âWhy are we even doing this? Itâs fucking ridiculous,â I said, kicking Corvusâ shoes out of his reach to keep him from putting them on.
He glared at me from the one eye he could see out of, the other one was completely swollen shut, and snatched his shoes from the floor.
âBecause we said we would,â he groaned, falling heavily onto the small stool in the hallway of The Nest, and I could tell it pained him to reach down to pull the shoes onto his feet. The five stitches in his cheek strained as he grimaced. He had two cracked ribs and some internal bleeding, but even battered as he was, I knew he wouldnât accept my help no matter how many times I offered.
And I offered. Many times. After Iâd laid into his dumb ass for trying to sacrifice himself Thursday night. What the actual fuck was that? I didnât know how I felt about it other than angry as fuck.
No one had ever put my life above theirs.
âBesides,â Rook said, coming through the hall to kick his feet into his boots like the bullet hole in his leg didnât bother him at all. âCorvus wonât be cooking jack shit with his gimp ass, and Iâm hungry.â
âDick,â Corvus hissed and Rook made a face at him, stepping out of the way for Grey to come through to get his shoes on as well.
âDies doesnât want us here, anyway,â he added. âItâs too secluded. He knows where weâre going and said itâs a good idea.â
I really wasnât going to get out of this, was I?
Fuck.
âWe should be scouring every inch of Edgewood for those fuckers before they have a chance to regroup,â I argued. âJust because the Aces to have gone to ground doesnât mean they arenât just biding their time. What if they make a move on Diesel? Is all alone at his place?â
Corvus lifted a brow at me. âYou think heâs an idiot?â he asked. âOf course not. Theyâre all at Sanctum with their families. Dies is keeping them all under lock and key until Lenny Ace is a fucking corpse.â
I frowned.
I hadnât known that, but they still didnât share everything with me. I didnât think they kept it from me on purpose, they just didnât think I needed to know.
And maybe I didnât.
I wasnât sure I liked the difference in how I was feeling about Diesel St. Crow. The way heâd gone straight to his sons, tended to their wounds. The vicious way heâd forced that Ace to apologize before pumping lead into his skull. And now he was keeping not only his men, but all of their families safe at Sanctum?
He also had that street cleaned up within hours of the battle, the only trace of evidence that it happened at all: the bits of blood lingering between cracks in the pavement. I didnât have to wonder why the cops never showed up. Before weâd all gone back inside to sew up our wounds, Diesel had passed all his winnings from the match to Pinkie.
âGo pay our friends in blue,â heâd said, expression tight from the loss of winnings.
âI donât want to go,â I tried instead, switching tactics, rolling my shoulder, feigning injury from the sniper rifle practice session this morning. I forced an overdone wince. âI changed my mind.â
âToo bad,â Corvus said gruffly as he pushed to his feet. âGet your ass in the car.â
I crossed my arms over my chest, and Corvusâ brows drew as he caught sight of the blade strapped to my ankle. âHow armed do you have to be to have dinner with your aunt, Sparrow?â
My jaw clenched. âAs armed as I need to be to go into battle with a rival gang.â
He caught my meaning. The fact that I had every one of my blades back where they belonged and at the ready had nothing to do with my aunt and everything to do with the fact that there could be an ambush of Aces waiting for us anywhere.
Though I doubted they would strike while it was still daylight.
âTheyâre gone,â Grey said, speaking aloud what all of us were thinking. âWe exterminated over half their crew. Theyâre hiding, licking their wounds somewhere. They wonât be back for a while, if they ever come back.â
Corvus nodded his agreement. âAll our sources say thereâs been no gang presence in Edgewood since Thursday night. Lennyâs Hail Mary failed. He wonât risk his own ass to try some shit like that again.â
âMaybe not,â I acceded. âBut they could just as easily ally with another gang as we did.â
âWho would ally with them now?â Rook asked, making no effort to disguise how idiotic he thought my statement was.
I rolled my eyes at him.
âYou know what, never mind. Just tell me youâre all armed.â
Rook opened his jacket, showing the sleek mahogany grip of his gun hooking from the top of his jeans. Grey lifted the back of his jacket, showing me his piece and the hem of his jeans, flashing me a row of mags strapped there.
I looked to Corvus.
He sighed. âDonât worry, Sparrow. Iâm armed.â
âFine,â I said in a huff. âThen letâs go sit around a table and say what weâre grateful for. Sounds like fun.â
Grey chuckled, and I sent him a deadpan stare, telling him without the need for words just how funny I thought this was.
