Chapter 5 of 71

chapter 4: dance nostalgia

bapa: from here to eternity1,686 words~9 min read

Chapa POV:

Elena and I walked into the bar, the loud music and vibrant atmosphere a stark contrast to the chaos of the day. We found a small table and ordered drinks, hoping they would help take the edge off. As we sipped our cocktails, Elena turned to me, her eyes full of curiosity.

"So, what really happened today?" she asked, leaning in slightly.

I sighed, trying to shake off the lingering discomfort from earlier. "You wouldn't believe it, but it turns out Bose is the owner of the building where we have our art classes. I just found out he's part of managing it." I didn't tell her about the notebook yet, I feel like that's a bit too personal to share.

Elena's eyebrows shot up. "I had no idea he was involved with it, but I suspected something. He's always been a bit of a mystery."

We continued chatting, with me pouring out my frustration and confusion. The drinks kept flowing, and the alcohol seemed to blur the edges of the unsettling day. I couldn't help but worry that Bose might turn up here. It felt like a cliché from some movie, where people always run into each other at bars when they're trying to escape their troubles. Elena tried to reassure me.

"He probably won't come here," she said with a laugh. "This isn't his scene. Besides, he doesn't drink, does he?"

I nodded, agreeing with her assessment. "Yeah, that's right. I'm sure he's not the type to be here."

With that, we lost ourselves in the rhythm of the night. Elena and I started dancing, and for the first time, I felt a fleeting sense of joy. The music and movement reminded me of the times I used to dance with Bose. Those memories felt distant and bittersweet now.

By 1:30 a.m., we decided to call it a night. Elena dialed a taxi while I stumbled slightly, my head spinning from the drinks. I was too tipsy to walk properly and knew I couldn't afford a taxi, so I planned to catch the bus. As we left the bar, I was struck by the cold night air.

On the way to the bus station, a young guy, probably a few years younger than me, approached. He grinned and asked if I wanted to dance. I shook my head, trying to ignore him. But he kept pressing, trying to get closer. I pushed him away, but he persisted. Frustrated and fed up, I threw a punch. He crumpled to the ground, unconscious.

I stood there, disoriented, thinking about what had just happened. Dance? I thought, feeling a pang of nostalgia. With Bose. I fumbled for my phone, scrolling through my contacts until I found his name. I hesitated for a moment before dialing his number.

"Hello?" Bose's groggy voice answered.

"Bose," I slurred, "I want to dance with you."

There was a pause on the other end as he processed my words. "Chapa is this you? Are you okay? Where are you?"

I only gave him the vaguest hints about my location, insisting that he would find out if he agreed to dance with me. After a brief silence, he agreed, likely concerned about my state.

Within ten minutes, I saw headlights approaching. Bose pulled up, and I stumbled towards his car. When he saw the unconscious guy lying nearby, his concern was palpable.

"What happened?" he asked, his voice tight with worry.

I tried to explain, but my words were jumbled. "Just some guy bothering me. I had to...you know."

Bose didn't say much more. He carefully lifted me into the passenger seat, securing the seatbelt before sliding into the driver's side. I was still half-asleep.

As he was hovering over my body for adjusting my seatbelt, I asked quietly, "Why did you draw me like that?"

There was a moment of silence before Bose answered softly, "I admire you, Chapa. I think you look beautiful. That's why I drew you."

I chuckled and pinched his cheek playfully. "You're so cute, Bosey."

He smiled, clearly pleased by my compliment, and then closed my door gently before taking his place behind the wheel.

I tried to recall my address but couldn't remember. "Maybe we should wait until you're a bit sober so you can tell me where to go," Bose suggested.

I agreed, and we stopped at a nearby gas station. I sat on the grass outside while he got me some water. I felt a bit more lucid as we sat there.

"Hey, Bose," I said, my voice soft but earnest. "You promised to dance with me."

He looked at me with a gentle smile. "If you want to."

I sighed, the alcohol making my emotions spill out. "Don't tell anyone this, but... I miss dancing with you."

Bose's smile widened. "I keep my mouth shut. And me too, so I'd love to dance with you now, Chapa."

