They made it to the hospital in record time, probably breaking a few laws along the way.
Kris hadnât asked questions. Hadnât given Nate the sad pity eyes he hatedâthe kind he couldnât escape after his mom died. Instead, sheâd marched them straight to her car after his announcement and driven like the devil to Los Angeles County hospital.
All the tension from their stupid argument had disappeared, replaced by fraught worry.
They found Skylar in the waiting room, shaken but holding it together, all things considered. Based on what sheâd told Nate when she called, sheâd gone straight home from the pier and discovered their father passed out at the bottom of the stairs. At first, sheâd thought he was unconscious after drinking too muchâa common occurrenceâuntil sheâd noticed his blue-tinged skin and weak, irregular breathing. That was when sheâd freaked out and called 911 and Nate.
A quick check-in with the doctor revealed Michael contracted alcohol poisoning after, yep, drinking too much. It was a new low, and Nate was torn between fury and panic over his fatherâs situation. Luckily, Skylar had found Michael in timeâif sheâd come home even an hour later, the elder Reynolds mightâve already choked to death on his vomit.
Michael was in stable condition after the doctor gave him intravenous fluids with vitamin and glucose to stop the dehydration and increase his blood sugar, but the hospital was keeping him overnight for monitoring and evaluation.
Kris drove Skylar home while Nate filled out paperwork, much to Skylarâs consternation. Sheâd wanted to stay, but Nate had insisted she get some rest since she had soccer camp tomorrow. Their dad was fineâhe was asleep, and the nurses would take care of him.
Nate sat in front of his fatherâs room after he finished the paperwork, too exhausted to move. He was pissed at his old man for putting himself in danger like thatâfor drinking so much heâd planted himself at deathâs door. But Michael was still his father. He was still the man whoâd taught Nate how to swim and let him win at arm-wrestling. Seven-year-old Nate had thought he was the strongest kid in the world because heâd beat his dadâhis superhero dadâat arm-wrestling.
What Nate wouldnât give to get those days and his dad back.
He leaned his head against the wall and closed his eyes, tempted to pass out right there in the hospital hallway.
Maybe he did pass out, he didnât know. But after an indeterminate amount of time, a whiff of amber and florals edged out the omnipresent antiseptic in the air and caused him to crack open his eyes.
He raised his head and blinked once. Twice.
âWhat are you doing here?â His voice came out scratchy and tired.
âI brought you food.â Kris handed him a soda and an In-N-Out bag. âYou need to eat.â
âIâm not hungry.â
âEat.â Her tone brooked no opposition, and Nate was too exhausted to argue.
The minute he opened the bag, the smell of burger and fries slammed into his nostrils and woke the monster. His stomach had been asleep all this time, playing second fiddle to his nerves and overworked brain, but now it roared to life, demanding attention.
Five minutes later, heâd demolished all the food.
Nate finished the last fry and looked up to find Kris staring at him with wide eyes.
âSorry.â Guilt crawled into his now-satiated stomach. âI shouldâve offered you some before I went all Conan the Barbarian on the food.â
âNo, I already ate with Skylar.â Krisâs mouth twitched. âYou eat like a starved bear.â
A laugh rumbled in Nateâs chest, catching him by surprise. It felt damn good, though. âGuess I was hungry after all.â He crumpled the bag into a ball and tossed it into a nearby trash can. âYou didnât have to come back. You couldâveâshouldâveâgone home after dropping Skylar off.â
Kris lifted her shoulder. âItâs not like I had anything else to do. Besides, I wanted to make sureââ She hesitated. âSkylarâs fine, by the way. She passed out right after she got home.â
Sheâd known what Nate was going to ask before he asked it.
âThanks for driving her,â he said softly. âAnd for staying.â
He hadnât expected her to be soâ¦nice, especially not after heâd been such a dick to her at the pier. He hadnât meant to go so hard on her, but heâd been all wound up from their Ferris wheel rideâthe sexiest, most frustrating Ferris wheel ride of his lifeâand the way sheâd repeated, We arenât actually dating, like sheâd never dream of being with someone like him.
Fuck. It had driven him crazy and straight into Assholeville.
Yet here she was, keeping him company in front of his alcoholic fatherâs hospital room after driving him here, driving his sister home, and feeding him.
Gratitude, regret, and embarrassment sloshed in his stomach.
âAbout earlier, at the pier.â Nate grimaced. âI was a dick. I shouldnât have said those things to you. I donât think youâre thatâ¦â
âSnobby? Vapid? Stuck-up?â Kris shrugged. Her dress was wrinkled from sitting too long, and her normally perfect hair fell in messy waves around her face. Sheâd never looked more beautiful. âItâs water under the bridge. Besides, I am snobby and stuck-up, though Iâd like to think Iâm not that vapid. And I donât choose who I hang out with based on the size of their bank accounts.â
âYouâre not stuck-up,â he said automatically.
A ghost of a smile touched her lips. âBut I am snobby?â
âShit, no. I meanââ
âItâs fine.â She laughed. âI appreciate the apology, and I know what you meant. Itâs been a long day.â Krisâs gaze drifted toward Michaelâs room. âHowâs your dad doing?â
âHeâs fine. Stable.â Nate rubbed a hand over his face. âYou really donât have to stay. Youâve done more than enough.â
âI donât have to, but I want to.â
Something reached inside Nateâs chest and squeezed. Hard.
He let out a sharp exhale and averted his gaze. âYou wanna get out of here?â He couldnât bear to look at the white walls and listen to the faint, incessant beeping of monitors any longer. âThereâs a place I wanna show youâif youâre not too tired.â
Kris hesitated, and he suppressed a flinch at his idiotic question.
Of course sheâs tired, asshole. Itâs past midnight.
âLetâs do it,â she said.
Relief and a strange, warm feeling he couldnât identify fizzled through him. Nate cast one last look at his fatherâs room before leaving.
They entered the elevator and rode it to the garage in silence.
Shit, he couldnât believe Kris had witnessed all the drama with his father. He never let anyone outside his family in on how bad things were, not even Elijah. It was none of their business, and the last thing Nate wanted was anyone feeling sorry for him.
Fortunately, Kris hadnât thrown him a pity party. She was sympathetic, but she didnât look at him like he was some sad sack charity case whom she wanted to âhelp.â
Nate was more grateful for that than anything else sheâd done that night.
Their footsteps echoed in the garage on their way to her Mercedes. Once they reached the gleaming silver convertible, Kris unlocked the car and tossed him the keys. âYou drive.â
His eyebrows shot up. âYouâre kidding.â
âI donât kid.â She slid into the passenger seat, and Nate had no choice but to take the driverâs seat.
His heart rate kicked up as he surveyed the shiny, high-tech dashboard and sleek black leather interior. This was hands down the most expensive car heâd ever been in, and as much as he loved his loyal Honda Civic, it would be nice to drive something that didnât have a fifty-fifty chance of dying on him in the middle of the freeway.
Letâs test this baby outâniiiiice.
A Mercedes wasnât a Mustang or a Corvette, but the smooth, powerful purr of the engine was still music to his ears.
âBuckle up,â Nate said with a grin. âWarning: you might regret giving me the keys when this is all over.â
He was careful getting out of the garage and on the side streets, but once they were on the freeway? He put the top down and let it rip.
Holy. Shit.
If Nate werenât so dedicated to acting, he wouldâve seriously considered a career in racing or something similar. The wind on his skin, the ability to control all that speed and power with a tap of his foot and a turn of the wheelâ¦this must be what freedom felt like.
During the ride, he checked on Kris to make sure she was doing okay. He shouldnât have worriedâher cheeks were flushed, and her eyes sparkled like she was enjoying their wild ride through L.A. as much as he was. Sheâd even put her hair up in a bunâso it wouldnât get messed up by the wind, he assumed.
He found that oddly charming.
By the time they arrived at their destination, Nateâs heart pumped with adrenaline, and exhilaration sang through his veins. When he cut the engine, the pounding in his ears intensified, prolonging his rush.
âSo?â He draped an arm over his headrest and twisted his body to face Kris. âYou regret giving me the keys or what?â
âHardly.â Kris smiled, smug as a cat that got the cream. âI enjoy being chauffeured.â
Nateâs laugh rang loud and clear in the still night air. âYouâre something else, princess.â
âI know.â She smoothed her hands primly over her dress. âGood thing you didnât nick the car or I wouldâve had to kill you.â
âYou couldâve tried.â
Her smile turned feral. âThere are ways to kill a man that donât involve brute strength.â
Nate narrowed his eyes, examining her words and expression the way a detective might. âRemind me never to get on your bad side.â
Another smug expression before she swept her gaze over their surroundings. âThis view is amazing.â
Theyâd parked on a hill overlooking the city, and the view was pretty damn spectacular. Not many people knew about the spot, thoughâit wasnât clearly marked, hence why they were the only ones here. Nate stumbled upon it by accident one day when heâd gotten lost after a disastrous audition. Heâd been so in his head about what he couldâve, shouldâve done at casting that heâd taken a wrong turn, and boom, Lostville.
He had figured it out in the endâthank you, Google Maps, even though it liked to spaz out and fuck with him sometimesâand snagged himself a secret hideout in the process.
Not bad for what had been a shitty day.
Today was also a shitty day, but he was with Kris, so it wasnât all bad. Her presenceâ¦soothed him.
She was the only other person heâd brought here. This was his getaway. The place he went when he needed to escape other people and think. But it felt right, having her beside him as they gazed out over the glittering sprawl of the city.
âA lot of people hate L.A.,â Kris said, propping her elbow on the top of the car door and resting her chin in her hand. âThey say itâs fake and plastic. Materialistic. Coincidentally, they say that about me too.â
She didnât sound too bothered by that fact.
Nate ran his gaze over Krisâs profile. The stubborn tilt of her jaw, the sensual curve of her mouth. Illuminated by nothing other than moonlight, she resembled an ethereal goddess come to earth. âThatâs not true. Youâre the realest person Iâve ever met.â
He meant it.
Kris was prickly and a little spoiled, but she never pretended to be someone she wasnât. That was more than Nate could say for most people in this townâincluding himself.
Her lips twisted into a wry smile. âBut Iâm materialistic.â
âWe all are, in our own ways.â Nate ran his hand over the polished wood of the dashboard. âMoney canât buy happiness, but it can buy comfort. Peace of mind. Freedom from the stress of worrying about whether you can pay next monthâs rent.â
The people who said money didnât matter were probably rich hippies who didnât have to worry about it. Money might not be everything, but it meant a helluva lot to those who were struggling to keep their heads above water.
Nate knew that better than anyone.
âYou forgot one thing,â Kris said.
He cocked a questioning eyebrow.
âMoney buysâ¦â She paused, as if searching for the right word. âLoyalty, I guess, in its most fucked-up form. If you buy something, itâs yours, and people who are there for money will stay for the money. Theyâre predictable that way, and itâs less fickle than relying on love or innate decency. I guess thatâs why I like L.A. Because itâs all so predictable. No offense,â she added.
âNone taken. Itâs true.â Nate chuckled. âGod, weâre cynical.â
âBut realistic.â
âYeah.â Nate sometimes wished he could be as optimistic as Skylarâit seemed like a happier way to live lifeâbut optimism didnât pay the bills. Which reminded him, he needed to check whether their health insurance covered the total cost of Michaelâs hospital stay and treatment. If notâ¦
I have the money from my arrangement with Kris. That should cover it.
Nate exhaled. Heâd wanted to save the money for rent and a small emergency fund, but he supposed unexpected medical expenses fell under âemergency.â
âSpeaking of realisticâ¦â
âYeah?â
âBe honest,â Kris said. âIs this a make-out spot?â
The question was so unexpected it took a few seconds for it to sink in. Once it did, Nate barked out a laugh, grateful for the spark of levity.
Plus, the dark hilltop did resemble one of those make-out spots you saw in teen movies.
He flashed Kris a roguish smile. âIt could be.â
He had no qualms about turning his hideout into a make-out spot. His fatherâs trip to the hospital had killed the lingering arousal from the Ferris wheel ride, but now that he knew his family was safe, and he was alone with Krisâ¦well, letâs just say, Nate Jr. was up and about again. Literally.
âAll you have to do is ask,â he added.
He wasnât kidding about making her beg. Heâd kind of been joking at first, but the more he thought about it, the more he liked the idea of Kris coming to him. He wanted her to kiss him because she wanted toânot because she had to.
Though judging by her reaction on the Ferris wheel, she already wanted to. She just wouldnât admit it.
âIs that so?â
Kris appeared to be thinking it over, which surprised the hell out of him. Heâd expected her to put up another fight.
His cock was on board, though. Life vest on, head poking over the railing, all ready to go on this particular version of The Love Boat. It was so eager youâd think sheâd offered him a BJ instead of contemplating a simple lip-to-lip. Though there would be nothing âsimpleâ about it once they reached that point.
Chaste pecks were for visiting your great-aunt, not for beautiful girls with a body made for sin and a mouth made forâ
âKiss me,â Kris said.
Nate narrowed his eyes, sure heâd heard wrong.
âKiss me,â she repeated. âRight now.â
Cool. Detached. Not what heâd had in mind when he said âbeg.â
âJust like that?â Suspicion bled into his voice.