Itâd only been two days since fight night. Our bruises were at their darkest. Our cuts were puckered black scabs. The hollows beneath our eyes were deep and the most vivid shade of purple they could be.
We were liable to give my aunt a goddamned heart attack just showing our faces at the door.
âWe were in a car accident,â I decided. âNo one was hurt beyond cuts and bruises, which is why we didnât go to the ER.â
âDonât fucking smirk at me,â I told Rook. âYouâre going to regret going to this dinner by the time the night is through. I promise you that.â
My auntâs disgusting mansion loomed around a bend in the freshly cobblestoned road ahead, seen through the heavy iron bars of her front gates.
Grey drove us up to the intercom panel and reached out to jab the button. It crackled before a male voice came through. âCan I help you?â
âYeah,â Grey said, leaning down so the tiny camera could see his face. He flashed a smile. âCould you please let Mrs. Humphrey know that her niece has arrived for dinner.â
A pause.
âY-yes. Certainly. Please do come in.â
The groan of a mechanical pulley system swelled in the tepid silence. The nearest neighbor was over a mile away and here, on the grounds of the Humphrey Estate, only birdsong and the distant sounds of the water fountains in the garden could be heard.
The amount of privilege and excess behind these gates was enough to make me want to vomit.
Grey drove us through, steering the Rover up the drive to the front door.
âItâs not too late to turn back,â I blurted, putting my hand over Rookâs in the backseat to stop him from opening his door.
His face lit up. âHonestly, the fact that you donât want us to go inside so badly just makes me want to go in even more, Ghost.â
I growled, letting him go as I pushed out my own door, hating how Corvus almost lost his footing as he stepped out. He gave me a cautionary look as he shut his door, trying to gauge if Iâd seen. If I would tell the others he wasnât ready to be walking around yet.
My nostrils flared, but instead of calling him out, I looped my arm through his. âYouâre an idiot,â I muttered, trying to covertly take some of his weight as we ascended the wide ivory staircase to the massive wooden front door.
Corvus scoffed in reply but didnât pull away.
The door opened before Rook could even curl his pinkie finger around the knocker, my aunt standing there in her grand foyer, cheeks pink from too much rouge.
âThereâs my niece,â she trailed off, her wide, welcoming arms dropping as she got a better look at us. Red painted nails flying to her chest to ward off the start of the heart attack Iâd warned my Crows about.
âOh dear,â she said. âWhat happened?â
âCar accident,â I supplied, seeing a playful gleam in Rookâs eyes I didnât like. âIt looks worse than it is.â
âYou shouldâve called,â my aunt said, tutting as she ushered us through the door. âCome in, . Letâs get you in out of this heat.â She snapped her fingers and the butler, whoâs name Iâd forgotten, rushed in. âJackson, will you get ice waters for everyone?â
âRight away, maâam,â Jackson said, bowing, his dark hair not moving at all through the movement, held hard to his head like a helmet with too much gel.
âCould I get something stronger?â Rook asked, making the butler pause. Clutching his shoulder as though it was causing him a great amount of pain. âThe damned doctor wouldnât give me anything for the pain. Itâs almost unbearable.â
The butler, Jackson, looked to my aunt for guidance and she looked at Rook, assessing his suddenly drawn face. She gave Jackson a nod. âAll right, dear,â she said to Rook, going over to pat him on his opposite shoulder. âWould you like some Vicodin?â
Rook perked up.
âNo,â Corvus said for him. âJust a drink to take the edge off will be great, maâam.â
My aunt gave Corvus a tight smile. âAll right, well, I suppose thereâs no sense in pretending eighteen-year-olds donât drink these days.â She turned, hollering down the hall after Jackson. âBring up a bottle of my late husbandâs best, Jackson. And a few extra glasses.â
His muted voice called back that heâd heard, and Rook fought to hide a smile.
When I caught his eye, I shook my head at him, and he winked.
âSmells delicious,â Grey offered, indicating the aroma filling the room. Far off, I could hear the clatter of cookware from the staff kitchen and wondered how many staff sheâd hired just to make a fucking dinner for five.
The fact that Dad and I were living in a run-down trailer for most of my life, with barely enough hot water to shower, while his sister had been living just a couple towns over made me feel so ill I had to swallow back the taste of bile in my throat. Had to remind myself that it was my dadâs to distance himself from his sister.
To not take her strings-attached handouts.
He was prideful and stubborn, but I didnât fault him for denying her. Wouldnât I have done the same thing on principle alone?
