CH 87

Look Only at Me

Translated by SoundDestiny

Edited by Zil

“…… Sayaka?”

The girl with the thin smile on her face – Sayaka Sadogashima was looking at Ran in the bathtub with a calm look in her eyes.

The reflection of the moonlight and the magical stone light in the bathtub illuminates Sayaka’s face. Her face shows no trace of her usual timid air.

The way Sakaya looks at Ran, it’s as if she is secretly in love with a precious treasure. She continues to stare at Ran with a loving gaze.

“Why are you here……”

“——”

Ran is relieved that it is not a foreign enemy, but nevertheless he is still surprised that something unexpected has happened.

The bathing time for the others should be long gone by now.

The reason why Ran occupied an empty bathroom in the middle of the night is because he begged the minister of the first chamber to make sure that he wouldn’t have a naked relationship with other boys in this situation and in this position.

Well, even if they refuse, Ran will still use it without permission.

In the past, when the shower alone was not enough to wash off the sweat, Ran often used this place without permission, so now he borrowed, with the appearance of a senior servant, and at the same time he was in the exquisite position of being a saint, in the end he was given permission.

Even though a huge amount of water is used, all the hot water in the bathtub is produced by Aya’s infinite magic over energy, not the direct resources of the royal palace.

Ran thought it would be a shame if he didn’t use up all the hot water until it got dirty, as Aya had to change it every day.

It has happened from time to time that senior servants or knights, who have missed a bath, have come to borrow hot water.

However the Saints, who bathe together at a fixed time, have never visited the bathroom at this time before.

Suddenly, Ran looked down from Sayaka’s face.

Wrapped in a bath towel, her uneven body retains its smooth curves and is very attractive.

Sayaka’s bosom, which doesn’t seem to swell as much as Ran  might want to put it onomatopoeia. Her waist is tight, and Ran you can see the subtle nipple through the towel.

As Ran stares at her, he notices that Sayaka has unconsciously tried to hide her complex breasts, and the bath towel is wrapped higher than usual.

The bathtub is slightly deep, meaning Ran is sitting much lower than Sayaka and he is looking up at Sayaka.

Ran could see the dense, jet-black wheat field glinting from the edge of her bath towel, which was too thick for her quiet face.

Sayaka’s underarm hair is peeking out from her white bath towel. It’s the kind of thing Ran should normally see when he’s getting into the act.

This dangerous glimpse makes Ran very nervous.

Sayaka is probably unaware her maiden’s garden is slightly exposed.

She smiles quietly, turns around, and walks towards the washing area. She fills up a tub in the corner with water using water magic and covers her head with it. Ran was sure she’d just had a proper bath a few minutes ago, but she’s still dipping into the hot water.

For a moment, the thought crossed Ran’s mind that if he were to marry, he would want a girl who could take care of him like this.

She combed her brown hair, which was dripping with water. Then Sayaka stood up quickly and took a moment to pull off her bath towel.

Her white, translucent back, illuminated by the moonlight, is almost divine. With drops of water dripping down her body, Sayaka slowly walks towards Ran.

“……….”

She doesn’t try to hide her body, but walks in with a straight back and a proud face.

Ran can see the flat chest, the hairy crotch of a high school girl, and the slim and beautiful legs that are flexible and stretchy. In the dimly lit bathroom, a pure white angel had landed on the floor.

When Sayaka reached the edge of the tub, she looked down at Ran with a judging look in her eyes. -No, this is not a judgement of goods. Ran has seen this face of Sayaka’s before.

With a slightly trembling of her body. Sayaka let out a sweet exhale, “Fuuaa…..”

The way she sticks out her tongue and licks the tip of her finger on the edge of her mouth. Ran’s hips twitched nervously.

Unable to look at the inviting sway of her mouth, Ran couldn’t help but look away.

As Ran turned away, he saw the dense flower garden that had just peeked out from the edge of the towel.

But this garden was different from the previous one. A single path in the garden was filled with lustful drops.

Did Sayaka notice that Ran’s eyes were glued to her maidenly parts? Ran was unsure if it’s nervousness or excitement, but Sayaka’s hips are shaking. As if in reaction to this, a drop of water dripped from a single path between her legs, and eventually, unable to bear the weight, the thread broke and a drop of lascivious water dripped onto the bathroom floor.

Ran was not a good enough person to dismiss the water drops as the residue of hot water.

The first drop must have triggered it. Sayaka’s legs trembled and she let out a painful, yet sexy, cry.

It’s not just her voice that leaks out. Her vaginal opening, which is protected by bushes split open, and overflows with a viscous liquid and moistens.

