So u wanna fuck around wit Devon????

Trinity: first of all, his name is not Devawn! his name is Devon! DEV-IN!

Jessica: hold up... how u know his name?

trinity: bitch that's my ex i been talkin bout! stop talkin to him frfr. Even tho we not talkin, we broke up cuz of distance. Devon and i still cool and if u was my friend u wouldn't do that shit.

Jessica: oh snap. I really didn't know. I feel u. sorry.

Trinity: ok soooooo don't talk to him no more! Promise u not gonna talk to Devon no more!

Jessica: I promise I won't talk to Devon. tbh i really didn't know that was the Devawn.

Trinity: His name is Devon! and now that u know, don't talk to him no more.

I didn't know how to react. Was I really bout to fight a bitch over a nigga i ain't had no more. I meaaannnn Devon did that for me, but look what happened to him. i got too much to lose and plus my parents strict. i don't wanna explain that the fight was all about a boy.

I decided to just let it go. Afterall, she did promise not to talk to him no more. She was my friend what did I have to worry for???

I decided to text Devon and explain that i understand that we not together and I can't control who he go out wit, but I do not want him to go out wit a close friend of mine. He understood how I felt and he decided that he was still gonna do what he wanted. He understood my feelings, but devon didn't respect them. i told him I wasn't messin wit no one cuz I still needed to get over him. He moved on pretty fast I guess. idk i was an emotional bitch back then. now i don't fuck wit that "feelings" shit.

next month, we was all past that shit. It was my spring break and when I wasn't wit George, I tried to be at church or wit Devon. Yes everyone, despite all that I do, I do go to church. God ain't done wit me.

George and I had to keep taking breaks cuz he was kinda moving a lil too fast. He wanted a family in the next 4 years. I wanted to graduate. and then graduate to more school. Around this time i was struggling with the pressures of my mom's friend's sister. Now the ties were tight even tho it seem like it got nun to do wit me. My mom's friend, Lindsey (fake name), was pretty much family. Lindsey and her sister were really close so her sister, Kayla (fake name), were also like family, kinda like aunts. Kayla was battling lung cancer. Kayla ain't never put a cigarette or weed to her mouth! i didn't know why God chose her.

I figured that since she got it anyway, I might as well take my chances... As described by an artist named, Noname:

Opportunity knockin' It's finally time to answer! The doorbell was only broken cause auntie was fighting cancer. Cigarettes on my mantle keep callin me by my first name. Loving me when I'm lonely, Pretending they really Noname

i was really hurt so after I pushed George out of my life (for a couple days), I went back to Devon. Devon told me to come over. I didn't want to go over there cuz I didn't want to get back together and then break up. He said he would invite his friends over too so it wasn't all romantic and shit.

So we all there and they playin video games. im just there for the pizza and celery (yes niggas I do not  eat wings, I eat the celery that come wit the wings.)

Trinity: ard yall im bout to be out

his friends finally realized a real nigga was in the room. They was like nah u don't gotta leave we bout to turn up. One of his friends pull out a pack of swishers.

Trinity: nah I don't smoke that shit.

they decided to get the bong instead. They knew i smoke, but not blunts. I'm a naturalist. It was one of my first times wit a bong. I think I took like 4 hits and I was done. Devon's dad came in and was like, "it smell like weed yall better not take that out the house that shit loud!!" that's why I love Devon's dad. He mad cool.

We all high as a bitch

One of Devon's friends was too turnt. He was talkin dumb. He said, "remeber that tall bitch u had? she came over here and was suckin dick for the squad. ayo shawty, u tryna give the squad brain too?"

Trinity: nigga stfu u wildin. wait what tall bitch

the dude said, "she go to that new del state high school. she mad tall. like yow meign tall. like dappin up wit Jesus tall. like she need her own weather report. She got a big forehead. that's prolly why she give the best brain

i looked at Devon surprised even tho i was chopped i could still comprehend the problem.

Trinity: when she do this?

the dude said, "like a couple days ago. she got out school early cuz she had tests and she said she was stressed so Devon said come suck some dick and 2.5 seconds later, she here

all them was laughing. one dude wasn't lucky enough to be there when she was givin out head.

Trinity: So devon invited her and she came

the dude: yeah. y u askin so many questions? what u writing a fuckin report or some shit? u can sling some neck too since u not doin nun

Devon: don't talk to her like that bro she not like that. that's still kinda my girl

the dude: na uh! What's her name?

Devon: Trinity

Trinity: the whole time i been here u ain't know my name?

Friend A: nah not u the bitch that was suckin and swallowin us

Devon: that don't matter

friend B: wat was her name bruh

Devon:  y u wanna know??? i'll slide her number if u want it.

friend C: just say her name

Devon: fine. her name Jessica

that's all it took to set me off. I was ready to set his house on fire ,but I couldnt do that cuz of the witnesses and i was tryna get saved

trinity: im out. Devon u ain't shit u know how I felt

the dude: awwww ya girl mad Devon. Tap that ass bro! Let her know wassup

Devon: chill out yall.

Devon followed me to his dad's room. I was only goin in there to tell Mr. Young what his son did. Devon and I tried to explain the situation to his dad. his dad saw fault in Devon,  and told Devon what i wanted to hear.

Mr Young: listen, i don't want u to go out there til u sobered up. Devon go get her some food and a cover and let her sleep in the living room

Trinity: thanks Mr. Young

I decided to play everything all cool. I laid there by myself in the living room eating popsicles and that's when I had the idea.

i called Jessica on ft and then acted all cool. I told her to hold up for a sec so I could put my phone down and do sum. She was cool wit it. I gave my phone to friend C so that he could record me while i was on ft so Jessica could see. After about a minute she focused back on the call and was like, "who u wit"

Trinity: Devon

I crawled into Devon's lap and started kissing him. I wasn't gonna do too much cuz his friends was there.  and so was his dad. I wasn't gonna disrespect Mr.Young's home like that.

She said, "i thought u dont fuck wit that nigga"

Trinity: " is it a problem?? i mean it's not like u was talkin to him. i mean if u was i wouldn't go behind your back and do sum wit him unless i wanted my ass handed to me."

Jessica: u right i feel u

the bitch should've known that i knew.  I told her I would talk to her in school cuz now im busy.

I stopped acting when the camera stopped rolling. I pulled Devon out the room and asked him why he did what he did. he started out tryna give me that bullshit answer, "i was high" I wasn't having it! I told him i wasn't gonna get back at him, but he needed to know he need to watch his back from now on.

Devon:  i only got her to do it because u wouldn't. U don't do that type of stuff

I told him to go stay in the living room cuz I was done foolin wit him. When I sobered up, i would go home.

Yes bitches, I did order him around in his own house.

now, let me handle that big headed, buick-built bitch, Jessica!