I exclaimed, handing one of the babies to Tiana, a new omega mother at Howlâs Honor Hospital. The nurse settled the second baby over the young motherâs chest. The joy on her face and all of her alphasâ faces were palpable as they gazed upon the squirming bundles.
As the nurses cleaned up the afterbirth, I washed my hands and pulled out my clipboard. My heart hurt as I gazed at the alphasâ love and admiration for their omega female who had given birth.
But I knew it would never happen with a father like mine. I was doomed to be alone.
Sighing, I blew a piece of my hair away from my face that escaped my hairnet as I jotted down the babiesâ time of birth, weight, and necessary information to register them. Every baby was registered, especially if an omega was born. Omegas were discernable with the wolf claw mark on their right shoulder, and they were rare. I was an omega myself.
As I wrote, my eyes blurred. My strength was sapped.
âWe got it, Dr. Keera,â said Jade, taking my clipboard with her chubby hands. She was a fellow omega and one of my nurses under my charge. âYou go and get some rest. You look like youâre about to faint after this nightlong birth.â
âThanks, Jade,â I said, grateful as I let her take the clipboard. âI think itâs time I grab a snack.â
She nodded as she filled in the rest of the information, her eyebrows furrowed. I looked back once last time, seeing the new family huddled around the babies. I always thought Iâd get used to it, but it hurt.
Every time.
There was probably something wrong with me. No normal person would be upset seeing a happy family like that.
As I walked down the sterile white halls, I passed by several curtained rooms with omega females screaming or cursing while giving birth. Three females in labor were on this floor, and two overworked doctors were rushing about. They needed to hire more doctors.
I was about ready to pass out. I needed food now before going home because who knew when I would get food next. I removed my bloody scrubs, throwing them into a large bucket.
Walking into the break room, I groaned upon seeing Tim, my beta coworker who was obsessed with me, digging inside the fridge. I sat far away on the long table, placing my head in my hands to try and relax.
âKeera!â he said when he was finished rummaging around.
I took a few deep breaths with my head still down. Then I steeled myself as I looked up.
âHey, Tim,â I said, putting on a fake smile.
He still seemed to think we were besties even after I told him I didnât want anything else to do with him after we kissed once. And that kiss was totally out of nowhere. We were in the storage room, and I wasnât thinking straight after the holiday Christmas party at work. Ever since that day, I kept trying to avoid him, but he always got that glint in his eye, thinking we had something.
âTough shift, huh?â Tim asked, his eyes bloodshot as he drank his iced coffee.
âYep, for sure,â I said, exhausted. He rolled a water bottle down the table, and I snatched it, downing it. âThanks.â
âKinda stupid that we have to slave away while the other doctors are upstairs in that fancy meeting of theirs.â
âWhat fancy meeting?â I asked, setting down my water and straightening in my chair.
âThe directors of this hospital and the doctors are having a meeting with the donors,â he said. âYou know. Like the big wigs who donate a shit ton of money to the hospital.â
âWhy didnât they tell me?â
I didnât have to ask. I already knew they were biased against omegas like myself in the work field. I worked my ass off, but it wasnât enough for them, apparently.
âI have no idea,â he said blithely, plopping into a chair beside me, trying to flex his spindly arms.
âYou said the meeting was upstairs?â
âYeah, but donât go if youâre not invited,â he warned.
âI donât give a shit,â I said, my heart pounding.
I walked out of the break room and up the stairs. It wasnât fair that I wasnât invited to the donor meeting.
Iâd like to be known for my skills. Iâve been with this hospital for a year, and they still didnât have the decency to tell me anything. The bias against my kind wasnât something that I could get over. I never even thought I could be a doctor, but after Mom died, I was determined. So when the omega scholarships were offered as a chance to progress omegas on Howlâs Edge, I jumped at the chance. My father was against it initially, but I convinced him weâd have money if I did.
The worst mistake I ever made.
Because that ended up with my father taking every penny of every paycheck of mine.
Walking towards the meeting room, I stood outside the door and pressed my ear to it.
Suddenly the door opened, and I fell headfirst, crashing into someoneâs hard chest. He held me by my arms to stop me from falling on my face completely.
Face heated, I quickly stood up, straightening my black blazer.
The stranger I crashed into had long white hair mixed with silver, carefully trimmed at his shoulders. He had the oddest purple eyes Iâve ever seen. Almost electric. His face was weathered, but he looked energetic and young.
He wore a loud plum suit with a shiny purple tie and purple cuff links. I immediately got a whiff of his strong peppermint smell.
