âIâll need you around this evening,â Killian informs me as he saunters into the kitchen shirtless. âI hope you havenât forgotten.â
âNope. I havenât.â
Have you forgotten how you kissed me last night? my eyes scream at him. Can you tell me whatâs happening between us?
My body still throbs with the memory of his kiss last night. After we left the restaurant, he went to the concert, so I havenât seen him since. Now heâs standing in the kitchen displaying his broad shoulders and bare chest and those abs that make my vagina flutter.
My gaze follows the treasure trail of dark hair disappearing into his running shorts. Treasure Iâm unlikely to see again.
This isnât playing fair at all.
I hand him his smoothie. âDid you have fun at the concert?â
He scowls at me. Thereâs a pattern here. After every scorching-hot spell with Killian, temperatures plunge to sub-zero and arctic conditions.
âSixty thousand screaming teenage girls and their horny moms arenât my thing, so no.â
I smile for both of us. âDid Teagan have a good time? What did she think of Cayden?â
He sighs, scrubbing a hand through his hair. âTeagan was the worst of the screaming teenagers. My ears are still ringing.â He takes a large gulp of the smoothie as if heâs dehydrated. âApparently, meeting the little pop star runt was the highlight of her life. Iâm sure sheâll tell you about it, so I wonât spoil the surprise.â
âI canât wait.â I groan. âYour mum is fun. Sheâs down to earth for having birthed billionaires.â
âShe liked you a lot, too.â
Oh. This makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside.
I clock the dark circles under his eyes. âYou look exhausted. Just one day, I expect you to sleep in. Iâll get the coffee ready.â
He slides onto a barstool. âMy body wonât let me. Iâm programmed to wake up at five.â
âAnd the manual canât be overridden.â
Silence.
My little joke bombs.
He ignores me. âAfter breakfast, take the day off. Donât worry about any tasks since youâre working tonight.â
âThanks.â I beam. âAwesome.â
âWhy are you so cheery?â he asks gruffly, as if itâs a crime.
Our gazes connect, and his eyebrows furrow as he realizes the truth as to why Iâm so chirpy this morning.
âNo reason,â I say as I flick the switch to start the coffee machine.
âCatering will arrive at seven with the food. I need you to be around to let them in. Theyâve been here before, so they know their way around the kitchen. Be around the kitchen if they need anything. At dinner, I need you to keep peopleâs drinks topped off. Oh, and Teaganâs staying with Mom.â
âSure,â I say as I set his coffee in front of him.
I get a once-over from him before he opens up his laptop. âThe mayor will be here, along with a few important council members and my business partners. The mayorâs an old-fashioned kind of guy. Can you dress accordingly, please?â
My jaw drops open at the arrogance of it. âDo I not usually dress accordingly?â
âNot in that T-shirt, no.â
âI do have some knowledge of social etiquette, you know,â I huff, folding my arms across the bunny. âI didnât wear my bunny T-shirt to dinner last night, did I?â
âYou didnât wear any underwear either.â
âI had it on,â I grumble. âI just took it off because⦠never mind, alright. Iâll wear something appropriate for the mayor. So whatâs dinner for? Why isnât it taking place in one of your hotels?â
âI didnât realize I needed permission to have dinner in my own house,â he mutters, eyes glued to the laptop. âItâs business. Weâre having some technical issues with the new casino build in Brooklyn. Itâs best that we discuss them in private.â He glances up. âRemember your NDA. Anything you overhear tonight is confidential.â
âDonât you trust me yet, Killian? Killy?â I add playfully, because this morning, I canât help myself.
The expression on his face is almost one of disappointment. âWeâve known each other for a few weeks, Clodagh. You shouldnât trust someone in that space of time. And I told you if I heard that ridiculous nickname again, youâd be out of a job.â
âFine.â My eyes narrow. But you know me well enough to stick your cock in me. âI remember my NDA, sir.â
He drains his cup of coffee and slams his laptop shut with a frustrated sigh. âAnd stop running at the automatic doors to test them.â
Shit. I cringe. Okay, so maybe Iâve done that once or twice.
