Chapter 314

Ethan’s movements, now unrestrained by any inhibition, were unlike anything Lilith had experienced before.

His hands were no longer gentle, kneading her breasts as if they were dough, his mouth greedily sucking on both nipples at once, with all semblance of sophistication gone, driven solely by raw desire.

…It might sound funny, but I’ve seen this version of Ethan before, in my past life.

It was just like the “recall scene” between Lilith and Ethan in the original story—more specifically, the sex with “disgusting Ethan” that happened in the game.

…Come to think of it, it makes sense.

No matter how much his appearance had changed, Ethan’s core nature was still the same. Strip away the layer of politeness he used to cover himself, and this was what was left—his raw, unfiltered self. It was only natural.

In the game, I always skipped these scenes because they were so disgusting—the fat pig of an Ethan molesting Lilith’s body—but now, with his appearance changed, the whole experience felt entirely different.

This Ethan was much taller, had no excess fat, and was much more handsome than the original Ethan from the game.

In fact, it wasn’t just his appearance that mattered. What really made the difference was that he had worked hard to change his value. As someone who had witnessed him grow and change from close by, I couldn’t help but be moved by his passion.

And the biggest difference from the original was that, instead of forcefully taking Lilith, Ethan had properly confessed to me and waited for my feelings.

Now, as he indulged his desires with me like this, it felt strangely romantic.

This was the moment I realized that he had been holding back all these desires for my sake until now.

…How did I not notice until now?

The fact that I was only now realizing this made me feel like I had failed not only as a maid but also as his temporary lover.

I should have been giving him the kind of sex he truly wanted when I gave him his “rewards,” but I hadn’t been doing that.

Now that things had come to this, I needed to let him do whatever he wanted with my body from now on.

I only had two years left to be with Ethan, and for that time, I could play whatever role he desired.

"Mmph, mmph, mmph!"

"Ahh… Ethan…!"

"What’s the matter, Lily? Are you backing out now?"@@novelbin@@

"N-no… that’s not it…"

"Then what is it?"

"I just… I wanted to tell you that if this is what you want, you can do whatever you want with me…."

"……."

Ethan paused, his hands that had been roughly kneading my breasts still for a moment, as if he couldn’t comprehend my words.

Looking him straight in the eye, I said something I wouldn’t have dared to say if I’d been in my right mind.

"Do whatever you want… I know you’ve been holding back for so long… I know you’ve always wanted this kind of rough, uninhibited sex."

"……."

"In bed… you don’t have to think of me as your maid or your temporary lover… You can think of me as… a sex maid if that’s what you want… someone you can do whatever you like with."

"Lily…?"

"It’s okay, because I already know how much you love me… more than enough."

"……."

God, damn it.

As soon as I said it, I regretted it. I wanted to run away from the spot right then and there.

I never thought there’d be a day when I’d say something like that to Ethan with my own mouth.

…But it’s only for two years.

This whole lover’s game would end in two years, so I might as well give Ethan whatever he wanted during that time.

He’s always been so considerate of me during the day, after all. So at the very least, at night… I could let him have his way.

"Lily."

"…Yes, Ethan."

"You know you could be called a genius at seduction, right?"

Suddenly, with those words, Ethan’s hand slipped inside my pants and yanked off my pajama bottoms and underwear in one swift motion.

My legs instinctively tensed from the sudden movement, but it didn’t last long.

Ethan’s rough hands moved between my thighs, forcing them apart.

"Squelch!"

"Ahh, ah…!"

"You’re soaking wet down here, Lily. Were you getting turned on this whole time while I was touching you?"

"Do you want me to be honest… or should I lie like usual?"

"What does being honest mean?"

"I… I started getting excited from the moment you started apologizing to me and undressing me earlier…"

"……."

Ethan stared at me with an expression so sweet, it was as if honey were dripping from his eyes.

Ah, so that’s the look he gives me. It’s the same look my companions said I give him.

…Well, what man wouldn’t like hearing something like that? And since I’d already told him to treat me like a sex maid, I might as well follow through, even if it’s embarrassing.

