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As the 106-minute âCinderella with Magic Hairâ ended on the big screen, sporadic applause broke out in the theater, and the audience, having experienced DLP-Cinema⢠technology, stood up to leave. Wang Yang and Mark Slant chatted as they walked out of the screening room and were about to head to the Sony Pictures Entertainment exhibition hall on the other side to see the âSpider-Man 2â tour. However, Wang Yang spotted someone walking by and excused himself to Mark Slant, âHi, Natalie!â
âHi.â Natalie was wearing a beige short-sleeved T-shirt, flared blue jeans, and her hair in a neat, ear-length bob. Light makeup graced her face and her long, straight eyebrows gave her a spirited appearance. She glanced at him expressionlessly and, without breaking her stride, walked on, as if he were a stranger.
âWHAT-THEâ¦â Wang Yang couldnât help but mutter under his breath. Several passersby in the corridor glanced at him; they knew this guy, the Incredible Yang. Seeing Natalie disappearing into the distance, Wang Yang turned and walked away; she hadnât attended his wedding, and itâd been a long time since they last called each other. The last time they met was on Oscars night, and she was cold then too. Maybe their friendship had come to an end.
They had known each other for over five years, hadnât they? From strangers to the point where they could talk about anything, wasnât sure if it was a bromance or what.
The rumors had somehow started from nothing. The time she nearly fell at the entrance of a New York cafe, her bail that evening, âJuno,â the kiss in Harvard University, her visiting him in jail⦠âThe feeling just now was better than I imagined, âyouâre that guyâ!â How interesting. Lost in thought, Wang Yang walked a distance toward the Sony Pictures Entertainment section when suddenly, he heard a âHiâ from behind.
He stopped and turned to look, only to see Natalie standing there with a light smile. Her eyes widened as she repeated, âHi.â Wang Yang was taken aback before responding, âHi, whatâs up?â
âNothing much.â Natalie inadvertently touched her hair, suddenly recalling some of their past, and then her feet had inexplicably carried her over here. Sheâd meant to ignore him but upon seeing his face, she couldnât help but smile, âWow! Youâve gotten even more handsome.â Wang Yang was somewhat speechless, unable to help but exhale, âOnly just noticed? I went to Korea during my honeymoon.â
Natalie seemed puzzled for a moment before bursting into laughter, realizing what he meant, âYouâre terrible, serves you right for getting fired back then!â Wang Yang protested, âHey! Iâm Asian, that joke is harmless!â They laughed and chatted quietly as they walked, with Natalie saying, âIâm sure Koreans wouldnât appreciate that. But now I finally understand why you have a Jewish nose.â Wang Yang responded, âItâs not that big, is it?â Natalie retorted, âOh, let me take another look. Maybe next time you should visit Israel, get the real deal.ââ¦
It was nearing evening, and the sky over Las Vegas was adorned with a charming sunset. The two strolled outside the Paris Hotel, venue of the ShoWest event, eyeing the replica Eiffel Tower not far away. They talked about recent events while walking as the sound of giant fountains nearby murmured softly. They werenât afraid of being photographed by the paparazzi; after all, if anyone wanted pictures, there were plenty on the internet. They were well-known as âgood friends,â and though rumors had swirled for a long time, there was never any real evidence.
âAfter âStealing Heartâ, do you have any new insights on love?â Wang Yang asked Natalie, shifting the conversation from life to movies. She had recently finished filming âStealing Heart,â adapted from a stage play; a tangled, complex love story. At Wang Yangâs question, Natalie uttered a âWELL,â and both seemed to understand it was time to clear the air for the sake of their friendship.
Glancing up at the distance, partially obscured by the metal tower, Natalie kicked at the ground silently before offhandedly saying, âAny new insights? Itâs all the writers and directors pretending to be deep, pulling out so-called meaning.â Wang Yang slightly frowned in reminder, âThat attitude wonât do, whether theyâre pretending or not, you couldnât have performed well in that movie.â Natalie smiled with a shrug, âThatâs how I feel now, just now! I didnât think that while I was acting, otherwise I wouldnât have done it. It was an exploration, I respect âStealing Heart,â but I suddenly find it kind of ridiculous.â Wang Yang, following her train of thought, asked, âWhy?â
A few passersby who brushed past them turned their heads for another look at the two figures, seemingly recognizing them as the miraculous Wang Yang and Natalie.
