The diluted medicine poured into the palm of your hand seeps into the wound.
The red eyes that sat quietly watching my hands did not show the slightest frown. Veronica, who saw that, frowned and spoke on Calianâs behalf.
âThis is medicine for pain.â
Since it has the power of blessing, I was wondering if I could use any medicine and not get sick, but the answer was that it didnât matter. If itâs a serious wound, itâs better to leave it alone, but Kalian said that no matter what you apply to a wound like this, itâs okay. As if he knew what Veronica was worried about.
So I was just bringing the strongest medicine.
I was afraid that since I was a sword master, I wouldnât be able to take some medicine. There was also a reason that they thought it would be a good idea to help Calian get better as quickly as possible, knowing that he was a person who had the ability to suddenly get hurt anywhere at any time.
âThatâs right. It hurts more than the medicine Demirea brought.â
âDoes it hurt?â
âIt hurts. They say itâs a pain medicine.â
âI wouldnât know it hurts just by looking at the princeâs face. It would hurt if I just sprinkled water on it.â
Among the people Iâve treated so far, there was one Balkan knight who I thought was really harsh, and even Eila frowned. Itâs not enough to just sit calmly and look at my open wound, but thereâs no reaction at all to the strong medicine seeping into it.
âMy grandfather said the prince was terrible, and thatâs true.â
âWhen did Master say I was terrible?â
âYes. A lot.â
âAre you saying it was a lot when you only said it four times?â
Alan, who had been watching quietly from the side, intervened.
Then Veronica responded without giving up.
âFour times is a lot.â
âFour times is a small number.â
âNo. Itâs a lot. My grandfather said that His Majesty the King is frustrating less than ten times. Considering that he only said that about His Majesty less than ten times, four times is a lot.â
âWell, donât go and say that. Thatâs the day we all have to pack our bags and run away to the southern country.â
âWhy donât you go somewhere and say something like that in front of someone?â
âWell⦠Veronica. I am the third son of His Majesty the King.â
âItâs okay because the prince is your grandfatherâs son.â
While Calian made an awkward face at the words of his niece, who was one year younger than him, as if it were obvious, the medicine from before was once again poured onto the wound.
This time itâs the other hand. Since I held Planzâs knife with both hands, I got a good cut on both hands.
The same reaction follows without fail.
The awkward expression on his face does not change at all. Not a single finger moved. It was a medicine that caused a burning sensation even when it touched healthy skin, so it must have felt like the inside of the wound was burning.
âI heard youâre sick.â
âYes. It hurts.â
âWhen people get sick, they get sick.â
âLeave it alone. It hasnât been long since you started saying that youâre in pain.â
Calian laughed brightly at Veronicaâs harsh words, pretending to stop her. There was no way I didnât know how much worry there was in the complaints.
âItâs not natural for anyone to feel pain when theyâre sick, Veronica.â
Kalian gave this answer. Then I looked down at my right palm, which was painful as if a living fireball had been shoved under my skin.
I saw something other than the new wound. I saw scars that were created when a dull blade forcibly dug into the sword, which would not have resulted in a scar if it had been a well-forged sword.
âThere are some people for whom it is natural not to be in pain even when they are in pain.â
Just as there are people who live and breathe and yet find it the most difficult in the world to breathe.
âJust because itâs obvious doesnât mean itâs okay.â
Soon a soft red ointment was applied.
The wound was deeper than I thought, but I decided to believe in the power of blessings. So instead of sewing it up, I just applied ointment. This is because I didnât want to force a needle into the hand of someone who didnât know it was painful, even though it was obvious that the anesthetic wouldnât work.
âIâm not saying this because I want people to understand that there are people who donât take it for granted. Iâm saying this because I want people who donât take it for granted to feel better.â
Calian smiled slightly and opened his mouth.
Instead of saying that he didnât ask for understanding and just complained for a moment, he gave a different answer.
âItâs going to be okay. It has to be okay. Because I live to be okay.â
âIf youâre thinking about being okay, start by learning how to not be okay.â
Veronica pointed to Calianâs wound with her finger.
âItâs okay to not be okay with things like this. Donât just say it hurts.â
âOkay. Iâll learn.â
Calian nodded.
