My unexpected punch seemed to have really hurt Gyeonmwa Joshekigwat, as he clutched his chest and groaned in pain.
âAh, my solar plexusâ¦.â
ââ¦Sorry, did it hurt that much?â
âWhat do you think? You hit me pretty hardâ¦.â
ââ¦â¦â
âAnd I mean, itâs not like it was unreasonable for me to think that. Youâve got that whole âLilgalchangâ nickname history, so it wasnât crazy to wonder if you werenât a virgin anymoreâ¦.â
Looking back, maybe the punch was a bit much⦠but still, he did start with the sexual harassment.
âAnyway, I didnât do it! Why would you even think Iâd done anything with Ethan? Whatâs your reasoning?â
âWell, from what Iâve heard, you two are dating, and Iâve seen how close you are. It seemed like a reasonable assumption.â
ââ¦Yeah, I guess thatâs true, but still, that alone isnât enough. And you should exclude the community nickname because it was from before I was observing Virgin Lillis.â
âI also heard that you and Ethan are staying in the marriage/engagement dormitory, right? If thatâs the case, then youâre probably sharing a bed. I know those dorms usually have just one big bed.â
ââ¦We do share a bed, butâ¦â
âAnd Luminor Academy was originally an eroge, right? In a world like this, itâs normal to assume that when a pretty girl and a handsome guy are spending that much time together, theyâve probably done the deed.â
ââ¦Thatâs also true.â
âThen why did you punch me?!â
Seeing the indignant expression on Gyeonmwa Joshekigwatâs face made me feel a bit guilty. His reasoning was sound, and it was hard to argue against it.
âAnyway, nothing like that happened, so donât get the wrong idea. And Iâve been keeping my virginity for moments like these.â
âRight, you were a virginity purist, werenât you? Thinking about how you acted back in the day on the boards, itâd be stranger if you had done it. So, congrats, I guess, on finally being the Virgin Lillis you always wanted to be.â
âYeah, thanks, you jerk. So, you get it now, right? Ethan and I havenât done anything. Sure, there have been some close calls, but Iâm still a virginâ¦.â
âWait, what close calls?â
ââ¦N-Nothing happened!!â
I almost blurted out something about those other close encounters with Ethan in my confusion. Damn, I really need to watch what I say around this guy.
Plus, the more I talk to him, the more I feel the atmosphere getting too casual. I decided it was best to get back on track quickly.
âAnyway, to awaken as the Saintess, I need to be blessed by a high priest. Thatâs how it worked in the game too. So, I need your help convincing Celesta.â
âWhy do you specifically want Celesta to bless you? Are you trying to rub it in her face that youâre the real Saintess and sheâs a fake?â
ââ¦I donât know what kind of image you have of me from our community days, but no, Iâm not trying to be a jerk.â
âI actually get it. Itâs for secrecy, right? If you get blessed by anyone other than Celesta, itâll reveal that sheâs a fake Saintess. I was just messing with you earlier.â
ââ¦â¦â
I clenched my fist again.
ââ¦Hey, letâs not get violent.â
Gyeonmwa Joshekigwat raised his hand to protect his solar plexus as I tensed up.
âYeah, youâre right. Most of the high priests in the Aurelia Church who could perform the blessing are elderly, and the younger ones are involved in the plan to make Celesta the fake Saintess. Celesta is the only one who can bless me without exposing the truth.â
âI get what youâre saying, but isnât it only a matter of time before your true identity as the Saintess is revealed? The divine aura that comes with the awakening is impossible to hide from the priests, isnât it?â
âOf course, I canât hide it. In less than a month, thereâll probably be a search party for the real Saintess.â
ââ¦Knowing that, you still want to go through with the blessing? Celestaâs already under suspicion by many people. Theyâre only staying quiet because Iâve been so insistent. But if you suddenly appear, whatâs going to happen to her?â
âI know. Thatâs why I plan to give up the Saintessâs power before they can track me down.â
âWhat?â
âOnce weâve dealt with McHart, Iâll transfer the Saintessâs power to Celesta.â
ââ¦Can you really do that?â
âYes.â
This was a plan I had in mind for a while, even without worrying about a search party. If I ever had to awaken as the Saintess, I always intended to pass the power to Celesta as quickly as possible and return to a normal life.