Bose pulled out his phone and scrolled through his music library. After a moment, he selected "Time After Time" by Cyndi Lauper. The mellow guitar strumming and smooth vocals started playing softly from his phone's speaker.

He held the phone in one hand while guiding me to a small patch of grass nearby. The light from the gas station cast a soft glow, creating a gentle ambiance. Bose held me close, one hand resting lightly on my back while the other kept a firm grip on my hand. The rhythm of the song was slow and comforting, perfectly suited for the quiet, intimate moment.

As the lyrics began, Bose moved with a natural ease, his steps unhurried and relaxed. I found myself swaying gently with him, the music wrapping around us like a warm blanket.

Bose's movements were smooth and tender, and I couldn't help but feel a sense of nostalgia. The way he held me and the soft, rhythmic swaying brought back memories of when we used to dance together in our carefree days. The past seemed to blend seamlessly with the present, and for a moment, I forgot about the awkwardness and confusion.

As we danced, Bose's eyes met mine, and a genuine smile played on his lips. I looked back at him, feeling a deep sense of connection. The song continued, its mellow tune punctuated by the occasional chirp of crickets in the background.

By the time the song ended, we were still wrapped in each other's arms, the music's last notes fading away. Bose looked at me with a soft, contented expression. I realized that despite the tumultuous day and the strange turn of events, this moment with him was something I hadn't known I needed so badly.

Bose's voice was gentle as he spoke, breaking the silence. "I'm glad we did this."

I nodded, my heart lighter than it had been all day. "Me too, Bose. Thank you for dancing with me."

He smiled, a look of genuine happiness in his eyes. As we stood there, under the soft lights of the gas station, I felt a sense of peace that had eluded me for a long time. The night wasn't perfect, but in that quiet, magical moment, everything felt just right.

Bose POV:

After a while, Chapa began to remember her address, and I couldn't help but feel a pang of concern as we drove through the quiet streets leading to her apartment. The neighborhood was far from ideal, and from what I could see, her place was in a small, somewhat rundown building.

When we arrived, I mentioned, "You know, this area isn't very safe. And isn't your place really small?"

Chapa, still swaying slightly but more aware now, gave me a determined look. "I can defend myself just fine. I live alone, and I'm okay with it."

I nodded, but I wasn't entirely convinced. As she stepped out of the car, her balance faltered, and I moved quickly to steady her. She leaned against me as we made our way to the building. I noticed how she was trying to mask her inebriation with a facade of independence.

When we reached her apartment, I held out my hand to help her up the stairs, but she waved me off. "I don't need your help," she insisted. However, as she stumbled a bit, I gently guided her along, not letting go until we were safely at her door.

With her key in hand, I unlocked the door and helped her inside. Her small apartment was modest but cozy. I guided her to the bed, making sure she was comfortable. The clock read 2:30 a.m., and I could see her exhaustion catching up with her.

"Get some sleep, Chapa," I said softly.

She looked up at me with a hint of vulnerability. "Please, don't leave yet, I'm sorry Bose."

I was taken aback. It wasn't like her to ask for company, especially after everything that had happened. "You're apologizing?" I asked, surprised.

She nodded slowly, her voice still carrying a hint of alcohol. "I didn't mean to be so... distant. I'm sorry."

I hesitated for a moment, then said, "It's not very likely of you to say that."

Chapa's eyes narrowed slightly, and she seemed to bristle at my comment. "Well, don't make it a big deal," she retorted, a touch of her old fire returning.

I quickly added, "Sorry, I didn't mean it that way."

Chapa looked at me, her expression softening. "It's fine," she said, her voice a little firmer. "Just... stay for a bit."

After 10 minutes I decided to leave. "Chapa, don't regret the dancing when you're sober tomorrow. Because I certainly won't. I really enjoyed it."

She gave a small, grateful smile. "Thanks, Bose. I won't."

I watched as she settled into her bed, her eyes closing almost immediately. I turned to leave, feeling a strange mix of relief and hope. The night had been unexpected and tumultuous, but the quiet moments we shared felt significant. As I stepped out of her apartment and closed the door behind me, I couldn't shake the feeling that this was only the beginning of something more.