I was laying in bed.
The thing is though, I donât remember how I got home.
I remember going to school today. I remember going to my classes. I was with Ty today, and he wasnât feeling well. He felt on edge but he couldnât tell why. His brothers were well enough to come to school too, and they felt what he felt. Something was wrong but they couldnât figure out what it was. I remember hearing Brendan say that there were too many people here to figure it out, but there was something going on.
I remember going to my classes.
But after that, itâs all a blur.
The next thing I know, Iâm staring up at the ceiling, and itâs dark outside. I searched for my phone on my bed so I could look at the time.
Itâs three in the morning.
I missed the whole afternoon.
I checked my messages. Apparently, I was responding to everything throughout the day. The last message I sent was to Ty three hours ago. We were just talking about one of the homework assignments in our class. It was...a normal conversation, but I donât remember it.
Something is definitely wrong.
I had to ask...I canât ask Ty, heâll freak out. I donât know whatâs happening, and the fact that he doesnât even know that this is going on will make him panic. Right now, neither of us need that. I need someoneâs help.
Not Channing. He has enough going on. Brendan wonât care. Jackie doesnât like me. The twins wonât take me seriously. I wonât take Leo seriously. That just leaves...
Crap...
I regretted this in every fiber of my being.
My gut told me no.
My brain found reasons not to do this.
But at three thirty in the morning, I was sitting in Cinaâs car because I desperately needed to tell someone Iâm not remembering some things. I wasnât thrilled to be this close to him, and I knew better but I had to tell someone.
âNo.â I said to Cina when he had that stupid grin on his face. He always does this when we get close to each other. âYouâre the only one who would actually take me seriously despite your comments.â
âCome on, sweetheart, give me some credit.â
âNo!â I wasnât willing. Cina can get annoying sometimes. And the worst part about that is that he is fully aware of how annoying he can be. âDid you or did you not think I was calling for something other than to just talk?â That was the question that exposed him.
I saw his expression change, the sly look like maybe I was the one lying to myself. I was about to tell him off but thatâs not why I asked him to come here.
âOkay, whatâs going on?â He turned to show me I had his full attention. I wouldâve felt better if he didnât have that stupid grin on his face.
âI know Tyâs going to find out, but...Iâve been blacking out lately.â I didnât know how to describe it. âLast week, I woke up sitting outside. An hour ago, I just woke up in bed, and the last thing I remember is walking out of school.â I really was concerned because I donât know what it is.
âI donât see why you canât tell him.â
âWell, I donât know why itâs going on.â I said. âI mean, I donât think Iâm stressed, and I have a doctorâs appointment later to figure it out, but I have this feeling like I shouldnât say anything.â
Cina gave it some thought for a moment. And then he shrugged. That wasnât the response that I wanted from him. I was hoping he could be helpful, but thatâs not what happened. I sighed loudly.
âI donât know what to tell you, sweetheart. I have no idea what could be wrong with you.â He said and he meant it. âWe already have one issue going on, and you just had to add another.â
Right.
I looked at my hands and remained quiet for a second. The Martin brothers have a lot to deal with right now.
They think something is wrong but canât figure out what at the moment.
All they can say is that something smells.
âI wonder if your issue has to do with ours.â He said, more so to himself, but I heard him. I glanced over to him to see his expression, he was staring off into the distance, thinking. âTy says you smell.â
I hate people making comments about how I smell. I canât help it at this point. I could take three showers a day, but someone is going to say something about how I smell. âOkay! I get it! I smell rusty! I donât know what the hell to do about that-â
âHe said rusty?â Cina asked. Apparently he didnât know that, and it seemed like key information.
âHe and Leo said that.â I remembered.
âI donât like where this is going.â Cina said to himself again. âGo inside and make sure everything is locked.â He told me. âIf Iâm right, I have something that might help, but I have to find it.â He said.
âWhat is it?-â
âIâll bring it tomorrow.â
He was in a rush to get me out of his car. I should be satisfied that he knows how to help, but I wanted to know what it was. He didnât even think to tell me.
Now I had to wait a few hours before I find out what it was.
I just needed to make sure I could remember whatâs happening.
Cina came and found me first thing when I got to school. He stopped me from rummaging through my locker and turned me around to face him.
He said he had something that might help me. I donât even know what the problem is. It would be great if he could tell me.
âI think I know whatâs going on.â He said as he took something out of his jacket pocket. âIâm hoping that Iâm so fucking wrong on this.â He had a bracelet in his hand.
