ALEX
~My heart races as I stand next to the altar of the Royal Pack chapel, watching my soon-to-be mate walk down the aisle toward me.~
~I canât believe this is happeningâ¦~
~She wears a dazzling white wedding dress with a long train, and her face is completely covered by a white veil.~
~Everything is eerily silent except for the loud click of her heels on the stone tile.~
~As she approaches, I feel the urge to run, but my feet seem glued to the ground.~
~When she reaches me, I lift up the veil to see Lola staring at me.~
~âAre you ready?â she asks, grabbing my hands forcefully.~
~I open my mouth, but no words come out.~
~Her purple eyes flash with anger before changing to blue, then green, then amber, and finally a deep yellow.~
~The color of sunflowers.~
***
I open my eyes and jolt upright.
My heart is racing, and a cold sweat chills my skin.
~Again?~
Itâs the same dream Iâve had every night for the past six days, but this time it was even more vivid and intense.
And I can understand whyâ¦
Todayâs the day.
My mating ceremony.
I should be excited, but just thinking about it hurts my stomach.
In the past few days, every time Lola tried to discuss details of the ceremony, my mind wanderedâ¦
I canât stop thinking about Arielâwhat I said to her, how I kicked her out of the pack.
I keep watching the forest, wondering where she isâ¦
If sheâs safeâ¦
I still care about her and above all, I wish I could apologizeâ¦
But I had to make a decision, and I was under enough pressure without Arielâs jealousy and the insane accusations she was making against Lola.
~Itâs for the good of the pack~, I remind myself.
But I canât help thinking I did the wrong thingâ¦
Doing my best to push these thoughts away, I pull back the sheets and get out of bed.
Iâve got a big day ahead.
ARIEL
I stalk through the woods, leaves and twigs crunching underfoot.
Itâs been six days since Alex exiled me.
And todayâs his mating ceremony.
~Which means Iâm running out of time.~
Iâve been tracking these rogues since I left, and Iâm definitely getting closer. I know that whatever Lola has up her sleeve, theyâre involved.
Even though Iâm no longer in the pack, Iâm still a warrior.
And I will do everything I can to stop her from becoming Alexâs mate.
Sure, I once entertained the idea of a future with Alexâ¦
But this isnât about jealousy. The Moon Goddess herself instructed me to protect him.
I stop at a stream to refill my canteen. The water reflects my wild brown hair; my blood-and-dirt-stained face, clothes, and hands.
I look like a rogue myselfâ¦
I finished the meals from Steve and Louisa two days ago. Iâve been hunting for my food since then. I eat it raw in my wolf form to avoid betraying my position with a fire, and I use the blood to mask my scent.
The wind picks up from the east, and the scent of rogues fills my nose.
I also smell smoke and burning flesh⦠Theyâre cooking something over a fire.
I smile. They wonât scent me coming.
***
I silently climb up into the branches of a giant oak, looking down on the four ragged rogues sitting around a campfire.
~Finally.~
~Iâve found the bastards.~
The obvious leader is a big one with shiny black hair and a scarred face. My blood boils when I recognize him.
~Heâs the one who stabbed Helena.~
âZeke,â a young blond guy says. âWhen do we get the signal?â
~Nice to meet you, Zeke.~
âWhen the ceremony starts. Be cool,â Zeke says.
âWeâve lost most of our pack, man!â says Blondie. âHow the hell am I supposed to be cool?â
âDonât worry,â says another, who appears to be missing an eye. âThose royals canât fight for shit.â
âLola said the ceremony begins at sunset and the reception is in the gardens near the forest,â says Zeke. âThe palace will be empty when we sneak in.â
~Fucking Lola! I knew it!~
âWe hide and wait until everything is quiet for the night, then we slit their throats while theyâre sleeping.â Zeke grins. âFirst the king, then his beta, then good ole Mom and Dad.â
âWhat about the betaâs mate?â asks rogue number four, an older guy with graying hair.
Zeke laughs. âEasy. That bitch is still in a coma. Weâll hit up the hospital on the way out.â
Red seeps into my vision.
I want to tear this dogâs throat out.
~Breathe, Ariel.~
~Donât kill the only proof of Lolaâs plan.~
Calming myself, I strain to hear the rest.
âAnd you really think you can just stroll in and people will accept you as their new alpha?â One-Eye asks.
âLola will be the only surviving member of the royal family,â Zeke says. âShe and I will take over as the new king and queen. Simple.â
âYeah, simple,â retorts Grandpa. âLolaâs doing all the work. Maybe you should put your mate in charge of this pack too.â
~Lola is his MATE?!?~
Everything suddenly clicks togetherâfrom the rogue attacks to Helenaâs stabbing.
I was right. Itâs all been Lola this whole time.
~That evil bitch.~
My pulse starts to race, and I sense the darkness creeping in again.
Something inside me wants to leap down and tear these filthy rogues apart.
It feels like I have no choice but to let it out.
Then the Moon Goddessâs words echo in my headâ¦
âYou always have a choice, Ariel.â
~Heal or harm.~
With all my might, I push the darkness away, and the red starts to fade.
Hands shaking, I struggle to stop my claws from extending.
I take a deep breath.
~No.~
Weâll do this ~my~ way.
I leap from the tree directly onto Blondieâs back, knocking him unconscious.
~One down.~
âShit!â One-Eye growls, grabbing his knife while Grandpa scrambles up and tries to get at me from behind.
