Last nightâ¦
The clock mocks me, the seconds hand ticking by and increasing my anxiety with every shuffle forward. Iâve been able to put off meeting with Ray because of Austin leaving, using the excuse of getting the kids ready for his departure. But that was earlier today, and as the sun sets, I know my time has run out.
I told Ray that Mom could watch the kids while I went over to his cabin to talk, so heâll be expecting me any minute. Bedtime has come and gone, the kids eking out every bit of sun Colorado summers have to offer, and mom is in the guest room watching one of her novelas.
Sheâs got this, so I know I could leave right now, but Iâm not ready.
Doing everything I can to stall, I decide to get my bag in order, making sure to have my Mace gun and taser with me. Iâm closing it up when my eyes land on the pantry door. The journal.
I pull out Blancaâs diary from its hiding place, needing the distraction, even if for just a moment. Who knows, maybe I could gain some insight from one cheater to another.
I go to open it when a picture of Blanca falls out, and I freeze. Itâs innocuous, a photo of a smiling woman, the pendant sheâs wearing, one that shouldnât give anyone pauseâbut it does me.
I swallow the lump in my throat and pick up the offending image, bringing it closer to me for inspection.
Sure enough, itâs the same jagged piece of gold I own, the outline leading down to a solitary yellow diamond. The jagged line outlined in the precious metal is an exact replica of the scar running across Rayâs upper lip. The piece is custom, designed to remind the wearer of their belovedâs mouth.
Was he lying? Did this just happen to match the scar along Rayâs cheating mouth? Cheating. The one word reverberates inside my head.
Oh god. What if Ray had been cheating⦠with Blanca?! Is he the mystery man in her journal? It canât be. Her man had been flying her all around the world. Meanwhile, Iâd been relegated to a tiny one-bedroom home.
Picking up the picture once more, I storm out of Austinâs cabin and head toward Ray. None of this makes any sense, but I need answers and I need them now.
Thankfully, it doesnât take me long to reach himâthe one good thing of having him as a neighbor. Iâm about to knock on the door when it swings open, a smiling Ray beaming down at me as if I held the secret to eternal life and were about to share it.
Scowling at him, I rush past him and into the cabin. âWhat the hell is this, Ray?!â
I throw the picture at him, but he catches it with swift hands. He takes one look at the photo and the smile heâd been holding for me vanishes. Instead, the coolness that replaces it is enough to chill the entire room.
My stomach churns and I go to clutch my bag, only to realize it isnât there. Shit. I left in such haste that I left behind my only forms of self defense.
A deep sense of dread blankets me as Ray closes and locks the cabin door behind him. When his head rests on the wood, giving me his back for the slightest moment, I have to ask myselfâshould I run?
âThis isnât how I pictured tonight going.â Rayâs voice has taken on an edge Iâve never witnessed before. Itâs as if heâs a completely different person from the meek imposter who groveled at my feet, begging for forgiveness.
When he turns to face me, the look in his eyes is enough to summon any and all demons hiding in the dark. Itâs evil. Nothing but sheer evil emanating from his glare.
I stumble, taking a step back and gathering all the courage I possess. âWhatâs going on Ray? How does Blanca have my pendant?â
His eyes narrow as he steps forward, walking me until my back has hit a wall and his arms are caging me in. âStupid girl. Thatâs not your pendant. I commissioned it long ago. Long before you came into the picture. Yours was but a mere replica of the original.â
Iâm blinking, unable to form words. Was he cheating on Blanca with me? Am I the other woman? âBut weâre married. We exchanged vows.â
My eyes are dancing back and forth between his, searching for answers I doubt heâll ever share. Ray throws his head back and cackles, the action exposing his sinewy neck and vibrating flesh. âRay exchanged vows and promises of forever, but Iâm not Ray. He isnât real. Just a character, one of my many, created to serve a purpose.â
My breathing is erratic, my body unable to process everything heâs throwing at me. Two years. Two years of my life Iâve given to this man, only to find out that it was all a lie. Not a moment of it was true.
âWhy?â The one word comes out squeaky, and Iâm surprised that it came out at all.
Rayâs eyes land back on mine, a brief flash of pity dancing before them before his mask of indifference is back in place. âDonât take it personal, doll. Itâs just business. I needed to keep tabs on the Crown family, and having multiple sources of contact is the best way to go about it.â
My jaw drops. His words now making sense. âOh my god. You married me for my access to this family! You slept with Blanca for the same. Shit, if Pen were of age, you wouldâve fucked her too, wouldnât you?!â
Iâm shaking, my body vibrating with rage when Rayâs hand slaps me across my face. âSnap out of it, Anaya. I donât need a hysterical woman on top of everything else. Weâve got shit to do, and the faster you come to terms with it, the quicker we can get on with them.â
The sting of his palm has my breathing slowing, making me realize that violence is not out of the question for this psychopath. I need to buy my time, find a way out of this so I can let Austin and the brothers know whatâs really going on.
Ray shakes his head, all while tskâing and raising a brow at me. âI see those wheels turning, Anaya, and that just wonât do.â
He grabs me by the nape, making me wince and him cackle. âIf you think thatâs uncomfortable, just wait for what I have in store.â
âI rather not, thank you.â Even in this dire moment, I canât help but sass. Itâs in my blood.
