âIâm being hacked! All my personal accounts and the bank freezes arenât working!â Hugh declares over the phone.
My grin grows wider. I utilize my most concerned voice. âAre the business accounts safe?â
âGeorge confirmed thereâs no breach,â he states.
I continue, âThatâs good to hear.â
Hugh booms, âBut Iâm getting drained!â
I add, âThat sucks. Iâm sure the bank will figure it out though. Best to stay calm. Besides, the bank has to refund your money if itâs a hack.â
âThey have. But as soon as they refund me, another hack occurs.â
âMaybe you should move banks,â I suggest, rolling my deodorant over my armpit.
âItâs happening at all five places my accounts are at,â he frets.
âShit,â I mutter, but I know heâs in it deeper than heâs stating. The offshore accounts donât refund your money in the event of a hack. Jones looked into it. When he confirmed, it only made everything sweeter. I guess thatâs the price you pay for screwing over your business partner and clients.
âSomeoneâs after me!â Hugh claims.
âSounds like it,â I agree, knowing itâll only make him more paranoid.
âWho the fuck has the balls to come after me?â he barks.
I stare at my reflection, giddy. I answer, âSomeone with big balls.â
He grunts.
âI have to go. Stay calm. Itâll all get worked out. If anything happens to our business accounts, notify me immediately.â I hang up before he can say anything else.
I whistle as I get dressed, feeling like I just took a hit of a really potent drug. Hughâs call came after I sent him a picture of Blakely in a white bra and panty set. I wrote a little note to go with it.
A slew of pissed-off texts followed.
He continued tossing texts at me, even though I stopped responding. Ten minutes later, I got the call.
âYouâre in a good mood,â Blakely declares, stepping into the closet.
I tug her into me and kiss her.
She freezes, then kisses me back.
Itâs something that happens more often every time I kiss her. I donât know why she freezes. She never used to. I chalk it up that Iâm taking her by surprise and donât linger on it like I sometimes do. Nothing is going wrong today. I proclaim, âI am. Todayâs your big day.â
Nervousness floods her features.
I peck her lips and assert, âDonât be nervous. You said you were ready.â
She takes a deep breath, smiles, and nods. âYouâre right. I am.â
âThatâs my girl!â I praise, then pat her ass. âGet ready so weâre not late. Trafficâs going to be a bitch.â I leave the room and reply to a few emails, continuing to feel like Iâm on top of the world.
Blakely appears, wearing ripped designer jeans, an oversized lavender sweater, and brown ankle boots. She chose it when I took her shopping last weekend. Her hair hangs in her natural beachy waves, and she has minimal makeup on.
âYou look great,â I tell her.
She puts on a brave smile.
I chuckle. âAre you always nervous before a performance?â
âThis isnât the same thing,â she claims.
âBut are you normally nervous?â
She hesitates, then shakes her head. âNo.â
âThen I have an idea.â
âWhatâs that?â she questions.
I rise, take off her gold collar, and drape an eggplant purple one around her neck. Diamonds sparkle around it, and thereâs only one ring. Itâs on the back, hidden. I bought it for her when she told me what she was wearing to record.
She reaches up and traces over it. She says, âI think Iâm going to have the most expensive choker collection on Earth.â
I grin. âYou mean collar collection.â
She rolls her eyes.
I suggest, âWhy donât you just pretend youâre on stage instead of in a studio.â
Her face falls again. âItâs not that easy.â
âTry.â
She blows out an anxious breath of air. âI will.â
âGood girl.â I slide my hand around her waist, then lead her to the front door and out to the Porsche. We get inside, and I head toward the studio. I turn the music up.
Blakely turns it off. âSorry, but I need some silence right now.â
I glance at her, and her face is pale. She has her hand over her stomach.
âYouâre going to kill it, pet,â I reassure her.
She closes her eyes and leans back against the headrest.
