Chapter 36
Marquis Cyrkaâs momentum seemed to change.
âDid he say concubineâ¦?â
âHe said so.â
âThe Grand Duke?â
âYes.â
Regardless of the marquisâ changed momentum, Isilis calmly continued.
âHe said that to me, too, that I look so lonely. He was worried that I had nowhere to rest my heart. He said something similar to the Marquis.â
âDoes Your Majesty agree with that?â
âWhat do you mean?â
âConcubine.â
âAh, that.â
At that, Marquis Cyrka looked at Isilisâ expression as she continued to speak casually.
âPillaire.â
âYes?â
Asi t was the first time Isilis had spoken this name, the Marquis gazed at her with astonished eyes.
âI am the Empress of the Empire.â
âI know.â
âThen, do you also know the history of the Emperor falling for concubines and setting bad precedents?â
âI know that as well.â
âI donât want to go through the same thing.â
âYour Majestyâ¦â
âIt is the same with a consort. If I am bound by one person, what will happen to this Empire? Like the previous Empress, who lost Father, if I lost my way and left somewhere, the only member of the Imperial Family left in this empire would be that child⦠I donât want to give my child the same burden as the previous Empress.â
ââ¦.â
âThatâs why Iâm skeptical about getting married. Look, even the stalwart previous Empress collapsed when she lost her father. There is no law telling me I wonât be like that.â
Pillaire couldnât speak at Isilisâs words, still, he needed to. Next to the Empress. It was his dream.
âYour Majesty wonât do that.â
âYou must know the condition I set.â
âThatâs right.â
âYou are an exception.â
ââ¦Your Majesty.â
âYou know? I will not marry anyone from this Empire.â
âAre you saying you donât like me?â
As he thought so, Pillaire swallowed the words that came up to his throat. It was difficult to keep an expressionless face as it was not easy to be denied in front of his face by the woman he liked.
âItâs not just you. The same goes for anyone in this Empire.â
âWhy?â
âImperial people are the ones I have to take care of. How can I share my heart with someone who has to look at me with the same heart as a mother?â
The turmoil in his heart did not subside even at the Empressâ lament, rather, it became more of a thrilling feeling. He wanted to have that lofty woman.
âDid a woman who thinks this way open up her body recklesslyâ¦?â
He couldnât hide his cold eyes. She had a child while on vacation and gave birth to her. Who was the other person? Who was that she gave her heart and body so easily? Pillaire had a hard time hiding the heat rising up from within.
The Empressâ words fell to him as he lowered his head, trying hard not to show his feelings.
âSo, close your heart.â
It came like a thunderstorm.
âDid you⦠know?â
âYouâre closest to me, how can I not know.â
âStill, why did you not say a wordâ¦â
âWhat would change if I said it?â
âHas she been fooling me all this time?â
As Isilis meant that she had no heart for him at all, Pillaire let go of his anger.
âWas it like that?â
There was no one to answer his continuing questions.
âYou can go.â
ââ¦Iâll excuse myself. Your Majesty.â
As soon as he left the office, Pillaire bit his lip. He couldnât forgive her. The Empress who trampled on his heart⦠no, that womanâ¦
âHow dare you play with me?â
Who was he? He was the son of a margrave and the countryâs only sword master. When he was young, he fell for the Empress and promised to become her aide. He left behind his father, who stopped him and abandoned the border and came here, but what remained was a sense of betrayal.
âIt has to be meâ¦!â
Pillaire walked with a cold glare in his eyes.
It was difficult for him to control the anger that welled up with every step he took. As the aura tried to rise, the magic power surrounding the Imperial Palace seemed to try to suppress him. He made up his mind and calmed himself.
âI will have you beg in front of me.â
He spoke again as he walked down the wide hallway.
ââ¦Letâs see if you can say that when you open up your body to me when you become my woman.â
A cold wind blew where he passed.
âWhat did you say, chief attendant?â
âThe Crown Prince of the Khalifa Empire has requested a private meeting.â
âPrivate?â
âYes, Your Majesty.â
âWhy?â
âI am sorry to inform you though I suspect that he had heard about the conditions for the imperial wedding that Your Majesty mentioned.â
âAh⦠Right.â
It was just as Isilis opened her mouth as she put down the document she was reading. The chief attendant spoke again.
âBertas Hillenton also requested a private meeting.â
âHe, too?â
âYes, Your Majesty.â
âWhere are the two now?â
âThey are in the reception room.â
âBothâ¦?â
âYes.â
âYou act so fast, Berthas.â
âSo is the Crown Prince of the Khalifa Empire.â
Sparks flew from the eyes of the two people who met in the reception room. The tea the maids had set down was slowly cooling down, but neither of them touched it.
âAre you aiming for the position of the Empressâ consort? You?â
âIt seems that the Crown Prince is, too.â
âItâs well known that Iâm aiming for the spot next to her. Donât you know my story?â
âI do not know.â
âHave you really never heard of it?â
âI am not well-versed in rumors because I have been to and from the battlefield. I donât know though I donât want to know either.â
âYou donât know my love for the Empress.â
âWhat do you mean love? Is it one-sided love?â
Saying so, Berthas laughed as Usman flinched at his words. But soon, he straightened his posture before opening his mouth again.
