And so, that night.
Late in the evening, after Ethan, Celesta, and the rest of the visitors, including Gyeonmwa Joshekigwat, had all returned to their respective places, only Agnes and I were left in the hospital room.
We hadnât yet discussed the second part of the preparations to eliminate McHart. Since it was a topic that only a few people should know about, it wasnât something to be talked about in front of everyone.
As for the matter regarding the saint, I should discuss it with Celesta alone later on. If necessary, we can include the Hero, but no one else.
In any case, after all the exhausting events of the past two days, my body had reached its limit. Yesterday, I had a serious evaluation duel with Agnes, and today, the meeting went on so long that I didnât get any rest, leaving me physically drained.
âI need to rest well and recover quickly. If Iâm going to participate in the noble exchange event that McHart will attend this breakâ¦.â
As I was slowly drifting off to sleep with those thoughts, Agnesâs voice called out to me from the bed across the room, snapping me back to reality.
âLillis, are you awake?â
ââ¦I was just about to fall asleep.â
ââ¦Sorry, should we talk tomorrow?â
âAs long as itâs not a long conversation, I donât mind. If we put it off until tomorrow, I might forget again, so just tell me now.â
ââ¦â¦â
In the quiet silence, I heard nothing but the sound of her breathing.
Just as I started to think she might have fallen asleep due to exhaustion, Agnes spoke again, cautiously.
âIâm sorry for fighting so seriously during the duel yesterday.â
âHuh?â
âYou said you had no ill intentions, but I did. â¦So, Iâm sorry.â
ââ¦Now that you mention it, you did say something like that.â
I remembered that I had been caught up in the explosion of Agnesâs flames right after she said that, so I didnât fully grasp her words at the time. But it seemed she truly meant it when she said she had ill intentions.
I didnât recall saying anything that would make Agnes hold a grudge against me. I had teased her a bit during the duel, but with her high magical prowess, I didnât expect her to take offense.
The only other thing that might have upset her was when I made fun of her physical attributesâ¦.
âDid I upset you when I mentioned your height and chest size a week ago?â
ââ¦You didnât realize?â
ââ¦â¦No.â
Agnes looked at me with an expression of disbelief.
I had thought her anger was just an act, but realizing now that it wasnât, everything made more sense.
âI didnât know it genuinely hurt you. Iâm sorry, Agnes.â
ââ¦Itâs not your fault. I was the one who brought up the topic of our chests first. I was wrong to take it out on you.â@@novelbin@@
âBut in the end, our plan worked out well, and we even ended up sharing a room. So letâs look at the bright side.â
ââ¦So, weâre making up?â
âHuh? Making up?â
ââ¦Do you still dislike me?â
âThatâs not what I meant⦠Iâve never been mad at you, Agnes. Weâve always been friends, havenât we?â
ââ¦Yeah, youâre right.â
With that final word, Agnes quietly turned her face away, her cheeks slightly flushed.
Understanding that this was her way of saying sheâd said enough, I closed my eyes and let myself drift into sleep.
â â â
Four days had passed since Agnes and I were admitted to the academyâs church.
Two days after the meeting, Agnes quietly rose from her bed across from mine, gathering her belongings.
Today was the day Agnes was to be discharged.
âIt looks like the Elizabeth familyâs carriage has arrived, Agnes.â
ââ¦Maybe I should stay a bit longer?â
âHuh?â
âYou never know. What if that bastard McHart tries to attack you while youâre alone?â
âWe already heard from Gyeonmwa Joshekigwat that Prince McHart has returned to the imperial palace. Since the information came from Princess Seraphine, it should be reliable.â
ââ¦Still.â
âIâll be discharged in a day or two as well. Ethan will visit often until then, so thereâs no need to worry.â
ââ¦â¦â
âThe carriage is waiting, Agnes.â
Despite still looking worried, Agnes nodded silently, seeming to make up her mind.
âAlright. Iâll go now. Take care of yourself.â
âTake care on your way home.â
By the way, Celesta had advised me to stay in the church a little longer for treatment. Although both of us were injured in the duel, my injuries were more severe, so I would be staying here a bit longer. The power of Agnesâs explosive magic was just that overwhelming.
Originally, I had only been hit by one of Agnesâs flame explosions, while she had taken a stab to the heart and the same explosion. It would make sense for her injuries to be worse, but the fact that I was hit by a much stronger blast explained my longer recovery time.
â¦In the final moments of our duel, Agnes had managed to wedge her staff between my chest, which likely absorbed some of the blastâs impact. Considering the size of this mass of flesh Iâm faced with every day in the mirror, it probably helped reduce the damage from her explosion.