"Chup!"

"Mmph, mmph…"

"Squelch, squelch!"

"Agh… Ethan…!"

With that same expression, Ethan brought his lips to mine, kissing me roughly as he thrust his fingers into me, scraping my G-spot repeatedly.

His thumb, which usually caressed my clit gently in this position, was now pressing down roughly, with none of the tenderness he usually showed.

This wasn’t about making me feel good—it was about him satisfying his own desires.

Logically, I should have felt less pleasure than usual, but somehow, it felt even more fulfilling than his usual considerate sex.

It was as if my body had always wanted to be used like this, as his sex maid.

I don’t even know anymore.

Whether it was Lilith’s body from the original or just my own suppressed desires… I didn’t care anymore. I decided to stop thinking about it and focus on the sensations.

Ethan was enjoying himself, losing himself in his desires, so there was no need for me to overthink things.

"Squelch, squelch!"

"Mmph, mmph…!"

Even the rough fingering inside me while he kissed me felt good in its own way.

"Suck, Lily."

"Ha, ah… ah…"

After a while, Ethan pulled out his erect cock and held it in front of my face, demanding I prepare it for him.

"Squelch!"

"Agh, ahh!"

Without any of the usual gentleness, Ethan thrust his cock into me, filling me completely in one stroke.

Everything—from the rough way he entered me to the dirty talk—was making me feel better than usual.

I didn’t care why it felt so good. I only wanted to focus on this moment.

"Squelch, squelch, squelch!"

"Ahh, ahh, ahh!"

"You’re moaning more lewdly than usual. Were you always secretly hoping I’d be this rough with you?"

"Ha… I don’t… know…."

"Don’t lie. Your body is telling me the truth, you lewd maid."

"Squelch, squelch!"

"Ahh, ahh…!"

"Come on, admit it. You’ve always wanted me to fuck you like this, haven’t you? Even while you pretended to be so calm and composed."

"Pinch!"

"Ahh… Ethan!"

Ethan pinched my nipple hard, as if it were a switch to force me to confess.

Normally, this would’ve hurt and brought down my arousal, but at this moment, even the pain felt like pleasure.

Why was my body reacting like this? Getting more turned on by rough, inconsiderate sex?

If I accepted that truth, then I really would be nothing more than a lewd maid.

After about ten minutes of rough thrusting, Ethan finally looked at me and asked the inevitable question.

"Can I come inside?"

"Do whatever you want…."

"I was going to anyway, even if you said no."

"I… I figured…."

Thank god I know a cleaning spell.

As Ethan’s pace grew even rougher, I prepared myself to receive his climax.

After about twenty more thrusts, Ethan buried himself deeply inside me and released his hot, thick load, filling me completely.

"Ahh… so hot… I can feel it all…."

Ethan’s semen poured into me, overflowing from inside, proving just how much he enjoyed this rougher, more passionate sex.

Even after he finished, we remained entwined for several minutes, still riding the waves of orgasm.

Eventually, Ethan pulled out and held his cock in front of my face again.

"Haah, ugh…."

"Lily."

"…Yes?"

"Clean it for me."

"...What?"

"You said you wanted me to treat you like a sex maid. Well, isn’t cleaning me up after sex part of your job, Lily?"

"……."

To be honest, I didn’t really want to.

Semen tasted awful. It was sticky and unpleasant. And on top of that, it had just come out of my body, so the thought of doing it really disgusted me.

“…Fine, I’ll do it.”

But then again… I was the one who told him to treat me like this.

It’s only for two years, so I could at least go this far for him.

I mean, I was the one who told him to treat me like a sex maid. It would be cowardly of me to back out now. Better to suck it up and clean Ethan’s semen-covered cock than go back on my word.

…Not that I actually wanted to suck his cock.

"Chup, chup."

"Mmph, mmph..."

His thick cock, which was still long and hard even after cumming once, slipped into my mouth, filling it as if it were claiming my throat.

…Honestly, it wasn’t as revolting as I thought it would be.