tap, tap, tap.
Spacious office.
A mahogany desk with ornate gold details that may be difficult to see as the desk ownerâs taste. The sound of a gentle tapping on the huge dark brown desk continued.
It was Taillan, the guard knight and teacher who stood by his side. Surveyin, who was in the form of Teilan, did his best to hide his worried face.
Tap tap tap again without seeing it.
The hand, with its bulging tendons, continued to make a steady, slow sound. I continued to tap the desk with my long, thick fingers as if I was measuring time.
â Kalian is back.
How much time has passed?
The long-awaited communication has finally arrived.
I thought that nothing bad would happen and that even if something did happen, I would return safely. I believed that without a doubt.
-â¦â¦ Haâ¦â¦.
But I was worried.
Therefore, only after hearing that Calian had returned, a long breath filled with relief came out of Chaseâs mouth.
-Are there any injuries?
â I got hurt, though. Youâre safe. I am resting now.
Talk.
â When I contacted you previously, you seemed to be in no mood. Hearing your voice reassures me that youâre really okay.
â â¦â¦ yes. itâs okay.
â Fortunately, the.
â yes.
â however.
Knock knock.
â If itâs that much better, itâs not Kalian who would ask me to speak to him⦠Why?
Plantz did not answer right away.
At first, Plantz thought it would be better for Calian to also listen to what he was telling Chase. So, I spoke to Chase in my head and opened my mouth so that Calian could hear the same words.
The problem came after that.
â It is true that you are safe.
â But why? instead.
â Are you uncomfortable with me conveying the message on your behalf?
â I know thatâs not what I meant, so thereâs no need for me to respond to the nonsense youâre saying to change what you said.
Chase was not an easy person.
When dealing with Plants, I was so used to seeing Calian full of empty spaces that I forgot for a moment what kind of person Calian was and who he actually resembled.
â I want you to tell me properly whatâs going on. Is it difficult, Crown Prince Plantz?
Thanks to this, such gentle but difficult-to-avoid interrogation continued.
â ⦠Why is my younger brotherâs old brother so suspicious?
â Should I call it suspicion? I think itâs fair to say Iâm worried.
A small sigh was heard.
And a moment later the voice continued.
â Calian was attacked by the son of the Marquis of Briesen.
Because the chase is a bit fiercer than Calian thinks.
Because Plantz is a little smarter than Calian thinks.
Plantz, who was able to convey the words with his mouth differently from the words in his head, gave an answer to Chase, who did not overlook even the smallest detail when it came to matters related to Calian.
â Calian was hiding in the Marquis of Briesenâs residence, and when we went to get Calian out, the Marquisâ son came in.
â yes.
â However, due to the situation here, it was not possible to expose the fact that Calian was there to the Marquisâ son. Soâ¦
â Letâs keep talking. Because itâs okay.
â Aela Brigitteâs bracelet was used by Calian.
Chaseâs fingers, which continued to move at the same speed, stopped for a moment.
It was already enough without having to say whose appearance I changed into. If thatâs the reason you canât contact Chase directly, thereâs only one answer.
â Is that so.
â Thatâs right.
â â¦â¦ All right. So what happened after that? What did Lord Manasil do?
Chase, who stopped moving and didnât even blink, asked the next question as if nothing had happened.
â Marquis Manasil has now gone to look for Adelia.
â Did this happen because of Adelia?
â no. I have something to ask and confirm
â Are you sure you went there to kill Adelia?
â no. Ask questions and check.
â ah. Is it a simple intervention?
â yes. This is what happened because of Adeliaâs intervention.
He responded with a joking comment to the explanation of the situation that followed, and we continued talking for a while as if nothing had happened.
-Thank you for letting me know.
Without realizing it, I turned my head towards the crystal board on the desk, with a face that seemed to have forgotten whether it was my turn to exhale or inhale.
I want to see.
I want to see you right away somehow.
â Then⦠how is Calian now?
â Iâm not even looking in the mirror. So, I hope you will just pass this on as if you donât know anything. Would it be difficult?
I heard words that seemed to have copied Chaseâs tone of voice. As if he could see where Chaseâs eyes were focused.
â It would be a lie if I said it wasnât difficult. I understand. Iâll leave it at that.
Plantz, who had been silent for a while, spoke up after a while.
â It happened because of my fault.
