DIEGO
âI will not admit that dickhead was right,â I muttered to myself, lying on my bed and staring at the ceiling.
~I will not admit that dickhead was right.~
Iâd been battling that tugging feeling the last couple of hours like it wanted me to go somewhere. I refused. Giving in would admit he was right. I rolled over to my side and forced my eyes shut.
~TUG.~
~TUG.~
~TUG.~
~UUUUUUGGHHHHHHH.~
~FIIIIIINNNEEEE.~
I grumbled bitterly as I got up from my bed. Son of a fucking bitch was right. ~I need to follow this and see where it takes me.~
I stomped down to the garage in a sulk. Of course, my sister and that shit had to walk out of the cinema room. She looked at me with wonder.
He just smirked that stupid fucking smirk of his. âGoing somewhere, brother?â he called after me.
â~Fuck off, dickhead~,â I barked back at him over my shoulder.
âDiego!â
âWHAAAT?â I roared at him. He just looked me in the eye; didnât even flinch. ~He really boils my fucking blood.~
âGood luck, man.â And with that, he followed my sister up the stairs, taking her hand and kissing it gently. I watched her blush and giggle.
I rolled my eyes. ~Okay, so he may be right this time. Possibly.~
Iâd driven around for what felt like ages. ~Iâm losing my mind is whatâs happening. Iâm not feeling any connection except the connections coming loose in my goddamn brain.~
Then I felt it, a tug. I pulled into the nearest parking space; didnât give a shit that I cut someone off for it. Some dickhead started shouting out the window at me until he saw me.
I scowled at him, and he shut up and drove off. Felt a bit smug, not gonna lie.
I walked down the street a couple of feet until I came to a bar. I stood outside for a couple of minutes before throwing caution to the wind and walking in.
~I mean, for fuckâs sake, Diego, youâve walked into worse situations with no hesitations. Whatâs the worst that could happen?~
I slumped at the bar and waited. This place was prissy and pompous. Men in designer suits and women in cocktail dresses.
I was used to this scene, of course, what with Fatherâs disguise as a business man in the human world. Didnât mean I fucking liked it, though.
I took in a big sniff. Of course, the place was full of fucking humans.
I sniffed again, and thatâs when the scent hit me like a punch to the gut, a fruity scent like fresh strawberries on a sunny day. I sniffed again. A wolf, I was sure of it.
âHey, Diego! What brings you to this side of town?â The most angelic voice I think Iâd everâ
~SHIT.~
I looked up, and there she was. God, she was breathtaking, her deep-blue eyes like looking into the ocean, her golden hair thrown up into aâfuck, what did Gia call them? Oh yeahâa messy bun.
~Is my mouth open?~
~Whyâs she looking at me funny?~
~Yep, my mouth is open.~
~Do I have crazy eyes?~
~Sheâs looking concerned, I think.~
~Yep, crazy eyes.~
~Diego, pull yourself together NOW!~
I closed my mouth and shook my head. âI was, ah, um, I was, uhâ¦â
âIn the neighborhood?â she finished, smiling.
I tried smiling back. Didnât think it worked, to be honest. âAh, yeah,â I chuckled.
âYou look like youâve had a long day. Why donât I get you something from the top shelf? The good stuff.â She shot me a little wink. ~Did my stomach just fucking somersault?~
~Get~
~a~
~fucking~
~grip,~
~Diego.~
âAh, yeah, that would be perfection, thanks.â
She dazzled me with a smile again and dashed off to fetch my drink.
~Perfection, Diego?~
~Really?~
~PERFUCKINGFECTION???~
I hit my head on the bar and groaned painfully. I chanced another look. She looked familiar to me somehow, but how?
She didnât look any older than her early twenties, and she knew who I was; sheâd greeted me by name. ~Have I slept with her already?~
I gazed at her body, taking her in head to toe. Her tiny waist, her hips that would fit my hands so perfectly around them, that ass, those boobs, that figure.
No, I would definitely remember someone like her.
~Who the fuck is she??~
I watched her serve another customer, a pompous business man. She laughed at something he said. A fake laugh, obviously, but it worked. He tipped her, and she slipped it into the jar by the tills.
~Honest woman~, I thought. I wouldâve pocketed it. She turned back to me and smiled again.
âSorry, Diego, heâs a regular.â She was breathless now.
I forced myself to smile. âNo problemââ
I almost dropped my glass. I knew who she was.
