The expensive Gucci bag sent to me as a birthday gift fades from my mind as I lose myself in each heavenly bite of my meal brought to me by the chef himselfâa strong, stocky man covered in tattoos who looks more like he belongs in a fight club than a kitchen. If I saw him in a dark alleyway at night, Iâd run the other way screaming at the top of my lungs.
Iâll admit, when he first introduced himself all hesitantly as the chef, I was a bit skeptical. But oh, how wrong I was! Each meal he places in front of me is more delicious than the last, and soon Iâm practically licking the plates clean, my manners be damned.
This is truly the best birthday ever.
Iâm floating on a cloud of pure bliss, high above the mundane world below.
Stopping at this restaurant was a stroke of geniusâor was it fate? I donât know why itâs empty of patrons when the food is this good, but Iâve come to like the quiet private atmosphere. It should be eerie, but instead, it feels intimate, specialâlike Iâve stumbled into a secret world where scary-looking men sing birthday songs and mysterious strangers send gifts.
Speaking of strangers⦠I know itâs all because of himâthe darkly handsome man who hasnât taken his eyes off me since I walked in. His gaze feels like a physical touch, making my skin tingle. But I soak up the attention nonetheless, loving every second of it even though I shouldnât. Atë would have a conniption if he knew.
As I twirl the last strands of perfectly cooked spaghetti around my fork, another man starts approaching me. I let out a little sigh, but itâs tinged with an undeniable thrill of anticipationâheâs holding another gift bag! I pretend to be all nonchalant, but my fingers are already itching to open it. Whatâs it this time? Jewelry? Perfume? A tiara?
When he hands me the bag, I accept it just a bit too eagerly, barely containing my excitement. But then I frown as I peek insideâitâs a small, elegant box. I hesitate. Something in my gut tells me its contents will make the designer bag from earlier look like a bargain bin find. Part of me says I should just hand it back without looking. That would be the smart thing to do.
Still, curiosity wins. I snap the lid open and⦠oh wow. The gasp that leaves my lips is completely involuntary. The necklace inside practically shines, scattering little sparks of light that make me squint, nearly blinding me with the bling. Itâs pure gold, delicately crafted with a two-step, almost bead-like design. Itâs stunning. Itâs perfect. I love it.
And I canât keep it. I really canât.
Regret floods through me as I run my fingers over the jewelry one last time. This insanely handsome man offering me expensive gifts is definitely not doing it out of the goodness of his heart. There are strings attachedâthere always are. And Iâm in no position to get tangled up in anyoneâs strings, no matter how attractive the puppeteer might be.
Besides, thereâs this aura of danger around him that I didnât notice at first, but the longer I study him, the more I realize I donât want to be tangled with him. Even if part of meâthe reckless, hungry part thatâs been locked away for so many yearsâdesperately wants to know what it would feel like to be consumed by that danger.
With a heavy heart, I snap the lid closed and hand the box back to the waiting man, who accepts it with a resigned sigh and returns to his boss.
The stranger takes the rejection with an intriguing mix of amusement and determination. He runs a powerful hand down his chin as he watches me. Then, to my disbelief, he glances down at the selection of bags on his table, and I slowly shake my head, silently pleading. Surely, heâs not going to choose something else?
But he does. His lips curl into a mischievous smirk that sends a jolt of electricity through my body as he hands another bag to the poor man whoâs now become his personal courier.
âWe need to leave.â Drenâs low voice behind me matches the growing unease in my gut. I nod absently, though excitement fizzes through my veins at the thought of what might be in the next bag. Yes, we need to leave. Soon. But⦠just one more peek.
The man drops the bag on my table unceremoniously, and I scoop it up. This time when I look inside, I nearly drop it like itâs full of live snakes.
No. Way.
Did I see that right?
Hesitating, I force myself to look again, just to confirm my eyes werenât playing tricks on me.
Nope. Itâs real.
Nestled inside is the tiniest scrap of white lace Iâve ever seenâa thong thatâs more suggestion than actual underwear, paired with an equally minuscule bra. The little triangle cups are so small my breasts would spill out of them indecently. My face flames as I realize thatâs most likely the point. Itâs lingerie, after all, designed to reveal, not conceal.
The heat spreads from my face throughout my body, my heart pounding erratically as that heat concentrates between my thighs. I jolt when I feel an answering trickle of wetness spill into my panties. My eyes widen, and I tense up, feeling as if everyone in the room can suddenly sense exactly whatâs happening inside me. Oh gosh, can everyone tell? Can they see how this manâs audacious game is turning me on? Worse⦠can he?
I leap to my feet so fast my chair skitters back and the bag tumbles to the floor, but thankfully, the contents remain hidden. If Dren or anyone else saw whatâs inside, Iâd combust on the spot.
âOkay, okay, Iâm ready to leave now,â I babble to my bodyguard, spinning around to give my mysterious stranger my back. But even with my eyes averted, I can feel his presence.
Drenâs brow furrows as he watches my flustered state, then his gaze moves to a point behind me, and his face transforms into a fierce scowl.
Oh no.
The small hairs on my nape stand up, and goosebumps ripple over my body as a dark, rich, masculine cologne fills my nostrils. My belly does a series of Olympic-worthy gymnastics, and I know without looking back that he is behind me. I gulp and slowly turn around. Still, Iâm startled by how close he is. Closer than I expected. Too close.