You have to learn it yourself to be able to teach it.
* * *
The sunset is setting.
The sun has already set and the red glow of the sunset shines through the window at the end of the hallway. A small bird landed on a tree branch and then walked down the hallway, looking down at the shadow flying somewhere. He was holding one bandage in each hand that he got from Veronica.
Kalian, who was only given a bandage to cover his wound, came out of the Wilhelm Pavilion building. And then he waved his hand at the friendly face that was waiting for him.
âyarn.â
Jan had come to the Wilhelm Pavilion after hearing Calianâs request delivered through the bracelet.
Jan approached Kalyan and looked at Calianâs face. And when he realized that what was in Calianâs hand was not a very pleasant object, he looked at it, became thoughtful, and opened his mouth.
âPrince! Why are your hands like this again?â
I was so worried that the sound of the knightsâ training stopped for a moment and then started again.
âReric didnât go anywhere and kept chasing me around. It was hard for me to leave the person who wanted to come here with me. What happened to you, Plantz? Did the prince get hurt too? Why are you carrying around like that without even putting a bandage on? Whatâs going on? Because of this, the princeâs hands ended up like this again?â
âJust. Something happened at Senyu House.â
âNoâ
What kind of bastard are you again?
Calian, who sensed that it was his turn to say harsh words again, quickly cut off Yanâs words. As the days go by, more and more of my servants become Shiroians in the palace, and I canât even scold them because I know that itâs all me who made them like this.
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I wonder where it is possible to get angry and not cry. Wasnât this the baby elephant that cried out for Chermil Palace to leave on the day the palm was first bruised?
Calian chuckled as he thought about that time and opened his mouth.
âRather than that, I think you should be more worried about whether your eyes will never come back, rather than my hands, Jan.â
What do you do if you make an angry face?
The swollen eyes are still the same.
âWhat if my baby elephant, which used to be round, must now continue to have a face like puffy barley bread?â
âWhat should I do? This happened because of the prince, so the prince should continue to feel sorry and take me with him.â
âI will live with you.â
Calianâs words paused for a moment.
The back of Calianâs hand, which quickly turned cool, briefly covered Yanâs eyes. It was because of what I was holding in my hand, but also because of the wound on my palm, I couldnât cover it with my palm.
âI like it better when itâs round, so go ahead and apply a compress like this. Itâs nothing to worry about, so donât worry.â
ââ¦â¦ Really.â
âreally.â
âI understand.â
Jan nodded.
âI brought the things you mentioned.â
Janâs voice continued, becoming much softer. With that, Jan held out the small pouch he was holding in his hand. Calian lowered one hand to receive it and gently put it in his vest pocket, then covered Yanâs eyes again.
âAre you going out again?â
âI donât know yet. Iâll tell you when I get out.â
âOf course.â
âplease.â
âall right.â
âHave you met Lord Castrin?â
âYes. I met him.â
âYou said you could come?â
âYes. But Lady Lin of Secretia decided to meet Lord Siren outside the palace this evening. So.â
â⦠Itâs going to be late. A lot.â
âYes. I told you that I might be late because I had to escort you. I asked you to ask if it was okay though.â
âItâs okay. Just wait.â
It will come before dawn.
As long as Arianne doesnât drink alcohol all night long after meeting Euria.
ââ¦â¦ i envy you.â
âyes?â
âNo. No. Say nothing.â
Yanâs words were heard again by Kalian, who was trying to suppress the urge to stay in between them and drink a lot of alcohol all night long, remembering his own drinking capacity.
âAnyway, Iâll tell you that youâre waiting. But youâre not planning on sparring with those hands, are you?â
âUh, no.â
âPrince, if you lie, everything will show.â
âJust a little. Just enough to keep the wound from getting worse. It hurts anyway so I canât hold the sword for a long time.â
âReally.â
âreally.â
âyes.â
âokay.â
âYouâre deceiving me.â
âIf you fooled me, donât worry, just tell Lord Castrin. Go and refresh your eyes. Understood?â
âYes. Donât worry, youâll be resting well on your own.â
Jan, who knew that he was telling me to rest and not hang around worrying about Kalyan under the pretext of using eye compresses, answered like this.
