Chapter 89 Call His Name
âI donât want to.â Sebastian looked at Buddy lovingly. âI havenât slept in the same room as my son before.â
So Iâll sleep in the guest room then? But that just sounds wrong. What if they got used to this and shove me away? What if he takes the boys for himself without me realizing it? She shivered and killed the idea of sleeping in the guest room.
âLetâs sleep together.â Sebastian pointed at the other side of the bed. âItâs a big bed, so you can sleep on the other side of the kids. When they wake up tomorrow and see us sleeping with them, theyâll be delighted.â
S-Sleep together?
Sebastian noticed her shock, and he smiled. âDonât worry. I wonât do anything.â
Thatâs not the problem. I mean, a man and a woman alone in a room? And sleeping on the same bed?
âWeâre a legal couple now, and weâre going to have to do even more intimate stuff for the kids. What are you afraid of?â Sebastian cocked his eyebrow at her.
Even more intimate stuff? Something even more intimate than sleeping on the same bed in the same room? What is it?
âAlright, stop thinking about it. Just get in the bed. Iâm turning the lights off.â Sebastian lay down on Buddyâs left side.This is property © of .
Madeline lay down on Aldoâs right.
Sebastian turned the lights off.
The bed was big, and with the kids between them, Sebastian indeed couldnât do anything. His presence also felt weaker with the kids sleeping between them, and her heart finally started to calm. It was late, but she couldnât sleep. Too many things had happened that day, and it seemed really long for her. She kept thinking about them, and they flashed across her mind like a virtual carousel. The more she thought about them, the less she felt like sleeping.
A long while later, Sebastian whispered, âAre you still awake?â
âI canât sleep,â Madeline said, âYou too?â
âYeah.â Sebastian looked at Buddy. He could only make out a faint outline of Buddy as it was dark. âIt feels different sleeping with your own kid. I keep wanting to look at them.â
I just canât close my eyes. He smiled. âItâs my first time doing this with the kids.â
Madeline didnât know what to say. A long time later, she said, âIâm sorry.â
âSorry?â Sebastian smiled. âWhat did you do to me?â
Madeline answered, âFor giving birth to the boys without you knowing. For making you miss five years of their childhood. You became a father without even knowing it, and now you have to take up the responsibility of fatherhood. You did nothing wrong. I dragged you into this.â
âItâs not your fault.â Sebastian complained, âItâs my Dadâs fault. Heâs already a grownup, but he keeps pulling things like this without thinking about the consequences.â He sounded really close to his father, however.
A smile curled Madelineâs lips. âYou get along with your Dad really well.â
âOur Dad,â Sebastian corrected. âWeâre going to act like a real couple. Aldo is the smartest kid Iâve ever seen. If you canât get in character, heâll know weâre a fake couple.â He paused for a moment. âWell, not a fake couple technically, since we did get registered. What kind of couple are we then? Dutch? In-name? Acting couple? Business partners?â
Madeline was having a headache. âWe can break up when you meet someone you like.â She emphasized, âI donât want anything but the boys.â
âBut I want the boys too.â Sebastian sighed. âLooks like itâs going to be hard for us to break up.â
Madeline sat up and looked at him. âI can give you anything, but the boys are off limits. As long as I am alive, I wonât let anyone take them away from me.â
âCalm down.â Sebastian held her shoulder down. âGo back to sleep.â
âJust remember. Never try to take the boys away from me.â
âOkay. I promise you.â Sebastian said, âIf I find someone I like, we can break up, and you can take the boys with you.â
Madeline eased up and lay back down. âThank you.â
Sebastian smiled silently. Buddy was holding his hand instead of the other way around at that moment, and it felt magical for him. It was like someone needed and depended on him.
It hadnât been long since he met them, but he loved them from the bottom of his heart. He kept wanting to be closer to them. He wanted to make them happy and give them the best the world had to offer, and he wanted to be close to them. Perhaps that was a magic exclusive to children. They could make grownups like them so they could survive in this world even though they had no survival skills at all.
He kissed Buddyâs cheek. âI have no idea why I like them so much either,â he said lovingly. âIâve never loved someone so much before, aside from my parents.â And it hasnât even been too long since I met them.
âI have no idea either,â Madeline said. âMaybe itâs because fate smiled on you.â
âI think so.â Sebastian accepted that explanation. Madeline gave birth to the children in an extraordinary way, and yet he bumped into them just by chance. Fate probably did smile on him.
âSe-Sebastianâ¦â Madeline felt awkward calling his name for the first time.
âYes?â Sebastian answered.
âI want to know about Harriet,â she said.
âAsk away,â Sebastian replied.
âEverything you said about her⦠Was it a guess, or do you have proof?â Madeline asked.
âSome parts are my conjecture, the others are backed by evidence,â he said.
âWhich part is a conjecture? Which part is backed by evidence then?â she asked.
Sebastian answered, âThereâs proof for her barren affliction and her investing in a clubhouse with Cindy. Also the money she spent on Cindy all these years. Everything else is a guess.â
âHuh?â Madeline was shocked. âYouâre saying that you guessed the part where she caused my grandmother to fall? The part where she refused to call a doctor for my grandmother and caused her death was a guess?â