Trouble In Paradise

It almost feels like forever since I last talk to Matteo or us having a real

conversation after the arrival of Quinn and her mate.

He became a total stranger that I don't know anymore if we're a couple

or not. He keeps on avoiding me and never sleeps in the same room

with me anymore.

Sighing in frustration I grip my hair and sat on the bed not knowing

what to do. I needed a friend now but Gia is away with her mate with

her newly born baby and Cora was kind of far from me.

All I need is a friend to talk face to face with now. Definitely not a

therapist but a friend to help me figure my choices out.

Biting on my finger nails a knock came on the door "who is it?"

"luna you have a letter from someone" a pack member said.

I stood up and open the door slightly, she gave me the envelope and

went back down stairs. I received another note threatening me that I

won't be able to live happily with Matteo. 1

Yes this starts after the day Quinn came back and Matteo ignoring me.

I was scared to tell Matteo as he has already have a lot on his plate and

plus were not really on speaking terms.

Me being a burden wasn't helping at all and I hate to be one. On the

other hand the note indicates that we know each other and he was my

lover before Matteo.

So I decided to meet this person name Jude in person who seems to

know me pretty well. Maybe he'll tell me of my past as it looks like my

memories are gone forever

Also I wanted to tell and show that person how much I love Matteo. If

there was anything between us in the past then it's all in the past.

Matteo is my mate and my future lies with him.

I grip his note in my hand before grabbing my jacket and made my way

out of the pack house.

I didn't want anyone to be suspicious of my action so I acted like

everything is so normal. Alera is telling me that this was a bad idea, still

I wanted to be a hero of my own.

I made my way towards the woods telling other pack members I'll be

gone for a run and instead of running I change the direction to other

side and walk until I made it to the main road.

I look around to see of any our pack members are around but none was

on sight so I pull out my phone and call an uber to pick me up.

Fishing for the note in my pockets I couldn't find it and I try so hard to

remember the location in the note until I finally did.

When the uber arrived I take one last look back to the forest and the

way I came before I got into the car holding onto his gifted necklace. I

made it there to the abandoned old factory building in time.

It wasn't really far from our territory but it was kind of deeper in the

woods.

"Lady are you sure this is the place?" the man ask with concern and I

nodded my head yes to him.

"Ms. Isn't this?" he ask again making sure that I am in the right state of

mind but I immediately dismiss it and he shook his head in disapproval

before driving away.

I made my way in the building which was pretty dark. Alera was

definitely right when she says for me to stay I should have listen and

tell my mate about this.

"Hello" I call but there was no sign of anybody "excuse me if you want

to play game with me then I am here,” still no one answer.

This must be a prank. Turning away to go back a clap stops me.

Suddenly the lights went on. Looking around I came to face with a guy

and his werewolves friends sitting at the back like they are posting for a

magazine cover.

They look pretty young to me precisely around nineteen or eighteen.

I hated the fact that I came all the way here for some kids prenup game

in College. I sigh feeling disappointed that this kid seems to know

nothing of me. His letter seems to tell it all but his age tells me that he's

another stupid horny teenage wolves.

Alera growl in my head "these little shits might thinks the can take us

for a fool" she growled through our link.

The leader whom I assumed is Jude lick his lips and disgustingly I

wanted to puke. He didn't even look like a man like my man at home.

He look like a wannabe man.

I groan cursing myself for being stupid too.

"Didn't know you're dumb for taking my note seriously” he laugh

"but you're here and I can't wait to taste you luna. We heard so much of

your beauty from your pack boys. We dig a little and woo we got a lot

of info" his minions at the back howl altogether.

I pull my hair up in a pony tail taking my defense stance and wanted

this to be over as these kids are getting on my nerves.

"What are you waiting for?" I smirk at him and his stupid friends.

His speed was quick than I expected which caught me off surprise “okay

I don't think he's a kid" Alera heightened our hearing and I try to

calculate the way the wind blow due to his movements.

He move too fast to be a werewolf even with his friends and they laugh

all around trying to pull away our attention. Alera and I focus our

hearing and senses to our surrounding more now.

We did not want to be taken off guard or die easily in these

motherfuckers looking kids hands. Something flashes before my eyes

and I reach out quickly

"gotcha."

I smile when I caught on the neck of one and quickly I snap it off before

another attack me from behind. This one was pretty hard to fight with

as he was really good with his defence.

I threw him to the other side and only to be tackle down by another

then others began to move in while the prick lock me with his body.

"Well, we got ourselves a whore" with my strength I push the one on

top of me off so hard and snap on to the neck of another.

Then my claws gush through the chest of another. I was going to lunge

for Jude and the other three when a loud growl boom throughout the

building.

Looking at the door entry Matteo stood there with furious and without

another words he moves in quick speed and kill off every last one of

them right in front of me.

He look as if he's ready to strangle or yell at me but he just walk past

me and into the car outside.

I silently follow behind and get in after him thinking he won't lash out

on me.

Yet I was so wrong as when the doors of our room close he furiously

look at me and the next thing I know we were screaming at each other

well more like him to me.

"You're selfish, you know that right" he threw the couch on the other

side of the room making me flinch a little.

"Right I'm selfish, well the last time I check my mate wasn't talking to

me and ignore me" I retort at him.

"It's complicated and I was going to fix it if you weren't run off today to

meet up those mother fu*kers," he growl a loud.

"You always think of yourself... What about me huh?" he grip on his

hair.

"If you die today what about me? don't you love Me?" it's like his words

sink right in to me and I started to sob

"you know I love you so much.”

"I don't know Addasah you keep getting yourself in danger without

thinking about me. YouO left without even saying a goodbye or a god

damn note to let me know that you are finally leaving me" his tears

drop from his eyes.

"You know that's not true and I won't do that. It just that you weren't

talking to me" I reply feeling hurt of what he just accused of me.

Then suddenly he said something which made me puzzle as we have

never spoken about my memories lately.

"Maybe you'll do when you're memories are back Addasah” he says in a

low voice and I took a step to him

“I need time" he stops me before he storm out of the room.

It was the first time he ever shouted at me and I knew I have hurt him

alot and I have shouldn't listen to that stupid note from a kid.

"You didn't know Addy’ Alera tries to comfort me “come on girl hell be

okay just take a breathe’ and I did what she just said.

I went down the stairs afterwards and out of the house heading straight

to Gia's place. Hoping she has returned today. I

I kept on knocking on the door but nobody was at home so I look for

Jay instead at the training area but he was nowhere to be found.

I walk back to the house and went to see Matteo. It is better to go face

my own problem than running to others to burden them with it.