We slept, tangled in each otherâs arms, drifting into the darkness. Only we didnât stay there, waking every so often to turn to each other. Gentle brushes of lips. The soft stroke of a hand, until the weight settled against me. Sleep wasnât welcome, not when we were so raw.
When I woke in the morning, I was alone. Faint light spilled in between the closed blinds. For a second, fear moved in, making my heart hammer. I jerked my head up from the pillow, to see Caleb sitting on the chair, watching me. âEasy, princess,â he reassured. âWe thought you could use a sleep-in.â
I sucked in hard breaths, trying to quell the pounding of my heart. âWhat time is it?â
âA little after ten.â
âShit.â I kicked out at the blanket. âWe need toââ
Caleb rose and crossed the small space between us to caress the mark on my cheek. âThe only thing you need to do right now is to breathe and relax.â
The door to the next room opened and closed and it took me a second to remember that it was my room next door.
âThere she is,â Tobias muttered as he stepped through the connecting door and headed for me, bending low to kiss me on the lips. âYou sleep okay?â
âKinda,â I answered.
He gave a slow nod, the dark circles under his eyes telling me heâd slept the same. In fact, we all looked the same.
âWe ate all the food from last night.â T gave a shrug. âSo I jogged down to the bakery to get you this.â
He lifted a small paper bag in one hand, then a coffee cup in his other. âAnd this.â The smell of the brew made me groan and reach for it. But he just chuckled and pulled away at the last minute. âEasy. Not so fast. What are you going to do for it, first?â
âWhat?â
âI mean.â He gave a shrug. âI had to run for this.â
A smile tugged at the corners of my mouth. I scowled and crossed my arms over my bare breasts. âWhat do you want for it?â
He scowled, squinted, then lunged, dropping the bakery bag onto the end of the bed to push me backwards. âHow about you, baby?â
I let out a bark of laughter, glancing at the cup. âBetter not have spilled that.â
He just smiled, then eased away and handed over the cup. âWhat do you take me for?â
The outer door to the other room opened and closed, and the familiar thud of Nickâs steps echoed through the door. âSomeoneâs wasting damn time,â he growled, looking at the cup in my hand as he came into our room. âWant to eat that on the road, I kind of want to get moving?â
âSure.â I pushed up from the bed. âCan I grab a shower?â
âAbsolutely.â He gave me a smile. âIâll get our things together.â
I took a sip of coffee and headed for our bathroom, shaking my head the moment I stepped inside. Wet towels were dropped in a pile on the floor but there was a fresh set sitting on the counter for me. I closed the door, reached in and turned on the faucets to adjust the temperature, and stepped in. By the time I was done, I felt more alive than I had in a long time.
âKnock, knock,â Caleb murmured as he turned the handle and opened the door. âFigured you could do with some clean clothes.â
He handed me the same ones Iâd worn yesterday, only this time they were freshly washed and dried. âThanks.â I grabbed the clothes and pulled them on.
âNickâs organized a replacement car.â Caleb leaned against the doorframe and watched me as I tugged my jeans up and reached for my bra.
âOh?â I murmured as he stepped closer, slid the straps over my shoulders, and worked the hooks in the back, then slid his finger to adjust the band.
âHe said itâll keep us going until we find somewhere to settle.â
âSettle?â I turned around.
He met my stare. âFor a while at least.â
I hadnât thought of what would happen now. I knew The Order were going to look for us until they were given a reason not to. How long that was, I didnât know. Caleb handed me my shirt and I slipped it on. I guessed our new life started with a new car to go with our new names.
âPromise me youâll never forget me,â I pleaded, meeting his stare. âThe real me.â
âRyth, youâll always be the real you to me, and to all of us. A name is just a name. Besides,â he gave me a wink. âYouâll always be our little sister.â
I laughed as I followed him out and pulled on my boots. My coffee was barely warm when we piled into London St. Jamesâs car and pulled out of the motel parking lot. I ate, shared my bagel with Rebel, and finished my coffee as we pulled into the dealershipâs parking lot.
I glanced around as I stepped out and found a row of shops across the street, then turned to Nick. âIâm going to be across the road, okay?â
Nick stopped, glanced across the street, and scowled.
âItâll be okay.â T gave a shrug. âBuying cars bores the shit out of me anyway, and I could do with some new clothes.â
Nick gave a slow nod. âNot out of sight, okay, princess?â
I smiled, he was back to being the big brother. âDeal.â
He stood there watching as Tobias and I turned and walked away. T grabbed my hand as we crossed the road and headed for the stores. He was touchy, more than Nick and Caleb. His thumb ran the length of mine as we stepped up onto the sidewalk. âWhere first, baby?â He glanced my way.
I scanned the shops and my gaze lingered on the internet cafe. âThere.â
âYou sure?â He cut me a look, one that said, careful.
âIâm not going to do anything stupid.â
One nod and he motioned me forward. We went inside and he broke away almost instantly and headed to the counter of the small yuppie cafe. He motioned to me, waited for the guy to start the timer for me to log on, and ordered us coffee to go. But I was never out of his sight. I sat down and pulled out the napkin Dad gave me. It kind of felt surreal now. Had that all happened? The gun fight, the terrorâ¦Dad handing himself over for the second time to keep me safe.
As I opened up the folded napkin, I knew every brutal second of it had been real.
My pulse thundered as I opened up the browser and punched in the bank ID number. A second later, I had the name Jericho Bank and a phone number for customer service, which I wrote down my own napkin with a pen someone had left behind. Tobias glanced my way as he grabbed the coffees and strode over.
