On the way to my house, a phone call rings throughout my car, stopping the music. Itâs Emilia.
I donât hesitate to answer it through the car.
âEmilia, youâre supposed to be enjoying your vacation!â
âI know, I know. Well, hello to you too. Iâm offended by your hostility.â She exclaims.
I canât help but smile.
âI have a few minutes before we have to go to dinner and I wanted to check on you. Howâs baby doing? Does your man know finally?â She asks.
âItâs going. And yes. Yes, he knows.â
âWell? Is he excited?â
I frown. We hadnât talked much about it. Danny finally opened up about my brotherâs death and I couldnât bring myself to pry further into his emotions. I always take what I can get from that man.
âYeah, heâs very excited. Shocked, of course since itâs so soon but nonetheless happy.â
âOh, thatâs good! Iâm so happy everything worked out. I was so stressed out when I let it slip, please forgive my stupidity.â
I chuckle.
âYouâre forgiven.â
âAnyways, I gotta go. Harryâs rushing me off the phone, weâve gotta go but I should be back from Europe soon and Iâll call you.â
âSounds good, talk to you later.â
âTalk to you later, love you baby girl.â
Click.
I drive my car into the driveway in front of the garage. I get out of my Bronco, locking my car. My motherâs garden looks well-kept even with the cold dry weather approaching. The skies are dark grey almost black. Another thunderstorm was approaching, I hadnât checked the weather app on my phone, I would have packed an umbrella before leaving.
Lightning illuminates the sky followed by heavy thunder piercing through. The air smells different, like nature and soil. I open the door to my mothersâ house, and Iâm met with darkness.
I frown when I donât see my mother in the kitchen or living room watching tv. Sheâs usually in those two places when sheâs home. I take off my jacket throwing it on the couch in the living room as I turn on the living room light.
Something isnât right. An eerie feeling shutters through me and Iâm confused.
âMa!â I call out. âIâm home! Where are you?â
Silence.
My heart begins to pound and I quickly whip my phone out of my jeans. I plug in my passcode, swiping fast to my security cameras app.
My eyes widen when I realize my mother and I forgot to charge them. The battery on them is dead and has been since last night. My heart drops and fear begins to swallow me whole. My mind travels to the worst and Iâm frozen with my phone in my hands, staring at the screen.
Something catches my eye when I see black peppered hair peaking out behind the couch, on the floor. I feel like I canât breathe. My chest tightens when I realize itâs my motherâs hair.
I run fast towards her, sheâs on the floor sprawled out unconscious in the middle of the dining room. She has clotted blood on the top of her forehead. It looks like she took a fall or worst. Someone attacked her.
âMa! Oh my God, mom!â I fall to my knees carrying her head into my palms. She doesnât respond to me and it only heightens my frantic actions.
I check for a pulse on the side of her neck. Seconds pass by like years and my throat begins to pulse from the horror. My mother is my world, she canât be dead, she canât.
And then I feel it. Itâs faint but itâs there.
âMa, wake up!â I shout. I lay her head back down on the floor gently as possible before I shake her shoulders. Sheâs not responding and I quickly grab my phone out and start to dial 911.
Suddenly, Iâm being pulled back by my hair, I drop my phone before I can press the green dial button. I immediately go to defend myself. A loud shriek escapes me. I scream from the pain and Iâm clawing at the hands that hold my short hair. My legs fight to gain balance and my attempts to turn around fail, my shoes make loud squeaking noises as Iâm being dragged away.
Iâm thrown to the side with so much force my waist hits the ground and my maternal instincts kick in and my palms stop my stomach from colliding with the floor. I protect my baby bump and I whip my head around to face my attacker.
My eyes bulge in confusion and Iâm in shock.
The same blonde woman that Danny was with when I saw him at El Devine.
âYou fucking bitch just had to take whatâs mine.â Nora has a shiny thick knife in her hand, twirling it like itâs a game.
Suddenly another shadow appears behind her, sweat beginning to coat my skin as I realize there are two attackers and Iâm outnumbered. I balance myself up with my palms still on the ground afraid to move.
They both hover over me and Shane walks towards me, kneeling down and getting in my face.
âYou spread your legs wide open for Danny Rider. Youâve whored yourself out to a man who wonât ever commit to you but for your high school sweetheart who loves you so deeply?â I look up at him, tears start to sting my eyes. He slaps me hard and it burns. I feel weak and hopeless. My gaze starts to search for my phone and I find it next to my motherâs arm.
Shane grabs my jaw forcing me to look up at him.
