Victoria is on her best behavior all through breakfast. She doesnât even protest being put in a highchair while her Auntie Cat feeds her, which Iâm thankful for. While Cat is enjoying her âdoting auntâ role for the time being, I wasnât exaggerating when I told Victoria sheâs just as strict as I am. If not more so. One little tantrum is all it would take to have Victoria out of that chair and over her Auntie Catâs knees, getting her bottom paddled with a wooden hairbrush.
For now, however, the two are the best of friends. And it makes my chest ache, in the best way, to watch them together. Cat is in her element, smiling and laughing in ways Iâve never seen before as she feeds my Little girl her breakfast.
This is what Iâve always dreamed of. The whole reason we built the island. So we could live our lives freely, the five of us becoming the family we were always meant to be. Not hiding our lifestyles away in our mansions, terrified of what the world might say if they knew.
âAre you ready for your muffin, Tori?â Cat asks, breaking off a piece of chocolate chip muffin and holding it to Victoriaâs lips.
Eyes bright with happiness, my Little girl accepts it, making little âyummyâ sounds as she munches on her treat.
âWhere are we headed after breakfast, Maxwell?â Glancing over at me, Cat breaks off another piece of muffin and feeds it to Victoria.
âThe boutique, and then we have an appointment at the spa. Youâre welcome to join us, if youâd like.â
âIâd love that. Has she had any milk this morning?â
âNo.â I let my lips curve. âDoctor D wanted to do some fasting blood work, and I thought you might like the honor of her second bottle.â
âOh, I would love that!â Turning back to Victoria, Cat beams and holds out another piece of muffin. âLast bite for now, and then you need to drink your milk, sweet girl.â
Pink slashes across Victoriaâs cheeks and she shakes her head. âNo milk.â
The corners of Catâs mouth dip down, just a fraction. âVictoria. Youâve been such a good girl for me this morning. You donât want to ruin our time together with a spanking, do you?â
I know damn well it wouldnât ruin a single thing for Cat. In fact, if I know her, sheâs secretly hoping Victoria will act out so she can have the pleasure of turning my Little girlâs bottom a nice bright red.
Wide-eyed now, Victoria gives her head an even more vigorous shake. âNo, I donât want a spankinâ!â
âThen no more fussing. Come, letâs get you out of that highchair.â
Cat makes quick work of unbuckling Victoria from the chair and lifting her out, settling her onto her lap as a waiter brings a fresh bottle of milk to the table at my signal.
Victoria whines a bit when Cat brings the rubber nipple to her lips, but a quick swat to her hip from Auntie Cat settles her right down. I watch, transfixed, as she suckles the nipple, her eyes drifting closed as she drinks. One delicate hand grips Catâs blouse, forming a perfect little fist, and itâs as though my heart has leapt right from my chest into my friendâs arms.
âSheâs perfect, Max,â Cat whispers, rocking gently from side to side as Victoria feeds. âI canât wait to have one of my own.â
At the longing in her voice, I reach over and give her arm a squeeze. âYour time will come, Cat. Pretty soon this island will be overrun with naughty Little girls and youâll be whining to all of us that your arm is tired from all the spankings youâre giving out.â
Another of those brilliant smiles stretches across Catâs face. âGuess Iâll have to be more diligent about going to the gym.â
âCouldnât hurt. We should all probably get some more cardio in. I have a feeling our Little girls are going to give us a run for our money.â
Tori
Being fed by Auntie Cat isnât nearly as embarrassing as I thought it would be. Itâs actually kind of nice, being held and rocked while I drink my milk. So nice, in fact, that the rocking lulls me into a sort of trance, a place where Iâm floating on a sea of peaceful waves, without a care or worry in the world. I canât even hear what the grownups are talking about, and I donât really care. If I could float here, forever, I would.
But soon my bottle is empty, and we leave the restaurant to walk back across the street to Soleneâs, the clothing boutique. Itâs hard to feel too pouty about being forced out of my happy, floaty place though when Iâm surrounded by the prettiest dresses Iâve ever seen.