âA true prince.â
Then, as if something suddenly occurred to him, he took something out. It was a smaller pouch than the one delivered a moment ago.
Yan, blindfolded by Kalianâs hand, opened the pouch and took out the contents in his palm. Then he raised his hand to Calianâs eye level and said.
âThis is what was in the box next to Ravenâs necklace.â
âwhere?â
âItâs the princeâs jewelry display case. Itâs where the cuffs made of black diamonds and rubies that the prince liked were kept. But didnât the prince wear different cuffs today? The original cuffs are gone and there are new ones in there, so Merlin is now in the storage room for the princeâs valuables. âI went to look for it. I was wondering if he had left the cuffs there and replaced them with new ones.â
ââ¦â¦ ah.â
While listening to Yanâs words and seeing what was placed in Yanâs hand, Kalian made a strange sound. Yan asked, frowning.
âDid you lose your cuffs?â
âNo, I didnât lose it.â
âThen is it true that you changed it?â
âI didnât leave it in the warehouse. I gave it to my brother.â
âWhy that? You really liked it.â
âno.â
Calian stopped speaking and his gaze lowered again.
I let out a small laugh as I looked at what was presented before my eyes.
It was framed with small diamonds and decorated with mother-of-pearl inside. We carved it by attaching several layers of high-quality mother-of-pearl that shines in rainbow colors and placed a large, transparent diamond in the center. It was a cuff made with very elaborate workmanship.
I can assure you.
âAh⦠Iâm going crazy.â
That must be the most expensive cuff Pea has ever owned.
They didnât take it arbitrarily, but changed it as they pleased.
I left what was mine and took what was mine. Because Iâm a person who has no taste for taking things from other peopleâs hands. It seems like the scope of the word change was arbitrarily expanded, but in any case, it was not taken away, but exchanged.
âI like it better this way. I changed it.â
Calian, who quickly cleared up Janâs misunderstanding, told him to go to Chermil Palace before going to Rubiaâs pavilion so that Merlin would not have to go through any more trouble. After that, he took his hand away from Janâs eyes and accepted the new cuffs.
âThe steaming is over.â
It meant go now.
â Sweet.
After breaking up with Jan.
Kalian entered Alanâs empty office with Veronica and opened the pouch that Jan had given him.
It contained all-black clothes and a black robe. I couldnât walk around without proper clothes, both inside the Wilhelm Pavilion and when I went out.
Calian, who had changed into new clothes, held up a bandage. And only then did I wrap it in my hand. I donât know, but the workmanship is definitely much better than what Veronica did.
â Are you really willing to go that far?
Alan, who had noticed Calian in his office like a ghost, sent these words.
â yes. Thatâs what Iâm going to do.
Alan didnât answer right away.
Could it be that you are clicking your tongue? Calian laughed for a moment at that thought and continued.
â We canât keep it like that.
â I told you that it would be best not to come forward, but you still refuse to listen to me.
â Iâm at an age where I donât really listen to what my father says.
Kalian is a grown man, but he is a teenager.
â Heâs really proud of that.
â I guess Iâm worried. I have to look into it.
After deftly putting on new cuffs with his bandaged hands, Kalian put his original clothes back in his pockets and jumped out the window. That was because he was wearing a black robe and a hat pulled down tightly. Isnât it obvious that if you act like this and get caught by the Vulcan guys, youâll be hit with everything, whether itâs swords, flaming arrows, or water baptism?
â Even if it hurts and hurts, you probably need medicine. I guess thatâs what I think.
â â¦â¦You can figure it out. You are at the newly built Wilhelm Pavilion.
The site of the old Heisia Palace.
As the sun was starting to set, all the builders would have gone out of the palace, so the place would have been as quiet as night.
â yes. Master.
Calian, who was already moving towards that place, nodded. And after finishing the conversation with Alan, I increased my speed.
* * *
A place you know.
A place where familiar buildings and familiar people stayed.
A place where familiar flowers bloomed and were filled with familiar scents.
But now, all I can see are unknown trees and unknown plants.