âYour bag looks heavy. Would you like me to help you carry it?â
âA patient? Donât worry about it.â
âIâm just worried you might trip while going down the stairs.â
âDo you think Iâm a child?â
Honestly, if you only looked at her, you might think she was still in middle school, so sheâs pretty much a kid.
Well, helping her as a patient myself didnât make much sense either, so I just waved her off, watching her leave.
ââ¦Iâll see you at the imperial palace on the appointed day.â
âYes, Agnes.â
-Click.
After confirming that Agnes had left the room, I quietly woke one of the spirits resting beside me and asked for a favor.
Since I wasnât physically helping, Agnes probably wouldnât refuse this kind of assistance.
âSay, could you escort Agnes to the entrance of the church? Itâd be nice if you could use wind magic to lighten her luggage a bit.â
ââ¦Sure, Iâll do that.â
Watching Say secretly follow Agnes, I looked around the now empty hospital room. It had felt a bit cramped with the two of us, but now that I was alone, it felt oddly lonely.
As I waited by the window, watching for Agnes to appear, the door to the room suddenly opened, and Celesta, who was overseeing my treatment, walked in.
âOh, how are you feeling today, Lillis?â
âThanks to your care, Iâm feeling much better. I feel like I could run around right now.â
âWell, you know youâre not supposed to actually run around, right? Youâll probably be fully recovered by tomorrow or the day after, so please hang in there until then. You did sustain more serious injuries compared to Agnes, after all.â
ââ¦Thank you.â
As Celesta checked on me, I couldnât help but think about something that had been on my mind for a while.
For some reason, she had started calling me âLady Lillis.â
I had tried to ignore it as much as possible, but the situation of her addressing me with such honorifics felt increasingly odd. In the original story, Celesta only used that level of respect for very few characters.
Usually, she reserved the term âLadyâ for the Hero, whom she admired, the elders of the Aurelia Church who outranked her, and the royal family, whom everyone treated with utmost respect.
Of course, that didnât mean she didnât use polite speech with others. Celesta was the type to use formal language with everyone, be they children or animals.
But when addressing others, she would usually use more common honorifics like âMissâ or âMr.â The use of âLadyâ was reserved for those of significantly higher status.
Even for someone of high rank like Ethan, a dukeâs son, it would be understandable, but there was no reason for her to use such an elevated title with me. Yet, Celesta continued to address me as âLady Lillis.â
âAnd every time Iâve tried to correct her, sheâs refused.â
It could only mean one thing. Celesta knew something about me that warranted this level of respect.
I had a vague idea of what it might be. I remembered that there was a time in the original story when Celesta had called Lillis âLady Lillis.â
It was during the period when Lillis had awakened as the Saintess, and Celesta hadnât yet undergone her own awakening. That was when Celesta started using âLady Lillisâ to address her.
It was an event that occurred only occasionally in the game. The reason it was rare was that the âSaintess Awakeningâ event usually happened with Celesta before Lillis.
Celesta was a character who was with the Hero from the early part of the story, so her experience level would naturally rise alongside the protagonistâs. Lillis, on the other hand, joined the party near the end of the second act, meaning there was usually a significant experience gap between her and Celesta.
Although Lillis started at level 15 when she joined, by the time the story reached mid-second act, Celesta and the other main characters were usually around level 20.
Not raising your characters to level 20 made it almost impossible to defeat the mid-second act boss, Ethan. Even if he was still the âPig Princeâ at that point, he was strong enough that you needed to level up to 20 just to have a chance against him with Lillisâs support at level 15.
In the process of leveling up, Celestaâs experience would naturally grow alongside the Heroâs, making her stronger than Lillis at the point of her joining the party, which was the most common scenario in the game.
âBut I wasnât the average player of Luminor Academy.â
As someone who had tried every possible way to reach Lillisâs âMaiden Ending,â one of my strategies included awakening Lillis before Celesta.
By focusing all my grinding on a single character early on, I could create a vastly over-leveled protagonist, which allowed Celesta to join at a lower level than Lillis. This made it possible to beat Ethan and ensured that Lillis awakened as the Saintess first.
If I played through the game this way until the end of the fifth act, Celesta would eventually refer to Lillis as âLady Lillis,â just as I remembered.
So, if my theory applied to this situationâ¦
ââ¦It means Celesta already knows that Iâm the true Saintess.â
If she indeed knew this, there was no reason to hesitate any longer.
The time and opportunity to talk to Celesta alone were running out.