Solene reminds me of a tiny Snow White, with her pale skin and dark hair falling in perfect ringlets down her back, and sheâs dressed just like me in a puffy white dress covered in purple flowers. âVictoria!â she squeals with excitement, throwing her arms around my neck. âMy Mommy said you were finally here! Iâve been dying to meet you!â
Finally? I just got here yesterday and sheâs acting like Iâve been hiding somewhere for weeks. âUm, thank you?â
Behind Solene, a tall woman with dark hair pulled up in a tight bun clears her throat. Myra, her name tag says. âSolene. Weâve discussed this. No accosting your customers without their consent, little one.â
Pulling away, Solene blushes prettily as she brushes at her dress, and I get the impression sheâs trying to look more grown up and professional. Which is admittedly difficult given sheâs dressed like a toddler on Easter Sunday. âSorry, Mommy. Victoria, your Auntie Cat had me set up a dressing room for you already, with some of her selections. But feel free to look around. And if thereâs anything you like but you want it in a different color or something, just let me know and Iâll be happy to customize it for you.â
Daddy lets go of my hand and nudges me forward. âGo ahead, little one. I canât promise to buy you everything you want today, but we can at least get a few items.â
Back in New York, clothes were a weakness I couldnât really afford. Despite being in one of the most fashionable cities in the world, most of that fashion was off-limits to me.
And while the clothes in Soleneâs little shop are a far cry from what youâd find in The Big Apple, Iâm still in awe. Dresses in every color of the rainbow surround me, along with adorable overall sets, onesies, footed pajamas, and evenâ â
âOh my god!â Squealing with delight, I race toward a display of princess dresses. Theyâre not exact replicas, but theyâre so close I could swear whoever designed them must have worked hand in hand with the animators. âDaddy, please, please can I have a princess dress?â
âYou may pick out one princess dress to play with, but you need some real clothes, too.â
I want to argue that I have plenty of âreal clothesâ in my gigantic closet back at his house, but I donât want to risk upsetting him and losing out on my chance at an honest-to-goodness princess dress. âYes, Daddy. Thank you!â
âYouâre welcome, little thief. Now, which one do you want?â
A dilemma, to be sure. All of my favorite princess movies are represented, so how am I supposed to choose just one?
Putting on my prettiest pout, I look up at Daddy. âAre you sure I have to just choose one?â
My tummy does a nervous flip at the stern look he gives me. âYes, Victoria. Just one.â
âTheyâre all so pretty, though,â I say with a heavy sigh. âI donât know how to choose.â
âOh, donât be such a stick in the mud, Maxwell.â With a roll of her eyes for Daddy, Auntie Cat leans down and taps the end of my nose. âWhich ones do you want, sweet girl? Auntie Cat will buy them for you.â
âCatharinaâ¦â Daddy trails off with a sigh. âVery well. But when she thinks she can just pout and get whatever she wants from Auntie Cat, donât complain to me. Youâre creating a monster and you know it.â
âNonsense. Itâs never hurt a Little girl to be spoiled a bit.â
An hour later, we leave the store, with a promise from Solene that our packages will be waiting for us when we get back home. Auntie Cat bought every single princess dress, even the ones I tried to convince her I didnât need, much to Daddyâs aggravation. And I was so excited about trying on all the pretty clothes, I mostly forgot to be embarrassed by my diaper.
Mostly. I donât think Iâll ever reach a place where itâs not a little embarrassing to be seen in it, but Auntie Cat made such a fuss over how adorable I looked, the humiliation faded quickly.
Now weâre on our way to the spa, but Iâm still not sure why, exactly. Daddy and Auntie Cat are both being very secretive about it, and itâs making my tummy feel weird.
The weird feeling gets worse when the beautiful blonde woman at the front desk greets us with a toothy smile. âHello, Little Victoria. Welcome to the Cozy Cradle Spa. Luna is waiting for you in the back. Your Daddy and your Auntie are welcome to go back with you, of course.â
Well, thatâs good, because if it werenât for Daddyâs hand firmly clamped around mine, Iâm not sure I wouldnât turn around and run straight back home.
