Confession 28

I'm pretty certain i have ocd - i always have this nagging feeling to check everything because otherwise if i don't i feel like I'm going to die or get robbed. i read a story once about a man following a girl home and living in her attic for years living in this fantasy that he was her boyfriend without her knowing and now i'm always scared there's someone in the roof watching me all the time. i feel like I'm going to end up alone. a lot of the time i feel disconnected from my culture because i grew without it.