understands.
I canât even say I donât understand.
Thatâs all Calian said in the end. With the face of a child who was trapped by the sins piled up by countless people and eventually collapsed.
From the perspective of the person who took the place of the child who left, from the perspective of the person who is a complete stranger, but is also the only party involved. From that perspective, I answered like that while facing a brother who was just as resentful as Randel or Lemain. I donât understand, but I canât help but understand.
And asked.
âWhat are you trying to apologize for, Brother Randel?ân/ô/vel/b//in dot c//om
Why wasnât the child who couldnât even tell his father of his death, so he continued to receive Laprania instead of Annerusia?
âWhy brother?â
Why Planz?
Now what to do with Randel?
What are you trying to apologize for? Why does Plantz, and not Kalian, say he would like to receive an apology from Randel? asked for it
âIs an answer really necessary?â
âMaybe you donât want to answer?â
âBecause I canât do it.â
âAll right.â
Calian, who was trying to sort out his unresolved questions, nodded.
âYou should spend the afternoon training with Kirie. I wonât be able to see you today for fear of dying from your sword. I have a lot on my mind.â
â⦠Just teach me everything.â
This time, Planz blocked Calianâs steps as he turned his foot to leave the training ground.
âYou really canât protect yourself. My brother.â
âHave I ever taught you something I cannot protect?â
âEven when fighting, donât you always think ahead. I told you not to do that.â
âMy thoughts increase because of you.â
âHe told me to ask if Iâm curious. But he couldnât even do that.â
âI asked you a question. Isnât it you who said you couldnât answer?â
âIf youâre really curious, shouldnât you just ask again?â
âI donât like it either.â
âwhy.â
âIâm afraid a question I donât want to ask will come up.â
Calian responded like this and closed his cold eyes.
Plantz closed his eyes for a moment, not even wondering what the question was and he didnât want to even think about cutting off a lot of horsesâ tails today. And without saying a word, he moved one step to the side and got out of the way in front of Calian. After that, he walked slowly. Without saying that I would go first, I just pursed my already closed lips and walked away.
It wasnât much different because it was Calian. He did not give another greeting to Plantz, who was passing him by. He didnât even turn his gaze from where Plantz was standing just a moment ago. no. I couldnât do it.
â The reason I desperately want to apologize is because I think I lost my younger brother forever because of Randel.
Iâm afraid Iâll be asked that question.
I was wondering if you would ask such a question.
Plantz, who was asking for an answer he couldnât give, kept playing with his feet, leaving Calian behind with a question he couldnât answer. With an expressionless face, I entered the bathroom on the 4th floor of Chermil Palace and washed for a while. After that, he refused the salad and milk that Relic had prepared for him and got ready to leave again.
âIt seemed rainy and a little chilly, so I prepared with a slightly thicker jacket than yesterday.â
I nod half-heartedly at Relicâs words.
He buttoned his dark gray shirt all the way to his neck and wore black pants and a vest. Reric held something out in front of Plantz, who was tightening his black tie embroidered with silver thread. The story went on that the new accessories that Relic had put together had arrived yesterday.
I looked down at the jewelry while listening to Rericâs words.
âThe clothes are dark today, so I think brightly colored accessories will look best.â
Light purple.
Cuffs and shirt decoration made of light purple diamonds. That caught my eye. I just continued to look at it in silence.
Maybe you donât like it, maybe you should bring something else, or maybe you just want to go without any accessories today. When Relic opened his mouth to say those words.
â Swish!
Plantz grabbed the dark gray jacket that another servant next to Reric was holding and put it on with his own hand. A startled Reric passed the trinket box to another servant and then approached Plantz.
âSir, I will do it for you.â
âBrother.â
âyes?â
Reric, who had responded to the sudden question without realizing it, hurriedly figured out the meaning of Planzâs words and answered again.
âIâm sorry. What do you mean, what is Prince Randel doing now?â
âNo. Are you there?â
âAh, yes. Heâs on the 5th floor again today. I heard that Prince Calian gave him a huge pair of garden shears as a gift, but he hasnât used them even once and doesnât go outside. Heâs very worried. I wonder if heâs hurting somewhere. â
It canât hurt.
Plantz, who had dismissed the unnecessary worries that Randelâs servant was making, opened his mouth again.
âThe door is.â
â⦠Ah, yes. Itâs just like I said not to let anyone in.â
Plantz nodded.
Then, he looked at the Sinastar that was standing next to him, then turned his gaze back to the accessories that Relic had put away a little while ago and said.
âthere is.â
âAre you telling me to stay here? Are you going somewhere alone?â
The pure white face moved up and down once again.
Since getting to the 5th floor is still a long way off, maybe you want to take a walk to relieve your frustration. Are you planning to go to the Wilhelm Pavilion alone? Perhaps you are hungry.
