Chapter 30
ââ¦Who is it?â
Looking at the records of successive emperors, there was always one⦠The rebellion of nobles aimed at the Emperorâs magic. However, this time, the incident was a little more significant. It should have been done without the knowledge of the people of the empire though it broke the unwritten rule.
âHow dare you kidnap and kill the Imperial Family in the imperial palace⦠No way.â
âIt canât be.â
She wondered if they noticed that the Princess lacked magical powers and was trying to cause a disturbance.
At this time, when the case of the kidnapping of the Imperial Family came to the surface, and it was known that Berthas had touched the barrier, the Princess naturally couldnât stand as a successor without magical powers.
Magical powers were the reason for the Imperial Familyâs existence.
âNo wayâ¦â
The Princessâ existence was a secret. The only people who knew that she was not born with magical powers were the now-deceased nanny, the imperial doctor, and the chief handmaid.
âThere is no way that Aire could have done it aloneâ¦â
It was obvious. Never had such a cowardly man ever worked alone.
âThen, who is it?â
Darkness lurked in a place she couldnât grasp.
âWho is itâ¦â
The night deepened with curiosity. Isilis, disturbed in her heart, confirmed that the Princess was sleeping and moved her. As if knowing her dizzy heart, the moon was hidden through the clouds.
A shadow was cast at the end of the Imperial Palaceâs darkened corridor.
It was Berthas. It was already late at night.
Isilis smiled softly as she saw him appearing in front of her as she walked down the hallway alone, without anyone escorting the Empress. Berthas, who had been staring sullenly at her, opened the door to the room at the end of the hallway and entered. What was going on when he opened and just walked in?
She suddenly wondered. What was he thinking in this Imperial Palace?
The side view of her looking at the moon hanging from her hallway window was faint. Her faint face made up her mind. With a determined look, Isilis opened the door, and Berthas stood right in front of her.
âYou are late.â
âIâve been thinking.â
ââ¦Then, can I think that you accepted me?â
âThat and this are different. I have something to tell you.â
âWhat is it?â
She did not respond to Berthas, who spoke as if puzzled. Instead, she gazed at his face for a while as she opened her mouth.
âDoes it hurt?â
She asked as she looked at his sword-cut face.
âItâs not that painful. This much wonât hurt.â
âThatâs a relief.â
Both were speechless. Suddenly, the clouds disappeared and the bright moonlight was shining on the two of them.
âThen⦠Who is targeting our child?â
âWe are still investigating.â
âWell. It will be difficult to find out quickly.â
âI wonât let them go.â
âI know.â
Berthas said while looking at Isilisâ bright blue eyes.
He knew that she wouldnât let them go. The problem wasnât that⦠He had his own problem. Berthas could not contain the rising anger. He could not stand the anger and was wandering the hallways on this dark night. She even gave him a place to stay and arranged a place for him.
The problem was thenâ¦
âI heard the princess wasnât born with magic?â
âI heard she didnât have red hair?â
âThen, what will happen?â
âWhat will happen?! The Princess cannot inherit the throne!â
âI heard the Empress had ordered to announce her as the successor?â
âIs it that easy?â
âBut⦠Because there was no Emperor who did not possess magical powers in our empire.â
While he was washing, he heard the handmaidsâ words who were arranging the bedding. Berthas had better senses than others as he became a sword master, so he listened to everything even if he didnât want to hear it.
His heart ached. The child he couldnât even hold properly was treated like that because she was not born with magical powers. What kind of Imperial Family was being gossiped in the mouths of mere handmaids?
It was as if he was looking at his former self.
â¦First, there was regret, then sadness, and finally anger.
âIn the magic empire of Larchen, if only those born with magical powers become emperors, what will happen to my daughter?â
He thought over and over again. If his daughterâs fate was the same as his and she couldnât succeed to the throne, what would that child do with the sense of deprivation and loss? No, was she going to think of that childâs mind?
He suddenly wondered what Isilis was thinking. Perhaps, she thinks so, too.
Berthas, who could not sleep, found Isilis walking in the distance and hid his body in the empty room. It was fortunate to be treated as a distinguished guest and was placed on the same floor as the emperor. He wanted to hug Isilis, who had followed him.
âBut, I canâtâ¦â
He hid his sorrow and continued the conversation calmly.
âThen, what will happen to the child?â
âThe Princess?â
âThe child⦠What will happen to our child who was not born with magical powers?â
âThe Princess will be the princess. She will be my successor.â
âIs that possible? In a place called the Magic Empire, whoâs not born with magical powers?â
ââ¦I have to make it happen.â
Berthas frowned at her answer that came after a short pause.