âMike Nichols, this guy directed âThe Graduateâ and âStealing Heart,â both Benjamin and Dan were shaped by him, haha!â Natalie laughed shaking her head, Benjamin is the protagonist of âThe Graduate,â a young man who has just stepped into society, confused and empty, yet in the end, he finds a moving and beautiful love; Dan is the protagonist of âStealing Heart,â a man who juggles two women, overwhelmed by desire and ultimately botching it up,â she suddenly asked, âYouâve seen âThe Graduate,â havenât you?â
At her scorn, Wang Yang burst into laughter, spreading his hands, âI havenât seen âRain Man.'â Natalie followed with a laugh, âThen you missed a good movie.â
âThe Graduateâ and âRain Manâ were both starred by Dustin Hoffman; at the time, director Mike Nichols of âThe Graduateâ set a record by winning the Golden Globe and the Oscar at the young age of 36, as dazzling as the present Wang Yang.
âThe harm of Hollywood films lies in the fact that they often portray love and sex as something beautiful and pure, filling people with anticipation, confidence, and fantasies.â Natalie smiled, glanced at him, and continued as they walked, âBut at the same time, they frequently depict love and sex as dark and grim, leaving people scared, discouraged, and skeptical, all for that lousy Oscar trophy. But the world is simply not like that. Who would be so bored to become a stripper after being dumped? Thatâs not the norm. I now feel that for the sake of a theme, art exceeds life and also strays from it. Love is never that clear-cut, is it?â
âIâve always felt that whether love is wonderful or bleak depends on how you see it, how you pursue it.â Hearing her say that Hollywood films harm people, Wang Yang couldnât help but laugh. Maybe there was some truth to itâa film tells you one thing, and another tells you something else. He said, âIf you donât believe in it from the start, then itâs very hard to find it. Not here, maybe there, the world is too vast.â
As they headed toward the Paris Las Vegas restaurant, a mocking smile crossed Natalieâs face as she said, âDo you know why I find it so funny? âStealing Heartâ harbors skepticism and mockery towards love at first sight. What exactly is this crap called love at first sight? Can a person have love at first sight twice, three times? Four times? When they appear almost simultaneously, what do you do?â
Love at first sight⦠Wang Yang thought quietly for a moment, at the cinema he had fallen in love at first sight with Jessica, then he nodded, âTo my understanding, itâs possible. The appearance, demeanor, and speech of a boy/girl, if something about them draws you in and makes you feel fond and preoccupied, wanting to possess. I think thatâs love at first sight, it doesnât happen just once, but it varies in intensity.â
âWhat if they appear at the same time, what do you do?â Natalie repeated, not letting him dodge the question. Wang Yang laughed at himself, it had already happened simultaneously, he raised an eyebrow and said, âI control myself! Thatâs why Iâm so happy now and not turned into Dan. Losing control is a frightening thing, the source of all chaos and mess stems from uncontrolled desires, whether for power, sex, or money.â Natalie laughed, âI hate seeing you not lose control.â
She patted his shoulder, took a deep breath looking upwards and continued as they walked, âDo you know whatâs smarter about you than Dan, Yang? Itâs not losing control, nor is it total control. Itâs that youâve found another way to release your desires, a safe way. You donât play with sex, you play with spirits. You maintain ambiguous and safe relationships, giving others hope to convince themselves, then continue the ambiguity, continue the joy, continue waiting. And suddenly you say âjust like that, Iâm getting married! Bye-bye!â Youâre a bastard, you know that!?â Her voice grew louder and with the last word, she punched him on the shoulder, gasping for breath.
âWOOâ¦â Wang Yang, seeing her slightly red eyes, felt a bit choked up and, as if possessed, said, âHarvard.â
âDo you really want me to curse? FUCK YOU! Go eat shit!â Natalie instantly cursed loudly, almost attracting the attention of everyone around, and the two tacitly quickened their pace into the restaurant. Natalie, gritting her teeth, said in a low voice, âI really want to beat you up, aaaah!â
In the elegant and leisurely restaurant, where scattered patrons dined and conversed, the two of them found a quiet corner and ordered two cups of coffee before settling into a somewhat serious exchange of glances.
