Quietly holding the plate of sauce in front of me, I glanced at Gerald and immediately scanned the area.
Talking alone with him in a place like this would easily lead to misunderstandings with Ethan or the others.
ââ¦Whereâs Ethan?â
âI asked Seraphin to distract him for a bit.â
âAnd Silenna?â
âSeristaâs keeping her busy.â
ââ¦â¦â
Heâs really thorough, isnât he? Whatâs so important that he needs to go to all this trouble?
âIf youâre about to ask me for another favor like beforeâsomething about another eventâyou can forget itâ¦â
âDonât worry. I wonât need your help from now on.â
ââ¦Then what is it?â
âNothing much. I just wanted to thank you for all your help. To be honest, when I think about it, this wasnât even your problem, and I ended up making you go through a lot.â
ââ¦Itâs fine. If I want to live a peaceful life in the future, Iâll need to take down the Demon King anyway.â
âTo be honest, talking to you alone like this makes Ethan and Seraphin suspicious. From now on, we wonât be meeting alone like this anymore. If I have something to say, Iâll pass it through Agnes or Seraphin. Theyâre both discreet and mutual acquaintances, so it should be fine.â
He laughed slyly, suggesting that because theyâre women, Ethan wouldnât have a fit or get overly defensive. Typical Gerald.
âYeah, that sounds better. After all, our goals in this world have always been different. Itâs probably best if we go our separate ways.â
âBut itâs really impressive, you know? In your past life, didnât you hate Ethan the most?â
ââ¦Out of all the characters in Lumia, yeah, he was my least favorite.â
âAnd now look at you, Lilgirlchang (Lilith Fangirl), working hard for a pure-love ending with Ethan. Iâll have to report this on LuaGal when we return to reality.â
ââ¦Donât. Unless you want to die.â
He doesnât know, but I was pretty active on the forums, and a few of the guys there even know Iâm a man. Especially those from the co-op gaming group chat I used to be in. If they ever found out about this, Iâd be so embarrassed I might actually kill myself. Not that it would matter since Iâve already died once.
âWell, in the end, didnât you get what you wanted? You always said you wanted the Lilith pure-love ending in Luminor Academy
. Sure, the target isnât the protagonist, but it looks like youâre achieving your goal.â
ââ¦Honestly, Iâve been thinking the same recently, which is why I feel conflicted. So please, shut up.â
âKuh, haha⦠Oh, seriously⦠Lilgirlchang is now Ethanâs fiancéeâ¦â
ââ¦If you came here to pick a fight, just leave.â
âOh, right. And this.â
When he placed the familiar-looking sauce on the table, I stared at it in silence as the hero explained what it was.
âHere, ssamjang. I figured youâd want it.â
ââ¦Where did you get this?â@@novelbin@@
âI made it using the âCooking Recipeâ. You wrote down where to find the recipe in the guide, didnât you?â
ââ¦Oh.â
âI didnât collect everything, just what wouldnât interfere with the story, so unfortunately, I donât have any kimchi.â
ââ¦Itâs fine. Iâm in no position to be picky about food right now.â
Besides, grilling kimchi with meat here would just attract way too much attention toward me and Gerald, so it was a dream that could never come true.
âDonât you use the âCooking Recipeâ? I think there were two recipes you could get from Blackwood Mansion.â
ââ¦Lilith canât learn them. Itâs probably a protagonist-exclusive perk. If I couldâve learned them, that ssamjang recipe would be in my hands right now.â
âTrue. If I had to fight a veteran like you over recipes, I wouldnât stand a chance.â
ââ¦Anyway, thanks. Iâve been missing Korean food. Iâll enjoy it.â
âIf you want to wrap it in something, that Mandragora leaf over there works. Itâs not exactly the same, but it tastes similar to perilla.â
ââ¦Iâll keep that in mind.â
âAlright then.â
With those words, Gerald left, returning to his harem, leaving me with just a plate of ssamjang.
So, he really came just to give me this sauce. I felt a little bad for doubting him at first.
Then again, after all the times Iâve been pushed around by him, my suspicion was somewhat justified. Still, now that he said he wouldnât bother me anymore, I felt a strange mix of relief and melancholy.
