People often say that everything happens for a reason, and that life has a way of coming full circle. I wasnât entirely sure I believed that, but Iâd seen enough to make me think there might be some truth to it.
Despite everything that had unfolded since Iâd entered the Veil and met Jekia and Sage, I felt like my life had landed exactly where it was supposed to. I was a human who never quite fit into the human world.
But as weâd learned, the worlds often overlapped, and our involvement with Sageâs creation would come back to us within a month of the festival and our wedding.
That day had started like any other. Jekia and I woke up, then roused Rin and Rayne.
Breakfast came and went, with Emelio outlining the dayâs plans, which werenât particularly extensive at that point.
Jekia had a few documents to sign for some of the villages, and we had a meeting later with the new leaders of the fairy glen. They were working on rebuilding trust with us, so these meetings were crucial to both Jekia and me. During that time, Vishu would look after the twins.
Jekia had also been trying to lighten his workload. He wanted to spend more time with his young family, especially with me, and to teach Rin and Rayne more about their heritage and help them develop their abilities.
They were already showing signs of being very intelligent and powerful little beings, and most people had no doubt theyâd make excellent heirs if the time came.
I watched from the glen as Jekia taught Rin and Rayne how to defend themselves. He couldnât really spar with them yet, but he let them try to reach him, turning it into a game. Heâd tie a cloth to his waist and challenge them to snatch it.
They hadnât succeeded yet, but they were getting closer, showing they were getting faster and reading moves better.
âYouâre still too fast!â Rin complained as they both sat on the ground, panting. As usual, their father was unfazed.
âDonât be so hard on yourselves. Youâre getting much quicker, and Iâm impressed with the moves you made this time.
âYou both have taken my advice on thinking ahead instead of acting on impulse,â Jekia praised them.
Rayneâs ears drooped as he pouted. âBut we still canât do it!â
Jekia walked over to them, knelt down, and patted their heads.
âNow, now,â he comforted them. âI couldnât do this either when I was your age, and it took me a lot of effort to even get close to my father. I had to learn just like you.â
âBut we have to do it faster. We need to protect our little sister when she comes!â Rin protested.
I smiled at this, stroking the bulge under my dress. Yes, Iâd been right about that night.
Weâd been allowed to have one more pup for now, and weâd already been told she would be a girl.
This had brought out a protective streak in Rin and Rayne. They were determined to always look after their sister once she was born, and it pushed them to train harder with their father.
I wondered if this was part of the reason we were allowed to have her now.
âI know you want to, and you will. Iâm sure of that. You donât need to push yourselves so hard,â Jekia told them.
âYou both are already becoming very strong. Iâm certain Selenia will always feel safe with you both,â I added.
The three of them came over and sat with me, and Rin laid a hand on my belly to feel the baby moving inside. Weâd already chosen her name, Selenia, which Jekia had insisted on.
He wanted her to have a beautiful name that represented the moon, the symbol of the Luna Dog clan, and Iâd agreed wholeheartedly.
âIs Selenia still too small to come out yet?â Rin asked me.
âYes. She still needs another month, then she should be ready,â I reminded him.
âI canât wait to see her. Do you think sheâll look like us?â Rayne asked.
âItâs possible, but I hope she looks more like your mother. Itâs only fitting that sheâll be as beautiful as her,â Jekia stated.
âYes. Mommy is always beautiful,â Rayne agreed.
âYouâre flattering me again,â I giggled.
âEveryone says that, because itâs true,â Rin interjected. He had his ear to my belly now. He and Rayne were so fascinated knowing that their baby sister was inside of me.
âI bet Selenia will be just as beautiful too, and weâll have to keep the other boys away from her because of it.â
That made Jekia and me chuckle. Yes, this little girl pup was going to have some very protective big brothers.
Our moment was interrupted by a soft gust of wind as Emelio appeared near us. Jekia immediately stood up beside me.
âI take it something has come up,â he guessed.
âYes, unfortunately so. Weâve received an order from the Higher Ones, which was passed down to them from Azrael,â Emelio explained, handing Jekia a parchment heâd brought.
Jekia took it from him, reading it over.
âYouâre kidding me. A fox in my lands has created Astartes?â
He sounded incredulous as he said this. As for me, I wasnât sure what he meant. Iâd never heard of Astartes before.
âIâm afraid so, and Azrael has requested that since theyâre in these lands, heâd like you to send them back to their original resting places, along with dealing with the fox who broke the laws to create them.
âTheyâve left that part to your discretion for what you wish to do with him,â Emelio responded.
