THE BELL CHIMES WHEN I PUSH THE DOOR OPEN. Iâm early. My appointmentâs still fifteen minutes away, but I donât want to loiter in the street.
A distinct smell of green soap hangs in the air, and the black-painted walls are covered in chalk drawings and mirrors. My heels click against the dark, hardwood floor as I take a few steps further inside.
A tall, blonde woman in black rims stands behind the counter, tapping the screen of her iPad with a stylus. She peers up, blue eyes sparkling with amusement as she gives me a slow once-over. âDo you have an appointment?â
I come closer, clutching my small bag in both hands. âYes. Iâm booked in at six oâclock.â
She checks me out again, tapping the screen. âToby!â she yells over her shoulder. âYour six oâclock is here!â
A vintage room divider separates the entryway from the rest of the studio, blocking the view, but footsteps reach my ears seconds before the artist approaches. His arms and neck are covered in mismatched colorful pictures that somehow work great together.
âHey, Mia,â he says, wearing a subtle smirk.
I narrow my eyes, racking my brain for clues. He looks familiar, but it takes me a moment to place him. Heâs the firstâand onlyâguy my sister cried over when he snuck out of our house last year and never called.
Aisha nearly always cuts them loose after one night, but it was a different story with Toby. They spent two weeks traveling Mexico together after they met in a club and randomly decided to take a road trip. All was well until they came back, and Toby left Aishaâs bed before she woke up.
âHi, I didnât realize youâre a tattoo artist. Sorry Iâm early.â
âNah, itâs alright.â He takes the iPad and runs his eyes over the screen. âRight, it says here youâre supplying the design. Come on, you can tell me what weâre doing.â
I follow him behind the room divider, further into the large space filled with big mirrors and white chairs like those you find at a gynecologistâs but with more moving parts.
A young guy lies back in one, utterly relaxed, while the artist inks his pecs. His eyes land on my face for a moment but donât stay there long before they drop to my boobs. Not that he can see much. Every inch of my cleavage is inside my dress.
Toby directs me to the left, where a glass coffee table is tucked between two leather couches.
âYou want a coffee?â he asks. âLatte?â
âYes, please.â
âYo, Knox!â he yells toward the back, where a guy Iâve seen at college mops the floor. âBlack coffee and a latte.â
âComing right up, boss.â
I pull out a folded piece of paper, handing it over to Toby. Itâs a simple tattoo, the letter Q with the symbol for Spades from a pack of cards underneath. âThis is what I want.â
He glances at the page, scratching his chin, his eyes flicking between me and the design. âAlright⦠how about you tell me the story behind this ink.â
âItâs Queen of Spades,â I explain like itâs not obvious. âI play Bridge. Spades is the strongest suit, and people I play with took to calling me the Queen of Spades.â
âBridge?â Toby cocks an eyebrow, fighting a smile. âYou want this because of a card game?â
âYes. Is something wrong with that?â
Knox approaches, balancing two cups and a sugar bowl on a small tray. He carefully places the latte in front of me then does the same with Tobyâs black coffee.
âI bet you donât know the street meaning of this.â Toby rests his elbows on his knees, putting one sugar in his cup. âIf itâs tattooed on a white girl, it means sheâs got a sexual preference for black men.â
âOh,â I mouth. There goes my tattoo idea. My stomach sinks, and pulse hammers faster. Why didnât I check this online? Itâd take one Google search. âI didnât know that.â
The overdoor bell chimes, and heavy footsteps thump into the room.
âI donât care what you put on your skin. You just donât strike me as someone whoâd advertise things like that on her body.â
I shake my head again, covering the froth in my latte with two spoons of sugar. Weekly Bridge sessions became a part of my life last year. Thanks to the people I play with, my life has become fuller. Easier.
âMia?â
A familiar voice reaches my ears, and I flinch, startled by his presence. Too bad Iâm holding coffee. My hand twitches and half of the cup spills over my legs.
âShit,â Toby huffs, reaching to the closest station for a roll of paper towels. âKnox, get the first aid kit.â
âThatâs not necessary.â I set the cup aside, my cheeks burning hotter than my thigh. âItâs just a surface burn.â I pat dry my dress, chancing a glance over my shoulder. Nico stands a few feet away in a pair of navy trousers and a white t-shirt, holding a box with takeout food in his hand. âHi.â
âHi,â he echoes. Itâs such a short, sweet word, yet it doesnât sound pleasant on his lips. More like a fired bullet. âSkittish much?â
Not usually, but his presence turns me into a ball of nerves. âSorry, I was miles away.â
He sits beside me, the rich scent of his cologne pungent in the air, targeting my nose and doing weird things to my belly. He hands the box to Toby and his hand jerks toward my skirt like he wants to lift it higher.
I flinch again, unable to stop myself, and scoot as far as the two-seater sofa allows. Hayes brothers come in varying degrees of funny, caring, and confident with a sprinkle of arrogance, but something about Nico has a contradictory effect on my mind and body.
The powerful aura surrounding him makes me want to stand to attention, shouting sir, yes, sir, but at the same time, I imagine crawling onto his lap and hiding my face in the crook of his tattooed neck.
âAre you done?â The coldness in his voice balances just above freezing, tinged with husky anger that sends chills down my spine. âI want to check how bad it is.â
On instinct, I angle my body the other way.
As if thatâll save meâ¦
Despite the fight or flight response urging me to flee, my insides turn hot when youâre gorgeous resonates through my head. Iâve recalled those words too many times. Iâve recalled his broad shoulders, dark hair, and low, rough voice even more.