â Whose fault can we say? Itâs just that he took on a familiar appearance for a moment, so thereâs no reason for Crown Prince Plants to say thatâ¦
â He did something and tried to hide it and asked him to hide it. Iâm sorry. sincerely.
Chase took his eyes off the crystal panel and looked out the window.
I looked at the big spruce tree for a while and then again.
I turned my eyes to the desk.
I looked down at the gorgeous mahogany desk.
âI donât like fancy furniture like this.â
âItâs better than using it the way your father used it. I thought everything would have changed by the time I got back, but even so, youâre still using your fatherâs stuff. As if itâs not my brotherâs place.â
âDoes it look like that?â
âyes. âIt seems so.â
ââ¦â¦ okay. Donât change it. However, the ones you chose seem too flashy. Wouldnât it be better to use something without gold at least?â
âThey say that as people get older, they start liking flashy and flashy things. Thatâs why I chose that type of furniture.â
âIâm not that old⦠but how can I say that I look like that?â
âItâs not because you look old, but it means you should stay here for a long time until you get that old. If you donât like it even after getting a bunch of wrinkles, then change it all over again.â
âFor wasting the royal familyâs money like that. Iâll use it as I tell you, so go ahead and put it back in with your own money.â
âIsnât my money royal money?â
âIsnât your personal money the royal familyâs money?â
âAre you trying to extort the meager salary of an escort knight, even though you are His Majesty the King? Even though I said I came back as a sword master, they only congratulated me and didnât raise my salary.â
âIf you raise it. âIâm going to buy you a drink.â
âThatâs it⦠Anyway, whatever. I will do that. Iâll go and buy it all back then.â
âokay. Please do so. Well, you just need to drink less.â
âInstead of drinking, you can just give me your money. âDonât say you forgot.â
âHas there ever been a time when I didnât give you my money? âI donât remember.â
âDid you forget again? This is really great, brother.â
The conversation, which was nothing special, bothered me for a moment.
-â¦â¦Whatever the causeâ¦was. It didnât look like he was groping for a time he longed to go back to, but it was something he took out to protect the things he had to protect. As time passes and the feelings of happiness for each other grow bigger than the feelings of regret, the day will come when we can face each other with ease, like looking at an old portrait.
Chase shook his head to shake off his bad feelings and answered with a slight smile.
â So itâs okay. sincerely.
Because the present, where there are still many things to protect, is better than the past, which is full of things that could not be protected.
sincerely.
* * *
Now that I think about it, how long has it been since Iâve been doing it like this?
Kalian looked at the thick white curtain in front of the bed and let out a silent laugh.
A long time ago. After waking up from the dock, I didnât want to face Silike, so I closed the curtain and met her. I did that so as not to show my sick, helpless and weak appearance. I did that to prevent Kalian from ever remembering that he was just a child.
And even now the curtains are drawn.
The reason was the opposite of when it was draped in front of Silike. Changed appearance. Original appearance. I put it down to prevent people from realizing that Calian was not just a child.
âAre there any more secrets left to hide?â
âIâm going to show you because it looks so precious. Iâm trying to save it.â
Randel lowered his eyes for a moment when he heard a low voice coming from beyond the curtain. Calianâs words continued as if he had seen that face with his own eyes.
âDonât just admire your voice alone because itâs already precious.â
âYouâre good at saying meaningless things.â
âItâs impermanent. Are you saying itâs thoughtless, has no habits, or⦠is it fleeting?â
âDoes anything matter?â
Calian looked at the shadow beyond the curtain.
I opened my mouth after seeing him sitting motionlessly in his seat.
âThe second older brother, who came into my younger brotherâs room in the middle of the night, had to remove the blocked curtain with his own hands. The older brother, who was called into my younger brotherâs room in the middle of the day, didnât even think about coming closer.â
âWas that a pity?â
âI was disappointed. You didnât even ask how much I was hurt. You didnât even say you were worried.â
âI did it because it seemed unnecessary.â
âIs that so.â
âNo way. Between brothers.â
âYou said you felt uncomfortable lying like that. You did it.â
âBecause Iâm sad.â
âYes. Then, I will treat it as a gift to see you in the hospital and I will be grateful.â
âDo whatever you like.â
Landel spoke quietly, leaving behind the loud noises of the Vulcan crew outside the open window.
âWhat did you call me for?â
âBrother Randel, do you have any intention of ascending to the throne?â
Since he asked me to stop talking nonsense, I stopped talking nonsense and got to the point. Then came an answer that did not surprise me despite the heavy words that came out of nowhere.