âYes, youâre right, I realized that quite early on, Iâm a bastard.â After some thought, Wang Yang nodded in agreement. There was no point in hiding anymore; he also wanted to understand these things. With Natalieâs emerging smile, Wang Yang reflected on his romantic experiences, especially after arriving in Los Angeles, and said repeatedly, âYes, I think I used to enjoy that ambiguity. You know, it was originally Jessica who hinted at confessing her feelings to me.â
âI really didnât know that.â Natalie laughed a little, annoyed to see him kiss the wedding ring on his left hand, and listened to him continue, âDuring that time, back when I was 18, 19, 20 years old⦠I didnât quite understand my own feelings, but I know now. I enjoyed that sensation the Japanese call âmore than friends, not yet lovers,â above ordinary friendship yet not a couple, almost knowing she likes you and you like her, but not saying it, maintaining aspirations, expectations, sometimes when we collided, it felt very thrilling, very interesting, very warmâ¦â
âGirls hate these things, they can stop playing with you at any time, I for one donât like it.â Natalie said, taking a sip of her bitter coffee and amusingly added, âAnd then I got dragged down by you.â
Wang Yang also lifted his coffee cup for a sip. This mentality probably wasnât unique to him alone. Thinking more clearly, he added, âActually, Iâm not that into playing around, perhaps Iâm also waiting, back then I even missed my high school girlfriend. If another girl had confessed to me earlier, there might have been a different outcome.â
âWait a minute!â Natalie suddenly raised her hand, her eyebrows coming together as she sized him up with a smile, âLet me guess, there was also this girl back then, right? Rachel? Another victim of ambiguity!â Wang Yang shook his head in denial, âNo, not her⦠donât talk nonsense.â Natalie shrugged, âThen it must be Natalie Portman.â Wang Yang laughed, âYou could also say itâs you. The joy that goes beyond best friends and brothers, the joy of the opposite sex, itâs all because of the so-called âsafe ambiguityâ you speak of, itâs really bastardly⦠but Iâm married now, no longer continuing that, thereâs only friendship, a man and a woman, Bromance, do you think thatâs possible?â
Natalie, propping her chin in her hand, stared into his dark eyes. Bromance, isnât a man and womanâs Bromance essentially ambiguity? Maybe just friendship. She suddenly said, âWhy was it Jessica? Why is it her wearing a ring engraved with your name, not me? Give me an answer.â Wang Yang thought and said, âItâs a very complicated matter, to put it simply, love.â Natalie was clearly very unsatisfied and took a sip of her coffee, âDo you believe in love at first sight? Do you believe in fate? Maybe itâs just that for you two!â
âDamn it!â She seemed to punch the coffee table forcefully, scoffing, âStupid âStealing Heartâ! I love love at first sight, I love destiny, I firmly believe in them, you know, Iâm someone who could elope! But where is he!!â She took a deep breath, suppressing her excited emotions, and looked at him, âI thought it was you, but it turned out! Now I canât even believe in it anymore, itâs all lies, thatâs why I went to shoot that stupid âStealing Heartâ, do you understand? What in the world is going on? God!â
Love at first sight, destiny, do they exist in this world? Wang Yang pondered this question, as well as the long-standing doubts about the butterfly effect, but said aloud, âYou once told me, you donât believe in forever, but you actually believe in fate.â
âThat was me lying to you, not quite a lie, 18, 19, 20 years old⦠At that time I hadnât figured out my own feelings.â Natalie couldnât stop laughing, perhaps it was this confusion, this wrongly answered question, that allowed him to be in such control, never giving her a chance. Natalie said with a laugh, âBut I know now, I believed in everything, just not in a lack of love.â
âLove at first sight, destiny, love, they all exist.â Wang Yang took another sip of his bitter coffee, the taste clarifying his thoughts even more, understanding all of it. He looked into her defiant and proud eyes and smiled, âBut Natalie, love, marriage, theyâre not about love at first sight or fate, fate only determines encounters, to fall for each other, to love each other, to marry, thatâs all about both sides actively pursuing each other.â
