Chapter 8

AURORA

I was convinced that my nerves would settle once we got started. Plus, it was a chance to prove my mother wrong. A man, well, a male, found me attractive and desired me.

I nodded slightly and leaned forward, my eyes closing as he cradled my face. As his face drew closer, anticipation surged through me. A delightful shiver ran down my spine when his lips met mine.

It was a familiar sensation from the previous night, gentle and undemanding. As we continued to exchange soft kisses, my nerves began to calm, and my hands found their way to his shoulders.

My right hand ventured further, allowing my fingers to tangle in his silky hair. I could feel his fingers tracing down my sides and the light touch of his claws on my left thigh. It startled me a bit, but I tried not to react too much.

Rin pulled back slightly. “Are you still scared of my claws?” he asked in a teasing, soft voice.

“A little. They seem really sharp,” I whispered in response.

“They can be, but I have complete control over what they cut,” Rin assured me. He pulled me closer so that I was leaning against him. “I love the way your body feels against mine.”

“I do too,” I whispered back.

I had to admit, this was more thrilling than I had anticipated. The sensation of my body pressed against his strong one, the feel of his skin under my hands as I explored his back, the way his lips traced a path down my neck and shoulder. There was nothing embarrassing about it.

It all felt so…beautiful.

Rin gently laid me back on the bed, his gaze roaming over my body. My own eyes were taking in his. I finally felt brave enough to fully look at him. I was slightly taken aback when I noticed that he was already fully erect.

~Did I turn him on this much?~

I had never thought I could excite a guy. I had fully believed my mother’s words about me being unattractive. But if he wanted me like this, I couldn’t have been.

“You really…think I’m beautiful?” I found myself asking without thinking.

“Why wouldn’t I? You are beautiful,” Rin replied. A seductive smile played on his lips as he lightly traced his fingers over my breasts and down my stomach, causing me to shiver as goosebumps formed on my skin. “You may not see it, but I do. I know I have to be careful in choosing my beta, and I’m certain you’re perfect for me. We wouldn’t be doing this if you weren’t the one I’ve been waiting for. I’m sure you would’ve rejected the idea completely.”

“Yes. I would have. But you were really waiting for me?” I whispered, slightly confused. How could Rin have known about me for so long?

Rin’s smile remained. “Of course I was. I always knew I’d find the one who was meant to be my precious beta, and that I’d recognize her instantly when I saw her. But enough of that. Let’s enjoy this.”

I gasped sharply as he leaned down and flicked his tongue over my right nipple, a strange, erotic sensation coursing through my body. He circled his tongue around it as he began massaging my other breast, then took my nipple into his mouth and sucked.

My head tilted back as my body arched into his touch, and I let out a soft moan. A strange, tingling sensation started between my legs as he continued to play with my breasts and nipples, kissing and licking them. I squirmed a bit under him, trying to alleviate the growing intensity of the tingling, but it only became more intense.

Rin didn’t stop what he was doing, instead moving lower on my body to place slow, open-mouthed kisses on my belly. My breath came out in ragged gasps, and I shifted my legs as the tingling sensation became unbearable. I felt a wetness there, and he noticed it too as he sat up to look at me.

“It’s so cute how you’re squirming for me,” he whispered. I let out a small cry as he pressed between my legs, caressing my most intimate parts. “You’re so wet too.”

I couldn’t respond as he continued to touch me, only moaning as I tossed my head from side to side. My hips arched into his touch, my body craving more.

“Rin, please…,” I managed to plead.

“Why don’t you touch me too?” Rin suggested before kissing me again.

He removed his hand and helped me sit up with him, leaning back against the nearby wall. The nervousness returned slightly as I looked at his erect penis. It was large and hard, and I briefly wondered if it would fit inside me.

But above all, I was fascinated. I never thought I’d see an aroused man, and I’d read stories about what women did for them. Despite having no experience, I wanted to try some of those things.

Rin drew in a sharp breath as I lightly touched his shaft, feeling its firm, rigid texture. The head of his penis was smooth, and I noticed a glistening drop of liquid at the opening. I wrapped my fingers around his shaft, slowly pumping it. Rin moaned as he leaned back further, and the liquid leaked out, feeling slick on my hand as I continued to pump him.

A sense of satisfaction grew within me as I watched his breathing become heavier. This was pleasurable for him. It was enough to encourage me to try a little more.