The bracelet was made of shiny black pearls. But thatâs all it was. I was expecting this to be more climatic. Still, I lifted my hand so he could put it on me. Before he could though, Ty was right there to stop him.
âWhat are you doing?â He asked, pushing Cinaâs arm away.
He probably thought it was a declaration of war. Knowing Cina, he did this at a time when he knew Ty was watching, just to piss him off. Giving me a bracelet does not look well for him.
âRelax-â
âCina-â Ty was about to warn him.
âWait,â I put my hand on Tyâs shoulder, âhe thinks he knows whatâs been going on lately.â I said calmly.
Ty narrowed his eyes. âWhy does that involve you?â
âIâll tell you in a minute, okay.â I promised him. I just need to know if Cina was right.
When Cina put the bracelet on me, I felt a sharp stinging pain to my skin. Not my wrist, but on my shoulder. I flinched and took off the bracelet immediately and Cina was quick to catch it before it fell. I was more concerned with random pain at my shoulder.
âWhat just happened-â
I moved my hand into my sweater, pulling it back to see what was there but I couldnât get a good look. There was this pulsing over my shoulder and it continued to hurt even though I wasnât touching the bracelet.
âThat thing just burned me, Cina.â I hissed from the pain as Ty looked at my shoulder because I couldnât see.
Cina was looking, too.
One of their fingers were tracing right over where I felt the pain. They could see whatever it is. It felt sore as they touched it. I tried not to flinch again, but it was not a pleasant feeling.
What the hell is it?
âDid you do that?â Cina asked Ty.
âNo.â He answered.
Whatever they saw, it wasnât good, because they didnât know what they were looking at.
âSomething bit you.â Ty finally said as he let go of my sweater.
âNot something.â Cina already knew. âA vampire.â He said.
I didnât believe him. The shock was over my face. I literally thought Cina was just messing with us. âA what-â
âShh.â Cina shushed me quickly. I did believe him, but I was the only one because Ty had this drained expression, like he just had a nightmare.
âCina, youâre joking.â I was quieter as I spoke this time. âCina?â He wasnât joking. His expression didnât change. He looked absolutely serious.
âIâm calling Orca.â He looked at Ty. âThere has to be something he knows.â
Ty still looked stunned but I canât blame him. I donât know what to say about this either. My hand touched his shoulder but he barely moved. He was staring off into the distance, his eyes dull. Cina had already left and I had to deal with Ty myself.
âI didnât...I didnât want to tell you but Iâve had moments where I canât remember whatâs going on.â I said quietly to him.
Tyâs lips were moving. He said something to himself, and then he looked at me. Itâs like it made sense to him.
âIâm sorry.â He said to me. âI shouldâve-â
âTy, no one knew that this was happening.â He canât blame himself for this happening to me. âYou canât expect to watch me all the time and prevent everything.â
âI know, I-â he stopped himself abruptly.
He only looks this panicked when he canât protect me. He wants to, and believes that he has to, but when he doesnât succeed, he has this scared look on his face. I donât like when he looks like that.
âIâm so sorry.â He apologized to me again, and there was this weight to his words. He will always think itâs his fault.
I still couldnât even wrap my mind around the fact that a bit me. I would like to believe that I wouldâve felt that, but I donât remember it happening. Now Ty was staring blankly at me, his mind probably going a mile a minute because something bad happened and he wasnât there to stop it.
Thereâs still a chance that Cina could be wrong, that maybe something else happened, that vampires arenât real and weâre all just on edge.
âSo...â Orca started slowly.
The Martin brothers and I were standing in the parking lot next to Tyâs car. Baron and Cana came because theyâre apart of this now, too. They and Orca have to know something. They know all the stories.
Orca was trying to put his words together, but it didnât come that easily to him. Itâs just that he almost didnât believe that vampires existed. Or he didnât believe what Cina told him about me getting burned by the bracelet.
âThis is not good.â He finally said after collecting his thoughts. âThe bracelet has some kind of crystals thatâs to ward off evil spirits, so if itâs burning Gabriel, it confirms that he was bitten by .â He still didnât seem to believe it.
âA vampire.â Cina knew what it was. âThe bite mark is literally a classic image of vampire fangs.â He defended himself when Orca looked at him.
âI...want to believe you, Cina.â Orca said. âBut if the legends are true, vampires should be extinct. Itâs not like theyâre going to evolve or...â
Orca went quiet again, thinking to himself.