If I knew where home was, that is.
âThank you, Anya. Come on, little one.â
âDaddy, what are we doing here?â I whisper as we follow Anya down the dimly lit hall.
Just like he has every other time Iâve asked the question, Daddy just smiles. âYouâll see in a moment.â
I try to tell myself that itâs a spa, not a torture chamber, and whatever they have planned for me canât possibly be worse than what Doctor D put me through. But Iâm having a hard time convincing the butterflies in my tummy that everything is okay as we step into a sweet-smelling room and I spot the exam table sitting smack dab in the center of the hardwood floor. Maybe thatâs not what itâs called, but it looks so much like the table from Doctor Dâs office, panic immediately grips me by the throat.
âI donât wanna be here, Daddy! Take me home!â
âThereâs nothing to be afraid of, sweet girl,â Auntie Cat tries to reassure me in the same soothing tone sheâs used before. But now it sounds too sweet, like sheâs trying too hard to make me believe something she knows isnât true.
âI donât care. I wanna go home.â
Picking me up, Auntie Cat cradles me in her arms as she settles on a plush couch. âNot just yet. This is something that will make your Daddy very happy. Donât you want to make your Daddy happy?â
Of course I do. But Iâm also scared of what might happen next. âYes, Auntie Cat,â I say with a sniffle, hoping theyâll take pity on me if Iâm sweet enough.
Fat chance.
âThereâs a good girl. Now, you should potty before you get up on the table. Do you want to use your diaper?â
While the embarrassment of being seen in the diaper may have faded somewhat, there is still absolutely no way Iâm actually going to pee in it. âNo, I wanna go to the potty.â
âVery well.â Auntie Cat is still smiling, but just like with Daddy, I canât help but feel like Iâm letting her down and my tummy twists at the thought of disappointing her. âMaxwell, do you want to take our girl to the bathroom and Iâll let Luna know weâre almost ready?â
âThank you, Cat. Come on, little one.â Scooping me up from Auntie Catâs lap, Daddy carries me through a door off to the side of the room, into a small bathroom where he strips my diaper off and places me on the toilet before I can even open my mouth to assure him I can do it myself.
Not that it would do any good, as I know from experience. But I still feel like I should at least say it.
The humiliation Iâve lived with pretty much nonstop since the moment I signed that stupid contract floods my face once more as I relieve myself with Daddy watching on. He cleans me up, but to my surprise does not replace my diaper before carrying me back into the room and placing me on the exam table.
A woman enters the room almost as soon as he sets me down. Everything about her is pale, so pale sheâs almost ethereal. That other-wordly quality isnât diminished in the least by her dreamy smile. âVictoria. How lovely to meet you, at last.â
âWhy is everyone acting like Iâm some hermit whoâs been hiding away for the past ten years?â I grumble, crossing my arms and hunching in on myself.
My attitude earns me a sharp smack to my thigh and a glare from Daddy. âVictoria. Donât be rude.â
âIâm not being rude, I just donât understand why everyone keeps saying theyâre âfinallyâ getting to meet me!â
Turning his back on Luna and Auntie Cat, Daddy places his hands on either side of me on the table, his thunderous expression making me shrink back. âLittle girl, you are being very rude, and I will not allow it. You will lose this attitude right now, or I will bend you over this table and take my belt to your bottom until you are a very, very sorry Little girl. Am I making myself perfectly clear, Victoria?â
The fight drains from me with that threat and I nod. âYes, Daddy.â
âMuch better.â Straightening, he turns back to Luna, who is watching us with the same dreamy expression, as if nothing out of the ordinary has just happened. âLuna, you may proceed.â
âThank you, Mr. Stone. If you wouldnât mind putting her feet up in the stirrups for me, Iâll go get the cart. The wax has been heating all morning, so it should be ready.â
Once again, fear sends my heart pounding against my rib cage as Daddy grips one of my legs to strap it into the stirrups. Over the sound of my own blood rushing in my ears, one word stands out from all the rest.
âWax?â