Her love juices overflowed endlessly, running down her inner thighs and sliding down her legs.

As she soaked in the tub, Ran watched carefully as the overflowing drops licked and wet Sayaka’s thighs.

“…… Kirishima-kun.”

When Ran looked up, he saw Sayaka looking away, looking embarrassed, scratching her cheek shyly.

“Can I come in with you ……?”

Without waiting for Ran to reply, Sayaka bent down, stretched her legs out on the water and landed with a plop.

It’s a ladylike gesture that doesn’t upset the water. But despite this modest gesture, Sayaka’s body was burning with feminine instincts and raging with lewdness.

When she bent down, Ran saw Sayaka’s crotch spread out in front of him. The pink crack was open and wet, even the jet-black garden was wet and drooling.

“Houu….”

After soaking in the much cooler water, Sayaka’s voice is weak and faint. Looking at the rippling surface of the water, Sayaka has a distant look of deep emotion in her eyes.

Ran can’t help but admire her bewitching self.

Sayaka’s nakedness and her body which has been seen and touched dozens of times. And yet, just the fact that they’re in the bath together, shoulder to shoulder, is enough to make Ran excited.

Sayaka’s profile of a classmate has been slightly changed. Suddenly, her profile overlaps with the one Ran used to look at in class.

‘I’m taking a bath with a girl who is a classmate of mine who has been taking classes at the same school’ – the moment those words went through his head, something popped in Ran’s head.

“Sa–Saya–”

“Hey, Kirishima-kun?”

As if to interrupt Ran, Sayaka calls out to him. She puts her hand on Ran’s shoulder and envelops him with her loving gaze.

The moment her fingertips reach out, Sayaka stretches out and takes Ran’s lips in hers.

The sweet contact plays on her lips and she feels her cheeks heat up.

The two of them put their arms around each other’s back and stay close in the water. Their smooth, uneven bodies entwine and their moist, bare skin sucks each other in.

It is not only the body and bare skin that are sucked together. As if pecking, Sayaka tastes Ran’s lips carefully.

The hot water in the bathtub ripples. Droplets of water dripped from her wet hair and licked her neck.

But the sound of water is not enough to disguise the fact. She kisses him more aggressively and carefully than one can expect from the usual Sayaka. She crawls her tongue and smears Ran’s lips and gums with her saliva.

The sound of dense, lustful water drops keeps Sayaka and Ran together.

The sound of their lovemaking is the only thing lingering in the tranquillity of the bathroom.

As their lips part and they look at each other. Their faces, wet and slightly inflamed, are decadent and very sexy.

Sayaka’s expression changed from one of debauchery to one of compassion once again.

She stuck out her tongue mischievously and her narrowed eyes took on a sadistic hue.

“….You don’t have to hold back anymore, do you?”

“Say, Sayaka ………… mmm!”

As soon as she saw the nostalgic look in his eyes, Sayaka slumped down towards him.

Sayaka puts her arms around the back of Ran’s head and holds his head even tighter than before. She put her lips on his lips and stained his tongue with the forbidden act that Sayaka had been holding back until now.

The sudden stimulation makes Ran jump with a jolt.

A slimy object slowly invades Ran’s mouth. This is an act that he has done many times. It’s one of the many things he’s done with other girls.

But this is only the second time he has done this with Sayaka. Sayaka’s tongue is trying its best to pry open Ran’s mouth, even though it is not used to doing so.

It’s not for the clichéd reasons of wanting to make the other person feel good, or wanting to feel good together. Sayaka has been holding back for a long time. It’s an act of obeying Ran’s orders, fighting against her own desires, and enduring it.

It’s the only difference between a tongue in and a tongue out. But for Sayaka, it was not so.  Ran can do it with other girls without any harm, but he can’t do the act with Sayaka (To be precise, he hasn’t done it with Sakuya yet.)

The fact that Ran had done it once was probably also a reason why he had instilled a sense of hunger in Sayaka.

If Sayaka hadn’t known about such an act, Ran wouldn’t have asked for it. This would be her first time she made love to her beloved – an act that she could only do when she made love to him with her true heart, without the hindrance of his special Sexual Lunatic-Underling Training.

It was a touch that Sayaka instinctively sought, as she explored her memories of Ran.

Sayaka’s tongue, coated with lust, ravages Ran’s mouth.

The sound of water droplets sizzling is strangely comforting at the moment. They hug each other in the hot water, close together even their bare skin is sucking on each other as if seeking the other.

Their slender bodies entwine and hug each other tightly. With Sayaka wrapped all over his body, Ran exploded with a surge of emotion.