He pulls me into a headlock, but I throw my head back hard into his nose.
He stumbles backward covering his face as One-Eye charges with his blade. I kick it out of his hand and give him a palm thrust to the face before kicking him in the balls.
He shrieks and falls to the ground.
~Two.~
Gramps dives for the knife, but I kick it away, then pull him into a headlock as he struggles to stand.
He slowly loses consciousness, and I let him drop to the grass.
~Three.~
I turn to where Zeke was standing, expecting the largest of the rogues to come charging at me.
But heâs nowhere to be seen.
ALEX
~It feels just like in the dreamâ¦~
~Only worse.~
I try to ignore the sick feeling in my stomach as I stand at the altar watching Lola walk down the aisle toward me.
The chapel is filled with the whole pack. I see my mother beaming from the front row.
I have to admit, Lola looks gorgeous in her long, full ceremony dress, with the heirloom moonstone necklace glistening around her neck.
Beneath her veil, she smiles at me as she takes her final steps up to the altar, and I try to smile back.
Dom, presiding over the ceremony, stands between us looking tired and sad. With Helena still in a coma, itâs a wonder heâs even here.
~As always, the ever-loyal beta.~
He opens the ancient text and begins reciting our sacred passages, and I look into Lolaâs purple eyes.
The eyes Iâm going to look into for the rest of my life.
But they now seem different from Oliviaâs bright purple eyes.
They look flat and empty⦠Like thereâs nothing behind them.
ARIEL
I run through the forest, following Zekeâs scent.
~Heâs my only chance at proving Lolaâs plan.~
He may be big, but Iâm fast, and I catch up to him in no time.
âZeke!â I scream when I see him running into a clearing. He turns, partially shifted, just like the day he stabbed Helena.
Heâs even holding the same knife he used to stab her.
Iâm panting heavily, and my muscles ache.
But I wonât rest until Iâm done.
I charge at him, and he holds up his knife, preparing to slash out at me.
But at the last second, I drop down and slide into his legs.
He grunts in pain as he topples over, and I scramble up and stomp on his hand holding the knife, ripping it from his fingers and dropping my knee into his throat to keep him pinned down.
âWhat the fuck do you want?â he hisses.
âYou,â I say as I rip off a piece of his shirt.
He struggles, then seems to recognize that with a bit more pressure I can crush his windpipe.
I pull his hands in front of him, securing them tightly with the fabric from his shirt. Once heâs bound, I pick up the knife and hold it to his throat.
I look past his defeated face to the setting sun.
~Shit.~
~Alexâs ceremony has already started.~
~Iâm running out of time.~
âLetâs go,â I say.
âWhere are we going?â He glares at me.
âWeâre gonna crash a wedding.â
ALEX
âIt is now time for the alpha king to give his vows,â Dom says.
Lola takes my hands, beaming at me.
I open my mouth to speak, but nothing comes out.
I know the words by heart.
âI, Alexanderâ¦â
I look at Lolaâs face.
~This feels all wrong.~
âUm⦠I, Alexanderâ¦take youâ¦â
~I⦠I canât do this.~
Lolaâs eyes widen in anticipation. Her head tilts forward as if to encourage me to go on.
âI, Alexander, take you to be myââ
~BAM!~
The chapel door flies open, and all the guests turn their heads, gasping at the sight before them.
I hardly recognize the woman standing in the doorway. She looks wild, covered with dirt and dried blood.
But those yellow eyes I would recognize anywhere.
âMembers of the Royal Pack,â Ariel yells hoarsely, âthis is the rogue who stabbed Beta Princess Helena!â
Behind her, she drags a beaten rogue into the chapel and forces him to his knees.
I step down from the altar, away from Lola.
~What the hellâ¦~
âThis woman,â she continues, pointing with a knife at Lola, âhas deceived you. This rogue is her mate!â
Everyone gasps and turns toward Lola, who is seething in anger.
âLola, what is going on?â I ask.
âGuards!â she shrieks. âGet this filthy, crazy, lying rogue out of ~my~ wedding!â
Dave and the pack warriors move quickly toward Ariel, hands on their weapons.
I turn back to Ariel, my heart sinking. She looks almost like the first time I met her.
Yet somehow, still completely beautiful.
âTell them,â Ariel yells at the rogue in her grasp. âTell them your plan!â
The rogue stares at Lola, but keeps his mouth shut.
Ariel looks at me, her eyes pleading as the warriors close in and hopelessness falls over her face.
ARIEL
It looks like Alex wants to help me, but with Lola screaming and the warriors marching toward me, itâs too late.
I have to protect him, even if it means letting the monster inside me win.
All at once, I allow my suppressed rage to fill my body.
I would normally try to push away the darknessâthe anger and fear that the hunters gave me.
The Moon Goddess says I always have a choice.
But right now, I have to choose the darkness.
Within a split second, I take my knife and slit Zekeâs throat.
People in the crowd let out screams, but none so loud as Lolaâs.
âNo!â she shrieks, falling to the floor with the excruciating pain of her severed mating bond.
âZeke! No! You bitch, youâve killed my mate!â
The darkness consumes me, and the smell of Zekeâs blood pouring out onto the floor becomes intoxicating.
I feel myself wanting to shift, to kill more, to let it all go.
But I donât want to harm any innocent people.
~I have to go. NOW.~
I drop the knife and turn, running as fast as I can toward the forest.
Away from the Royal Pack.
Forever.