As soon as I concluded that Celesta had likely realized that I was the Saintess, my mind began to work rapidly.
If she indeed believed I was the Saintess, many of the issues I had been hesitant to address suddenly became much simpler. It meant that I no longer had to carefully gauge her reactions before bringing up the topic.
âIn any case, considering the plan to eliminate McHart, it was something I would have had to discuss before then.â
It was just that now, knowing it wasnât just my secret, made it easier to talk about. I wasnât sure how Celesta had figured out that I was the Saintess, but as a high priestess, she likely had numerous ways to discover the truth.
Fortunately, finding an opportunity to speak with her alone wasnât difficult. She was responsible for my treatment after the evaluation duel, and even now, she was in my room, using divine power to heal my body.
ââ¦May the blessings of the sun and the goddess watch over this small lifeâ¦.â
Until now, sharing a room with Agnes had meant that there were few chances to be alone with Celesta, but today, Agnes had already been discharged in the morning. Celesta had come at her usual time to continue my healing, making this the perfect opportunity to talk.
If I could also involve Gyeonmwa Joshekigwat, the conversation would flow even more smoothly, but hoping for that much might be asking too much.
ââ¦Todayâs treatment is complete, Lady Lillis.â
âThank you, Lady Celesta.â
âIâll come by at the same time tomorrow. If thereâs nothing else, Iâll be on my wayâ¦.â
âOh, Lady Celesta, could I ask you something before you go?â
ââ¦â¦â
Celesta froze in place, her reaction making it clear she was hiding something. My suspicions were becoming more of a certainty.
ââ¦W-What would you like to ask?â
âIâm not sure if this is appropriate to mention, butâ¦â
âYes?â
âLately, whenever I receive treatment from you, I feel something divine welling up inside me. Could you check if itâs some kind of illness or just a natural part of the healing process?â
ââ¦Uh, wellâ¦.â
Celestaâs stiff expression and stammering response were as good as an answer. She had almost certainly figured out that I was the Saintess, but she likely hadnât expected me to bring it up so directly.
Of course, I couldnât have known on my own that I was the Saintess; the feeling of divine energy welling up inside me was just something I made up on the spot.
But even a question as vague as this was enough to get Celesta, who was already suspicious, to confirm my identity.
Unlike most who believed her to be the true Saintess, Celesta was one of the few who knew she was a âfalse Saintess.â
And finally, given her self-sacrificing nature, Celesta would surely acknowledge me as the true Saintessâ¦.
âS-Such a thing, is itâ¦?â
âYes, Lady Celesta.â
âThatâs⦠quite⦠interestingâ¦.â
ââ¦What?â
âOn second thought, I have a lot of patients to see todayâ¦! P-Please excuse me!â
âW-Wait! Lady Celestaâ¦!â
-Click, thud!
ââ¦Lady!â
Contrary to my expectations, as soon as I hinted that I might be the true Saintess, Celesta fled the room, leaving me alone, stunned.
â¦This could complicate things.
â â â
After Celesta bolted from my room, I sat quietly, pondering what had just happened.
âDid I approach this the wrong way?â
Maybe I hadnât been considerate enough. I should have thought more about how terrifying it must be for her to confront the reality of a true Saintess appearing before her.
âPerhaps I should have reassured her about her safety firstâ¦.â
Of course, I would need Gyeonmwa Joshekigwatâs cooperation for that, but in any case, revealing my identity as the Saintess while we were alone might have been too hasty.
Not to mention, the situation was indeed urgent, with the threat of McHart looming close. We needed to harness the power of the Saintess before the noble exchange event.
My plan had been to gently bring up the topic of the Saintess with Celesta and eventually offer to pass on the Saintessâs power to her after everything was over. But I hadnât anticipated that revealing my identity would cause such a problem.
âIf I canât convince her today, Iâll only have about a day left to sort this out. This is bad.â
As I sat there, clutching my head in thought, I heard the sound of the door opening. This time, it wasnât Celesta who entered, but a man.
-Click.
âYo, Lilgalchang.â@@novelbin@@
â¦Here he goes again. I told him not to call me that.
ââ¦Keep your voice down, you idiot.â
âThereâs no one in the hallway. Almost everyone but you has been discharged.â
âStill, be careful. Unlike you, I canât afford to be found out as a reincarnator.â
âOh, right. Sorry, sorry.â
I sighed internally as Gyeonmwa Joshekigwat sauntered into the room with a completely unapologetic look on his face.
This guy had seemed serious enough when discussing the gameâs storyline or when I first revealed that I was a reincarnator, but since then, his attitude had become endlessly relaxed.
âYou werenât like this before, were you? When I saw you at Seraphineâs after-party last year, you seemed more⦠normal.â
âWell, I was keeping it together in front of the others. I donât loosen up like this with anyone but you.â
âThen maybe you should keep it together in front of me, too. Every time you open your mouth, itâs âLilgalchang, Lilgalchangâ¦.ââ
âYeah, sorry about that. But itâs hard not to let my guard down when thereâs someone from my hometown right in front of me after all these years. Celesta and Sillena are close, but I still have to pretend to be the âHeroâ around them. But with you, I donât have to worry about that, soâ¦.â
ââ¦Fine, do whatever you want around me, but please be careful in front of others. Iâm still nervous thinking about what almost slipped out of your mouth during the last meeting.â
âWhat can I do? Iâve seen your nickname âLilgalchangâ on the boards more times than Iâve seen you in person. Itâs hard to stop it from slipping out.â
â¦Well, I guess thatâs understandable.
I had also seen his nickname countless times before realizing who he was in this world.
Of course, after being reincarnated and spending several years just trying to survive, I had mostly forgotten those memories.
âBy the way, whereâs Ethan? Why are you here alone?â
âEthan? Heâs in the student council room, of course.â
ââ¦Oh, right. Thereâs still student council business to take care of.â
âSpeaking of which, I heard you and Ethan are planning to quit the student council after one year. Is that true?â
ââ¦Yeah, something like that. Itâs a bit complicated.â
I didnât bother mentioning that the complications were mostly because of him and Seraphine. No need to make him feel guilty about how his actions had affected Ethan and Seraphineâs relationship.
Wait a minute, if heâs here before Ethan, maybe I donât need to worry about Celesta after all.
âActually, this is perfect.â
âHuh?â
âSince youâre here, help me out with convincing Celesta. Just hint to her that I might be the Saintess.â
âHuh? Why? Are you trying to join the Heroâs party?â
âAre you crazy? Why would I do that? I spent years grinding my way through that in the game. I donât need to go through it again here.â
âI mean⦠yeah, it was a grindâ¦.â
He understood, at least, that being in the Heroâs party was a long and difficult journey, especially since he had nearly completed the game following my strategy.
âI only need one thing: to receive Celestaâs blessing and awaken as the Saintess.â
âAwaken as the Saintess⦠wait, what?!â
âWhat? Is there a problem?â
âNot a problem, but⦠is that even possible?â
âWhat do you mean?â
âArenât you and Ethan already⦠you know? How can you awaken as the Saintess if youâre not a virginâ¦?â
-Thud!
âUgh, coughâ¦!â
My fist flew reflexively, landing squarely in Gyeonmwa Joshekigwatâs solar plexus. He doubled over, clutching his chest in pain.
âYouâre completely insane, arenât you?!â