When Reric, who had no idea what the person I was serving was thinking, was thinking of various destinations.
â Jeopuk.
Plantz, who had finished buttoning the last button of his jacket, moved quickly. Not through the door, but through the terrace.
âSir. If you want to get some fresh air, Iâll take the carâ¦â
If Calian had acted like this and the person who witnessed it had been Jan, he would have blocked the terrace, but unfortunately, Reric wasnât that kind of cat yet.
â Jump and jump.
So, on a slightly chilly morning after the rain, people trying to get some fresh air on the terrace are naively wondering what kind of car would be good for their empty stomachs.
â Taaat!
Plantz leaned on the terraceâs ornate railing and lightly jumped on it. Before he knew it, the Sinastar, which had been well placed, was in his hand.
âSir! The door to the third floor is not locked, so you can just go down the stairsâ¦â
Thereâs no way he would go to the third floor with a knife and start a fight, so I donât know what heâs planning to do, but first of all, itâs best to stop him from going down through the terrace again. I said it would get better. Reric, who did not understand even half of the current situation, hurriedly stopped Plants.
Naturally, Plantz did not answer.
I left the other servants and maids, including Relic, alone, wondering if going up the stairs to go down one floor would be such a hassle.
ââ¦â¦ Lowering?â
Whiz to the 5th floor.
It went up.
* * *
Responsibility.
Since ancient times, people must be able to take responsibility for what they have done. Like Kalian, who ran straight to Chermil to fix the peas I had been growing so hard that broke someone elseâs room window.
âThatâs what you say.â
No. Chermil Palaceâs security magic worked. The person who heard that it almost worked let out a low sigh. Who, other than Kalyan, must take ultimate responsibility for all of this.
âSo the crown prince entered the first princeâs room?â
He was the real protector of the peas I bought today.
âTo put it nicely, itâs an entry, but to put it bluntly, itâs an intrusion.â
ââ¦Thank you for the correction.â
My third son returned from his trip and was doing well without any accidents. On the first day back in Kairis, I took my brother out to meet his fiancé and entered the palace only after midnight with Lemaineâs permission, and showing Grayâs waist neatly folded at the noble meeting I attended for the first time after returning was a way of greeting royalty. Wasnât this kind education that personally taught us about this? That kind of thing no longer falls within the scope of âaccidentâ in Lemainâs dictionary.
anyway.
So now my third child is all grown up. I didnât do anything, but he has grown up on his own. If I show off and show off, Alan will scold me again, so I should just be quiet, so I kept paying attention to what my oldest child was doing, but in the meantime, my second child had an accident. The second child broke the window to see the first child, who was already watching anxiously, wondering whether he should close the curtains today or go out to the garden tomorrow and when he would show his face again.
âRandelâs room is on the 5th floor.â
âYour Majesty the Crown Princeâs room is on the 4th floor.â
ââ¦Thank you for explaining.â
I donât know how on earth they got in there, but they did it anyway. The second room was on the 4th floor, so I went to the 5th floor terrace.
Is it because I have three kids?
What should I do about this situation that is coming out of my sight one by one?
âAnyway. Is there any child injured?â
âEveryoneâs heart was broken from the beginning, and I couldnât hear the word that they were physically injured.â
A knife is placed in Alanâs mouth again.
I know that this incident ultimately started because of Lemainâs fault. Therefore, Lemain just nodded his head quietly, and Alan, who had been watching in silence, opened his mouth again.
âYou two were talking and Prince Calian came to visit.â
âokay.â
Lemain, who had been lost in thought for a while, summoned Chamberlain Raoul. He also ordered a crackdown on what was happening at Chermil Palace so that it would never be leaked out. Lemain also knew that if this matter became known outside the royal palace, Planzâs royal family would immediately fall out and a big problem would arise for Planzâs safety.
â Drurk!
Lemain, who had also given instructions to ensure that the knights of Chermil Palace do not move hastily, stood up. Alanâs voice came right away.
âAre you going to Chermil?â
âI know the situation and have given urgent instructions. Shouldnât I go and have a look?â
âJust stay.â
If there was an argument about something else, Allen would not stop Lemain. But wasnât it related to old Kalyan? I couldnât just move Lemain in a situation where I didnât know what Plantz would say.
LeMaine, who had no way of knowing what Alan was up to and shouldnât have, closed his eyes for a moment. And then he lowered his voice a little bit.
âItâs my sonsâ business. Besides, it happened because of me. Iâll go and check it out, so please donât stop me.â
âDonât confuse caring and meddling. Just because itâs your childrenâs business doesnât mean you have the right to interfere with it. Just because it happens because of you doesnât mean you can intervene in it. So, today is the day. Just keep quiet and watch.â
âBut Marquis.â
âIsnât this a difficult task? Youâve already done it many times.â
A knife was placed in Alanâs mouth once again.
