claims the same would hold true for elder and demonic magic.â
âI donât see how any of this could be true,â Marten said. âThe gods grant divine blessings, and only divine blessings. Thatâs how itâs always been.â
Rusol shrugged. âLeonis believed what he was saying. Heâs almost certainly insane, but I canât say whether he was lying or not. I donât trust him, and I donât think we should let him proceed.â
âAnd yet, you left him alive.â
âI need more time to plan. Heâs a true priest, and he brought more priests with him. I need a way to kill him and his men quickly enough that they canât heal themselves and retaliate. Besides, he plans to bring more of the wardens together for the ritual. If I can get two or three of them at once, without warningâ¦â
âSmart boy,â Marten said with a smile of approval.
âI was thinking perhaps a fast-acting poison rather than risking a fight.â
Marten sighed. âIâm tempted to remind you about honor in battle, but I suppose talk wonât do you much good when youâre outnumbered. Yassi and Jasper are no warriors. If heâs willing to return to Northtower, we could surround him with archers, but it would be hard to keep that quiet. Poison may be the safest option. Ask Kolvi to send word to her father. He knows poisons.â
âI will,â Rusol said, then made his excuses so he could go wash off the grime from the journey.
Stepping into his own quarters, he experienced a wave of pain and dizziness. He stumbled and grasped his head, bracing himself against a wall. The symptoms had started during that strange dream. The shadowy creature in the dream world had granted him divine blessings, as if he was a priestâ¦but with those blessings had come the pain. It had lessened on the carriage ride back to Telfort, but it hadnât gone away entirely.
Most priests received just one or two blessings, if that. Rusol had been given many, along with instructions on how to use them. He knew how to heal, how to protect himself from physical attacks, and how to block magical attacks. Most importantly, he knew how to stop other priests from striking at him through his demonic side. Demonborn were susceptible to divine magic, but now he had a way to negate that disadvantage.
But at what cost? So far, heâd resisted the temptation to try those new spells, worried it would somehow give the shadow creature a hold on him. That wasnât how it worked with the real godsâonce a blessing was granted, the priest had full control over itâbut the shadow creature wasnât any sort of god Rusol had ever heard of. What if the rules were different?
He didnât want to risk it, but Leonis and the First could both wield divine magic. If he was to face them, he might not have a choice.
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After her master headed for his quarters, Yassi continued on toward her own apartment. Samir walked with her, but heâd be leaving soon, and despite their time together during the long trip to Fort Northtower and back, she still hadnât gotten through to him. She couldnât tell him what Rusol had done to her, and he just couldnât see it on his own. He still thought of Rusol as a childhood friendâperhaps one whoâd grown more curt and distant than in their youth, but still the same boy underneath it all.
âI wish youâd speak to me,â Samir said.
âAbout what?â Yassi asked. Perhaps being silent wasnât the way to go about it.
âAbout anything! Are you mad at me?â
âWhy do you say that?â
âBecause we never talk anymore! Mother and Father ask about you, but I canât tell them anything because you never tell me anything. Why did you stop visiting home?â
âIâve been busy lately. Iâll visit them soon. I promise.â When she broke that promise, it might lead him to ask more questions.
âThen whatâs wrong?â
âNothing,â Yassi said, then had a thought. Could she say something generic enough that it wouldnât trigger the compulsion Rusol had laid over the warden bond, but specific enough that Samir would understand it? âI just think that sometimes, the people we grew up with arenât who we think they are.â
Samirâs eyes darted in the direction of Rusolâs quarters. âDid heâ¦do something to you? Did he hurt you?â
âOf course not,â she said with a wide smile. âDonât be silly. I love it here.â She screamed in her own mind as the lie came out before she could stop it. The spell Rusol had cast on her was insidious.
âIâm sorry,â Samir said. âI know he wouldnât do anything like that. I just donât understand the way youâve been acting.â
âDonât worry about me; Iâm fine. Iâll come visit soon.â Yassi wanted to cry, but the compulsion wouldnât allow it. Sheâd need to find some other way to reach out to her brother. They came to a stop outside her rooms. âIâd like to get some rest now. It was a long trip.â
âIâll head home, then, but at some point, youâll need to tell me whatâs wrong.â
She just smiled and hugged him, though she managed to avoid saying nothing was wrong.
After Samir had left, there was a knock at her door. She opened it expecting to find him, but instead it was Jasper.
âWell?â the elderly wizard asked. âDid you have any luck?â He didnât have to explain what he meant, and he probably couldnât have even if heâd wanted to. He was under the same compulsion as Yassi.
âNot yet, but Iâm still working on it,â she said.
âWhat happened in Northtower?â
âRusol met with Leonis. He didnât tell me much, but I think heâs going to kill him.â
âShould we try to wâ¦wâ¦wâ¦â Jasper grunted. âShould we try to wâ¦â He gave up and slammed his fist into the wall.
Should we try to warn him? Yassi thought to herself. That must be what Jasper had tried to say.
âI donât see how we can,â she said, cradling the old manâs bleeding hand in hers. âWeâd better go have Kolvi bandage this up.â
âI donât like Kolvi.â
âItâs either her, or we ask Magnus to heal it.â
Jasper grunted. âFine. Kolvi.â