~FUUUUUUUCCCCKKKK.~
Iâd never noticed her before because the loud, easy one was always with her.
~Shit.~
~Fuck.~
~What the fuck is her name??~
~Itâs something weird.~
~Like Trixie?~
~Pixie?~
~No, itâs only three letters.~
~Something with L.~
~Fuck, fuck.~
~Diego, think!~
~Lu?~
~No, thatâs two letters.~
~Shit. Sheâs looking.~
~Okay, act cool, Diego.~
~Act fucking cool, bro!~
âYou okay, Diego? You look like youâve gone someplace.â She looked at me curiously.
~Those eyes. God, those beautiful eyes. Sheâs like an angel.~ âSorry, ah, Livia. Been a long day,â I stammered out.
She blushed, fuck, her hands fiddling with the napkins.
âItâs Liv,â she whispered.
~SHIT.~
Her eyes flashed up to lock onto mine, and she flushed a bright pink. âBut Livia is fine. I like it.â She trailed off the last part to barely a whisper.
I nearly had to use my full wolf hearing just to hear her.
âWhatever makes you happy, angel.â I smiled at her.
~I am fucking smiling, right? What the fuck is happening to me? She should be eating out of my hands right now.~
~Iâm like a teenage pup, for fuckâs sake.~ Her face couldnât get any pinker, but she was beautiful.
Someone called her from the other side, and she dashed off to serve them. I banged my head on the counter again and downed my drink in one gulp.
I tried not to look up while she worked, but I couldnât help it. The way she moved with such grace, the way she poured a drink with ease and always had a smile on her face.
âAnother, Diego?â
~Here she is again. Sheâs killing me. That scent, that sweet, sweet scent.~
âUm, yeah, sure, Liv. Thanks.â
~Thereâs that smile again. Fuck, she melts me.~
She placed a drink down and turned to walk over to another customer. The place was starting to get busy. âHEY, WAIT,â I boomed at her. A few people went quiet and looked at me; she just froze.
~SHIT. FUCK.~
âUm, sorry about that,â I mumbled. She leaned on the counter, making her blouse partially open.
~Donât look down, Diego.~
~Do not look down.~
~Donât do it.~
~Donât do it.~
~Donât do it.~
~Donât do it.~
~Fuuuuuuuuuuuuck.~
~Why did you look down?~
~Shit.~ She caught me glancing, and her cheeks flushed pink again.
âWhatâs on your mind, Diego?â
âI was wondering, ah, if you wanna get something to eat after work?â I just barely managed to choke out.
Her eyes went wide for a second like she couldnât believe I was talking to her. âUm, yeah, sure. I finish at eleven.â
~Great! What time is it now? Itâs 9:30 p.m. Okay, cool. You can wait.~ I smiled at her. âOkay, great. Iâll wait over there.â
I pointed to one of the booths and slid off the stool. The bar was now packed with humans.
She nodded shyly. âOkay, cool.â
I slid into a booth farthest into the corner and had just leaned back to close my eyes for a second when some snooty bitch slid in beside me.
âHey, baby, whatâre you doing sitting here alone?â
I glared at her. âDo I know you?â I spat.
âHey, Diego, I thought you might need this for laterââ Her voice trailed off. I didnât need to look to know it was my angel standing there, holding a cup of coffee.
After the four or so bourbons Iâd had, she was right; I did need it. Her eyes darted from me to the bitch, back to me, back to the bitch again.
~If you donât do something, Diego, sheâll think youâre still a player.~
I grabbed her onto my lap. âThanks, angel, youâre perfect.â And I kissed her. Yeah, I was risking a meltdown in public because I didnât actually wait for the invitation for the kiss.
She was hesitant at first but kissed me back gently. I glared at the bitch in the booth. âYou can go,â I snapped, and she darted off. âSo Iâll see you at eleven?â I looked at Liv hopefully.
âYeah, eleven,â she breathed and went back to work.
Eleven oâclock came around, and after I helped her put on her jacket, we walked to a pizza place that she said she liked.
She glanced at me over her slice, probably wondering why I was just staring at her, barely talking.
âCan I ask you a question?â
âYeah, course.â
âYou can have any girl you want. Why me?â She looked down almost like she didnât want to hear my answer. My reputation as a player was still going strong, obviously.
I put my hand under her chin and gently brought her gaze to mine. âHonestly, I think you might be my mate.â
Her mouth fell open. âWhat?â
~âI think you might be my mate.â~