Chapter 47: Confession

I feel like that it would be better for me, considering I don't feel anything anymore and I'm not enjoying life but I don't know how to go, and i don't want anyone to suffer....yet staying is me and them suffering so its kinda like, well should two or one person suffer? In which I want less people suffering so you take me from the picture there's one person comforted by other people and they're fine. because im just another person that is here to be in your life for a certain time and will disappear soon enough. i feel useless, like a piece of shit that just burdens the world. i feel like no one cares, that just is a waste of space and time, i dont "love myself" i HATE myself, i DESPISE myself, i just stopped caring for myself 2 years ago. i just hate myself and i hate that i have to burden other people with my own business and my depression.