She sleeps peacefully, with no ghosts haunting her dreams.
She dresses quickly in the morning, throwing on a pair of fitted black slacks and buttoning up a cream-colored blouse. The smallest amount of eyeliner compliments her hazel eyes, and her chestnut hair is pulled into a high bun. For the final touch, she wraps a black scarf daintily around her neck, careful to cover up her mating gland.
Thatâs the chip on her shoulder, if sheâs being honest with herself.
Most people donât look at the raised bump of skin, but when they do, she hates the judgmental eyes. Sheâs grown tired of answering the same questions.
Yes, sheâs an Omega. No, sheâs not mated.
Not that itâs anyoneâs business.
Tying her soul to someone else is not in her best interest at the moment.
As she heads out the front door, she wonders if it will ever be.
* * *
The drive is so quick she could have walked and enjoyed the lush scenery, inhaling the crisp air instead of the air freshener in her car. Her temporary identification card allows her through the parking gate with an electronic beep.
She parks and stays in the car, worry gnawing at her stomach.
âWhat am I doing here?â She whispers to herself.
She had a plan, but now as she stares at the building, broad and overwhelming, sheâs starting to second-guess herself.
What is she trying to prove by coming here? That she can empathize, or somehow help unsavable monsters?
What notes would she even give back to Lita?
âAw, fuck it,â she hisses, opening the car door.
She already came this far, she might as well follow through.
Her kitten heels clack against the sidewalk as she makes her way to the entrance. She slowly makes her way to the front double doors whenâ¦
Damn.
Thereâs a scent that entices her. Itâs not too intense, as she has the best suppressants insurance can buy, but itâs quite delicious. Itâs potent enough that it makes her stop in her tracks and deeply inhale the aroma.
Alpha.
Without the bustle of the city, Alpha scents donât blend into a pungent mess. This particular scent sends a thrill throughout her body, causing goosebumps to pebble on her pale flesh.
Itâs peppery and rich, with the slightest hint of citrus.
Itâs also entirely off-limits.
Get it together. You havenât even walked inside.
Well, at least she wonât have to work with him. Sheâs here for Betas only, which gives her enough reassurance to step inside.
The interior of the building is much more sophisticated than she expected. With well-lit walls and cream marble floors, it resembles more of an elite corporate office than of a prison.
Itâs also eerily quiet except for the throat-clearing of the guard who sits at the front desk.
Then, it clicks.
This is a private facility.
Only the ones with money go here. Instead of landing in a public prison, their lawyers negotiated a stay here.
Interesting.
The Beta guard behind is anything but impressed as he scowls at her with beady eyes. âYes?â he barks, his voice raspy and irritated.
Be confident, she reminds herself, standing up straighter. You can do this. âIâm Ellie Winters. Iâm here forââ
His grey eyebrows shoot to his forehead. âThey sent you?â he asks rudely, dumbfounded. He glances down at a paper in front of him, frowning. âNo, no. We have an Elliot Winters.â
She frowns. âNo, I accepted the position here. Iâm a temporary behavioralââ
âNo,â the guard interrupts. âAbsolutely not. You canât be here.â
She scowls and bites back her irritation at his dismissal. âI donât understand whyââ
âBecause youâreââ he shakes his head and awkwardly gestures with his hands. âYouâre you.â
Itâs Litaâs words all over again, this time with the true inflection behind it. They cut into her deeply, her heart pounding inside her chest.
Because youâre an Omega.
She stands up straighter, and the same familiar anger she tampered down before returns.
âSo, whatâs worse?â she asks him slowly. âYou giving me the paperwork for Elliot, or me letting your manager know that you just insinuated I canât work here because of my status?â
She truly hates playing the Omega card.
The guard wavers for a moment, his chest heaving. Finally, his shoulders droop in defeat. âSuit yourself,â he sighs. âIâll let Doctor Porter know youâre here. You can take a seat, Miss Winters.â
He picks up the phone and murmurs something into it, scowling.
Breathing a sigh of relief, she sits, trying her best to keep her face neutral.
She wonders if Doctor Porter will be as awful as the guard.
But a distant howl of rage and terror interrupts her thoughts. The sound ricochets off the wall, the unmistakable roar of an Alpha ringing in her ears.
She freezes.
She should have expected itâof course, thereâs going to be Alphas here. She already smelled one.
But the sound still chills her to her core, and she bites her lip to keep from shifting uncomfortably.
Itâs fine. Itâs fine.
The doors to a hallway swing open, and a tall, older Beta man in a white lab coat walks through them. He gives Ellie a gentle smile, and her nerves dissipate. She stands up to shake his hand, and his smile grows wider, his light green eyes crinkling at the corners.
âEllie,â he says. âIâm Doctor Porter. I hear youâre working with us for the next month? Iâm so sorry about the paperwork issue, by the way.â
âItâs fine,â she says, giving him a genuine smile. âItâs a pleasure to meet you. Iâm looking forward to working with your Betas.â
His eyes flick to her scarf, and his smile fades, recognition dawning on his face. âOh. Maybe it wasnât clear in our communications. We offered the program for Alpha behavioral studies.â
He thought she was a Beta. Or that Elliot Winters was a Beta.
The silence is uncomfortably long. Ellie tries to find the right words as she stands awkwardly, fighting to keep the horror from her voice.
And unmated Omega working with Alphas is unheard of, not to mention reckless.
âThatâs fine,â she insists quickly. âIâll do it.â
Her voice is two tones higher than it should be, giving away her trepidation.
But Doctor Porter isnât convinced.
âIâm sorry. I should have been clearer,â he insists. âAnd you came all this way, too. Iâm so sorry about the miscommunication.â
No. No.
She will not turn around and go back home just because she doesnât want to work with Alphas.
Itâs fine. Just as she told Lita, sheâs more than capable. Thereâs no law that saws she canât, just the unspoken rules and social norms. But sheâs too stubborn to change her mind.
She forces a smile and ignores her heart rapidly beating in her chest. âI was actually hoping to work with the Alphas, so this is a pleasant surprise.â
Even the guard looks up from his desk, raising an eyebrow in disbelief.
No Omega in their right mind would do what sheâs offering. Itâs too dangerous.
Itâs taboo.
The silence is too long between them. It becomes a staring match, but Ellie refuses to back down.
âIf it becomes too much, I will leave,â she insists. âBut I would greatly appreciate this opportunity to do research on behalf of my university.â
She knows that the doctor wants to argue with her. But he wonât, unless he wants to be accused of Omega discrimination.
Instead, he clears his throat and reaches over the desk for the paperwork.
âRight,â he says slowly, his brow furrowing. âOkay. Well, I have you meeting withâ¦â His voice trails off as sighs. âGerard, take her to cell B.â
The security guard clears his throat awkwardly, looking at the doctor in disbelief.
Ellie grows more uneasy by the minute, as both men have a silent conversation in front of her.
Something is off, she thinks.
But Gerard eventually stands up with a pair of keys, motioning for Ellie to follow.
âBefore you go, Miss Winters,â Doctor Porter says. âI would join you, but I have other urgent appointments. I will hold you to your word. If at any moment youâre uncomfortableâ¦â
But she flashes him a smile, proud of her victory. âAbsolutely. I just appreciate the opportunity, sir.â
Gerard opens the double doors and they step inside the hall.