It’s like an oar that moves a boat forward. Ran’s erect cock rubbed up against Sayaka’s crotch and rolled up the hot, aching passage.

“…Kh..”

The sudden contact makes Sayaka’s shoulders shake.

She pulls her tongue out of his mouth and lets out a satisfied sigh. The bridge of love that connects the mouths of Ran and Sayaka is glistening in the moonlight.

Sayaka twists the thread of light between her fingers and sucks the fruit of their love into her mouth. She raises her white, supple arms and shakes her narrowed, sexy eyes.

She licks her own arm moistly, staring into Ran’s eyes. Her challenging gaze shines with a mysterious light. As if in her element, Sayaka rises from the tub.

Her slender frame is exposed in front of Ran’s eyes. She has no chest, so Sayaka knows she has to do her best. Sayaka sucks on her fingertips with a look of condescension. The challenging look in her eyes, the forefinger between her lips invitingly. The naked body of the moonlight shines white.

Ran looked down from her waist and saw a wet, jet-black field of wheat.

It was soaking wet, probably from a soak in the tub.

“I still love you, Kirishima-kun, even as you are now.”

She took Ran’s arm in her hand and raised his wrist to press it against her own crotch, which was still immersed in the tub.

A sizzling, hot blotch at the point of contact. Ran’s hands are soaked with Sayaka’s love juice.

“Look, touch…….You know what? I’m so excited just being with you, Kirishima-kun.”

“………..”

“Do you remember the first night we tied the knot and how hard it was for me to get wet? I think that was the best time for me, to feel close to Kirishima-kun, even though I didn’t receive your skill at that time, so I might not have been able to react in an ideal way.”

Ran looked at her face, she was looking at him.

But her face was not crying.

“When I was about to be attacked by Yamashiro-kun, you saved me, I was so happy. I was so, so happy. Kirishima-kun looked more like a brave hero than ever before. You looked like the prince of the story….. But I was worried all the time. I think that what I felt for Kirishima-kun is a false feeling through your feeling. I think it’s a very coloured feeling, clouded by many colours.”

Sayaka’s hands are full of power. It was so hot that it almost burned, and the part of Sayaka that had melted lewdly. The heat seemed to spread through Ran’s mind.

“But now I don’t let myself be misled by anything. I see Kirishima-kun as genuine and pure, genuine Sayaka Sadogashima…….This is the result.”

‘Hey, Kirishima-kun’ as Sayaka looks into Ran’s eyes with a passionate gaze.

“I can remember the first time I got together with Kirishima-kun like it was yesterday. I thought I was going to die of regret, but I eventually reunited with Kirishima-kun. The first time I kissed Kirishima-kun. I was able to give my precious virginity to Kirishima-kun for the first time. I remember it all like it was yesterday. …… I’ve had sex with Kirishima-kun many times since then, but the first time was the most memorable. -My body has wanted Kirishima-kun since that time.”

Regarding physical pleasure, the more times a girl does it the more they feel it through [Underling Training-Sexual Lunatic] the more they will be able to enjoy it.

But that’s not what Sayaka is focused on.

She is not being pressured by anyone nor she is being forced to feel it by someone or something with an invisible ability.

It is not a false heart that has been invaded by Ran’s skill. It is the true heart of pure and genuine Sayaka, which only she has colored on the pure white canvas.

The first time she had sex with Ran, She was so happy, and it felt better than any other sex she’ve had since.

“But I can’t, I can’t.”

“……….”

“The night Kirishima helped me. There was only one other thing that changed that night.”

She took Ran’s hand away from her hot, throbbing pussy. Ran’s arms fell into the bathtub with a thud, losing their support.

“When I saw Kirishima-kun being nice to other girls and being friendly with them, it made me feel very sad. I’ve always been a little jealous of other girls. But this time it was different.”

“…………”

“For a moment, I seriously wished that Nekoyama-san had never regained consciousness. It was hard for me to be friends with Mikoshiba-san and the others. When I saw that you were caring for Inugami-san and she was saying kind words to you, I felt a pang in my heart!…… Aaa, I’m just so jealous.”

“I hated myself for it, I was ashamed, I was embarrassed. I’m a bit self-loathing.”

Her moist eyes flicker in the moonlight.

The reality that Ran had unknowingly turned a blind eye to finally confront him.

Jealousy – yes, jealousy. It’s a reality that Ran can’t see from his side, where he is surrounded by so many girls. The fact that a high school boy is in love with nine of his female classmates is extraordinary.

The term “equal love” is just a deception that sounds good. There is only one body and one heart. If a boy loves more than one girl equally with only one heart, he will receive less love from each of them. It is impossible to love all the girls to the best of one’s ability.