Encounters? Natalie fell into contemplation while Wang Yang continued with a smile, âJessica and I reconnected in a movie theater and eventually ended up together. What if I hadnât entered that particular movie theater? What if I hadnât walked into that screening room? What if I hadnât sat in that specific seat? And then thereâs timing, a ten-minute, even a one-minute difference might have led us to miss each other completely. Thatâs destiny, each coupleâs encounter is destined, why donât you believe in it? You canât escape it.â
âHmmâ¦â A spark flitted across Natalieâs eyes as Wang Yang spread his hands and asked, âBut what if Jessica hadnât given me any hints? If I hadnât confessed? If I had been confessed to by another girl and fallen in love with her? Then she would marry someone else, and I would do the same.â He lifted his left hand, showing off a ring, and said, âBut she did hint, I did confess, and now we are happily together. Itâs as if a spaceship, Iâve anchored her on this planet; she wonât fly to the next, and neither will I, weâre settled.â
âYouâre right, youâre right,â Natalie murmured, nodding her head. The eveningâs red glow outside was becoming more desolate, yet she felt as if a burst of sunlight was shining in, warm and comforting.
Wang Yang tapped his wedding ring on his left hand with a smile of reassurance and said, âNatalie, it has halted what was destined and the love at first sight, anchoring two people down, unless one of them breaks their vow. But you wonât stop, missing out on Yang, there will be a Benjamin, and thereâll be a Dan, you know.â Natalie laughed, taking a sip of her coffee, âI donât want Dan!â Wang Yang shrugged, âThen how about Benjamin?â Natalie laughed, âI donât want Benjamin either. OK, I will wait for the next destined encounter, and then I wonât fly away.â
âWhy donât you make these into a movie? Itâs so interesting!â Natalie suddenly suggested enthusiastically, taking several sips of coffee in excitement, and laughed, âDonât let âStealing Heartâ get everyone down! Bring some sunshine to the theatres!â
Turn it into a movie? To commemorate these past emotions? Wang Yang also laughed, âWell, maybe I will, I havenât filmed a love story for people over 20 yet, but everything will have to wait until after âFireflyâ.â Natalie nodded with interest and asked, âHowâs âFireflyâ coming along? Whatâs its theme anyway? Doesnât it have love in it?â Wang Yang replied, âYou could say there isnât, the theme⦠overall, is âWhat kind of world is a perfect world?â The best world? What do you think?â
What kind of world is a perfect world? With a raise of her eyebrows, Natalie thought about the fact that âFireflyâ was a science fiction movie with a 200 million investment, the previously discussed topics of human nature, good and evil, freedom, and she vaguely sensed an imposing idea approaching. This question had always been the subject of debate for humanityâreligion, political systems, laws, moral concepts, wars⦠what does it take to create the perfect world?
Looking at his sunny handsome face, she felt a surge in her heart, regretting missing out on this planet! She laughed and said, âThatâs a really tough question, way too big! Itâs way cooler than those romances between men and women, what do you think?ân/ô/vel/b//in dot c//om
âMe?â Wang Yang smiled, thinking of the Coalition, the Blue Glove, the Reavers, the Independents, Serenity, the ordinary people, other experimental bases⦠contemplating the script skillfully crafted from the ideas of Joss Whedon, filled with emotions and brainstorming, he mysteriously smiled and said, âMe? Youâll find out when the movie comes out next year.â
âOh come on, alrightâ¦â Natalie shook her head with a smile, knowing he liked to keep things mysterious and probably needed to keep secrets, despite her curiosity she didnât press for an answer. She decided to patiently wait for next summer to watch âStar Wars: Episode IIIâ and then âFireflyâ! Suddenly, with a âheyâ sound, she stretched out her left palm toward him, regardless of where her spacecraft, this cosmic girl, would eventually land, she knew she would never forget this young planet.
Wang Yang asked in confusion, âWhat?â Natalie rolled her eyes in exasperation, âBromance! Your left hand, give me a bump.â Wang Yang laughed, âOK!â
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