âLeaving so soon, mia piccola rossa?â
His voice is deeply masculine and rumbles through me, sending fire skittering across my skin. Italian. Of course he speaks Italian. Because being dangerously handsome wasnât enough. I clap my hands to my burning cheeks, hating how easily my face gives me away while his expression remains so frustratingly unreadable. Does anything faze this man?
Before I can think of something clever to say, he reaches for my hands, and my heart does this ridiculous flutter. I see Dren take a step forward, all protective, but this man, this dangerous, beautiful stranger barely even spares him a glanceâlike Drenâs no threat to him at all.
âI was enjoying your company. Wonât you stay for dessert?â he continues, dropping my hands from my face, only to settle on adjusting my leather jacket with a familiarity that makes my head spin.
His closeness is overwhelming, like heâs everywhere all at once, and my brain is scrambling to catch up. I try to swallow, but my mouth is dry, my tongue too heavy. Why canât I say anything? Is this what being tongue-tied feels like? Because if so, it sucks.
âYou donât want to talk to me, thatâs fine. Just tell me your name, bella.â
His question finally triggers my survival instinct as Roanâs warning rings through my brain. âYou canât fathom the power someone knowing your name holds over you, El. Never give someone you know you canât trust your name.â
I shake my head, forcing the words past my dry throat. âIâI canât.â
With every ounce of willpower I possess, I take a step back. Then another. And suddenly, Iâm running, fleeing the restaurant with my fatherâs men hot on my heels. The Range Rover beeps as Dren unlocks it with the key fob behind me, and I throw myself inside, pressing a hand to my galloping heart.
What was that? Never⦠never have I been so affected by a man before. Crap, heâs a very dangerous one, isnât he? The kind of man who could ruin a girl with just a look. The kind who could make her forget every warning sheâs ever been given.
âAre you okay?â Dren asks, slipping into the passenger seat, while Anton takes the wheel. I nod wordlessly as the car purrs to life and we pull away from the restaurant.
The drive passes in a haze of conflicting emotions. I donât even protest when I realize Antonâs taking us back home instead of continuing my tour of the city. Some birthday this turned out to beâI finally get a taste of freedom, only to end up running from the first interesting man I meet.
The moment the car stops, Iâm out of there, up the front steps and past the foyer, barely registering the bewildered look from Adriel, our housekeeper, as I make a beeline for my bedroom.
Once inside, I close the door and lock it for good measure. Then I rest my back against the door and slowly slide down to the floor, sinking my hands into my curls as I try to get myself under control. But the sticky wetness between my legs only sends shots of pleasure through me as my thighs rub together, so I quickly get back on my feet.
With a frustrated groan, I kick off my boots and unbutton my jeans, pushing them down my legs. As I shrug off my jacket, I notice a strange heaviness in the pocket. Frowning, I reach inside and pull out a hard, rectangular object.
Itâs a black flip phone. Definitely not mine. My mind immediately jumps back to the restaurant, to the moment when the stranger adjusted my jacket. He must have slipped it in then, that sneaky son of aâ â
I was so lost in his presence I didnât even notice. But more importantly, how did Dren miss that? Heâs so sharp-sighted, he notices everything, down to when I change my nail polish color.
I suck my bottom lip between my teeth as I flip the phone open. No password. Figures. I go straight to the contacts, but thereâs only one number saved: M.L. It doesnât take a genius to figure out who that belongs to.
Pacing my room, I chew my lip raw as I debate what to do. The logical side of me knows I should tell Dren. Have him look into it. But⦠I donât want to.
I canât shake the thrill I felt earlier as the stranger flirted with me from across the room. Because thatâs what he was doing, wasnât it? I might be sheltered and more innocent than other girls my age, but Iâm not completely clueless. I know what flirting looks likeâIâve just never experienced it firsthand.
How could I? My whole life, Iâve only been surrounded by my father, my brother, and their men. And those men wouldnât dare look at me the wrong way unless they wanted to face the wrath of Atë or Roan. So this is the first time a man has seen me as⦠well, a woman. Not just someoneâs daughter or sister.
Whatâs the harm in letting this little flirtation play out for a bit longer?
Itâs not like anything can actually happen. After today, Iâll be locked back inside my gilded cage, and heâll be out there somewhere in the city. Far away. This is something I can have for myself.
Besides, if I donât like where our chats are going, I can just tell Dren about the phone and have him handle it. Right?
I nod to myself, decision made. Iâll talk to the guy, find out what he wants, maybe flirt with him a little. Then Iâll give Dren the phone. Itâs the perfect plan.
I nod again, more firmly this time, flipping the phone shut and tucking it away in my nightstand drawer. With that settled, I finish peeling off my clothes and head for my ensuite to take a shower.
As the steam fills the bathroom, my mind races with possibilities. What will I say to him? What kind of messages does a man like that send? And⦠what kind of girl am I for wanting to find out?
The shower might wash away the lingering scent of his cologne, but it does nothing to calm the butterflies in my stomach or the anticipation building in my chest.
For the first time in my life, Iâm about to do something truly rebellious.