âIsnât it going to be difficult for the child?â
âThings will happen.â
âDo you have to hand over the throne?â
âIâm trying to give her the best of what I have.â
âIs the throne the best?â
âThen?â
When she asked back, he could not continue. An imperial family who had renounced his throne, he didnât know how he would sound to Isilis. How could he tell the Empress that the throne means nothing?
ââ¦Isilis.â
âI am the Empress. That is an unchanging fact.â
âI know you are carrying a heavy load. Howeverâ¦â
âAs a member of the Imperial Family, itâs a burden that I must have. Donât tell me to put it down. Itâs the same with my child.â
In the end, shut his mouth at her words. She didnât tell him directly, âYou forsaken your royal duties,â but it hurt more than saying that. When her expression was not well, a look of hesitation caught his eye.
Berthas, who immediately made a straight expression, opened his mouth.
âRight. If you are a member of the Imperial Family, of course, you should.â
âThatâs why I try to give the Princess the best.â
âIf thatâs your will, then you can do it.â
Seeing him reluctantly nodding, Isilis nodded her head. She knew as well. She was the Empress⦠No matter what happened, she would not give up the throneâespecially if it was the Empress of the Larchen Empire.
It was âthatâ Larchen, not any other small country.
An empire built around the imperial family. A country that fed on the magic of the imperial family. And, Isilis⦠She was the only Imperial Family in this country. The Larchen she was holding, such a great person was what Berthas wanted to have.
âAnyway, for protecting her princessâ¦â
âThatâs enough.â
Berthas opened his mouth again, cutting Isilisâs words decisively.
âIt is natural for a childâs father to protect the child. Thereâs no reason to say thank you for that.â
ââ¦Right.â
âI donât want you to forget that she is your child, but she is also my child.â
ââ¦I have not forgotten.â
âIsilis.â
He met her eyes as he whispered her name in a low whisper. He pondered as he looked into her trembling blue eyes.
â¦You are as anxious as I am. My anxiety is something I can handle, but how about yours? Why do you say nothing when you are so anxious? I am something to you.
He always came back with the same question. As he struggled to hold himself back, Berthas placed his hand lightly on Isilisâ shoulder.
âIt would have been nice if I could share the load you put here.â
At that moment, her eyes widened even more at the words that burst out. Her eyes, which had trembled finely, creating a wave of blue, avoided his eyes.
âIn the end, will you not give me the answer I want this time as well?â
He didnât mean to say that he wanted to be called her consort. A definite answer was enough. The confirmation that he was the only man in Isilisâ life, and that they would sometimes meet like this⦠that was all she needed to say.
âI will wait.â
As long as he became the distinguished guest of the Larchen Empire for saving the child, he had no intention of giving up. He intended to win Isilisâ heart here. He firmly believed itâ¦. He was going to gain the trust he could not get at the Etort port.
And by the time he left here, he hoped she would tell him to stay.
âThe Empressâ seat is lonely.â
âI know.â
âIf I start to share the burden with someone, that Empress is bound to weaken.â
âI donât think you will, but⦠If you say so, thatâs it.â
Her own words, showing a weak smile, loosened the mood. He smiled once again as he watched the sharpness disappear in an instant, and Isilis warmed like a spring breeze.
âCute.â
It was easy to understand when he thought about it. Few people were as confident in expressing their emotions as she did. Hiding feelings was also the job of someone in a high position though not the woman he knew.
Perhaps, he couldnât give up on her because of these appearances that she only showed in front of him.
âDonât forget. You have me.â
âYouâre talking nonsense.â
Isilisâs head shook from side to side despite Berthasâs firm words.
âAlways think about me. Me.â
âYou?â
âYes. Empress.â
He spoke playfully but still politely.
âThis body has already been enslaved by the scent of the Most Supreme. I beg you to choose me.â
âWhat?â
âTonight. May I come upon your bedroom?â
He asked, kissing the back of her hand. As those eyes trembled finely, Isilis opened her mouth without hiding her embarrassment.
âItâs a scene from a play.â
âWhat?â
âItâs an interesting play. The story of the Empress of the empire and the knight who loved her.â
âA play?â
âItâs a line from the play.â
Her face turned red in embarrassment, and Berthasâ hand was thrown away.
âThis!â
âStill, I am serious. Isilis.â
Saying so, he pressed his lips to the back of his hand, clasping her outstretched hand. When his hot tongue licked the back of her hand, Isilisâs body shookâ.
âItâs been a long time since I became a body that had to be without you. So, will you choose me?â
This was the knightâs line. A scene in a play in which he desperately wooed the Empress, who didnât love him.
ââ¦Otherwise, I will go back to the battlefield and draw a sword for you. Hold me.â
The last line of the knight speaking to the Empress, who didnât accept his own heart. How did the Empress respond here?
âI canât hold you.â
Yes. She answered like that.
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