A person who had come to a place that seemed unfamiliar to me without realizing it moved quietly. It wasnât dark yet, but because of the silence, I walked in silence through a place that seemed darker than midnight. Passing unknown trees, passing unknown grass, and avoiding the Cispanian cavity.
â Bruises.
How much did it take to do that?
The feet that seemed to move endlessly stopped. I looked forward, to the side, and down to the floor, but my gaze, which had never stayed in one place, also stopped. Those eyes quietly lowered. It stayed on the small, white thing that almost got stepped on.
â â¦â¦Sarak.
I bowed my back.
The red cloak he had been wearing, forgetting about the discomfort, touched the floor. But I didnât care. In fact, it would be correct to say that I was not conscious of it. Because I covered my back with it all day.
In any case, without even forgetting that the cloak touched the dirt floor, the person bent down at the waist and then bent down to the knees, his hands moved. I stretched out my hand towards the small white thing that stopped me.
âIs it blooming here too? I saw Eila looking at it from behind the Wilhelm Pavilion.â
As I was reaching out to see what I knew in a place full of unknowns, I heard a voice I knew.
ââ¦â¦Sound of feet.â
Words that are neither an answer nor an explanation.
Those words were directed at Kalian, who had just come and talked to me.
What if I still keep my mouth shut? Contrary to his confident words that he would give Alan medicine and come back, Calian, who was worried inside, raised the corner of his mouth.
âI was in such a hurry that I forgot to make the sound of my feet.â
âwhy.â
âBecause Iâm worried.â
âwho.â
âIs there anyone else I should worry about?â
Kalian, who answered like this, stood a little away from the peas that were squatting in a very mismatched shape, like an onion covered in strawberry jam.
âI came because I was worried about my brother.â
Then, squatting down in the same shape as the pea, he added:
Plantz, who had been looking at Calian for a moment, turned his head back. He didnât say anything else when he said he came to visit because he was worried about me. Either he doesnât feel the need to say something or he doesnât know. Calian, who was wondering if he would even think about what to say in response with his smart brain, brought up another topic first.
âLord Zeia, I told you to stay in the room for a while, but you couldnât wait for that bird and left?â
â⦠It just so happened.â
âyes.â
Calian turned his gaze to follow Planzâs short answer. I opened my mouth as I looked at what I had been staring at for some time.
âItâs the flower on Hinaâs robe. It seems like our Hina likes it.â
Plantz quietly nodded.
âLaricium.â
And he told me the name of a flower that Kalian didnât know.
How can you, who seemed to not know the names of any flowers other than Annelucia, Cinnasta, Rose, and Renier, know the names of wild flowers that I donât even know? Please explain in detail where, how, and why you came across a flower that looked exactly like the one engraved on Hinaâs robe.
Calian, who had buried a question deep in his heart that he thought he would have to ask someday, answered.
ââ¦â¦ Is that so.â
âThey say it has no scent.â
âItâs fascinating. Itâs also unfamiliar.â
âIt was good. I.â
âIs that so?â
âBecause there have rarely been times when finding out without knowing was not a bad thing.â
The consequences of acting without knowing were always bad, the choices made without knowing were always bad answers, and new news that was not known was always bad. There havenât been many times when I found out something new that I didnât know before and it wasnât bad.
â⦠Letâs go to Shurinz. Together.â
âThereâs no need to go. Now.â
âDo you need a reason to go out and have fun?â
âBrother Randel.â
âTogether.â
âno.â
âIf you fight with Brother Randel, I will take your side.â
Plantz closed his mouth and looked at Laricium.
Calianâs words continued.
âNot the sea, not the rocky mountains. There are a lot of trees and water. There are a lot of things you havenât seen. Iâll tell you. What else there is? Things that arenât bad even if you learn something new.â
A voice that is conveyed like that.
Plantz, who had been listening to Calianâs low voice, which he knew but was unfamiliar with, opened his mouth.
ââ¦â¦Bern.â
I put the bracelet back on that Alan gave me after fixing it. I put on Janâs clothes, bandaged the wound on my hand that had gotten bigger, tied up my long blue and silver hair, and put on the cuffs that Plantz had left behind.
The person who came to Plants with that look turned his light purple eyes.
âThatâs not the name I just told you to call me.â
And he answered grumpily like this: