Chapter 128 I was stunned. More than shocked, I was upset. This wasnât how I wanted our friendship to end up. I would have been far happier if Axel had confided in me about someone else he likedâanything but this.
His desperate eyes stayed fixed on me, and I could hear his heart pounding as he waited for my answer.
How could I reject him to his face without breaking his heart?
âWhen?â I asked softly, trying to steady myself.
He lowered his head, his voice strained as he began to speak.
âFrom the day I met you. From the day Magnus brought you to the pack house.â
I looked away, my mind drifting back to the first time I met him. He had always been a kind and considerate man, his every action thoughtful and genuine. I had assumed his warmth toward me was simply because I was his best friendâs sister.
But now, with a heavy heart, I realized I had to tell him the truthâthat I had never seen him in that way. âAxel, 1-â
âSelene,â he interrupted, his voice firm yet pleading. âI know youâre a single mother. I know your children mean the world to you.
But you have your own life tooâa life where youâre alone. You need someone who can protect you, someone who will always be there for you.â
I frowned, his words stirring an unexpected frustration within me. âProtect me? From what? You of all people know that Iâm-â
âAn alpha,â he finished for me, nodding solemnly. âI know. But what about your emotional and mental support?â
âLove is not about needing someone, Axel,â I murmured, my voice trailing off as memories from my past began to surface.
âLove is something we feel for someone, even if theyâre completely unaware of it. Even if they choose to reject us,â I whispered, more to myself than to him.
Images of my exâhusband flashed through my mind. I remembered the days I had tried so hard to gain his attention, waiting weeks for him to come home, only to be met with indifference. I had loved him with everything I had, but he had never acknowledged my feelings. In the end, all I had was heartbreak.
A gentle touch pulled me from my thoughts. Axelâs hand held mine, his thumb grazing the back of my hand in a soothing motion.
When I looked at him, his sad, earnest eyes met mine. âMy love isnât weak either, Selene,â he said quietly. âIâve loved you for years. I want to be with you, to make you happy. I already live in this house. You and your kids are my family. You donât have to worry about stabilityâIâll always be here for you and for them.â
I understood what he was trying to say. He was laying out all the reasons why being with him made sense.
I sighed and tried to pull my hand away, but he held it tighter.
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His words struck a nerve, and for a moment, I felt something stir within me. He was a good man. He truly cared about my childrenâloved them, even.
But I couldnât let him sacrifice his own happiness for me. I didnât feel the same way about him, and letting him tie his life to mine would only lead to regret. He deserved love, and I couldnât give that to him.
I placed my other hand over his and gently rubbed it. âAxel...â
He shook his head, his expression resolute. âI know youâre afraid to take a risk. But Iâll make sure this timeâyour second marriageâit wonât fail:â
His words stopped me in my tracks. Marriage? He was talking about marriage.
âAxel, calm down,â I urged gently. âLook at me.â
He raised his eyes to mine, and I gestured for him to take a deep breath. Once he did, I spoke softly but firmly.
âI didnât know you had feelings for me. But you have to see things from my side too. Youâre not just my brotherâs best friendâ
youâre my friend too. Iâve always thought of you as family. Without you, my family would feel incomplete.â
I hesitated, lowering my gaze as I struggled to find the right words.
âBut I donât feel that way about you,â I admitted, my voice barely above a whisper. âIâve always seen you as a close friend. I wonât call you my big brother, because I donât want to hurt you. But you are important to me in that way.â
I took a deep breath, glancing up to see the pain in his eyes as my words sunk in. His grip on my hand began to loosen, but I didnât let go. Instead, I continued.
âI donât want this oneâsided love for you. Itâll only bring you pain, the same kind of pain Iâve felt before. Youâre a good man, Axel.
You deserve to find your mate, someone who can love you the way you deserve to be loved. Iâm sorry, but I donât want to give you any false hope. I donât love you.â
He stepped back, his hand slipping away from mine. The broken look on his face made my chest tighten, but I knew this was the right thing to do. It should have happened years ago. I didnât want him to waste his life in a relationship built on compromise.
âAxel,â I said softly, watching him.
He lifted a hand, signaling me to stop. Turning his face away, he tried to hide his emotions.
I walked toward him, reaching out to take his hand again. âIâm so sorry, Axel.â
He shook his head, his voice low and strained. âNo, itâs not your fault. You canât help how you feel.â
With that, he turned and walked toward the door.
âAxel.â
âJust... give me some time,â he replied, gripping the doorknob.
But as he opened the door, he froze. His sudden stillness confused me.
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I rushed toward him, realizing he was receiving a mindâlink message. I grabbed his arm, turning him toward me.
âWhat happened?â I demanded.
He looked shaken, his voice hurried as he said, âMagnus isnât feeling well.â Then he bolted out of the room.