âThereâs that little spitfire I married. Too bad sheâd left me sometime after our first move.â
His words have my eyes narrowing. âIf I disappeared inside myself, itâs because you left me every chance you got. You made me feel like I wasnât enough to keep you home, but I now see that it was all a lie. You never wanted me in the first place. I was just a means to an end.â
Ray shakes his head, the corner of his mouth tilting up in a smirk. âDonât be too hard on yourself, Anaya. You were a lot of fun in the beginning and at least you were low maintenance. Unlike Blanca. She required trips to Europe and time away from the family. But you, doll, you were the easy one.â Heâs walking us down a narrowed hall and toward the only soundproofed room in the home.
Oh god. This isnât good.
âWhat are we doing, Ray?â My voice cracks, unable to hide my growing fear.
âI had an elaborate plan, but seeing as how your man is now in Mexico, things have taken a rather unexpected but pleasant turn.â
My brows push together, too many things coming together at once. âYou know about Austin and where he is?â
Ray pushes me onto the bed, his hand flying to the nightstand and pulling out some rope. Oh, hell no. Without thinking, Iâm flying off the bed and running toward the door, screaming at the top of my lungs. âHeeeeeelllllllââ
I wasnât even able to make it past the foot of the bed when Rayâs hands are latching onto my biceps, swinging my body around like a rag doll and throwing me on the bed.
âI see youâre not going to make this easy.â Heâs grabbing me by the jaw now, his fingers digging into my flesh so hard I canât help but whimper. âBe good and I wonât strike you. But make no mistake, if you step out of line, I will whip you, and it wonât be that daddy shit you play with Austin.â
What the fuck? How in the hell could he know that?
Ray smirks while retrieving the rope heâd dropped. âI bugged his cabin. You think Iâm an amateur?â
âBut why? Why go through all that?â Iâm missing the big picture, unable to see past the years of deceit and hurt. âWhat information were you after?â
Heâs taking my hands and feet and tying them to the bedpost, making sure I canât make another run for it. âYou donât need to worry about that. Right now, all you need to do is help me get Penelope to my cabin.â
I scoff, even as he finishes tying up my leg. âI will do no such thing. Torture me all you want; I will not drag another person into your sick and twisted web.â
Ray shrugs, pulling out a phone and typing something I canât see. âFine. Iâll just blow up Cárdenasâ villa. Jack and Austin included.â
A garbled scream rips from my throat in protest, the action only making Ray look up from his phone for a split second. Heâs still typing away at the damn thing, and Iâm wondering if heâs delivering the orders that will end Austinâs life.
I canât let that happen. I wonât. âFine. Iâll help you get Pen here if you show me proof you can do what you say. Otherwise, itâs a no go.â
Oh god. I hope he buys my bluff.
Ray sighs, looking bored at my request. Iâm thinking heâs not going to answer when he turns and walks toward his dresser, pulling off the laptop thatâs been left open.
The closer he brings it the clearer the picture gets. It looks to be surveillance footage of a gorgeous villa by the sea. Oh wow. Is that Cárdenasâ home?
My eyes are scanning the property when I see them, gasping as Jack emerges from one of the doors with Austin quickly trailing behind him.
âThere. Youâve seen them.â Ray walks back to the dresser and places the laptop down ever so gently. âNow letâs call Penelope.â
âNo. Just because you have eyes on them doesnât mean you can blow them up. If Iâm risking Penâs life, then I need to see proof you can do what you say.â
Rayâs brows shoot up, an amused smile playing on his lips. âKeep your eyes on the screen, kitten.â He takes out his phone, tapping the screen.
Not two seconds later, a small fire emerges right at the edge of the property, sending a group of men running toward it. âHoly shit.â
My jaw is still hanging open when Ray is pressing the cabin phone to my ear. âItâs ringing. Make it believable or the entire villa goes up in flames.â
âHello, Mr. Garcia?â Penâs voice cuts through the line, making guilt settle deep in my chest.
âPenelope, hey. This is Anaya. I know itâs late, but Ray and I have had some wine and I donât feel comfortable with either of us riding out to the main house. Iâd baked a cake earlier and meant to bring it with me to Rayâs cabin for dinner, but forgot. If itâs not too much trouble, would you mind driving it over?â
Rayâs head looks like itâs about to pop-off, his eyes practically bugging out of their sockets.
âOh my god! Iâm so sorry! I totally took a huge piece of the cake earlier. I didnât know it was for your dinner.â
âDonât worry about it, Pen. Just bring over whatâs left.â Iâm going to hell for this. Making a pregnant woman feel guilty for eating chocolate cake. That and roping her in on whatever Ray has planned.
âOf course! So damn sorry. Iâll bring you a bottle of Jackâs favorite wine to make up for it.â Shuffling sounds come across the line. âOkay. Be there soon.â
The line goes dead and Iâm left staring at Rayâs intense glare. âYou stupid cunt. That couldâve gone horribly wrong. She couldâve sent Matt or Jace. Then where would we be?â
Free or dead. Seeing the state Ray is in, heâd probably murder me and flee before heâd let any of the Crown brothers reach me.
As guilt weighs heavy in my heart, I know that Iâve at least bought everyone some time. And as soon as Pen gets here, we can start hatching a plan on how to get away from Ray and alert the guys.
Two heads are better than one, and whatever it is that Ray wants us for, he seems to need us alive⦠for now.