âDonât even fucking try it.â He spits.
âWhy? Why are you sick fucks doing this to me?â
Shane and Nora look at each other, evil expressions across their faces as they grin.
âHeartache bonds people together, you see. After the bar fight, we met and started talking, and looks like we both have something in common. We share the same particular interests.
â Nora explains.
âYou used your religion to get out of having sex with me but for him? You tossed it out like itâs nothing and now you have his bastard seed inside you?â I cringe as Shane shakes my head by my jaw. âYouâre going to hell, sinful Ari Cakes.â He laughs wickedly.
âYouâre a predictable little whore.â Nora walks closer to me as her hands tighten around the handle of the knife. My eyes widen and I start to crawl away from her but Shane prevents me from escaping.
âYou think trapping Danny by getting pregnant will make him love you?â She slaps me hard. My cheek is hot and I grimace. She kneels before me waving the knife back and forth in front of my face. âHeâs not capable of love.â
I raise my hand to punch her but Shane stops me and holds me down by both of my arms, retracting them behind my back. I begin to thrash.
âPlease stop this! This is insane.â I beg. They both ignore me.
âHeâs not capable of loving anyone. Heâs not capable of commitment. He told me that the first night he fucked me. And holy shit, he fucked me hard, and good. He choked me as he pounded me. I can still feel his handprints all around my neck and I love the way he did that to me. Heâs a fucking God.â She claps her hands and squeals as she remembers her nights with Danny. She says these things with the intention to make me jealous but Iâm far from that emotion, Iâm just trying to survive.
âIt was painfully delicious the way he fucked me so hard. It made me beg for him. And sure enough, but he denied me. He denied me because he met you!â
She slaps me again.
âPlease stop it! Iâm pregnant, you wouldnât kill a pregnant woman!â I beg.
âYou think this baby will make you special?â She threatens. âYou donât even know how to please him the way he likes. Youâre fucking useless when it comes to his world! When Iâm finally rid of you, heâll come back to me, I know it.â
Sheâs smiling so crazy, flashing her snarling teeth and then I feel it. The knife pierces through the side of my stomach and I let out a blood-curdling scream as the pain rips through me and Iâm pushing her away. Shane lets my arms go and when he does, I manage to throw her down to the floor, pushing her with all the strength I have. I reach for my wound, but Shane stops me from trying to stop my bleeding.
Then I feel another sharp pain and I lose my breath. Shane drives a knife inside of me, this time from my back. He pulls it out and I scream as loud as my lungs allow me to.
He pushes me back down, my back hitting the floor and the back of my head collides with the ground, pain shoots through me and I feel like I black out for a couple of seconds from the collision.
This isnât happening. Iâm going to die, pregnant.
Shane spreads my legs open with his knees. Heâs on top of me unbuckling his belt. Iâm too dazed to move from how hard my head hit the floor, Iâm weak but something else is draining from me causing me to grow even weaker.
The realization of the real possibility that Nora and Shane may have drove through a major artery settles in and Iâm spiraling down a black hole. Everything feels so heavy and itâs hard to move a muscle. Iâm gasping for air, attempting to scream but nothing comes out. My chest is heavy and it feels like an elephant is sitting on my chest.
âIâve always wanted to fuck a pregnant chick.â Shawn hisses into my ear. I manage to glance at his face and it looks like a demon has possessed his body. His brown eyes arenât the same and heâs grinding his teeth.
âThis wasnât a part of the plan, we have to get out of here.â Nora tries to pull Shane off but he pushes her off to the side.
âThis wonât take long.â
My head falls back and my hands fall to the side of my waist. Iâm defenseless. I manage to still hold onto my lower belly where it swells with my baby underneath my palm.
I canât think. I canât move. All I see is my vision starting to blur and my hearing starts to fade. My eyes close and I feel like Iâm falling into a horrible sleep.
Suddenly, Shaneâs off of me and I manage to pry my eyes open. But it takes too much energy to do so. The darkness tries to anchor me down but I see familiar faces hovering over me before I close my eyes again.
Danny and Kane.
I try to call out for Danny but Iâm completely drained and my conscience reality is pulled away sending me into a black hole. My eyes are being forced shut and I swear I can hear Paulâs voice in my ear. His voice makes me smile. Everything goes black and the last thing I see is Paul. Heâs in his Navy uniform and heâs playing the guitar to a song we both love so much. He looks up from his guitar, his brown eyes meeting mine and he looks like heâs glowing. He smiles and says, âDonât fall asleep. Donât fall asleep.â