It’s not that Ran didn’t notice, it’s just that he was unconsciously and unknowingly  turning away from it.

“For Kirishima-kun, who has had sex with so many different girls, my first time might be just one of many experiences.”

“That’s not true….”

Getting up from the tub, Ran put his hands on Sayaka’s shoulders.

Sayaka’s body trembles. She looks away in confusion, but then catches sight of Ran’s heated lower abdomen, her cheeks flush and she clears her throat.

“Everyone’s first time is a shocking experience, but it’s the most precious memory of all. I still remember very clearly when Sayaka gave me her first. I’m not so despicable to that extent.”

It’s not just Sayaka’s, but also Misuzu’s and Kanami’s first time. Aya, Saki, Sakuya, Hibiki, Yuri and Emi. The first time they laid eyes on each other, Ran would never forget it, not even once.

Indeed, it was an impure motive at first.

Ran wanted to have sex with an active high school girl, just once, before he die. He wants to compare with his other classmates. He wanted to take his revenge on his classmates who excluded him.

Ran was a selfish, self-centred lowlife person. He thought that he was the poor victim of being kicked out of the group, and that he would not be punished for taking the girls’ virginity as revenge.

But once Ran and the girls were actually together, Ran realised that this was a big mistake.

Even though the means are vile. As a man, Ran wanted to take responsibility for the girl he had fallen for, and love her with all his heart.

No amount of words can wipe it out.–Even Ran understands that he has committed a horrible act.

It is a fact that, at that time Ran had no other way to do it, even if he would be blamed.

But this is what he wanted to tell Sayaka.

“I never forgot my first time with Sayaka. I have never forgotten the first time I met Sayaka, the way you looked so happy when we met again, the way you asked for me. You told me that you loved me with a pure heart. And of course, the time I made love to Sayaka. –And after that, you trusted me and told me that I could use my training skills on you.”

With her cheeks dyed, Sayaka looks away.

She was so cute that Ran wrapped his arms around Sayaka’s body and held her tightly.

“How could I despise a girl who told me she loved me with all her heart?”

“It’s not the kind of thing you say when you’ve got a boner, you know……”

As she catches the feverish gene bottle in her belly button, Sayaka mutters in a rather dismissive voice.

Sayaka’s cooled limbs are just a little bit chilly. The temperature from Ran is slowly making its way down to Sayaka’s lower abdomen.

As she twists and turns. Sayaka’s soft abdominal muscles stimulate.

“…… I said I could love Kirishima-kun, who is attracted to other girls, before I received the skill.”

“Sayaka?”

“Hey, Kirishima-kun”

The question of words spun in the mouth. It’s drowned out by the layers of questioning tone.

Slender fingers caress Ran’s shoulders. The fingers are moist and absorb the bare skin.

With a puff, Sayaka’s breath is blown into Ran’s ear.

“Just for this night, I want you to be my own Kirishima-kun.”

Their faces meet and stare at each other. There is a hint of dampness in their intertwined gazes, but Sayaka covers it up with a fake smile.

“Just for this moment, I don’t want you to think of any other girl – I want you to look at me as my, my only, precious lover.”

“Of course.”

Ran wanted to do everything he could for Sayaka tonight to make up for all the times she put up with him.

As if to apologize for giving her such a painful look, hiding her sadness with a false smile, Ran tried to stroke Sayaka’s cheek – but stopped himself.

Is this really the right thing to do? Is it really right to love her with pity, with makeshift lies?

“Kirishima-kun……”

Ran then resumes back to place his hand on Sayaka’s cheek. ‘Let’s put aside all rude thoughts of apologies and sympathy.’ He said to himself.

This is the last time he was going to indulge himself.

“I love you, Sayaka.”

“Hywaa!?”

With a blink of an eye, Ran put his lips on hers and gently wrapped them.

It’s like what Sayaka did for him. Ran put his tongue in and played with it in her mouth.

The warmth of their breath mixes and makes the sticky temperature burst.

To divide one heart into nine and distribute them equally – that’s not loving equally.

Kirishima Ran has to love the girls with the heart of each person equally. He will try his best to give the fullest love that the individual Kirishima Ran has.

It’s not one in nine. but a hundred percent of his love for each of them.

Sayaka reminded him of such a simple thing. To repay her love, Ran kissed Sayaka with all the love she could muster.

He looks at Sayaka, who has lost her cool, and smiles serenely at her.

He promised himself that he would make love to her as much as he could tonight.

Tl:2 more chapters are still in editing phase. i’ll post it as soon as it finishes.