âIâve no idea what youâre talking about.â I bristle. âAre you spying on me?â
âNo,â he says as he stands up. âThe security system detected unusual activity in the lounge area.â
âDid they detect any other unusual activity over the past few weeks?â I ask with a hint of sarcasm.
His eyes meet mine in a warning. So itâs okay for him to talk about what happened between us, but not me.
Without another word, he strides out.
***
âWant to grab a coffee?â Sam asks as we stroll lazily through Central Park. After a sun-soaked yoga session, Iâm in a very chilled-out mood. Maybe itâs because Sam is the opposite of Killian; heâs friendly, charming, and allows my pulse to remain at a healthy rate.
âI canât,â I moan. âI have to go shopping. Killian wants me to look presentable tonight to serve drinks at his fancy dinner.â I roll my eyes in disgust. âThe way he looked at me this morning, youâd think I walked around with butt cleavage or something.â
âButt what?â
âButt cleavage,â I explain. âItâs where you show some of your ass like you would breasts. Like a half moon.â
âRight,â Sam splutters. âYeah, the mayor might have a heart attack.â
âAs if anyoneâs going to be looking at me, anyway. But if thatâs his wish, then itâs only right I hit the designer shops.â
âDo you want some company?â
I eye him skeptically. âAre you serious? You want to come shopping?â
âI like spending time with you, butâ¦â He smirks. âAn afternoon in Bloomingdaleâs isnât my idea of a good time.â
âTell me about it. I like the idea of shopping. Then, after ten minutes, I want to get the hell out. Iâll just flash Killianâs credit card and ask someone to pick something that suits me. I want to spend the rest of the afternoon working on some new furniture designs.â I sigh guiltily.
Itâs time to get my life plan in order.
This life is temporary.
My chest tightens. Two months from now, Iâll no longer work for Killian. The au pair agency is searching for another family, but they could be based anywhere in the state.
I need to work out how to stay in New York and do what I love.
âWhat should I wear to make an impression in front of a mayor? Iâm aiming for a First Lady-style look.â Like the woman from the hotel. Has he seen her since? He hasnât had any Tuesday sex transactions since I moved in.
God, if he did, I donât know if I could handle it. What if he has sex a few floors above me?
Could he be so cruel?
The pangs of jealousy are back.
Sam looks me up and down and winks. âDoesnât matter what you wear, youâll look gorgeous.â
âYeah, right,â I scoff. âBut thanks for the ego boost. So give me the lowdown. Whoâll be at this?â
âTonight? Connor and his date. His other business partner, JP, short for John Paul. You probably havenât met him yet; he lives in Vegas and runs the office there. If you think Killian is ruthless, JP is on an entirely different level. Try to steer clear of him. Heâs the wolf in Quinn & Wolfe.â He thinks for a moment. âMayor Williams and his wife. Counselor Menendez and his wife.â
I shrug; these names mean nothing to me. Iâve no idea about state politics.
We veer around the pond toward the park entrance.
âOh, and Killian, of course, and Maria.â
I stop dead on the pavement. âMaria?â
âEverything okay?â
âYeah.â I want to vomit. âJust a stone in my shoe.â I pretend to fix it, then carry on walking.
âMaria Taylor, his date,â Sam continues casually, oblivious to how he is twisting a knife into my heart. âSheâs friends with the mayorâs wife.â
âRight,â I say slowly. âSo things are heating up between them? Is she his girlfriend?â
He shrugs. âMaybe. Who knows with Killian?â
âDid he vet her?â That seems to be his go-to operation for bringing people into his inner circle.
Sam chuckles. âNah, he doesnât vet his own girlfriends.â
Double standards.
Sam grins at me, not knowing how much he has kicked me in the guts.
I force a smile back because why wouldnât I? It would be weird to be upset about my bossâ maybe-girlfriend.
Killian Quinn is a jerk. Days after sleeping with me, heâs going to parade another woman in front of me. In the house.
âHas he slept with her?â I blurt out.