Besides, it wasnât even her money. It was her dead husbandâs.
My dadâs favorite theory was that sheâd poisoned him to an early grave, but I couldnât see it. The woman standing before us in a long silvery sheath of a dress with outdated blingy combs tucked in her ratty gray-brown hair wasnât capable of murder. Not even a cowardâs murder.
She didnât even look like she could tie her own damned shoes. If anything, I pitied her. Alone out here surrounded by stuffed dead things and priceless art and a butler who pretty obviously loathed her.
âThe staff has been cooking all day,â my aunt said, looking over our outfits now that sheâd gotten used to the sight of our bruises. She smiled at each of my guys in turn, over-appreciative gaze finding tailored pants and brand name suit jackets left to hang open over crisp shirts. I had to admit they cleaned up .
But they all grimed up good, so I wasnât surprised. I liked them just as well covered in blood and leather as I did in the clean cut styles they wore now. Maybe more so.
Definitely more so.
My auntâs smile turned into a frown as her milky eyes tracked over my attire, finding me in a thrifted skirt, black converse, and a tank top covered over in a soft black cardigan. That one wasnât thrifted, it was from the racks at Nordstrom and felt like real cashmere. It was the nicest thing I owned, but she sneered at it as if I was wearing the skin of a dead goat.
âAva Jade, dear, would you be more comfortable in a dress? I took the liberty of purchasing a few. Theyâre upstairs in the spare bedroom if youâd like toââ
âIâm good.â
âAJ, donât be rude,â Grey said, and I slowly craned my neck, leveling the full weight of my fury on him, but it only served to make him even more triumphant. The fucker. âSheâd love to change.â
âNo, I wouldnât.â
Grey pouted, and I rolled my eyes.
Now was not the time for playing. We shouldnât even . Goddammit.
âCome on, Ghost,â Rook said. âIâll help you into your dress.â
He extended a hand to me, and my aunt gasped. It was her dismay that ultimately made me take his hand, slapping my fingers down onto his palm.
âH-howâ¦how kind of your friend,â My aunt stumbled over her words just as Jackson re-entered the grand foyer with a tray containing a crystal decanter of amber liquid and five partially filled glasses.
Rook stopped before the bottom stair and reached over, snatching two glasses with his index and middle finger. âCheers,â he said, winking at Jackson, who blanched.
Despite myself, my anger was fading fast, and I felt a traitorous grin worming onto my lips.
At least if the Aces somehow tracked us here, weâd have a veritable fortress to protect us. I knew for a fact my aunt had invested in a crazy system that locked down the entire place with metal shutters.
Silver lining.
I let Rook lead me the rest of the way upstairs while my aunt led Grey and Corvus through the dining room, not making them remove their shoes, which I remembered had been a rule for me during the one night I lasted in this fucking place.
âThought it was Thanksgiving, not Easter,â Rook said, squinting at a small collection of Fabergé eggs.
âThose arenât Easter eggs,â I said, tugging him away from them before he could grab the closest one. âTheyâre Fabergé eggs. Her husband gave her one every year they were married.â
âWhy?â
âWhy do rich people do anything that they do?â
He frowned, shrugging.
âTheyâre worth something like ten grand a piece, for the smaller ones.â
âThose fucking eggs?â
I nodded.
âFucking rich people.â
âFucking rich people,â I echoed, indicating the door down the hall.
He pushed through, and the wafting odor of fresh potpourri made both of us recoil.
âUgh.â
Rook quickly grabbed the bowl of it from the low table just inside the door, dropping the amber liquid in its place. He crossed the room, opened the window, and tossed it outside.
I suppressed a giggle, seeing his eyes watering at the smell.
âIâm going to be honest, Ghost, I was planning to rip your clothes off the second we got into this room butâ¦â He made a face, shutting the window again.
âWhat? My dark prince canât handle a bit of shitty potpourri? Who wouldâve known that was your Kryptonite.â
He narrowed his dark eyes on me, closing the gap between us in two long strides. He reached forward and grabbed my shirt, dragging me to him before tearing it into two pieces, the torn shreds catching on my arms as he ripped it off. My cunt throbbed, panties dampening at the heat in his stare.
âThat was my nicest sweater.â
âNot anymore.â
âOh!â Jackson exclaimed, appearing and then disappearing from the entrance to the room. He hovered just out of view, and I sagged, taking up one of the cups from the side table as the butler mumbled his apologies.