The knife ultimately stopped Lemain.
* * *
I once held back something I couldnât say to Calian.
Why did you choose such colored accessories on a day like this? Why did you show me such a color that reminded me of someone who was equally forgotten? I held back the meaningless words that were about to pour out at Relic.
went up And asked.
â Pop.
How long do you plan on hiding like that?
asked.
There was no answer through the window.
â Drop, drop.
third time.
I endured all three times.
ââ¦â¦Itâs been a long time.â
The night Evan died.
The day a knight disguised as a guard broke the window of the plant and jumped out. Landel was not surprised even though the same sound he heard that day came from his room.
If he had brought it, he would have swung it at the window, but he didnât even ask why he used his good arm to hit the window while holding the sword neatly in one hand. He took after his mother so much that he couldnât see what was ahead and acted just like him, so I thought Iâd ask why he was like this, but I just put him down. Because I thought there was no need to even say that anymore.
âDo you know that itâs been a while?â
âOne season has passed.â
I could hear the drivers outside the door getting busy again.
If Landel made a loud noise one more time, he would come straight in, but he didnât come in right away. Not only do they not know that Planz is holding a sword, but even if they come in here, they have no choice but to follow Plantz when he orders them to leave again. They were knights of the royal family, Randel was a prince, and Planz was a crown prince.
For that reason, Randelâs deep blue eyes, which did not expect anything from the knights outside, touched the tips of Planzâs fingers. Red blood was dripping from the sleeves of his dark gray jacket, which was soaked in black.
â Drop, drop.
Red blood flowing from a long wound extending from the little finger to the elbow. It gradually colored the light brown carpet.
âDo you need treatment?â
âNo need.â
Landel, who was quietly looking down at the blood stains that were probably a little like his own, asked calmly, and Plantz, who did not even pay a momentâs attention to the blood stains, calmly answered.
âThank goodness.â
âYes. Thank goodness.â
âIs there a need for a polite greeting?â
âIâll take it if you give it to me.â
âIf you say you will take it, please tell me where the tower is.â
âWould you like to?â
âokay.â
âAll right.â
The answer is that he would rather leave the palace than show courtesy to the crown prince. The reaction was exactly as expected, so Plantz just nodded. I didnât come up to receive a courtesy or to chase the quiet brother living upstairs out of the palace.
âIf you donât need treatment or greetings, just go downstairs. It doesnât look like youâre in a position to bring the car.â
âI came to hear what you have to say.â
âYou wonât be willing to listen to what I have to say to you.â
âIâm tired of people saying I look like my mother. Iâll listen to something else.â
âIs there anything left to say other than that?â
âthere is.â
âEven if it exists, would I give it away?â
âIâm not leaving until you do.â
My younger brother came to me before I could even turn the first page of the book I quietly opened after drinking a cup of black tea. He didnât answer because his younger brother said something. Then he broke the window and came in, asking me to say something else since he didnât need to say hello or give me a car.
Randel, who listened to the clock ticking by itself for a moment, nodded.
âWhat should I do to get there?â
âI apologize.â
âWhy me to you?â
âPlease do this to your brother, not me.â
We already know that Plantz is not talking about himself.
Because Plantz would never call himself Randelâs younger brother.
âWhy should I feel sorry for that child now?â
âthere is.â
âEven if he exists too, there is a reason why I have to tell it to you, not the youngest.â
âDonât put it off any longer, donât hide it anymore, donât cover it up any more, and donât ignore it any more. Brother, too. Canât you look at it?â
âwhat.â
âThe facts.â
âWhat truth are you talking about?â
âYou know. Isnât that why youâre hiding like this?â
Blood flows from a deep torn wound.
Plantz lifted the Synastar with his hand and threw it down at Randelâs feet. The dull sound of something heavy falling resonates in a quiet room.
Soon Plantz raised his hand. And he pointed to a box where you could tell whose gift it was at a glance.
âThe boy taught me how to use a sword and gave my brother a blade to cut off rose branches.â
Pop.
âAre you that kind of kid? Is that right? I really canât remember. Is the kid you ignored really the one who would hand it over to you? Are you really thinking that itâs right, so youâre hiding like that, unable to use it or throw it away? âAre you holding your breath like this without really knowing whatâs broken?â
Red drops are falling.
From Plantzâs hand to Randelâs feet.
â The rose looks just like Anne Lucia. older brother.
Pop.
â So, when I see red roses, I think of Annelucia. What should I say to each flower, to whom, and what should it contain? Thatâs what I thought. Thatâs why I like my brotherâs garden.
âIs that really the rose that bloomed after your brother and sister left? Itâs a rose.â
Pop.
Drip.
ââ¦Did you get the rose right?â
Tick tock tick tock.
No matter what you do, a sound that will not flow backwards connects the silence.