âDo you think I can use your phone?â
âSure, baby.â He handed it over, then glanced at the computer screen before he whispered. âIâm just going to be over there if you need anything.â
He took his coffee and headed to a bulletin board to give me a little space. I grabbed his phone, called the number listed, and waited for it to be answered. A few minutes later and a number of personal detail questions, I waited while she verified my answers and retrieved the information about the account.
âMs. Castlemaine?â
âYes?â
âUm, sorry for the wait. I had to verify the details of the account were correct.â
My stomach sank, please donât tell me this money is tracked by the goddamn CIA. âItâs fine,â I muttered.
âBecause there is quite a substantial amount of money in this account and I wanted to make certain you were who you said you were.â
Quite a substantial amount? âHow much are we talking about here?â
âFifty million dollars.â
My knees trembled. âWhat!â
âThe amount, Ms. Castlemaine. Itâs just a little over fifty million, three hundred thousand.â
âJesus.â I reached out and braced myself on the desk. âAre you sure?â
Tobias glanced my way, scowled, then scanned the cafe.
âYes, maâam. Did you need me to repeat that number again?â
Yes. âNo,â I murmured. âAnd I can take out that amount whenever I want?â
âWell, there are procedures weâd need to put into place. We only keep a certain amount of funds at the bank at any given time.â
But my mind was already drifting, not even processing what she was saying. âThatâs fine. I appreciate your help.â She was still talking when I lowered the phone and ended the call.
Tobias, watching me from across the room, came closer. âEverything okay?â
For a second, I couldnât speak, then I slowly nodded and lifted my gaze to his. âHoly shit, T.â
His brow creased deeply, but there was a twitch in the corners of his lips. âI take it thatâs a good holy shit?â
My hands were shaking when I handed his phone back to him. âLetâs just say that if Nick has the rest of our lives covered, then Iâve got the next two, as well.â
His brows shot up with a look of surprise. âJesus.â
I gave a laugh, glanced around the empty store, and picked up the coffee heâd bought me, then I took a sip, not that I needed the extra rush. âI guess we need to get back.â
âI guess we should.â He looked at me strangely, then laughed, grabbed my hand, and hauled me toward the door.
By the time weâd made it across the street, the idiot beside me was beaming. âI think Iâm going to start my Christmas list early this year.â
I shot him a glare. âOh, yeah?â
âYeah, little mouse.â He turned that grin to me and my heart fluttered with the look, right before he lowered his gaze to my breasts. âYou owe me.â
I bit the insides of my cheeks to stop from laughing and turned back to the others as Nick and Caleb strode away from a salesman, Nick with a set of keys to a brand new truck in his hand.
âOur sister has something she wants to tell you.â T broke the news first.
I gave him a playful punch to the ribs, one that made him wince. He was covered with bruises. We all were battered and beaten, but still aliveâ¦and now, now we had the means and the determination to survive.
âOh, yeah?â Nick scanned the street behind me then brushed his thumb along my cheek, staring down into my eyes. âYou have something to tell us, princess?â
My heart thrummed at his stare. I wasnât just falling in love with my brothers anymore. I was plunging headlong into an abyss that had no bottom.
âRyth?â Caleb murmured, stepping closer. Concern flared in his voice. âWhat is it?â
I swallowed and licked my lips. âDad has left me a substantial amount of money.â
âHe has?â Nick glanced across the street to the cafe. âThatâs what you were doing?â
I nodded.
âWhen you say substantial, how much are we talking here?â
âFifty million dollars,â I whispered.
They said nothing.
I donât think they even breathed.
Even Nickâs brows rose at the sum.
âDamn,â T muttered. âNow I really am going to need to work on that Christmas list.â
But Nick shook his head. âNo, you wonât. Because weâre not touching that money.â
Confusion flared and mingled with anger. âWhy?â
Nick moved closer, slid his hand around to cup the back of my neck, and tilted my head up to him. âBecause thatâs your money, princess. Your money your father left you. He wanted you to have a way out in case you needed it, so thatâs what itâs going to be, your way out.â
A pang of pain cut through my chest. All I could hear was his words when heâd told me one day Iâd want more. But even though the pain took hold, I saw the desperation in his eyes. He wanted me to be strong, to be careful. He wanted me to be safeâ¦and this was his way of doing that, of making sure that I was never dependent on anyone else again for the rest of my life.
âSo you keep that information somewhere safe. Iâll get you a new phone at the next stop and we can set you up with a One Password account. Howâs that sound?â
âThen all we need to do is find a place to live.â I stared into his eyes.
âSpeaking ofâ¦â Tobias muttered as he reached into his pocket and pulled out a brochure heâd somehow stashed away. âI found this.â
He handed the folded brochure over to Nick. All I saw was greenâ¦and the most stunning mountains Iâd ever seen in my life as Nick released my neck and took the paper.
âApparently, itâs a new town and new community. It says âWe pride ourselves on protection and privacyâ. Theyâre calling itââ
âTutum?â Nick muttered.
âSafe.â Calebâs voice made us all turn toward him. He met our stares and motioned his head to the brochure in Nickâs hand. âMy Latin is a little rusty, but Iâm pretty certain it means safe.â
Tobias grabbed his phone and punched in the details. âYeah, youâre right. So, what do you think?â
The view of the mountains alone was enough to make excitement soar inside me.
âThen it looks like weâre heading to Tutum,â Nick muttered. âWe look, if we donât like it, then we move on, okay?â
I nodded, knowing in my heart we werenât just going to like itâ¦we were going to love it.