I never thought I’d actually put a man’s penis in my mouth. It wasn’t as strange as I had imagined. The leaking liquid gave it an interesting taste, and I liked the feel of it in my mouth. I slowly moved my head down, taking in as much as I could before moving back up, repeating the motion in a steady rhythm.

Rin continued to moan as I kept going, his fingers threading through my hair. His hips began to move in sync with me, and I could swear he became harder.

I released Rin’s cock from my mouth, trailing my tongue along his length. I was surprised at how much I was enjoying this. It was dirty, yet so erotic, and I was hooked.

“Okay, Aurora, that’s enough. I can’t handle much more,” Rin finally managed to whisper.

“You’re enjoying this, aren’t you?” I asked, sitting up with him.

Rin showered me with quick kisses. “I love it, but I don’t want to finish this way.”

A thrill ran through me at his words. I knew exactly what he meant. After what I’d just done, the thought of him being inside me was electrifying.

“How do we do that?” I asked, my voice barely above a whisper.

“Just lay back. I promise, it’ll feel amazing,” Rin assured me.

Despite the nerves creeping back in, I did as he asked, laying back on the bed, my head resting on the pillow. Rin sat up, gently parting my legs. I turned my head to the side, suddenly feeling self-conscious. He was seeing all of me now, not just feeling me.

I took a deep breath as he touched my entrance, then felt the head of his cock brush against it. I tried to relax, reminding myself that this wouldn’t hurt. Everything else had felt so good. This was going to be even better.

Rin began to push into me slowly. It felt strange, and I gasped as he filled me. But after a few moments, there was a slight pain, like he’d broken through something inside of me. It took me a moment to realize what it was. My mother used to talk about a girl’s purity, protected by a barrier inside her. Once that barrier was broken, she was no longer a virgin, no longer pure.

Well, there went my purity. Rin had taken it, and I didn’t regret a thing.

“Rin…,” I murmured as he pushed himself deeper inside me.

He seemed to understand what had just happened and paused.

“Does it hurt too much?” he asked, concern lacing his voice.

I shook my head. “No, I’m okay. It doesn’t hurt.”

“You’re so wet, so tight,” Rin groaned, his head dropping. “I can’t help it. I need to move.”

“Please, I want you to,” I urged him.

His thrusts started slow, his cock pulling back until only the tip was inside me, then pushing all the way in again. The sensation coursed through every nerve in my body, and I wrapped my legs around his waist, inviting him deeper. My hands roamed his sides, chest, and shoulders, savoring the firmness of his body as his thrusts quickened. It felt incredible, like we were merging into one.

I kissed him again as his thrusts continued, fast and deep. I let his tongue explore my mouth as my left hand tangled in his hair and my fingers traced his left ear. He moaned into my mouth, and I felt his thrusts slow, becoming smooth and deliberate.

“Oh…,” I gasped as he kissed the spot under my left ear.

“I’m close. Let go with me,” Rin whispered in my ear.

I cried out as he pulled me onto his lap, his thrusts never slowing. It felt surreal, like my body was moving in sync with his. The electric sensation was now centered in my pelvis, and I couldn’t control my cries of pleasure as I clung to him.

Just a little more…

Then it hit me; the most intense pleasure I’d ever experienced. I barely heard my own loud moan over the sound of my heart pounding in my ears. My body shook as the ecstasy washed over me, and I wished it could last forever.

As I started to come back to reality, I heard Rin moaning louder. He was buried deep inside me, his hips pressed against mine. His body tensed, and I felt his cock pulsing, releasing warmth inside of me.

Strangely, his release brought a comforting warmth that seemed to envelop my soul. Was this the connection between an alpha and their beta that he’d mentioned?

Our bodies relaxed as the erotic sensations began to fade. I rested against him, my head on his shoulder, my face buried in his neck. Rin was still breathing hard, and I could feel his heartbeat against my right breast. It was comforting, especially as he held me close.

“That was incredible,” he sighed.

“Yeah, it was. I never thought it could feel like that,” I admitted, not moving from where I was nestled against him.

“You’re okay, right? I wasn’t too rough?” Rin asked.

I shook my head slightly. “No. It felt good.”

Rin held me tighter, kissing my shoulder. I felt his tail wrap around my waist. It was soft against my skin and tickled a little. I couldn’t help but smile. There was nothing scary or embarrassing about this. It felt natural to be with him.

Was this what love and maybe even destiny felt like?

I wasn’t sure, but I knew I wanted to savor every moment with him, no matter how fleeting or enduring it turned out to be.