âExcuse me for interrupting, but what are Astartes?â I asked them.
âItâs fine. I honestly never thought youâd have to hear of them. Astartes are beings created by foxes from the souls of humans who have taken their own lives.
âMost are female, and theyâre given a new body through forbidden spells that only the foxes know.
âCreating souls like that messed with the natural order of things, so it was banned centuries ago,â Jekia explained to me.
âDoes that mean you have to kill them, Dad?â Rin asked.
âI hate to say it, but yes. I have to send them back and free them from the foxâs control. It sounds terrible, but itâs better for them in the end.
âBesides, we canât ignore orders from Lord Azrael. Heâs the archangel in charge of life and death, and this falls under his jurisdiction,â Jekia gently explained to Rin and Rayne.
âBut they already died once. It doesnât seem fair to kill them again,â Rayne argued.
I put my hands on their shoulders. âWe understand, but we canât ignore these orders. And your dad is right. Theyâre probably suffering under the foxâs control.
âIsnât that even more unfair to them?â I reasoned.
Rin and Rayneâs ears drooped as they conceded.
Jekia knelt down to us. âDonât worry about them. I wonât let them suffer. Iâll make sure to send them back without them feeling any pain,â he promised.
âOkay,â Rayne reluctantly agreed.
âAs long as it doesnât hurt them,â Rin added.
âAll right,â Jekia turned to me, touching my cheek. âWill you be okay while Iâm gone?â
I nodded. âYes, Iâll be fine. The boys and I will stay in the glen, and we have Vishu with us.â
âIâll also stay with them,â Emelio added.
âVery well,â Jekia conceded. He gave me a quick kiss before standing up again. âIâll do my best to make this quick and return to you.â
We watched him leave, then Rin and Rayne got back up.
âLetâs practice what Dad was showing us. Maybe we can surprise him when he comes back,â Rin suggested.
âOkay,â Rayne nodded.
I smiled as I watched them go off, laying a hand on my belly and feeling Selenia moving inside of me. I said a silent prayer for the souls that Jekia had to send back.
I knew he didnât like doing such things, but he was right. There was no choice in this matter. It was just sad to think of how those people had died in the first place.
Emelio walked over beside me, leaning down to speak to me. âAre you okay, my lady? Iâm sorry you have to know about such a thing while youâre pregnant.â
âIâm fine. These are things I had to accept long ago, and I just wanted to say a prayer for them,â I reassured him.
âThose poor people. They suffered in life, and theyâre still suffering after death,â Vishu commented as she came down from the tree behind me.
âItâs sad, but remember that humans can be fragile. Some of them can be redeemed after such a desperate act,â Emelio stated.
I looked at Vishu, deciding to change the subject. It was getting heavy.
âHave you finished your work today? It would be nice to have your company,â I told her.
âI still have a bit to do, but it can wait for now,â Vishu agreed. Emelio helped me to stand, and she smiled as she saw the roundness of my belly.
âI canât believe weâll soon have another little one. Sheâll be so beautiful when sheâs born.â
âIâm curious to see if sheâll have more Luna Dog traits, or if sheâll look more like her mother. Even children like her could,â Emelio added.
I smiled, rubbing my belly as I looked at it. âIâll be happy either way, as long as sheâs healthy.â
The three of us headed back into the palace, where I decided to help Vishu prepare some new clothes for the boys and the baby.
It helped pass the time, and I didnât have to think about Jekiaâs grim task.
But as we were preparing for lunch, a surprise came.
I was about to sit down with the boys when Emelio suddenly appeared. Jekia was with him, and he was carrying a bundle in his arms.
They both looked subdued, which was worrisome.
âYouâre back early. Did something happen?â I asked as I stood up.
âUnfortunately, yes,â Jekia sighed.
He moved the blanket for me to look, and my eyes widened when I saw a baby fox with little silver ears and light green eyes.
âOh my, theyâre so tiny. Were they just born to that fox?â I asked him.
âThey were just born when I got there, but they donât smell like that fox.
âIâm not sure who they belong to yet, but I think they were born to one of the Astartes,â Jekia admitted.
âCould you tell who the mother was?â I asked.
Jekia shook his head. âNo. The fox had already killed all of them when he found out I was after him, and he tried to kill this baby too. But I stopped him.â
My heart ached as I heard this, and I gently took the baby from him, cradling them lovingly.
âI see. Well, until we find their family, we can take care of them,â I stated.
âIâd like to do that too. At least until we figure out whatâs going on with them,â Jekia agreed.
Rin and Rayne followed as we took the baby fox to the nursery. We had set it up for Selenia, but it was coming in handy now.