âSure.â Kris hitched a shoulder. âLook, itâs part of our contract and itâs just a kiss. Iâve kissed plenty of guys before.â
Nateâs lip curled up into an involuntary snarl.
âYou said all I have to do is ask, and Iâm asking,â she continued. Damn. He shouldâve been more specific in his language. âSo, letâs get this over with.â
Oh, hell no. She was not going to get away with treating this like a doctorâs appointment or a chore on her to-do list.
Just like that, his plans changed.
Kris shifted like she sensed the change in the atmosphereâor spotted the sinister gleam in his eyes.
âSince you asked so nicelyââ Nateâs teeth flashed white in the darkness. âWho am I to say no?â
He leaned forward, enjoying the small hitch in her breath as he got closerâ¦closerâ¦
And then his lips were on hers, and fuck, she tasted like rich wine and honey and heaven. Nate hadnât touched alcohol in years, but he was getting drunk off the taste of her. His head swam, his cock and his heart pounding in unison as he devoured her.
Kris was stiff at first, like she didnât quite trust what was happening, but after he nudged her lips open with his tongue and deepened the kiss, she melted into him.
Pure male satisfaction swirled inside him at her unspoken surrender.
Mine.
Nate angled Krisâs head back so he could explore her mouth, his fingers gripping her hair so tight she gasped. She didnât flinch at his punishing holdâin fact, her hands clawed his shoulders and her breath came out in shallow, needy pants. She swiped her tongue across his bottom lip, and he growled, tugging her hair harder while his free hand caressed all that smooth, soft skin on her thigh.
But the damn center console kept getting in the way, and he couldnât press his body against hers like he wanted to.
Impatient and aroused beyond belief, Nate broke the kiss, lifted Kris out of her seat, and planted her on his lap so she straddled him. It took some creative maneuvering, but the convertibleâs open top helped.
âWhatââ Krisâs question or whatever sheâd been about to say broke off into a soft moan when he scraped his teeth down the delicate length of her throat.
He had to hand it to her, thoughâshe bounced back quick.
âThis is a second kiss.â Another moan when he licked the hollow of her throat and gripped her hips, thrusting his throbbing erection against her core. Heâd never hated jeans or underwearâthe only barriers separating themâmore than in that moment. âThat wasnâtâ¦in theâ¦â
She trailed off, her eyes fluttering closed when Nate swept a hand beneath her dress.
âTechnically, weâre not kissing,â he said in a reasonable, if husky, tone. âWeâreâ¦getting to know each other.â
Krisâs eyes opened at that, and her soft laugh shot straight to his cock, which didnât need any additional encouragement. âIs that what this is?â
âYep.â Nateâs hand edged toward her core while he kept his eyes on her face, searching for any sign that she wanted him to stop.
Nope. She was all in.
Her nipples were so hard he could see them poking through the thin material of her bra and dress, and her skin was flushed and hot beneath his.
She was the sexiest thing heâd ever seen.
Nate clenched his jaw, running through baseball rosters and the fucking food pyramid in his mind to keep from coming.
Bread, pasta, fruitâoh, who the hell cares?
âHow well do you think we should get to know each other?â he murmured.
Silenceâexcept for their heavy breathing, that was.
âShould we call it a night?â Nate maneuvered her backward, so she no longer sat directly on him. He brushed his fingers over her core, unsurprised but still pleased to discover she was soaking wet. âItâs getting late.â
Krisâs eyes flared with both arousal and warning. âI hadnât noticed,â she said through gritted teeth.
âNo?â He increased the pressure and smiled at her small whimper. She was getting closeâhe could tell by the way her breathing changed and the way she ground against his hand. She clutched his arms, her pants growing heavier by the second.
Almost thereâ¦just a bit moreâ¦
Right before Kris tumbled over the edge, Nate pulled his hand away.
Her eyes flew open again, and he wouldâve laughed at her stunned indignation if his balls hadnât been bluer than a Smurf.
âLong day. Iâm tired.â Nate feigned a yawn. âThink we should call it a night, but thank you for the kiss.â The yawn morphed into a mischievous smile. âIt was nice getting to know you better.â
This time he did laugh as Kris scrambled back in furyâbut since she was still straddling him, she hit the car horn, which blared through the still night air at the same time as her curse.
âYou bastard!â
Nateâs smile widened. âLetâs get this over with,â huh? Try forgetting our first kiss now, he thought smugly.