âIâm sorry, miss. Your aunt asked me to come and get you. She has a surprise for you and asked that you meet her and your friends in the sitting room. Again, so sorry, miss.â
Rook loomed over me, licking his lips as he reached past me for the other glass, clinking it against mine. âYou heard the man, get dressed, Ghost. Your aunt has a for you.â
I frowned, balking at his six foot frame, aching to have his tatted hands on my body. âAre you serious?â
His dark gaze flicked down to my pebbled nipples, and he let out a small growl before stepping away. âDeadly. Canât keep the woman waiting, Ghost. I can rip off your dress, too. Later.â
I rolled my eyes but went to the closet, my greedy little cunt still pulsating beneath my skirt. Injured or not, Iâd make him pay for this later.
âYouâve got to be shitting me,â I groaned, looking at the three dress options hanging inside the mothball scented walk-in. Each one worse than the one next to it.
Dear god.
âCome on, Ghost,â Rook was saying, a teasing tone coaxing me the rest of the way down the hall toward the low sound of conversation in the sitting room. âLetâs go show your aunt how sexy you look.â
âRook, I look like a fucking peacock.â
He pouted. âBut such a cute little peacock.â
I punched him in the arm, the one near his gun-wound, and he moaned at the pain, making me groan in response.
Whoever made this atrocity of a dress really had some fucking balls. I damn near came down in my bra and half torn shirt to keep from wearing any of the options my aunt had chosen. But Rook somehow managed to reverse psychology me into the least atrocious of the options. A fitted peacock green and purple bodice sloped down to a full skirt that ended just below my knees with little strings hanging from the hem that obnoxiously tickled my legs.
And clearly Aunt Humphrey hadnât thought to find shoes to match this fucking hideous dressed, so it looked all the worse from being worn with the black converse shoes I came in with.
Fuck it.
I stomped through to the sitting room, eyes turned up to a spot on the wall over all of their heads. âGo ahead, get it out of your system,â I announced, waiting for the inevitable laughter, but it didnât come.
Aside from a rough cough from Corvus and a red-face from Grey, neither spoke.
âOh, it looks darling!â my aunt said. âWish Iâd have thought to get the matching shoes. How marvelous. Itâll be perfect for the surprise.â
I pinched my brow, going to the tray of expensive bourbon to pour myself another glass and sink onto the low tufted sofa between Corvus and Grey, while Rook planted himself next to the alcohol.
âIs dinner ready?â I asked, drinking greedily from my glass. She didnât know me very well, but she knew I didnât like surprises.
âPatience.â She tutted, looking into the bottom of her empty glass.
Rook, noticing, quickly snatched up the decanter and crossed the Persian carpet to her side, taking the glass from her fingers. âAllow me,â he said, his voice smooth as silk.
âOh!â
Rook filled the glass.
âOh my, stop dear, thatâs far too much.â
Rook gave her a devilish grin, and she fucking blushed at him. âToo much?â he shook his head. âYou look like a woman who can handle her liquor, am I right?â
Her eyes widened, and Rook clinked the empty decanter against her nearly full glass.
âGarcon!â he called in no direction in particular. âWe need a refill.â
âRook,â Corvus warned, but Rook only flashed a set of straight white teeth at his brother and settled back down onto the sofa with his glass, lifting a leg to rest his ankle on his knee, so at ease I was actually sort of jealous of him.
Jackson entered from the foyer a moment later, hands clasped behind his back.
âRefill,â Rook repeated, looking at the butler like he was daft, stretching out his neck like he could see if the butler was hiding the liquor behind his back.
âRight away, sir,â Jackson replied, turning his attention to my aunt. âSheâs here, maâam. Shall I send her in?â
My aunt got unsteadily to her feet, setting her over-filled bourbon down on the table to straighten her dress. Clearly she did know how to handle her liquor.
âYes, yes. Iâll see her through.â
âWho else did you invite?â I asked, something uncomfortable tightening in my belly.
She barely spared me a second glance as she followed Jackson from the room. âYouâll see, Ava Jade. Itâs a surprise.â
Heat flooded through my stomach, flashing over my chest until it was damp. Until the heat turned cold.
My stomach turned.
âWe shouldnât have come,â I said, barely recognizing the sound of my own voice because I was hearing voice down the hall. Muted and distant and barely there, but even after all these years, I would know it anywhere.
âSparrow?â Corvus asked, sitting up now. âWhat is it?â
My mouth went dry.
Aunt Humphrey came back through the entry to the sitting room, a wide smile beaming on her ashen face.
My mother followed behind her.