âIs it a boy or a girl?â Rin asked.
âHeâs a boy. I saw that before I wrapped him up,â Jekia told him.
âHeâs really cute. And his eyes are so pretty. Iâve never seen a fox with eyes like that before,â I said as I laid the little fox on the changing table to unwrap him.
The little one squirmed a bit as I held him. Jekia was right; he was as fresh as a newborn. Traces of birth fluids still clung to him, and his umbilical cord was freshly cut.
But he seemed unharmed, as far as I could tell. That was a relief.
âWhy donât we clean him up and make sure heâs comfortable? Heâs had quite the introduction to the world,â I suggested.
Jekia agreed, and I carried the baby to the nearby washroom while he stayed with the boys. Vishu joined me, and together we washed the little one, then diapered and dressed him.
I swaddled him in a clean blanket to keep him cozy, then carried him back to the nursery to feed him.
I was grateful that I was far along in my pregnancy. At least I had some milk to offer him.
The nursery was quiet as I sat in the rocking chair, watching him hungrily latch onto my breast.
âYouâre such a beautiful little one,â I whispered to him. âIâm sorry you had to come into the world like this. I hope we can find your family. But for now, at least I can give you this.â
As he continued to feed, there was a soft knock at the door. I looked up, expecting to see Jekia, but instead, a young man with white hair covering one of his golden eyes entered. A sense of familiarity washed over me, and I felt a jolt of surprise.
âSage?â I whispered.
He smiled, placing a finger to his lips as he approached.
âAs I told you, I canât be known to be alive in this world. But a disguise works well enough among the Sumarians,â he said, his voice soft.
âI understand,â I sighed. âBut why are you here? Is something else happening?â
âNo need to worry. Iâm actually here to talk about this baby.
âIâve already spoken to Jekia. Heâs gone back to the foxâs den to wait for the babyâs family.
âTheyâre definitely looking for him and his mother,â Sage explained.
âYou know who they are?â I asked.
Sage let out a long breath, gently stroking the babyâs head. He looked sad. I could feel the babyâs suckling slow as he drifted off to sleep, his belly full.
âYes, I know them. This little one is related to me. Heâs my son Seanâs grandson,â Sage revealed.
I stiffened at his words. âThis baby is your great-grandson?â
âHe is,â Sage confirmed. He looked at me. âLana, could you do me a favor and watch him a little longer? His family will be here soon to take him home.â
âOf course. Weâll take good care of him,â I immediately agreed.
Sage smiled, leaning in to give me a quick kiss. âThank you, both you and Jekia,â he whispered.
He then kissed the babyâs head gently. âItâll be okay, little one. Youâll be home soon.â
âCan you visit us more often? It would be nice to see you again, and Rin misses you terribly,â I said as he stood up.
âI know, and I miss him and my other children. Maybe theyâll let me visit more often now, since the secret can be kept here.
âBut for now, I need to go and report on this.
âJekia and I have agreed to tell Sean and his son a version of the truth about my death. Weâll say the lycans killed me.
âIâve also given Jekia something for them. If you could go along with the story, Iâd appreciate it,â Sage said.
âOkay. Iâd rather have Jekiaâs name cleared. He doesnât need to carry that guilt,â I agreed.
Sage smiled. âNo, he doesnât. Iâll make sure of that.â
I returned his smile, then watched him leave the room. The baby was asleep against me now, and I gently burped him and rocked him back to sleep.
My mind was buzzing as I sat there. This baby was related to Sage, to one of the children he had with a girl named Sara. I wondered if the green eyes came from her side.
Time passed, and Rin and Rayne came in to tell me that Jekia had company, and they were here for the baby.
It was bittersweet as I sat in the chair in their room. After a bit of waiting, there was a knock on the door, and Emelio opened it.
With him was a young man who looked to be in his mid-teens. He was handsome, his eyes a mirror of the babyâs. But his hair was strikingly similar to Rinâs.
His name was Sevee, Seanâs son.
He was about to turn sixteen, and he hadnât expected to become a father so soon.
But he had fallen in love with an Astarte who had escaped the fox, and he hadnât realized he could get her pregnant until it was too late.
But now, he was overjoyed to have his son and to know he was safe.
I felt for Sevee as I watched him cradle the baby in his arms.
He was trying to hold it together, but I could see the pain in his eyes. He knew the Astarte he loved was gone. The only silver lining was that his son had survived.
We sat together for a while before the rest of his family arrived with Jekia to take him home.
But as they entered, I couldnât help but stare at the black-haired young man with them. This must be Sean.
