Junior year (this year) roll up:
Deandre and I weren't that close anymore. I was on campus and I became a campus beauty. I stopped fw the high school kids and my main group of friends bc 1) I started working; 2) I started dressing; 3) I was becoming more mature
I only made time for the people that would boost me up and would be willing to do better in general. I was tired of having people that always brought me down and made me look bad. I started hanging by myself and only high school kids I talked to was the cool ones, only when the time came. William was one of the students that didn't make it over to the campus so he was just gone out my life.
In the spring semester, I had got in trouble for something, I didn't tell yall that, but Deandre was talking to me since I had a lot of free time and he knew I was the plug for any kind of drug. We started talking strictly business of weed. I talked about smoking on the beach and how great it is which then led to talking about the travel business and shit. He said, "wow Trinity, youre actually pretty cool" as if I wasn't. I was offended but I was glad we were becoming cool again.
We started texting outside of school. Him and his friends would slide by at night and we would all go out and run a muck. We all was turnt. He was actually pretty cool. Why am I talking like he's dead or sum shit?
If you know me personally, you know I love weed, I think it is amazing! As the consequence to it, I am always on it. I stay high because I live the high life. So what we smoke weed? We're just young wild and free! That was a lil too much!
So skip ahead some to today. Well today I was in my house all bored. My sister left to go somewhere for about 2 hours I think. Don't ask me about times cuz everything was distorted. My parents leave and I ain't know til I called around for my dad and discovered he was gone. I was already about to go smoke, but now I was able to do this more freely. There I went, I went and got my weed, pipe, and bbq lighter and was about to turn tf up! I get on fb to see who wanna come do these bowls wit me but of course don't no one got a ride, so I didn't have anyone over. Tbh I didn't want to anyway bc I don't share weed. That is a precious commodity.
So at this point, Im already smoking and I get my smoke seshs recorded or whatever and everyone know im lit and they should expect my foolishness if there is any. I really wanted William to come over because I like smoking with him. Usually after we smoke, we would just lay in my bed and look at each other. It was so weird but it was nice.
Im high af and I can show u my call logs. I apparently was otp with my friend Keyshawn, Tyrell, and Deandre. That's it!
No messages, just calls. Idk what I said, but that's what happened!
My family eventually comes home and then my brother shows up to drop his child off, my nephew. I knew nothing about this, but my parents did. I was high af so I was down for whatever. I was eating a lot of oreos and I was just mello. I tried to avoid all eye contact and I don't think they noticed. My bro kept tryna look me in my eyes but I pretended to be amazed by the baby and his shenanigans this way I could keep looking down.
I decide me nd the baby, Karter are going to watch movies and play with toys, simple babysitting stuff. I go upstairs with my mom to get a movie, Cat in the Hat (one of my favorites) and on my way back down the stairs, we hear the doorbell ring. We weren't expecting any guests so we were all caught off guard. My ghetto ass brother get to the door and says, "and who are you" I was too far from the door to hear what the person said and then my brother asks, "who are you here for" He says Trinity. So now I rush down the stairs to see who it is and lo and behold it's DEANDRE!
My strict ass parents and my brother see a nigga who they do not know dropped off on the porch of our home in our white neigbhoord with a full denim outfit and his pants slightly sagging and they don't know what to think of it. I was just as shocked myself tbh! All I could say was "oh my gosh! What are you doing here?!" He started to make a lie. And I quickly jumped in and said, "bro man hunt was Friday, u missed it" I remember we had previously talked about manhunt at my house but the weather has been so rainy so we couldn't do it. I honestly do NOT rememeber inviting him over or anythin! Im high af and I don't wanna say anything bc when im shmacked, I don't know how to make sense. But I gotta lie and say something before Deandre says anything. My question is why did he even ring the doorbell like it was okay for him to be here???!!1 MY brother loves to start wars he just that type of person. He like "don't bring yourself around here to be wit my lil sister. Ask her parents first" now that's where I was straight embarrassed. Deandre ain't really have no time to talk or nun cuz everyone was jumpin to speak. My brother asked him where he stay at and he said something I know is a lie bc as far as I know, Deandre live in Dover which is like 30 minutes from my house. My brother offered to drive him back home since he was dropped off, but we all know what that wouldve been like. Im glad Deandre said no. My brother pushed Deandre from the door and stepped outside and shut the door behind him. I heard my brother's voice get louder and my mom opened the door to find Deandre pressed against the wall by my brother's intimidating stance and clinched fists.
Deandre pulled himself together and said his ride will come back around and he started walking. Once that door closed behind him, my family turned to me and I knew I was in for it.