Ok, I think I am sadistic. I sometimes have dreams of killing people I despise and torturing them, even though I would never do it. I also daydream about it. I have a fragile yet lengthy patience. The thing is though, I don't want to harm others. I can already feel a weight on my back and I feel like it will only get worse if I harm someone too badly. The only way to relieve stress is to "unintentionally" mess with someone that I don't like/is a bully. and make them mad or "accidentally" hurt them, but not too much. I sometimes laugh like a maniac. I also think I have DID. Voices and urges. Sometimes it gets too much and I break things. The only people I don't hurt are my family, real friends, and sometimes, strangers I like. (((o(*ï¾â½ï¾*)o)))
Chapter 99: Confession
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