âIf there is an empty seat, it will go up.â
âIf brother Randel ascends to the throne, will you send me and you to the tower?â
âI guess so.â
âIâm sad again. Just now, you said we were brothers.â
âAgain. You are saying meaningless words.â
âIs that what I mean?â
âItâs always been like that.â
Calian laughed quietly and nodded quietly. Randel, who still couldnât see that figure, quietly moved his head and looked at the clock hanging on the wall.
âThen, if I were to give you a quiet estate and ask you to grow roses there for the rest of your life, would you do that?â
Calianâs voice sounded as if it were replacing the second hand of a clock.
âIs that the tower you arranged?â
âFor now, yes.â
âI canât thank you enough.â
âItâs better than a real tower.â
âItâs no different from the receiving end.â
âYou are saying that you will receive it.â
âIs there any other way not to accept it? I have no choice but to accept it.â
âGo to Tensil. After I release Brother Randelâs heart, instead of the tower.â
Tick tock tick tock.
This time, the sound of a second hand is heard to replace Kalianâs voice. Randel lifted it and looked outside the noise-filled window. Beyond the window, beyond the Wilhelm Pavilion, beyond the high walls of the Kairis Palace, and beyond, towards Tensil somewhere.
âAre you planning to put it on another tower?â
âIs that also a tower?â
âPeople from anywhere in the world.â
âEven if you donât like the tower, you canât build it in the square. Iâm not that kind of person.â
âItâs a shame. For the second child.â
A soft laugh was heard from beyond the curtain.
Randel immediately opened his mouth as if he hadnât heard that.
âYou said that Serjane is dead, but there is a fake. Why do you say you will send me away without paying attention to that fake?â
âI feel like that fake is playing into Rashid Briesenâs hands. I canât believe that fake.â
â⦠You suddenly bring up your name.â
âIf youâre not familiar with it, Iâll call you Rashid Ariel, so youâll be more familiar with it. Itâs the same last name as Randelâs mother.â
âItâs an even more unfamiliar name.â
âNo one admits it, but they say they call it that.â
âI donât know if Arielyâs blood may still remain in it.â
âDoes that matter? Itâs a country with no roots anyway.â
The current king of Tensil was Serjaneâs deceased grandfather.
The eldest daughter died of an accident when Serzein was sixteen, the second son died of illness at a young age, and the third child Aisha was poisoned in Kairis.
A few years after the death of Princess Similla Arieli, the mother of Serjane, and Princess Aisha Arielli, the mother of Randel, Selena Heidern, the wife of Gray Brisen, returned to Tensil with her son. To his mother, who was the cousin of the current King Tensil and the head of the Heidern duchy.
And that is where Rashid Briesen was raised.
Rashid Arieli With a name that would not be recognized by anyone.
âThen. Would you feel safe leaving me in a country with such no roots?â
âWouldnât it be better to trust each other than to be fooled by Rashid Briesen and play into his hands? Between brothers.â
âIt always comes out naturally whenever you need it. That relationship.â
âDo you think not?â
âThey think itâs meaningless.â
âThen just do it.â
As if it were a reply to Randelâs words. And flutter. There was the sound of a light cloth being pulled up. After that, he suddenly said. There was a sound of light footsteps. Then.
â Cry!
The curtain that Randel had not even touched was lifted.
Randel, who was facing out the window, turned his head.
âWould you consider me a stranger and have nothing to do with you and trust me?â
I saw long blue-silver hair and light purple eyes.
I was faced with a deep cynicism filled with endlessly unfamiliar faces.
Randel, who continued to look into those cold, seemingly freezing eyes, quietly stood up. I looked down at the white curtain held tightly in my hand.
âIf you say itâs better, I plan to do so.â
The commotion outside the window is receding from my ears.
The sound of the clock ticking gradually became less audible.
âAnswer me, please. Brother Randel.â
âItâs an answer⦠I wonder if youâre overdoing it by going that far.â
âDo you think this is unreasonable?â
âWhy not?â
Randel, who had only been listening to the unfamiliar sounds of the person in front of him, quietly raised his head. And then I saw those light purple eyes.
âBetween brothers.â
Randelâs voice rang around the room.
A long breath escaped Calianâs mouth.
The eldest brother who is finally facing himself properly.
âItâs good. Itâs refreshing.â
A long smile appeared on the red lips of the person looking down into those blue eyes.