For the rest of the ride, we donât speak. I take her hand and hold it, caressing the back of it with my thumb. She never opens her eyes until I park and turn off the engine.
I gently reassure, âEverything will go perfectly. Just sing your heart out.â
She softly laughs. âEasy for you to say.â
âIs singing still your dream?â
âOf course.â
I point to the front doors. âThen your dream is waiting for you inside. You just have to do your thing.â
She taps her fingers on her thigh and blurts out, âYou might not like what I wrote.â
âSure I will.â
She furrows her eyebrows and looks at her lap.
I turn her chin toward me. âIâll love whatever you sing. But Iâm not part of this equation, pet. You need to do what you do and not worry about anyone else in the room. Understand?â
She doesnât look convinced but nods.
Another moment of silence passes. I wish she wasnât nervous, but the anxiety riddles her expression.
She gives me a small smile and says, âOkay. You can open my door now.â
I chuckle. âI should spank you later for being bossy.â
She mutters, âMaybe you will.â
I chuckle again, then get out of the Porsche. I walk around, open her door, and reach in to help her out. I kiss her and then add, âFor luck.â
Her smile appears, but it doesnât light up her face like normal. I decide itâs best to get her inside and into the studio. Iâve not told her about the dozen agents Ears lined up to check her out, and I pat myself on the back for keeping it quiet. I never expected her to be this nervous.
The woman at the front desk changed her hair from bright green to neon orange. She beams at us. âWelcome to Naked Pipe Entertainment. You must be Blakely?â She holds out her hand.
Blakely shakes it and confirms, âYes.â
âIâm Rhonda. With an h,â she adds and winks.
âNice to meet you,â Blakely states.
âYou too. Heâs quite the fan,â Rhonda announces and motions toward me.
Blakley glances at me and nods. âSo I hear.â
âLet me get you settled. I put a bottle of water in the studio, but if you want something different, just let me know.â
âWaterâs perfect. Thank you,â Blakley replies, and we follow Rhonda down a hallway.
She leads us into a room with a lot of sound equipment, then opens the door to the recording booth. Several musicians tune their instruments, and Rhonda introduces Blakely to them.
âIâll be outside. Have fun,â I state and kiss Blakley on the head.
âThanks.â
I go into the other room, and Ears enters. He goes inside the recording box and introduces himself to Blakely. The sound is off, so I canât hear, but he says something that makes her laugh.
By the time the musicians are ready, a dozen agents have arrived. Ears gives me the lowdown on each one, along with his top three choices to represent Blakely.
The sound tech flips a switch and announces, âAre you ready to start?â
Anxiety appears on her face again. She glances at me, and my pulse creeps higher.
She tears her gaze off me and answers, âYes.â
âFrom the top, then,â he orders.
She puts her headphones over her ears and sits at the piano. She declares, âIâm going to go solo on this one⦠If thatâs okay?â
Ears chimes in with, âLetâs hear it how you envision it.â
âThis oneâs called âInvisibly Broken â She takes a deep breath and begins to stroke the keys. A slow melody fills the air. She locks eyes with me and belts out, More notes fill the air.
She doesnât tear her gaze off mine, singing, My chest tightens. The notes get faster and louder as she slams her fingers on the keys, blinking hard as her blues never leave mine. My gut slowly flips, and the hairs on my neck rise.
She continues, A tear slips down her cheek.
I clench my fists at my sides, feeling exposed, the words sinking in so deep within me they slice through my heart.
She roars, The notes vibrate in the air, matching the quivering in my belly.
Another tear falls, and her gaze never falters. She sings louder, My mouth turns dry. I swallow hard, trying to calm the chaos inside me.
The notes turn slower. She softens her tone, and a full river of tears rolls over her cheekbones.
Another set of only notes passes. She adds, She continues playing, lowers her voice, and sings, The music stops, her glistening eyes stay pinned on me, and deafening silence ensues.
Ears claps loudly, pulling me out of my trance. He turns to the sound tech, âTell me you got it recorded.â
âAll of it,â he replies.