His brothers were staring at him, hoping he would have the answer. I was hoping he would have the answers too. There had to be something that could lead him to it.
Leo was the first to speak after the few seconds of silence. âWhatâs that one story about the village of vampires that was destroyed and the children were taken with the tribes?â
Orca sighed and put his hand to his forehead. âThe children...â He muttered. It sounded like he figured it out. âThe tribesman thought the children were taken for food, but they were one of them.â
âSo this is real?â Brendan asked. âYouâre telling us that weâre going haywire because thereâs vampires here?â He didnât want to believe it.
But by the silence around us, there was nothing else that would explain whatâs going on.
âWhat do we do about Gabriel?â Ty asked.
That is a good question considering I was bitten by a vampire. This was the first time I was able to feel it. Had I not put the bracelet on earlier, I wouldâve never noticed it. I hadnât felt pain there at all.
âItâll take a couple days for the wound to fully heal, but when it does, give him the bracelet. It should keep whoever it is away from him.â Orca said.
âHow are we going to find who it is?â
âClearly they go to school here cause weâre having trouble just walking in the halls.â The twins were just as concerned.
âItâs hard to figure out who it is because theyâre rubbing off on everyone.â Channing said.
âThatâs not the only thing.â Orca said. âIn the legends, vampires are notorious for their persuasive abilities. They can compel humans to the point where they donât even remember what they did.â
Cina looked at me sharply.
That was all he needed to confirm that he was right. When Cina looked at me, so did Ty. And then the rest of his brothers did as well.
âGabriel?â Orca asked.
Well I have to come clean now.
âThere have been two instances where I canât remember how I got somewhere.â I admitted, almost slightly ashamed because I did keep it secret.
I didnât think it was this bad.
âWeâre fucked.â Brendan said.
âI mean, it would be great to figure out who it is so we can, like, kill them.â Jackie said.
Orca made a face, and it wasnât reassuring in the slightest. âWhere thereâs one, thereâs many.â He added in quietly, and that did not make Channing happy.
âWe donât have anything to ward them off.â Cana said.
âAnd I donât know if itâs a good idea to actually want to fight them.â
âWhat else can we do?â
Orca didnât have the answer for that one. He was thinking though, which meant there had to be something that could be done.
âYouâre leaving.â Channing said to him. âToday.â He emphasized.
âHeâs right, Orca.â Baron agreed. âWeâve felt like shit ever since we changed. You canât get wrapped up in this either.â
âI can make my own decisions-â
Channing had this glaring look in his eyes and that was all he needed to make Orca comply. Channing was the alpha of this pack even if Orca was the eldest brother. What Channing says goes and he isnât willing to be challenged on that at the moment.
So Orcaâs getting kicked out.
âCan I see the bite mark?â Leo asked abruptly, his big eyes staring at me with a shine to them.
âI guess...â I donât know why he was excited.
I didnât even know I had a bite mark on me. He came over to me as I pulled down on my jacket and my sweater to expose my shoulder. I heard him gasp behind me when he saw it.
âThatâs a big one.â He said loudly. But then I felt his hand hold my shoulder and yank my sweater the other way. âLook, thereâs another one-â
âNo.â I stopped him, pushing him away from me. What he thought was another vampire bite mark was actually not.
Ty put his hand to his face.
I didnât want to tell Leo what it actually was but he still looked at me with that expression on his face like he wanted to know what the other scars were. I wish he wouldnât do that.
âYou're an idiot.â Jackie snickered at his little brother.
He knew what it was.
âLetâs just get back to class.â Channing told the others. âWe can figure out what to do later.â He seemed stressed out, and rightfully so because we all just found out that vampires actually existed and theyâre here.
I went over to Tyâs house before my doctorâs appointment in the afternoon. Channing and Orca were going at it about Orca leaving today, right at this moment. Orca doesnât get loud when he argues, he just puts in a lot of facts and guilt trips people. It seemed to be working because Channing was getting frustrated.
I was sitting at one of the side tables, listening to them argue around the house, occasionally their other brothers chiming in because it was a serious argument. Mrs. Martin was cleaning my wound.
She knew how to help, which was especially convenient.
Ty did say that it was her side of the family that all this comes from.
She knows a lot.
That's why Orca knows a lot.
Mrs. Martin is really nice. Every time she sees me, she gets really happy. It's kind of nice to have someone else's parents like me. She also knows about me and Ty, and I don't know what to do with that information, but she doesn't bring it up as much.
