The swimsuit Agnes had commented on was so embarrassing that being naked might be less shameful. I felt the same, but it seemed a waste to come all the way to the beach and not wear it even once.
ââ¦Well, I was planning on showing him at some point.â
If that moment happened to be now, so be it. Besides, it was just the two of us here, and I needed some fabric to wrap the pearl, which would get damaged just by holding it.
ââ¦Young Master Ethan.â
âOh, yes?â
âCould you please turn around and face away until I say you can look?â
âHuh? Why all of a suddenâ¦?â
ââ¦Iâd appreciate it if you didnât ask why, Young Master Ethan.â
I couldnât quite bring myself to let him see me change into this scandalous swimsuit. Thankfully, Ethan didnât question me further, simply turning his head without protest.
-Swish.
The sound of fabric sliding against fabric, and then skin. I carefully removed my top, wrapping the pearl with its inner lining, before moving on to my bottom.
If I was going to show him, itâd be better to show it all. Wearing mismatched pieces would only make it feel even more embarrassing. As I slipped out of the swimsuit I had worn all week, I was left with little more than a few scraps of cloth on my body. I sighed and cautiously called Ethan.
âYou may turn around now, Young Master Ethan.â
ââ¦Alright.â
He mustâve realized that Iâd removed my swimsuit from the sound of the fabric, but I doubt he expected what lay underneath to be more revealing than bare skin. It was no surprise that his eyes widened the moment he turned around.
â...Gasp!â
ââ¦.â
âLi-Lilith? Wh-what is that youâre wearingâ¦?â
ââ¦Itâs a swimsuit, Young Master Ethan.â
âA swimsuitâ¦?â
He looked utterly shocked at the minimal coverage, and as I explained, he fixed me with an incredulous stare.
âYouâre not planning to swim in that scrap of fabric, are you, Lilith?â
âPlease, donât be ridiculous, Young Master Ethan. I would never show myself to anyone but you.â@@novelbin@@
ââ¦Thatâs true. Itâs just like you, Lilith.â
âItâs only because I wanted to show you. Thereâs no other reason.â
ââ¦You wanted to show me?â
âYesâ¦â
Iâd bought it just for him, so there was no point hiding it. Yet, admitting it made my face burn. Still, I felt slightly reassured by Ethanâs flushed cheeks; at least I wasnât the only one feeling embarrassed.
âIt doesnât serve much purpose as clothing, but I thought youâd like it, Young Master Ethan.â
âWhat kind of person do you think I am that you thought Iâd like something like that?â
âDo you⦠dislike it?â
âNo, I donât dislike it, butâ¦â
ââ¦.â
ââ¦Seeing you in something so provocative, and knowing you wore it just for me, makes me happier than I expected.â
ââ¦Is that so.â
Of course, I understood. I used to be a man, after all. Thereâs something deeply satisfying about a woman doing something embarrassing just for you. It plays into that primal feeling of conquest. Ethanâs feelings werenât lost on me.
âMay I⦠may I take a closer look, Lilith?â
âYes, Young Master Ethan. Itâs for you to see, so feel free to look as much as you want.â
âThank you. Then, pardon me.â
With that, he leaned closer, his face moving toward the dark fabric. Although I had dressed this way specifically for him and told him he could look closer, the thought of him catching a glimpse of the bits that the flimsy fabric didnât cover made me feel strangely exposed.
The mere idea of him seeing the parts beneath the small triangle of cloth, barely concealing anything, filled me with an unfamiliar embarrassment.
-Swish.
ââ¦.â
ââ¦.â
He mustâve noticed that the swimsuit was riding up a bit compared to before. It might have been less noticeable if I had been naked, but wearing a swimsuit that left so little to the imagination only made things more obvious.
ââ¦Haa⦠Haaâ¦â
ââ¦Haaâ¦â
The cave echoed with our quiet breathing, breaking the silence between us. My voice finally broke the tension.
-Tap.
âHngh?!â
It happened so suddenly. The feeling of something brushing the edge of my swimsuit unleashed a flood of emotions Iâd been holding back.
âHaa⦠Haaâ¦â
ââ¦!!!â
âY-Young Master Ethan? Wh-what justâ¦?â
âI-Iâm sorry, Lilith! I didnât mean toâ¦â
â¦Honestly, I understood. If I were a man, Iâd have struggled to resist, too. Itâs only natural to feel the urge to touch when a womanâs body responds visibly, as mine had.
I could empathize with his curiosity. If he hadnât acted this way, I mightâve questioned his masculinity.
âSorry, Lilith! I was just looking, but I couldnât help itâ¦â
âWere you perhaps curious about the texture of the swimsuit, Young Master Ethan?â
ââ¦What?â
âI told you, itâs for you to see as much as you wish. If youâre curious, I wonât hold it against you.â
ââ¦Thank you, Lilith.â
He nodded, blushing as he absorbed my words. I took a deep breath to steady myself, adjusting the disheveled swimsuit before moving closer.
âSo, would you like to check just one side?â
âLilith?â
âDonât you want to see if the texture on the other side is different? Thereâs a chance the fabric isnât uniform, after all.â
ââ¦.â
âIf youâd like, you may touch and feel both sides for yourself, Young Master Ethan.â
They say that if someone strikes your right cheek, you should offer them the left. If he wanted to indulge, it was only fair to let him explore a little more.
âIf thatâs what you want, Lilith, may Iâ¦?â
âYes. As long as itâs within the boundaries of the âswimsuit,â please feel free, Young Master Ethan.â
ââ¦Alright, Lilith.â
Ethan reached out, his fingers brushing over the fabric on my right side this time. Just like before, an electric sensation traveled up my body, and I couldnât help but react.
-Tap.
âHngh⦠Ahâ¦!â
This was intense, far more than I anticipated. It wasnât even direct contact; he was only pressing through the fabric, but it felt so potent.
I couldnât help but respond more strongly than usual, the risqué nature of the outfit heightening my sensitivity. As he touched both sides, I finally steadied my breathing enough to speak.
âHaa⦠Was that enough, Young Master Ethan? Did you confirm whether the fabrics matchâ¦?â
ââ¦Iâm not sure, honestly.â
âHuh?â
âIt was hard to tell, switching back and forth like that.â
ââ¦.â
âLilith, would it be alright if I checked both sides at once?â
â¦Goodness, he truly is a shameless one.
If thereâs an opportunity, all he thinks about is indulging, filled with lewd thoughts.
ââ¦If you wish, Young Master Ethan, then by all means, go ahead.â
â¦Although, I may be just as shameless for letting him do as he pleases.