âI donât know.â He frowns. âThatâs not info the security team is privy to.â
âThere are cameras in his bedroom. He spied on me one day.â
âHe turns them off before bedtime.â He gives me an odd look, the corner of his mouth twitching. âHe wouldnât let us watch him get intimate with someone.â
âSam, I have to go,â I say with a fake smile. âIâll see you later.â
He looks confused. âLet me walk youââ
âItâs fine.â I wave him off and sprint away, leaving a perplexed Sam in my wake.
My phone vibrates as I make it out of the park.
What the hell does he want now? Iâm not supposed to be working this afternoon. I pull it out of my bag.
Central Park Alfred: Let me show you the sights of Brooklyn. Next week? Name a date.
Yes, Alfred, that definitely fucking works for me.
My anger bubbles in the pit of my stomach. Killian can go to hell.
You were mine as soon as I came inside you. As long as you live beneath my roof, no one else can have you.
Killian Quinn will learn Iâm not his possession.
Starting with tonight.
***
As I clack my way up the stairs from my studio in my high heels, I hear voices, and the dread bubbling in my stomach since I left Sam rises to the surface. Fifteen minutes was all I had to get ready for dinner since Iâd let the caterers in.
Taking a deep breath, I walk into the lounge.
Killian leans against the fireplace in a dark-blue suit with one hand tucked into his trousers and the other against the fireplace. Underneath, heâs wearing a vest.
His presence puts my already tense nerves on edge further.
In an instant, I forget all of my social skills and just gape at him. Killian Quinn in running gear is sexy as fuck. Killian Quinn in a three-piece suit is downright showstopping.
Iâm equally depressed and flustered.
I donât miss the double take he gives me. Bingo. Except I canât figure out whether heâs angry or horny. Maybe the two are interchangeable.
I snap out of my lust daze and regard him coolly.
Connor sits in the armchair with a glam six-foot Amazonian model casually perched on his armrest.
Maria isnât here.
Maybe sheâs not coming.
âClodagh.â Connor stands up to greet me, giving me an appreciative once-over. âYou look stunning. Are you joining us for dinner?â
My cheeks burn. Iâve overdone it. âNo, Iâm serving the drinks.â
Connor winks. âLooks like everyone will be getting frequent top-ups then.â
A nervous giggle escapes me, sounding unusually high-pitched due to the bodycon underwear crushing my organs. I should have learned my lesson at the restaurant, but beauty is pain.
âThere was no need for you to dress up.â
I turn in the direction of the low husky drawl that induces the pesky flutters and glare at him. âYou told me to look presentable. Do I not look presentable enough for you?â
His blue eyes blaze with heat. âI told you to dress accordingly.â
I consider whether to kick him in the nuts or run down the stairs crying.
Connor looks at Killian with a frown.
Killianâs eyes slowly travel up my body, starting from my toes and finishing at my head. âYes, Clodagh,â he says slowly. âYou look presentable. You look⦠very nice.â
Iâm flattered. âCharmer of the century,â I mutter under my breath.
I saunter past him in my green Chanel dress. Okay, I may have gone overboard. In fact, the effort I put in just to serve drinks is downright outrageous. I look like Iâm auditioning for a starlight role in a Hollywood blockbuster, if I say so myself. I even removed my nose ring to look ladylike for the old mayor frump.
âIâll be in the kitchen with the caterers,â I say haughtily, not bothering to glance back at him.
I donât need to, to know his eyes are burning into the back of me. I can feel it.
One point for me, zero points for Killian.
***
The doorbell rings. Thatâs my cue. I make my way to the entrance hall.
The hallway fills with perfume and cologne as they stream in together. Killian is at the door greeting them.
Counselor Menendez and his wife. JP Wolfe, the Quinnsâ third business partner, arrives alone. He looks Spanish or maybe Italian and has the lowest drawl Iâve ever heard.
âClodagh,â Killian murmurs as I come up behind him. He puts his hand on my lower back. âWould you mind taking their coats, please?â
Killian helps Mrs. Menendez remove her coat, engaging in small talk with the couple.
Huh. So he can be charming. Just not to me.
I take the ridiculous fur coat from Killian just as the bell goes again.
Folding the coat over my forearm, I open the door.
My heart plummets.
Maria.