She gives the whole "Mamma Bear" vibe, although all her sons are wolves.
"Who would've thought." she laughed quietly to herself as she pressed a wet cloth to my bite mark.
I didn't feel pain.
I didn't feel anything other than the warmth of the oil she was putting on my skin.
"Apparently, Cina." I said. "He was the one who tried to give me the bracelet."
"That was quick thinking on his part." She continued to laugh. "I'm surprised he's not having a panic attack at the moment."
I sometimes forget that Cina gets moments of severe anxiety. There are times where it gets so crippling that he doesn't come to school. He's always so confidant, considering how daring to get into people's personal space he can be so it's definitely jarring to see him have a panic attack.
It's not as frequent anymore though.
"Once it's spring, the boys will calm down." She was hopeful.
"Do you think they'll be able to leave?"
I only asked because she seems like an optimistic person. Maybe she doesn't want her sons to leave. I can understand that.
"Worried about Channing and Brendan?" she asked me. Was it that easy to tell? "As difficult as it is, it won't keep them here forever. However, I know what it's like to have everything planned and having one minor inconvenience ruin that." she continued to press the cloth on my skin. "And Ty? Well, he didn't start becoming a fighter until recently, so I know he's definitely leaving."
I felt the heat on my face. Thank goodness my hair was covering my ears because I was turning red.
"Who would've thought..." She said again, her voice soft behind me.
All this happened so quickly.
I kept quiet as she cleaned my wound. Her sons were still yelling at each other, and they didn't quiet down after some time. Channing came barging into the kitchen abruptly.
"Ma! Tell Orca he has to go home-"
"I'll go home when everything's settled-"
"Both of you are so loud." she clicked her teeth. "I don't see why you two are fighting over this. Channing, Orca is your older brother-"
Orca chimed in quickly. "Exactly!"
"Eliza called this morning asking when you're coming home." She looked at Orca. "How am I going to lie to the only daughter I have?"
"Ma-"
"Please, Orca, go home." She said to him kindly. "Your brothers can handle the issue while you're at a safe distance." She agreed with Channing.
"Alright." Orca gave up. "I'll go." he shook his head as he turned away, leaving the kitchen.
"Thank you." Channing was rather grateful that his mother could settle the fight for them.
"You need to stop fighting everyone." she wasn't letting him off though. I wanted to pretend like I wasn't here, but I was staring at Channing.
The way his face softened up as she talked to him.
It's different.
"I know that you're leading your brothers, but nothing good will come out of you being harsh with them." she said.
Channing just wrinkled his nose and crossed his arms, not saying anything else. He wasn't going to talk back to her, but Channing isn't like that. He might have a scary demeanor but he's very respectful of his elders.
Except, well, Orca, because he wasn't listening.
Mrs. Martin put her hand on my shoulder after she placed a bandage over the wound. "I know you don't feel any pain, but keep watch to make sure that it actually heals." she said to me.
"I will." I picked up my shirt so I could put it on.
"Give it two days before you try to wear the bracelet so it doesn't hurt you." She said as I turned to her.
She had a soft smile on her face and a tired look in her eyes. She always has that expression, and as reassuring as it can be, she must be exhausted.
One thing that no one will be able to miss are the scars that crossed her face and down her neck. They were dark claw marks on her skin, not as faded as I thought they would be, but I'm told it's not as bad as the first couple of weeks. She didn't use her white hair to hide the scar. She usually has one long braid, but she keeps it on the other side instead of hiding her scar.
I've never asked her about it.
And I wasn't going to.
But from what I'm told, she thinks proudly of the scars even if Cina was the one that gave it to her. It was an accident, and everyone knows that.
"Tell your mom I said hello." she waved at me.
Ty was waiting for me. He was wearing the bracelet that I was supposed to have, but because I can't put it on yet, he was holding on to it for me. I walked over to him and picked up my stuff off the floor by the front door.
"Stop with that look." I said to him. He had this sad expression on his face, and he's had it all day. "I don't know how many times I'm going to have to tell you that this isn't your fault."
It might have to be a thousand times.
I know how Ty is. I know that he can't help how he feels. He's probably going through everything in his mind right now, replaying what he's done wrong when in reality, he hasn't done anything wrong.
"I'm fine." I hoped that would make him feel better.
It didn't.
I'm lucky to be alive.
That's how Ty will see it. "I know..." He sighed quietly as he looked away. I don't like it when he's sad, and I didn't know what I could say to make him feel better.