âEven if the previous Empress of Larchen hadnât disappeared, the spot next to her was mine.â
âI see.â
Berthas laughed as he passed his words casually. Seeing that, Usman, offended by his laughter, spoke again.
âIt would be better not to dream vain dreams.â
âWhoâs saying that?â
A war of words came and went, and a storm passed. When the chief attendant, who had gone to announce the meeting, returned, both of them jumped to their feet.
âWhat did the Empress say?â
âHer Majesty⦠will not see you both.â
âWhat?â
While Usman exclaimed, Berthas couldnât hide his devastated look.
âShe said she is busy with her duties.â
âSo, when does she say she can give me some time?â
When Berthas asked, the chief attendant gazed back at him.
âAt least, not today.â
The next moment, Usman laughed at the chief attendantâs firm words.
âI knew it. Yes. I knew it wouldnât be easy. If it were easy, it wouldnât be her.â
With his words, Berthas looked at him.
âWhat are you looking at?â
âYou seem to know her well.â
âNo one knows her as well as I do because I saw her a lot when I was young.â
âWhen you were young?â
âYes. When I was young.â
Seeing Usmanâs eyes change as if recalling the past, Berthas was overcome with jealousy. He envied him for knowing the part of the woman that he didnât know.
âShe was pretty cute. She was like that then, and it is still the same today.â
A soft smile on Usmanâs face bloomed with love for Isilis.
ââ¦That man also has something called love.â
The sincerity was evident on his face.
âHmm. Since the Empress wonât meet us, I guess weâll have to wait?â
âWhat?â
The chief attendant, taken aback by Usmanâs words, asked back.
âWhat are you so surprised about? Go and tell her weâre waiting until she has time.â
ââ¦Understood.â
As expected of the imperial chief attendant, he quickly put his face together and left the reception room. Berthas, who had been watching the chief attendantâs appearance, rose from his seat.
âAre you going?â
âI am not idle like you.â
Despite his words, Usman did not move. Berthas shook his head, seeing Usman leaning languidly in his chair before parting his lips.
âGoodbye. Think again about exiling into our country.â
âI donât think that will happen.â
âYouâll think about it soon.â
âWhat is he planning to doâ¦â
Berthas, who glanced at him for a moment, left the reception room. Usman, who was watching that back, beckoned to Haliman, his aide, as he whispered in the manâs ear.
âSend information to Hillenton. Berthas is a Sword Master.â
âYou mean right now?â
âRight now.â
Watching Haliman nod and leave, Usman thought.
âI have to tell Hillenton now so Berthas will be summonedâ¦â
It was a shameful method though it was a way to get the most powerful candidate out of sight. Berthas had to disappear so he could approach the Empress comfortably. It would be burdensome if there were two men waiting, so he had to clean it up now.
âCome to think of it⦠He was there as well. The Margraveâs son.â
Usman had once competed swords with Marquis Cyrka.
âHe was quite sharp. He was not someone to be put under.â
When they clashed swords, what they saw was their personality. Marquis Cyrka was not one to bow down to others. In a way, he was a person with a more dangerous personality than Berthas.
ââ¦Berthasâ sword is honest.â
Someone who did not use trickery⦠At least, Usman thought so.
âThe more dangerous of the two is Berthas, but Marquis Cyrka is a different kind of danger.â
As thoughts continued to follow, a shadow fell. When he raised his head, Isilis was in front of him.
âI kept calling, but you couldnât hear me.â
âWhen did you come?â
âJust now.â
âExcuse me.â
While Usman corrected his posture, Isilis sat on the chair provided by the attendant while watching him before she asked.
âWhat is the reason for requesting an interview?â
âI have heard the terms the Empress has put.â
âYou mean the conditions for the imperial wedding?â
âYou seem to have forgotten, but there was talk of marriage between our family.â
ââ¦It was.â
Usman smiled wryly at Isilis, who spoke as if she had really forgotten.
âThen, have you read the letter I sent you?â
âI read it, but I didnât reply.â
âIâm glad you read it.â
âWhy do you keep sending letters like daily reports?â
At the question, he smiled and answered Isilis, who asked with sincere curiosity.
âBecause I wanted to tell you about me. To you.â
ââ¦To me?â
âIt is. Do you remember when you were little?â
âI remember. You were the boy I had first seen in my life.â
âI was shocked. I saw a girl who said I was weak.â
âWas it?â
âIt was. Maybe it was then⦠the moment I fell in love with the Empress.â
Isilis staring at him with eyes wide open was cute to Usman.
âI asked for an engagement, and the previous Empress of Larchen gave permission. If the previous Empress hadnât left, I would have been in the seat next to the Empress.â
ââ¦.â
Uttering those words, he stared at Isilis, who was speechless, with eyes filled with lust. He was quite satisfied with his face in her blue eyes.
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