Chapter 169: Confession

Before I was diagnosed with cancer my life was hella awesome you know ? But I was also so naive and dumb, people would pick on me & I would never know they would be because I wasn't the brightest person at the time. When I realized people did, I had gotten surgery on my eyes ( what people made fun of). After cancer my mom had blamed me having it because of how I acted with her guy. & she hates me because I don't like him touching me & my siblings. The meds I take now gives me anxiety, & a whole bunch of anger issues, & makes me emotional. A friend of mine went through my school file & saw that I had a "mental illness" & told everyone , & stopped talking to me. I try not to care about everything, but I just care too much & i don't know how to stop. School has never been my strong suit, until I had put more effort to it. School is the only way I can get out of this hell hole & not have to worry about people. I don't even know why I'm doing this. But it may not seem like it, but I can't handle anything anymore. I'm only 13 years of age, & has gotten cancer, touched by my mom husband ( who doesn't believe me by the way), & I've been shunned at school (my life ) for being sick.