Transferring the Saintessâs power wouldnât strip me of the magical abilities Iâd already learned or reduce my mana capacity, which had surpassed 3,000. Iâd confirmed this during my previous life while playing the game, so I was sure of it.
Besides, my current status wasnât that of a commoner anymore, but a âjunior noble lady.â I wasnât sure how the gameâs rule that only nobles could use magic would apply here, but losing the Saintessâs power wouldnât mean losing my other abilities.
If things went well, Celesta would become the true Saintess sheâd always wanted to be, able to assist Gyeonmwa Joshekigwat. Meanwhile, I could get rid of the bothersome power and deal with McHart.
And once the Saintessâs power was gone, I wouldnât have to worry about staying a virgin anymore. Even if Ethan lost control and tried toâ
âNo, no, no, no, no!â
What the hell am I thinking?! Ethan isnât going to assault me!
The idea that Iâd even be worried about losing the Saintessâs power in such a scenario was ridiculous. Whether I could become the Saintess or not didnât matter. What mattered was that I wasnât going to let anything like that happen.
No matter how much I had accepted my new life as Lillis, there were still boundaries that needed to be respected. And that included my psychological and emotional well-being.
Even though I had come to terms with my life as a woman, being with a man like that was a completely different matter. â¦Although, if I had to be with someone, it would be Ethan. But that wasnât a choice I was ready to make unless absolutely necessary.
âWhat are you doing? Why are you shaking your head?â
ââ¦Donât worry about it.â
âAnyway, letâs get back to what we were talking about. Youâre sure you can transfer the Saintessâs power to Celesta?â
âYes, Iâm sure. Iâve done it a few times in the game, and it always worked.â
In Luminor Academy, the game that had been my obsession in my past life, there were theoretically two potential Saintesses. The prophecy named Lillis as the true Saintess, but even after Lillis lost her virginity, there were two ways to unlock powers similar to those of the Saintess.
One was for Celesta to awaken as the Faith Saintess, driven by her deep desire to fulfill the role of the Saintess.
The other was for Lillis to awaken as the Indomitable Saintess, a result of her unwavering will despite the numerous humiliations she endured.
In the case of Indomitable Lillis, it was possible to transfer the Saintessâs power to an unawakened Celesta. I had tested this multiple times during my quest for the Virgin Lillis ending, so I was fairly confident it would work.
On the flip side, I had tried to see if Celesta could transfer her awakened power to an unawakened Lillis, but no matter what I did, it was impossible. And honestly, knowing Celestaâs personality, she wouldnât have wanted to give up her newly acquired power to Lillis anyway.
The in-game explanation was that Lillis didnât like the Saintessâs power, so she was able to transfer it. So, I figured that even if I awakened now, it wouldnât be impossible to pass the power on to Celesta.
Just as the in-game Lillis had found the Saintessâs power burdensome, I, too, was desperate to rid myself of this power that I never wanted in the first place.
âYouâre 100 percent sure itâll work?â
ââ¦Iâm pretty sure. I tried it three times in the game, and it worked each time.â
âThatâs not exactly foolproofâ¦.â
âBut if it works, itâll be good for Celesta too. If she really awakens as the Saintess, the other priests will automatically fall in line, and she wonât have to live with the guilt of being a fake anymore.â
ââ¦â¦â
âI get that youâre worried, but Iâm not going to force you. However, to defeat McHart, this is necessary, so Iâll convince Celesta alone if I have to.â
It was better to convince Celesta than to risk being accused of treason after killing McHart without proof of his demonic connections. Once I awakened as the Saintess, most of the problems would be solved.
âAlright, but promise me one thing before you do this.â
âHuh?â
âIf you manage to get Celestaâs blessing and awaken as the Saintess.â
âYeah?â
âAnd if you defeat McHart and pass the Saintessâs power to Celesta.â
âYeah?â
âIf for any reason, you canât transfer the Saintessâs power to herâ¦.â
ââ¦If that happens?â
âThen you have to join the Heroâs party with Celesta. Thatâs my minimum condition.â@@novelbin@@