Chapter 73: Confession

have never taken a test for depression, but I think I might have mild depression. Sometimes I think about what horrible creatures humans are, or how I'm a horrible person, or what it would be like to commit suicide. Of course, I would never do it because I don't want to die, but sometimes I'm in periods where I just cry on my bed in the middle of the night. This might be fear related, as I am afraid of death, as well as being afraid of life.