Signifying his alpha-hood.
My body immediately responded, and a whiff of my scent escaped the scent blocker pill I took this morning under my dadâs watch.
âWhy hello there,â he said, extending out his hand.
âHi,â I said, dumbstruck. He must be one of the millionaire alpha donors. He clearly looked the part. âNice hair.â
âMy barber has the magic touch,â he said. His voice held authority and a touch of sarcasm. He looked like he didnât take himself too seriously. âMay I have magic touch?â
He looked down, and I followed his gaze.
I gasped. He had an obvious erection. This guy was not shy. A definite alpha hole.
âNo!
-,â I started to say.
âWhat is going on?â said a sharp female voice interrupting us.
âUgh,â I said to myself. I despised talking to her.
Lucia was an alpha female. She was also the director of Howlâs Honor Hospital. She flipped her long blond hair back, her nose in the air. My few interactions with her were short and to the point.
She wasnât exactly warm and friendly.
âI heard there was a meeting going on?â I asked innocently.
âYou can get back to work. The meetingâs almost over,â said Lucia.
âWhy canât I join the meeting too?â I challenged.
âYes, why not?â asked the stranger with the weird silver hair.
Lucia looked perturbed when he asked the question, scrambling for an answer.
âWeâre short-staffed at the moment,â she said. âDonât worry about it, Mr. Lustfur. May I escort you back to the meeting?â
âYou have like every doctor in there,â I said, gesturing towards the door. âI donât understand why I wasnât told, at least.â
âYouâre an omega. Why do you care about this stuff?â she stated, her face twisted in disgust. She said it like it should make sense to me.
âWhoa,â said Mr. Lustfur. He looked taken aback.
âIâm interested,â I said stubbornly. âI would like to join the meeting.â
âYouâre done,â said Lucia, pissed. I embarrassed her in front of someone important. âGive me your badge.â
My stomach immediately sank. My dad came to mind.
He was going to kill me.
It didnât matter that she fired me on the spot. I was just an omega and I held no power.
âFine,â I huffed, removing my lanyard from around my neck and flinging my badge at Lucia. She looked shocked. âYou can stuff it.â
As I turned to walk out, I saw the nurse, Jade standing there with her mouth open at what just happened.
I waited outside of the hospital building for my ride. My dad ensured he would pick me up and drop me off at work. It was rare for omegas to drive or to walk around freely without their guardian or alpha pack.
âAre you going to find another job?â asked Jade, standing outside with me. The mood was glum, and I dreaded my fatherâs wrath when I told him I had lost my job. Jade, along with everyone else, thought my life was perfect, but it was anything but.
I fought tooth and nail to become a doctor.
âIâm going to have to find something,â I said.
âDo you want to go to the Omega Ball tomorrow with me? Now that youâre fired and all,â she said.
âNot a good idea,â I said. But, honestly, I didnât want to tell her that my father was the reason. I didnât go anywhere or do anything without his express permission. He had instilled that alpha order in me ever since I was little. And that was something that was hard to fight against.
âWhy? Itâll be fun, and it will take your mind off stuff.â
âIâve never been to the Omega Ball. Isnât it dangerous as hell? All the alphas showing up?â
âEvery year, thereâs strict security. Nothing is going to happen,â Jade said. The ball was only for omegas to meet alpha packs. I to meet an alpha pack to get out of my hellish life.
âHow about I meet you here tomorrow at eight am?â
Maybe my dad could drop me off thinking I was going to work. I couldnât be in the house tomorrow. And I didnât want him to know about my job loss.
âWhy that early? Youâre not even working tomorrow,â laughed Jade.
âI canât tell my dad that I lost my job,â I said. Her eyes widened. Jade and I were good work friends, but I wasnât sure how much to trust her. âSo I have to pretend Iâm working.â
âI get it,â she said softly, looking down. It looked like she regretted giving me a hard time earlier. âIâll bring you back here around your usual time that you get off from work.â
âOkay, that works then,â I smiled. Inside, I felt a little giddy at doing this.
I was going to the . My stomach was knotted in nervousness and excitement.
My dad pulled up in his beat-up small green car. And all the butterflies in my belly disappeared.
âBye, Keera,â waved Jade.
âSee ya,â I said as I walked towards the car.
I swung open the passenger-side door and sat inside to the scowl of my father. He had a short stature and a permanent resting bitch face ever since Mom died.
âClose the door, hurry up,â he snapped. âSo slow!â
I shut the door, and he pinched my thigh when I finally did.