âThank you,â I say, clasping my damp skirt to make sure he canât yank it up and check the burn on my thigh, but at the same time, I defy my instincts, meeting his searing gaze. âItâs not that bad.â
He studies me for a moment like heâs trying to read my mind, his features pinched, a muscle feathering his jaw. âFine. What are you getting done?â
Toby interjects with a short, awkward laugh. âNothing now, right?â
Iâm about to agree when an idea pops into my head. Itâs not what I wanted, but itâs close enough and still marks the time I spend playing Bridge. âIs there anything wrong with Queen of Hearts?â
âNo, thatâs cool. You want that?â
âYes.â I touch the outer side of my wrist. âHere.â
âQueen of Hearts?â Nico asks, summoning my attention just as Knox approaches with another black coffee for him. âThe card suit?â
âYeah, she plays Bridge,â Toby answers for me, pushing his food aside. âDidnât you say over the phone that you need to head back to the office?â
âPlans change,â Nico clips, pinning Toby with a pointed stare. âIâm done for the day.â
âWhy didnât you grab something to eat?â
âI ate.â
Toby cocks an eyebrow but loses the stare battle and shrugs, looking back at me. âYou got any tattoos? Do you know how this will go?â
âIâve got a few. Iâm aware of the process.â
âOkay, letâs get this done. It wonât take long.â He gets up, gesturing for me to follow. âYou want black or red ink?â
I sit on the white torture chair, glancing away from the mirror. âRed, please.â
âHow are you with pain? Should I fetch the anesthetic?â
âNo, donât worry. I wonât cry.â
He smirks, hauling a small stool closer, then positions my wrist on the arm support. âHowâs your sister?â
âSheâs okay. Partying like always.â
âI havenât seen her in a while.â
âShe lived in London for a few months but didnât like it and moved back two weeks ago. Sheâs organizing a girlsâ night out tonight. Youâll find her in Q if you missed her.â
âWhat a coincidence.â He glances at Nico, clearly amused. âThatâs where weâre going tonight. You need to meet her, man. I donât know another girl who can party like Aisha.â
âI know her. Sheâs not my favorite person.â
The first sharp prickle of the needle assaults my nerve endings, but Iâm too busy with my thoughts to feel pain, however mild. My sister is a nymphomaniac. Self-proclaimed, but I bet the doctors would agree.
The mere thought of Nico knowing her turns my stomach. Has he snuck out of our house after making her scream in the bedroom adjacent to mine?
He makes my heart race for two different reasons, and Iâm not sure which is stronger: lust or unease.
I wince, what Toby misinterprets for pain.
âFive minutes, and Iâm done,â he assures.
âCody asked you last week if youâre okay to go back on stage,â Nico says, the sharpness of his voice softening with every word. âAre you a dancer?â
âUm, no. I sometimes work with the DJ who played at the party. Your brothers like the covers we record, so they asked me to sing a few songs.â
He falls silent, staring into my eyes with the intensity of a diving hawk. âPiano, vocals⦠What else?â
âPiano is my passion. Singing is just for fun.â With my free hand, I find the corner of my dress, twisting the fabric between my fingers. âI write songs, and thanks to Six, I meet people from the industry.â
âDo you have time later? I want to show you something.â
God, how can an invitation sound like a threat?
The thought of being alone with him makes me feverish, stressed, and snug at the same time. Whenever he looks at me, my legs want to run, while my ovaries would prefer to crawl out of my body and stroke him.
âSorry, but I have plans.â
âNext time,â he replies, glancing at my wrist, and for once, I read him with ease when his eyes widen a little. âYou good?â
âSheâs fine,â Toby supplies, positioning a small towel under my wrist to catch the excess blood. âYou know the anestheticâs not an injection, right? Itâs a cream, Mia. Next time, ask for it instead of taking pain meds before your appointment,â he chuckles.
Pain meds are not the reason Iâm bleeding so much from a tiny tattoo, but considering four artists turned me down in the past when I explained I might bleed excessively, I donât correct Toby.
Three minutes later, heâs done. He disinfects the new ink, then covers it with aftercare cream. Itâs perfect. Small, but not too small, the letter and heart symmetrical, even though he didnât use a stencil.
âThank you. And thank you for explaining the meaning of the other one.â I grab gauze from my bag, make a quick dressing, and hold my hand vertically to discourage bleeding.
âYeah, no worries. Take care, Mia. Donât wear bracelets until itâs healed.â
My eyes cut to Nico, another awkward wave on the go before I can stop myself. âBye.â
âIâm going, too. Iâll walk you out.â
âWhere are you going?â Toby frowns, opening the takeout box. âYou just fucking got here. Sit down.â
Nico doesnât explain, just pats Tobyâs shoulder, then grabs his keys from the coffee table while I move to pay for the tattoo.
âWhereâs your car?â He looks up and down the street once we leave the studio.
âI canât drive.â A glint of surprise flickers across his face and I realize it sounds like Iâm too young to drive. âI mean, Iâm a terrible driver. Five minutes into my first lesson, I crashed the instructorâs car. I never took the wheel again.â
The lights on a green Mercedes parked by the curb flash twice. âGet in. Iâll take you wherever you need to be.â
âItâs nice of you to offer, but Iâll take a cab.â
His features pinch, annihilating the softness that was there a second ago. âI wonât hurt you, Mia. You know that, right?â
Iâm not a great judge of character, but Iâm not paranoid enough to think my friendâs brotherâthe mayorâs son and grandson to the loveliest eighty-year-old woman I ever metâcould hurt me.
âYes.â
âThen get in.â
I shake my head again. âThe cab is fine, thank you.â I rock on my heels, and when he doesnât reply, I add bye before my heels click-clack against the pavement as I walk away, calming down with each step away from Nico.
âIâll see you in Q,â he says behind me.
âYou wonât.â
Iâm not invited to hang out with my sister. The difference in age, worldview, style, and character has been taking a toll on us for years.
âBye,â I say again before sliding into the backseat of a cab.