He bore a striking resemblance to Sage, despite his jet-black hair and vibrant green eyes. I felt compelled to pull him aside for a private conversation. I couldnât resist the urge.
âIâm sorry for pulling you out here like this,â I said, standing in the hallway with the door shut behind us.
âNo problem, but Iâm a bit surprised. Youâre Jekiaâs wife, right?â Sean asked.
âYes, I am. Iâm Lana,â I introduced myself.
Sean nodded, offering a warm smile. âIâm Sean. Nice to meet you, Lana. I remember my mom talking about you when I was a kid.â
âSara knew about me?â I asked, taken aback.
âYeah. My dad mentioned you to her quite a bit. From what I gather, you and Jekia were good friends of his. I have to admit, though, Iâm a bit shocked to see you now.
âYou look a lot like my mom, except for your brown eyes,â Sean confessed.
I let out a soft sigh. âI canât say Iâm too surprised. Your dad and I were close friends since childhood, and heâs the reason I ended up here and met Jekia.
âThere were probably some things left unsaid between us before he had to leave.â
As I said this, the door to the room creaked open, and Rin slipped out to join us. I felt a twinge of anxiety as he looked up at Sean.
The two locked eyes for a long moment before Sean crouched down to Rinâs level. He seemed a bit taken aback at first, but soon a gentle smile spread across his face.
âI think Iâm starting to see the bigger picture. You remind me of my dad, especially your eyes. Youâre my half-brother, arenât you?â he guessed.
âYou caught on pretty quick,â I remarked.
âTo be honest, this little guyâs scent is familiar to me, and so are his eyes. But even though Iâm surprised, Iâm glad to know this now.
âI hope you wouldnât mind if we dropped by to visit you when we can. Iâd like to get to know him and you,â Sean said.
Rin perked up and extended his hand. âIâd like that too. Iâm Rin.â
Sean smiled and shook his hand. âIâm Sean. Nice to meet you, Rin.â
âI know this is a lot to take in, but weâd also ask you to keep this to yourself. Jekia has claimed Rin as his own, and the authorities here recognize him as a legitimate heir,â I told him.
âI understand, and I wonât say a word about this, although I would like to tell my mom the truth,â Sean replied.
I nodded. âThatâs fine. Also, I wanted to check if sheâs doing okay now. Weâve been worried about her and you since what happened to Sage.â
âSheâs doing well. Actually, sheâs now married to the Nephilim named Michael in there, and sheâs very happy with him, just as I am with my wife and twins,â Sean reassured me.
He stepped closer, placing a comforting hand on my shoulder. âYou donât need to worry about us anymore. Weâre doing fine, and we owe you and Jekia so much for what you did for us.
âI feel that even more for how you both saved and took care of Seveeâs son. I donât know how we can ever repay you for everything.â
I smiled, gently patting my belly. âMaybe you can just stay in touch with us. Your dad was always a very close friend of Jekiaâs, and as I said, he was also my good friend here.
âWeâd love it if we could continue that friendship with you and your family.â
âI think we can manage that,â Sean agreed, returning my smile.
We chatted for a while longer before they finally decided it was time to leave. As I stood with my children, waving goodbye, I felt a mix of peace and longing in my heart.
It felt like I was finally closing a chapter of my life that had lingered for far too long.
Not only would Sage continue to be a part of our lives in some way, but now Jekia and I could also connect with Sageâs other children.
Jekia seemed to share my feelings as he returned, and we talked about various things while sitting outside with our boys.
âDo you think theyâll come back to see us again?â I asked.
âI think so, and it wouldnât hurt for us to build relationships with their family.
âThe Nephilim family that Sean married into is one of the three sanctioned families and is considered a crucial bridge between the worlds.
âIt would be in our best interest to collaborate with them as much as we can,â Jekia advised.
âI want to see the other world soon. I bet itâs cool,â Rin piped up.
âCan we?â Rayne echoed.
Jekia raised his hand. âHold on now. Maybe one day you will, but youâre still very young and have a lot to learn before that.â
âYouâd be okay with that eventually?â I asked.
âI donât see why not. I think it would be beneficial for them to know both sides of our worlds.
âBut for now, we belong here. This is our home,â Jekia replied, giving me a peaceful smile.
I returned it, feeling that familiar sense of tranquility within me.
He was right. There might come a day when my children and I could visit the other side and I could see the mortal world again, but that didnât need to happen anytime soon.
I was content with the life I had built here with the man I loved and our family.
After all, they were all I could ever need.
^End of Book One^