âIt really tastes like ssamjang.â
After nearly seven years in this world, I was finally tasting something that resembled Korean food, and my taste buds reacted instinctively. Well, to be precise, I wasnât possessed but reincarnated, and I recovered my memories seven years ago, so it was slightly different from possession.
Except for the slightly sharp garlic flavor, it was almost identical to the ssamjang I used to eat in my past life.
The sharpness was something Lilithâs body was probably sensitive to, so Iâd just have to live with it. Still, the balance of salty, sweet, and savory flavors made it decently enjoyable.
I was about to wrap some meat with the Mandragora leaf and eat it when Ethan, who had been chatting with Seraphin, returned to my table.
âLily, whatâs this?â
âThe hero gave me some seasoning, Ed. He said it pairs well with grilled meat.â
ââ¦Itâs not suspicious, is it?â
âOf course not.â
âHe gave it to just you? Itâs not some weird drug that makes you feel funny if you eat too much, is itâ¦?â
âIt tastes similar to the special sauce my mother used to make. Itâs sweet and salty, which goes well with the meat. Itâs probably something similar to that.â
âI-I was just asking. So, it tastes like something your mother madeâ¦â
In reality, it was the taste of ssamjang from the supermarket in my past life, not anything my mother in this world made. But I mentioned my mother just to shut Ethan up. If I let him keep questioning every little gesture of goodwill, the tension between him and Gerald would only grow.
Ethan should know that Gerald has no lingering feelings for me now that Serista has awakened as the true Saintess, but his worries were a bit over the top.
âHe likes me way too much. Thatâs the real problem.â
Ethan was nothing like his original counterpart, except for one thing: his obsession with Lilith. That was the only trait they shared.
Still, I felt a little bad for scolding him, so I wrapped a piece of meat in a Mandragora leaf, added garlic, ssamjang, and a few vegetables, and held the makeshift perilla wrap in front of him. Thereâs nothing like food to resolve conflicts.
âHere, Ed. Say âahh~â.â
ââ¦Huh? Lily?â
âI said, âahh~.â Just eat it all in one bite.â
ââ¦Lily, youâre joking more these days. But no matter how much you say, thatâs way too big to eat in one biteâ¦â
âLast time, you shoved something bigger and tasteless into my mouth, didnât you? And now youâre refusing something I made?â
âAah! Mmm, mmm⦠Itâs, itâs delicious, Lilyâ¦.â
Before I could finish speaking, Ethan hurriedly took the wrap and ate it, and I made a small one for myself, quietly eating it.
It wasnât like I didnât know how to make sauces like ssamjang or soy sauce. When I lived alone in my past life, I got curious about homemade doenjang and even tried making it myself.
Iâd seen my grandmother make meju (fermented soybean blocks) a few times while helping on her farm, so I could probably replicate it. If I added a few seasonings and adjusted the consistency, I could make ssamjang.
Of course, making meju as a maid of the Blackwood family was impossible, so I gave up on the idea long ago.
âMaybe Iâll try it after I become independent.â
Since Iâm not planning to get married, no one would be able to say anything if I lived alone. Iâd try making not just ssamjang but also soy sauce and doenjang.
As I mused over these thoughts, I noticed a couple that particularly stood out.
It was obvious that the other people had intentionally given them space, and I inadvertently caught sight of them as they fed each other.
âOpen your mouth.â
âIâm already eating, Lady Agnes.â
ââ¦â¦â
Gulp.
âDid you finish it? Open your mouth again.â
ââ¦I can hold the fork myself, Lady Agnes. Only my right arm is injured, my left arm is still fine.â
âQuiet. If you werenât injured, youâd be using your right hand to eat, wouldnât you?â
ââ¦Well, yes, thatâs true.â
âStop trying to be considerate. Iâll take care of you for the next three days, so donât try to be polite. Itâll only hurt my pride.â
ââ¦Understood, Lady Agnes.â
âThen, open your mouth.â
ââ¦I told you I canât eat that much at onceâ¦.â
Agnes, strangely persistent in taking care of Prince Antonio, who, despite his protests, accepted her care with a faintly pleased expression.
Whatever had happened during their battle at the lake, Iâd need to find out the details.
And, I also needed to figure out why a monster that didnât exist in the original story had appeared there.