âFuck me,â one of the agents mutters.
âSheâs the next Nora Jones,â another one declares.
âTold you I wouldnât waste your time,â Ears states, then flips on the microphone. He gushes, âThatâs a hit, superstar.â
Blakley wipes her face, lifts her chin, and squares her shoulders. She redirects her focus on Ears. âThank you.â
âAre your other songs all on the piano?â he asks.
âYes.â
âLetâs do a round with only the piano, then. Take a break, guys,â he orders the musicians.
They leave the room and disappear.
For six hours, Blakely sings, stating she doesnât need a break. Food arrives, but she doesnât eat, nor do I. She drinks water between songs, insisting she doesnât need to rest.
She hurls everything she thinks about me, along with how much Iâve hurt her, never singing without her sad, sometimes angry, blues pinned on mine and voice to match.
Nothingâs ever felt so painful. Itâs like taking a hammer and hitting me over the head without any mercy. As the day goes on, they bring the musicians in, attempting the songs with different instruments.
It doesnât matter how many times I hear the lyrics. The words always feel like the first time Iâm hearing them, as if theyâre a scab and Blakelyâs ripping it off me.
âYou got any other material?â Ears asks.
She states, âIâm in the process of writing something, but itâs not done.â
âYou mind singing what youâve got so far?â he questions.
âIf you want.â
âI do,â he proclaims, then once again clears the recording box. âTake another break, boys.â
âThree, two, one,â the sound tech directs.
âThis oneâs called âThe End,â Blakely announces, then moves her fingers over the keys. She belts out more revelations.
This time, itâs about how sheâs on borrowed time, how sheâs not wanted forever, and how sheâll be tossed away.
Every note is heartbreaking. Every blast of her voice, soul crushing. And the constant stare into my eyes supplies a steady stream of chaos to my blood.
she blasts.
She continues, Another tear drips down her cheek.
The air turns stale in my lungs.
She stops playing and says, âThatâs all I have for that one.â
âHow long until you can finish it?â Ears questions.
She shrugs. âA few days.â
âGood. Do that. I think we have enough for today. Can you come back next week?â Ears asks.
âOf course,â she responds.
He declares, âThatâs a wrap, then.â
The room erupts in applause, but Blakely doesnât beam as she should. She forces a smile and leaves the recording box.
Agents swarm her, introducing themselves and handing her their business cards. Anxiety appears in her expression again, and itâs clear sheâs overwhelmed.
I take the business cards from her and interject, âThank you for your enthusiasm. Weâll schedule meetings with those of you weâre interested in dealing with. Now, if youâll excuse us, Blakelyâs had a long day.â I steer her out of the room.
âRiggs,â Ears calls after me.
I spin us, arching my eyebrows.
He steps in front of us and nods at Blakely, a huge grin overpowering him. He asserts, âYou got the goods, girl.â
For the first time all day, she beams. âYou really think so?â
He chuckles. âWhen those agents fight over you, you got the world by the balls.â
She glances at me.
I tug her closer, still shaken by her songs and processing it all while having no clue how to deal with the damage Iâve done.
âGet some rest, Blakely Fox. Your name is about to go global,â Ears claims. He pats me on the back.
âIâll call you tomorrow,â I inform him, then lead Blakely to the Porsche. I open the door.
She gets in.
I shut the door, go around to my side, take a deep breath, and slide onto the driverâs seat. A few minutes pass, and I turn to her, trying to figure out what to say. But everything is jumbled.
She slowly meets my gaze.
I finally just admit, âYou were amazing.â
She says nothing and stares out the window.
I open my mouth, then snap it shut. What am I trying to say anyway?
I turn on the engine and pull out into traffic. We drive in silence, but time doesnât help my thoughts. All I know is I need to get my shit together and do better. For the first time ever in the history of my relationships, Iâm not looking for an out. Yet Iâm unsure what that means for either of us.